Penitent hand, trembling slightly

It was an ordinary night during the summer vacation. Lou Jingmo went downstairs to buy vegetables, and Shen Maomao accompanied Pu Ke to watch Peppa Pig on the sofa.

After watching one episode, Pu Ke suddenly looked at Shen Maomao and said seriously: "I want to change my name."

Shen Maomao: "?"

Puke: "My name is Peppa."

Shen Maomao was stunned for a moment, and then instantly turned on the maniacal laughter mode, laughing so hard that he couldn't straighten his back, clutching his stomach and telling him that Peggy is a sow.

Puke thought for a while and decided: "Then I will be called George from now on!"

OK, this time the gender is right.

Puke said: "You hit me last time! I can't even change my name!!"

Shen Maomao: "Isn't that your punishment for calling me in Zhan Zhi's name?"

She only found out about it later when Puke said that she had slipped the tongue. The phone call that made her think hard was a prank call from Puke, and she was so angry that she beat the elf.

Puke didn't listen: "I don't listen, I don't listen, I don't listen! I want to be George! I want to play with Peppa!"

The golden retriever called when Shen Maomao wanted to kick him.

The golden retriever flew abroad to find his parents during the summer vacation. It is said that he will take a luxury cruise ship to wander the sea. Now that he is not in Nancheng, Shen Maomao didn't think much about it, so he picked it up and said "Hello".

The golden retriever on the opposite side didn't speak.

She held the phone, as if she suddenly realized something, and called out again with trembling lips: "Liao Shi?"

The golden retriever on the other side smiled: "Sister Rabbit, I didn't expect you to remember my name."

Shen Maomao pulled aside Pu Kepa, who was clamoring to ask who it was, and went to the bay window with his mobile phone.

She opened the window with one hand, looked at the cars coming and going on the road in the distance downstairs, and looked at the brilliant lights on the Ferris wheel in the amusement park in the distance, and suddenly felt very uncomfortable: "I remember...I always remember of."

The golden retriever said again: "I'm sorry."

Shen Maomao: "Why do you suddenly apologize?"

Golden Retriever: "I lied to you."

Shen Maomao: "How did you cheat?"

The golden retriever was silent for a second: "I have actually been driving without a license for the past two years."

Shen Maomao: "...?"

The golden retriever started to laugh, as if he told a very funny joke, the laughter came into her ears through the mobile phone, he laughed for a while, then stopped laughing suddenly, and said seriously: "That person was hit by me drunk driving, I pretended to be the current image, and I didn’t like you when I confessed to you, I was never a good person, I’m sorry for lying to you for so long.”

Shen Maomao was completely dumbfounded. She stared at a point in the void, as if she had listened, but also as if she hadn't.

The golden retriever didn't care whether she responded or not, and then said: "I'm sorry, it's a pleasure to meet you." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

There was a busy tone coming from the receiver, and Shen Maomao stood in front of the window in a daze, his heart was in a mess.

There was the sound of a key turning after being inserted into the lock at the door. Shen Maomao turned around in confusion, watched Lou Jingmo open the door, turned around to close the door, put down the things in his hands, lowered his head to change his shoes, and said at the same time: "Today beans are on sale, I bought them." Order back to eat pork rib stew...why are you crying?"

Shen Maomao raised her hand and touched her face. It turned out that during the process of being dazed just now, her tears had flowed down from the corners of her eyes uncontrollably.

Lou Jingmo walked over with slippers on, hugged her in his arms, and asked softly, "What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

Shen Maomao took a sniff of snot: "Golden retriever...something may have happened to the golden retriever."

Lou Jingmo raised his eyebrows in surprise: "He?"

She had guessed that the golden retriever would die in the game, but she didn't expect it to be so early.She wondered how with Jin Mao's financial resources, she could still stay in the game for another year or two, but she didn't expect him to have an accident so soon.

For Liao Shi, Lou Jingmo actually didn't have much affection. She had always been very indifferent to others, so she didn't feel very sad about his death.

But she knew that Shen Maomao was different.

