don't come near me anymore

When he was six years old, his parents who eloped for love finally broke up on the grounds of personality incompatibility. When parting, his father gave him a name: Gu Xingzhi.

His father hoped that he would do what he said, but he failed to live up to his father's expectations. He only did one thing in his life - to share all his good things with that child named Ye Qiao.

It is often said that children are the crystallization of parents' love, but Gu Xingzhi knew very early on that he was just the product of his parents' elopement, and had nothing to do with love or hate. It was only a momentary greed for joy but unprepared panic and he was not responsible for those who were born without raising them.

So the woman who adopted him said when she saw him for the first time: "This child is destined to elope with his parents. It's a lowly idea. I guess he will be like his parents in the future. Now that I have raised him, I have to teach him well." , if he dares to be like his father, his legs will be broken."

A prophecy.

Later, he really broke his leg and fell from a six-meter-high tree. He secretly told his sister that he liked the new child. The woman who adopted him only gave him a simple treatment and let him lie on the bed to raise himself. with.

This lay for a year. In that year, he had nothing but textbooks. When the children outside the window were kicking shuttlecocks and playing house, he only received a threatening sentence from a woman in the dark and hot room: "Don't you dare?" Then go to climb a tree to peek, if you don’t learn at a young age, you just want to be your irresponsible father!”

Later, he learned to restrain his mind, and didn't even dare to peek at it secretly, but he was not depressed. He started to learn to wash and cook. When watching the meal he cooked and turning to hug him and call him brother, he felt that life was sweet.

If it wasn't for that year, if it wasn't for the fault of a group of them.

He thinks he can live happily ever after.

Not worthy of these two words, it was his mother who often said to his father at first, and later a woman said to him, he felt that hard work could overcome everything, but how could he make up for the dissatisfaction that arose in his heart, when he started from that wrong thing He knew that he could have Ye Qiao, and he was no longer worthy of Ye Qiao.

So years of repression made him become indifferent, violent, and difficult to control himself like a wild animal, and pretending to be crazy with alcohol became the only way to vent himself.

It was a mental illness, but what made him stubbornly refused to go to the hospital was just a woman's words: "Is there a disease in my heart? Children are just pretending/pretending."

Of course, it was not for him, it was indeed in front of his face.

Probably a warning?

Many times he was thinking that if he could keep Ye Qiao, he would do whatever it took, but it was a pity...

He never thought of it, at first he just wanted Ye Qiao to wear his laundry and eat the rice he cooked and call him brother sweetly.

The night in the hospital was extremely quiet. The doctor told Sheng Yu that it would be difficult for Gu Xingzhi to wake up again, but no one would have thought that Gu Xingzhi would wake up that night.

Gu Xingzhi looked at the empty surroundings, only the cold medical equipment was running in an orderly manner. He listened to the sound of "Didi", as if time passed by little by little.

At this moment, he can relax, he doesn't have to hide anymore, he doesn't have to worry about it anymore, he can take a big breath to avoid being drowned in this world that has never been called love in the next second.

It's just very cold, and no one would get up at night and wrap him like a locust with a thick quilt, then smile innocently and say, "Look at how fat you are."

Maybe the pain was too much, but he didn't feel any pain.

But this time is already very late, no one will know that he woke up this night, he always feels that he should do something, didn't he do enough in the block before the explosion today?

He was suddenly relieved, all the attachments in his heart were turned into ashes at this moment, he had never felt this moment of joy, and then recalled the moment when someone took out the lighter today.

It's all retribution.

Gu Xingzhi closed his eyes, because the abnormal heartbeat made the momentary tranquility squeezed away by the sound of "Dididi", Gu Xingzhi finally found a trace of peace in the noise.

It's just that the child who has been in love for 21 years will probably only be separated from each other from now on, and will never see him again.

Ye Qiao, I wish you happiness and health.

……

Ye Qiao had a nightmare, when he woke up before dawn, he could feel himself being restrained by something as soon as he moved his hands, and the complicated equipment made him feel like a useless person for a moment.

He gently touched the edge of the bed, Sheng Yu was still lying beside him, Ye Qiao's hand touched the end of his hair, and he moved immediately, probably because he was not sleeping soundly.

Ye Qiao turned his head, even though he couldn't see anything, he still felt a moment of peace, but it wasn't peace of mind.

He always felt that something was slipping away just tonight. Although he didn't want to take the initiative to think about it, there were indeed people he was thinking about in the intensive care unit that was only two floors away from him.

He only wanted Gu Xingzhi to receive the punishment he deserved, not the unwarranted disaster of today.

That "ding" sound became a thorn in Ye Qiao's heart, and that weird laughter made him feel chills all over.

He always felt that someone was looking at him, looking at him maliciously and provocatively.

Ye Qiao stretched out his hand unconsciously and groped until he touched the cold but slender hand, and he finally felt relieved.

He was not sleepy, the effect of the medicine had subsided, and the wound began to itch due to healing, Ye Qiao unconsciously moved, and then the owner of that hand rubbed his hair soothingly.

"Sheng Yu, is he alright?"

No one answered, holding his hand tightly, Ye Qiao suddenly realized that he seemed to ask something that shouldn't be asked, or maybe that "do it" seemed too intimate.

He was about to explain, but suddenly felt a chill.

No matter how Sheng Yu fell asleep, it was absolutely impossible for him to hold his hand with his fingertips facing him.

Ye Qiao felt as if his heart was about to jump out, he didn't dare to move, and he was afraid that someone would threaten Shengyu.

He was in a stalemate with that person like this, until his palms were sweating, and he suddenly realized that the person didn't intend to hurt him.

The sound of "ding" suddenly sounded, and then it ended with a sound of "pop". The panic and helplessness that did not exist at the moment of the explosion broke out at this moment, and the tears in Ye Qiao's eyes could not be restrained, but he suddenly felt There was a shortness of breath, and when he tried to struggle to get up and die with this murderer, his body could no longer support his emotions and he collapsed.

He vaguely heard a commotion, very much like the shrill sound he heard in the crowd of onlookers when Sheng Lan had an accident that day.

Then his mind was buzzing, and his body could no longer be controlled by himself.