I don't want to accept Long Aotian as a disciple today

"Xiao Qin, why are you interested in these mysterious and mysterious things?" Zhu Shanren walked over, glanced at the book Qin Chiyu was reading, and said with a smile, "This metaphysics explanation is from the rivers and lakes when I was young. I received it, and I still remember the feeling of finding a treasure at that time... Later, I found out that the interpretation inside is mysterious and mysterious. The thing with two feet flying in the air is fresh at first glance. It's useless in economics."

Qin Chiyu picked up the thick scroll and asked, "Master Zhu, can I borrow this book to read?"

Zhu Shanren was still saying that this book was useless just now, but now he showed embarrassment: "Although it was collected when I was young, it also cost five or six thousand yuan in spirit stones, not to mention that it is a hand-copied copy in Langhuan Pavilion, so I can't borrow it rashly— —Let’s do this, I’ll authorize you to come in and watch it for as long as you want, and whenever you want to watch it. I will say hello to the guards at the gate of the courtyard and the scripture building, and tell them to let you go when they see you. how?"

Qin Chiyu was overjoyed and nodded repeatedly. At this moment, he couldn't care about anything else. He just wanted to read all the books related to "Fate Track".

Just this book gave him a sense of enlightenment, and he had a premonition that those problems that had troubled him for a long time would soon be resolved in this scripture building.

"...But reading is not enough, you still have to eat."

Seeing that Qin Chiyu immediately plunged into the state of studying hard, Zhu Shanren reminded him.

"It's fine if I don't eat." Qin Chiyu said.

"Hey, how about that? Let's go, eat the food first." Zhu Shanren picked up the paperweight, "Come on, Xiao Qin, let's not be in a hurry."

Although Zhu Shanren just made a simple movement, the atmosphere around him changed, and Qin Chiyu couldn't help pulling his attention away from the book.

Qin Chiyu realized that he had acted a little abruptly.

He closed the book, stood up, and said to Zhu Shanren: "Then I will bother you."

Although this meal was delicious, Qin Chiyu had no taste for it.

He couldn't get out immediately and went back to the library.

Fortunately, Zhu Shanren didn't force him to stay. After the two of them had dinner, Zhu Shanren went to work on the business of the front shop, and asked the servant to take Qin Chiyu to the scripture storage building.

As soon as Qin Chiyu plunged into the sea of ​​books, he forgot all the time, until he saw that the building was completely dark, so dark that he couldn't read the words clearly, he stood up from the desk in a daze, and walked to the window.

Outside the library on the seventh floor, the backyard of Bafang Bank was already lit up. A little farther away, the front store of Bafang Bank, which was busy at twelve o'clock a day, was brightly lit at this time, and the people passing by could be clearly seen.

The plaque on the gate tower reads two words:

The prosperity of the world is for profit; the hustle and bustle of the world is for profit.

Qin Chiyu felt a sense of detachment in his heart.

It was as if he was looking at these crowds from far away, and would never be able to blend in with them.

The last time I felt this way was because the Yelan Kingdom was brutally destroyed. Qin Chiyu watched with his own eyes the people who were close to him die one by one.

At that time, he understood that there is no empathy in the world, and his grief will never be understood by a second person.

And what is the reason for the feeling of detachment at this moment.

Because he realized that he was originally different from these people, and he had come to this world twice.

Rebirth...

To pass one's life twice is called rebirth.

Qin Chiyu pondered these two words over and over again, and the more he thought about it, the more he understood.

Those problems that had puzzled him were all explained, and those actions that had made him feel angry had nowhere to pour out, all had reasons.

Why does a person have two different pasts?Because he lived his life twice.

Once for the past, once for this life.

In the past, Lu Wanxian once took in an apprentice, his name was Qin Chiyu, who possessed the spiritual root of heavenly fire, which would lose control when he was emotional or on the verge of death.

Lu Wanxian had carefully taught that Qin Chiyu, but he failed to prevent him from becoming a demon, and even causing harm to the world, and finally disappeared.

And in this life, Lu Wanxian met Qin Chiyu again, and Qin Chiyu still possessed the spiritual root of Heavenly Fire, and would still lose control...

Lu Wanxian rejected Qin Chiyu time and time again, not because of any lessons learned from the past, such as the shattered brother of the evil apprentice; but because the brother of the evil apprentice is Qin Chiyu himself.

The lame excuses, the contradictory past, all explained.

The hesitation in Lu Wanxian's eyes was not the hesitation that accompanied Qin Chiyu in order to fabricate a lie, but the loneliness in the face of Qin Chiyu who had no memory or experience and was unable to tell the real reason....

Is it lonely?

Maybe so.

Qin Chiyu couldn't imagine that if he was reborn with another person who was close and turned against each other, he still remembered everything that happened between them, but the other person couldn't remember anything, and he was still moving forward like when nothing happened. How would it feel to be close to himself.And to this day, Qin Chiyu still hasn't remembered what happened in his last life.