For Shen Maomao, Golden Retriever is a friend she met when she first entered the game. They have been together for more than two years. Now that this friend suddenly has an accident, it is normal for her to find it difficult to accept it for a while.

Shen Maomao couldn't control her tears, she choked up and said: "He...he also said that he is a liar and has been lying to us, saying that he hit someone while drunk driving...he even apologized to me..."

Lou Jingmo patted her on the back lightly: "Didn't I tell you a long time ago that he is not that simple?"

But in the past two years, they have also seen the changes in Golden Retriever, and they have seen him make up for the mistakes he made... Is such a him worthy of being forgiven?

People are multi-faceted creatures, they will show different social attributes when facing different groups, so you can never describe a person simply as good or bad.

Shen Maomao is not a sufferer and cannot judge this, but apart from this matter, Jin Mao is a very good friend, which is beyond doubt.

Lou Jing said: "Try to make another call, maybe he is deliberately scaring you."

"Hmm..." Shen Maomao picked up the mobile phone on the ground and clicked on the call history, only to find that the call history that the golden retriever called just now was gone.

She quickly opened the address book again, slid her finger down and pulled it directly to the position of "J", and the name "Golden Retriever" was not in it.

The golden retriever... disappeared.

In the past two years, Shangzhou has figured out the big update of the game. Peng Xiaorui’s situation that still has some social traces is probably because the system has just been upgraded and is not stable enough, but after that, this situation rarely occurs. Well, after June of this year, the game system has been completely upgraded, and all traces of dead people will be erased.

In this way, the traces of the golden retrievers were erased, and only their memories existed from then on.

Shen Maomao stuffed himself into Lou Jingmo's arms and began to cry loudly.

She thought of Golden Retriever's angry character when he first entered the dungeon, he thought of the stupid look he stood at the door of the house for more than an hour on the first day he moved in just to give them a frightened look, and she thought of him telling her before the plane that he When I got a scholarship for the first time, I wanted to frame the certificate with my smiling face as a family heirloom...

Shen Maomao cried uncontrollably, her face flushed red.

She has anger in her heart, for herself, for the golden retriever, for the producer, and for everyone.

Angry at his own powerlessness, angry at the golden retriever for wanting to be a dude, angry at the maker for not taking human life seriously...

But all she could do seemed to be impotent rage.

Lou Jingmo comforted her softly: "For him, death may be a relief. He no longer has to bear these fears, and he doesn't have to worry about it all day long..."

Shen Maomao didn't speak, but kept crying.

In the end, the dinner was settled by takeaway. Shen Maomao had cried enough, but he was still a little dazed, so he didn't speak, and ate in a daze holding his rice bowl.

Puke was also taken aback by her sudden emotional breakdown, and he dared to come over to her when she stopped crying, and said, "Then can I be called George?"

Shen Maomao wiped away his tears and rolled his eyes at him: "You can call yourself whatever you want... woo woo woo... The golden retriever is dead..."

Pu Ke quickly hid behind Lou Jingmo and asked, "Is the golden retriever your dog?"

The corner of Lou Jingmo's mouth twitched, he grabbed him and stuffed him into his own house: "Don't make trouble here."

Puke dared not show his face at all.

……

Shen Maomao was delayed for more than ten days. Although he didn't cry so much anymore, he still felt very uncomfortable when he thought of the golden retriever.

She wanted to find someone to draw the appearance of the golden retriever while her memory was still clear, but soon she found that she couldn't tell what the golden retriever looked like. The only thing that could be accurately described was his hair that was blowing in the wind. Showy blonde.

Later, she found out that the cruise ship that the golden retriever was on caught fire and exploded in the Pacific Ocean, but fortunately there were no casualties.

It's just that they didn't know that there was a boy named Liao Shi who sank into the bottom of the sea in this accident and fell into an eternal sleep where no one would disturb him.

When Shen Maomao was sorting out the props before entering the book, she found a bunch of extra things. She checked and found that those things were all transferred from Jin Mao. It was all given to her, and she cried a lot looking at these million-dollar props, as if a needle was being pricked in her heart, creaking and glowing with pain.

Later, by chance, the two went to the city where the Golden Retriever's family was located, and unexpectedly saw Xixi on the street being brought by a woman who looked very similar to the Golden Retriever.

It's a pity that Xixi passed them by at that time, and she already acted like she didn't know them.

Yes, the reason why they knew Xixi was all because of the Golden Retriever, but now that the existence of the Golden Retriever had been eliminated, it was only natural that Xixi would not know them.

After returning to the hotel, Shen Maomao cried again, but life has to go on, and this has to go on. After losing the golden retriever, it seems that there is not much difference from the previous life. Whoever leaves in this world can continue Let's go on, not to mention that Golden Retriever and them are just friends.

……

When another winter came, Lou Jingmo got John from the game, and now they also have eleven cards.Only the most mysterious Judas has never been seen.

Shen Maomao was thinking about Ren Yue's card, but that card is now in the hands of her master who has never seen the beginning and the end, and she doesn't know the name of the master and where he lives.

If the confession game hadn't been updated, Shen Maomao could still have an idea of ​​the game they played—in her memory, there was a scene of Ren Yue calling her master while playing the game, so this so-called master was not only It's the master of the confession game. If she logs in to the game with Ren Yue's account and chats privately with her master, it will probably shock people.

It's a pity that everything related to Ren Yue has been erased by an invisible blackboard eraser.

At home these few days, Shen Maomao racked his brains to think about Ren Yue's master's game id.

She vaguely remembered that Master Ren Yue's id had the word "Hai" in it, as if he was quite famous in their area server, and he was a krypton gold boss on the combat power list.

With the idea of ​​trying his luck, Shen Maomao spent half a day downloading the game on the computer, and then tried to enter Ren Yue's account number and password.

It's not that she still misses Ren Yue and even remembers her password, but that any of Ren Yue's game accounts are spelled with 1998 added to her name, and her birthday plus a dot is added to the password.

Lou Jingmo looked sour from the sidelines, but she was a mature woman, she was only sour, she didn't say anything, she had to wait until night to get these back.

Shen Maomao hit the keyboard a few times, but as expected - the system showed that the account did not exist.

Ren Yue's game account also died along with her people.

Shen Maomao sighed, helpless.

But seeing Lou Jingmo here is much more comfortable, she is just a dead person, so what can be compared with her?She patted Shen Maomao on the shoulder and said, "It doesn't matter if you can't find it. The game can't be unsolvable forever. It's only a matter of time before we leave."

But I'm afraid they don't have that much time.At the level of Lou Jingmo, no one can guarantee that he will be able to leave the dungeon safely.

"Wait a minute..." Shen Maomao said, "I'll try to create an account on their server! Maybe I'll remember it when I look at the combat power list."

Lou Jingmo didn't want to hurt her confidence, so he let her do it: "Then you play first, I'll move the bricks."

Shen Maomao waved his hand: "Come on, Shukuangjiang."

Lou Jingmo bent down and took a bite on her chin.

Shen Maomao cried out in pain: "Are you a dog?!"

Lou Jingmo wiped off the saliva on her teeth marks with the back of his hand, and said with a smile, "Make a mark."

Shen Maomao gave her a blank look, then turned around and started to register an account.

Pu Ke looked at the screen with his eyes wide open beside her: "Is this fun? Can you make me one too?"

Shen Maomao: "It's not fun, it's very difficult to play, not as good-looking as Peppa Pig, you go to the living room to watch TV."

Pu Ke didn't, he sat directly on Shen Maomao's shoulder, stretched his neck to watch her play games.

Shen Maomao didn't care about him, and concentrated on his own business.

After skipping the plot and entering the game, she found that she didn't even have a button for the list of combat power. After a while, she said that she had to reach level [-] to unlock this list, so she followed the main line to upgrade.

She was looking for clues, and she definitely didn't mean to be playful.

As a result, it took two hours to play like this.

Two hours later, her account flashed golden light, and she successfully upgraded from level 29 to level 30.

The button of the combat power list appeared, and Shen Maomao couldn't wait to open it. Looking from the top to the bottom, he finally saw a familiar name - Gejiang Tinghai, fifth in the combat power list, a very beautiful female number.