He just obtained such a "truth" through analysis and reasoning.

But he still has no sense of reality after personal experience of this "truth".

In other words, Lu Wanxian was still lonely.

Because in this world, he is the only one who is reborn and has memory.

The wind brought the noisy sound of the Xuanmen market.

Those voices are lively and cheerful, mixed with hawking, singing and dancing, shouting and laughing, they are ordinary voices in the market.

Knowing nothing, being ordinary, ordinary, and sometimes blissful means that everyone around you is just like you.

Once you know something that others don't know, and hold a secret that only one person can see through, that person will become lonely.

Qin Chiyu raised his hand and pulled out a section of red thread from his collar, until the black metal threaded by the red thread appeared in front of his eyes.

Lu Xianchang.

Now that I know, I won’t make the same mistake again, and I won’t let you carry the memories of two lifetimes alone so lonely.

Qin Chiyu closed his eyes, clenched the blessing ring, put his fist to his lips, and pressed it gently.

At night, Zhu Shanren wanted to keep Qin Chiyu for dinner, but Qin Chiyu politely refused.

For some reason, Zhu Shanren felt that Qin Chiyu, who came out of the library, seemed to have changed his aura. He was always the most accurate at seeing people, but he was confused by Qin Chiyu.

The words to stay again stopped between the teeth.

"It's getting late, I should go back. Thank you, the host, for your hospitality. I will repay you in the future." Qin Chiyu bowed to Zhu Shanren, and thanked Zhu Shanren respectfully.

Zhu Shanren was a little dazed, and hurriedly waved his hands and said, "It's a small matter, a small matter."

Qin Chiyu left Bafang Bank and returned to Wanhua Mountain by crane.

On a cloudless summer night, the yard was full of moonlight. Han Xijian was sitting on a stone pier in the yard peeling fruit to feed the cranes, while complaining to Fu Weiwei about how harsh Jin Tiesi's master was.

Qin Chiyu quickly walked into the yard, his eyes swept over the place where Lu Wanxian often sat and read, there was no one, and then looked at his bedroom, the door was closed tightly.

"Where is Master Lu?" Qin Chiyu asked eagerly.

"Master said that he wants to retreat for a while, and it will take ten days and a half months. Why, do you have anything to ask him?" Han Xijian jumped off the stone pier and walked towards Qin Chiyu, "I haven't asked you yet. Well, you missed work without reason today, and I was scolded by Director Sui, do you know how miserable I am? Director Sui said that if you miss work again, let me go back to look at the stove."

"No, I went to Bafang Bank today because I have other things to do, and I will explain to Sui Zhangsi tomorrow." Qin Chiyu comforted.

"At least throw me a paper crane next time." Han Xijian felt wronged.

"understood."

Fu Weiyi squinted his eyes aside.

Qin Chiyu still had something else on his mind, knowing that Lu Xianchang was just resting in seclusion, he relaxed a little, turned around and went to his room.

"What's the matter with him? It feels like his soul is gone." Han Xijian stared in surprise at the place where Qin Chiyu's back disappeared, and asked Fu Weiwei, "He has become very polite, can't he be taken away by someone? .”

Fu Weiyi was exercising his left arm. He picked up a large water jar filled with water with one hand, slowly lifted it over his head, and answered Han Xijian in a steady voice: "I don't know."

"Hi," Han Xi murmured, "You're still the same, always only skipping a few words."

Qin Chiyu sat cross-legged on the couch, closed his eyes and meditated.

Just now he almost made a big mistake, almost ran over and said to Lu Xianchang, I already know everything.

Fortunately, Lu Xianchang closed his doors to cultivate, and stopped his momentary fever in time.

Qin Chiyu let out a slight breath, his back was a little sticky from the cold sweat.

He couldn't rashly reveal anything to Lu Wanxian now.

He still doesn't know what he has done in his last life. Although he knows that he is also reborn, he has never experienced it, whether it is good or bad, and claiming those experiences rashly may cause irreversible consequences. .

Judging from Lu Wanxian's past reactions, it should be that he... hated him in his last life.

Thinking of this, Qin Chiyu was a little sad, but also faintly excited.

Two complex emotions were intertwined in his heart, causing his chest to crack.

In the first rebirth, if it is a trivial matter, it is time to let go of it, or take revenge immediately to relieve the little hatred in my heart, and then I can let it go and look for a new and happy life.

But Immortal Lu, neither let go of him in this life, nor let go of him in the previous life.

Does it mean...he is also very important to Lu Xianchang.

It's like a delicate seedling growing out of the scorched earth of hopelessness.

So pretty and so hopeful.

It must be cared for very carefully so that it can grow gradually and bloom into the most beautiful flowers, every trace of outline conforms to the appearance in the dream; and then bear sweet and beautiful fruits, one bite can make people intoxicated, a thousand days do not wake up.

If anything goes wrong, this little seedling will be exhausted and become one with the scorched earth.

So what else is there to look forward to in this world?