Tinghai across the river... She remembered that Ren Yue called her master Tinghai!

What is the background of this person?Living in dungeons and still want to engage in game combat power?

She turned her head and found the game post bar again. She searched for this id in the whole bar, and she found a new discovery: this Gejiang Tinghai is a beautiful anchor, who shows her face every night on a large live broadcast platform to broadcast games live.

She followed the post bar to find the live broadcast software. Gejiang Tinghai has more than 300 million fans, which is already a huge number for this game, and there may be many fans of the live broadcast software in it.

Gejiang Tinghai does not have a live broadcast currently, so Shen Maomao went to search for Gejiang Tinghai's live recording.

The moment she saw Gejiang Tinghai, she stood up excitedly, startled Puke on her shoulder: "What are you doing!"

Shen Maomao grabbed Puke and put it on the table: "George, you play by yourself. Dad went to discuss things with your mother."

Puke: "How many times have I told you that I'm already two hundred and three years old! You can't be my father at your age!"

Shen Maomao stuffed a grape into his arms: "Hold it and gnaw it, I'm leaving!"

After speaking, he went upstairs in a hurry.

Holding the grapes in his hands, Puke hesitated for two seconds between joining in the fun and eating grapes, and finally sat down on the table with his legs crossed, and chose to eat like crazy—no one would believe that Shen Maomao was not born!

Shen Maomao didn't expect it to be so easy. Holding her mobile phone, she rushed into the study excitedly, and shouted to Lou Jingmo: "Sister Lou!! I found her!"

Lou Jingmo raised his eyebrows and said, "So fast?"

Shen Maomao handed her the phone: "I know what she looks like, she is still an anchor herself, can you please?"

Lou Jingmo took the phone and glanced at it: "This person..."

Shen Maomao: "What?"

Lou Jingmo: "I haven't seen it before."

Shen Maomao: "Then, isn't she a famous boss in the game?"

Lou Jingmo said: "My social circle is relatively small, so if you want to know this question, you should ask a professional."

Shen Maomao: "Shang Zhou?"

Lou Jingmo: "Why don't people use the ready-made tools?"

In the past two years, the scale of Shangzhou's guild has been expanding. Last year, it even took over the job of the forum and started the business of trading items and selling information. It is the only one among the many game guilds, and it is the real leader in the confession game.Here, Lou Jingmo started to contact Shangzhou, and Shen Maomao began to search for various information on Gejiang Tinghai with a mentality of giving it a try, and then successfully found her Weibo.

Gejiang Tinghai is a person who often shares her daily life on Weibo. Shen Maomao flipped through her Weibo from beginning to end, and can be sure that she is living in W City now, and she can even tell her what she said when she went out. The selfie charts out the specific scope of her life.

The exposure of a person's information on the Internet is sometimes quite scary. As long as you investigate carefully, you can always find traces of the privacy of these strangers on the Internet.

But after doing all this, Shen Maomao felt that his behavior was meaningless.

What is the use of knowing these?Are you going to rush over to kill her and pop the cards out?Or kidnap her and threaten her to hand over the card?

Now it is a society ruled by law, and it is about the law.

They killed people today, and tomorrow they will have to sing tears behind bars, and by the way, they will become the interviewees of the new legal program.

After Lou Jingmo bought the news from Shang Zhou, when he looked up, he saw her flicking the phone screen dejectedly. Her decadent temperament was almost solidified. If she really had long ears, she would have drooped by now.

She couldn't help feeling a little funny, and slid the stool to Shen Tutu's side: "What's wrong? You're so unhappy."

Shen Maomao: "I just feel that we don't seem to have anything to do with her..."

In fact, since knowing that Master Ren Yue is also a confession game player, Shen Maomao has thought about what kind of role she will play in this series of events.

Could the reason why Ren Yue attacked her suddenly have something to do with her?

But whether it matters or not, the bastard Ren Yue is just a white-eyed wolf who didn't run away.

Lou Jingmo put his arms around her and said, "I sold the news to Shang Zhou."

Shen Maomao: "Oh...huh? Huh???"

"Shangzhou is the same as us. He is short of Judah on the [-]th, and he has been struggling to pay his bills recently, and he is much more anxious than us."

Shen Maomao almost wanted to applaud her: "Okay! It's a good time to sit on the mountain and watch the tiger fight! It really is the most poisonous woman's heart..."

Lou Jingmo kicked her and the stool down.

Shen Maomao jumped nimbly, landed on the ground smoothly, got up and sat on the stool as if nothing had happened, and then said: "But have you ever thought about what to do if there is only one Judas in the whole game?"

Lou Jingmo is not afraid at all: "Cold salad."

Shen Maomao: "??"

Lou Jingmo: "My intuition tells me that when someone collects all the cards, the game will start to cause trouble, so we need someone to explore the way first."

And Shang Zhou, who has collected all eleven cards, is the best candidate for pathfinding.

Shen Maomao didn't pay attention to the follow-up matters, and Lou Jingmo followed up. She herself chose to be a waste who was eating and waiting to die, and continued to train herself as a trainer.

Later she heard that Yun Shengjin also died. It is said that he chose to die in the game because he was sure that Doma would never be able to revive his wife.

Shen Maomao was quite emotional when he first heard the news. Yun Shengjin is not a good man, but he may be a good husband.

Sometimes she would also think, what would she do if something happened to Lou Jingmo in the game?

She thought that like Lou Jingmo, she would try her best to get past the book, and even use all means to obtain all the cards, just to revive her lover.

Choosing to die is nothing but the most cowardly escape.

……

This year, the two chose to spend the New Year by themselves. A year ago, Shen's mother called and urged her once. After hearing that she would not come back, she hung up the phone directly, and was so angry that she didn't want to talk to her.

The two of them have been in love for several years. Her mother has long regarded Lou Jingmo as a half-daughter. During this time, she has been urging them to get married and wants them to adopt a child.

After Puke found out, he made a big fuss, disagreed that there were other children besides him in the family, and played a prank on Lou Jingmo for three days—he didn't dare to play Shen Maomao, because playing Lou Jingmo top Lou Jingmo was too lazy to argue with him, but the last time he played too hard, he was almost thrown into the pot by Lou Jingmo and cooked.

Shen Maomao coaxed this 200-year-old baby, and made it clear to her mother that she had no time to raise children, and that she and Lou Jingmo were not married yet, so there was no need to think so much.

Her mother's mention of adopting a child reminded her of Yaya.They have also visited Yaya several times in the past few years, but Yaya's adoptive parents don't like them very much. After confirming that Yaya is doing well, she also takes the initiative to avoid suspicion, so as to prevent Yaya from being difficult in front of her adoptive parents.

Sometimes she also thinks of Gong Lian, that dodder-like woman, and she doesn't know what happened to her in the dungeon now, did she disappear along with the dungeon?Or live happily in a place they don't know?

Shen Maomao sincerely hoped it was the latter.

She hoped that the golden retriever could also live in the game world, but the golden retriever is not very courageous, so it is better not to let him be frightened like this.

The house opposite them was never inhabited. Later, the flowers she grew at the door of the house withered. When Shen Maomao dug out the flowers, she found a key in the soil. She inserted the key into the next door with the mentality of trying it out. The door of the room actually opened.

No one has lived in it for half a year, and the room is full of dust.

She stood at the door, looking at the familiar furnishings inside, she couldn't help crying.

In the past, there was a mess of painting tools in front of the bay window, and the golden retriever loved to draw on it; now there is nothing there, not even the paint that splashed on the wall when they made trouble together.

The house is still the same house, but it lacks the breath of human life.

Shen Maomao didn't know who the house belonged to now, but she still called the housekeeping service, cleaned up the house, then locked the door, and buried the key in the flowerpot again, as if hiding it The Golden Retriever's last ties to the world.

作者有话要说：金毛的结局从我写出这个人的时候就定好了_(:з」∠)_想说什么又怕剧透，还是不说了感谢在2020-08-1411:16:12~2020-08-1510:27:52期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: yummy 2;

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