remarry [rebirth]

"Why have you stopped avoiding me since waking up from that car accident, why are your words and deeds different from before, all why, how do you want to tell me?" He Lanshu was almost talking to himself , the voice was very low, he said at the end, half kneeling on the side of the couch, his forehead touched Wen Jiu's forehead, and his lips rubbed gently against Wen Jiu's.

Wen Jiu's eyelashes began to vibrate violently, as if the entire spiritual world had fallen into a precarious situation, ready to collapse at any moment.

He Lanshu took a deep breath, and left Wen Jiu abruptly, pursing his lips tightly.

Wen Jiu gradually calmed down again, and moved his mouth twice. Afterwards, as if he was reciting a diary, he slowly narrated all the past, and what he could remember was nothing. Said everything without reservation.

Even those things that Wen Jiu had completely sealed up in his memory, things that he felt he didn't remember were revealed little by little.

He Lanshu listened quietly, as if a scene like a video picture slowly appeared in front of his eyes.

"I was about four years old that year, and Aunt Lin wanted to drive me out...She said it was my birthday, but she said that there was no room in the car, so she let me go to the trunk. It was very dark in there, and I seemed to be a little motion sick. I was sleepy again, and there was a particularly bad smell in the carriage..." Wen Jiu spoke slowly, without any expression on his face, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him, "The later I can’t remember things clearly, but in my impression, my sister always wears a pink floral dress, and will secretly take my brother to the room with the remaining pens to teach me how to read. When I was seven years old, there was A child came to my room..."

When Wen Jiu said this, she tilted her head slightly, and her voice became softer, "He is very good-looking, but he wears very heavy glasses. When he smiles, he can show his front teeth. There are two big holes. …The weather was fine that day, the sun shone from the attic window to the door, I felt like an angel, his whole body shone with light…”

"What's his name?" He Lanshu looked up at Wen Jiu.

Wen Jiu seemed a little confused, "Actually, I didn't hear it very clearly. I thought at the time that his name was He Lanshao. At that time, my ears were not very good, and he couldn't speak clearly. But then I found out that the child was Ashu. "

"Later, my father told me that my sister and I would marry into the Helan family after our age." Wen Jiu lowered her voice, "I was very happy at that time, but our family couldn't take the lead in this matter. ...I ended up marrying A Shu, but my sister married He Lanshao."

"And then?" He Lanshu knew that what Wen Jiu wanted to describe was the next point, so he couldn't help but sit up straighter.

"Then?" Wen Jiu closed her eyes, but trembled fiercely, "I did a lot of wrong things... I secretly took Ashu's information and handed it to He Lanshao. something to keep doing.”

During this period, Wen Jiu seemed to say that it was very difficult, but He Lanshu suddenly said, "I know all these things. Then?"

"Later, I felt that it shouldn't be like this. I didn't want to help him anymore, so I told him frankly, and then told Ashu that I wanted to divorce him..." Wen Jiu looked very depressed, "I think I'm not good enough for him, but on the day we went to the Civil Affairs Bureau, He Lanshao hired a drug addict who committed suicide and crashed into our car on the road."

"At that time, Ah Shu still wanted to protect me in his arms..." Wen Jiu's voice gradually became so low that he could hardly hear it. If it wasn't because the room was too quiet, He Lanshu might not be able to hear it either.

He gently wiped away the tears on Wen Jiu's face, narrowed his eyes and moved a little closer, and slowly put his hand on Wen Jiu's neck.

He could feel the beating of his pulse, and the warm skin under his palm. He Lanshu slowly exerted force, but only rubbed it lightly twice.

"I pushed him down." Wen Jiu said suddenly, his expression gradually calmed down, "When I woke up again, I couldn't move. I was paralyzed from the chest down, and I stayed in the hospital alone for ten years... ...My sister died, and Lan Lan didn't appear again for a long time. I heard from the doctor that my depression is very serious. If I can't control it, even if I don't die by suicide, I will cause my body to fail due to 'subconscious suicide'. "

He Lanshu withdrew his hand, "And then?"

"There is no more..." Wen Jiu said slowly, "I felt very tired, and then I committed suicide... I don't want to live anymore, and Ashu never came to see me in those ten years, I don't know Is he really disappointed, but I still feel sad."

"What happened after that? You came back to life, didn't you?" He Lanshu gently raised his eyes, and covered Wen Jiu's eyelids with his hands.

A smile slowly appeared on Wen Jiu's lips, and she nodded slowly, "Yes, it's been three years, six months and seven days... I want to tell him everything, but I'm worried that he won't I."

He Lanshu said in a deep voice, "Who am I?"

"Cha... Ashu." After a moment of confusion, Wen Jiu subconsciously uttered a word.

The eyelashes under He Lanshu's palm began to tremble violently, and then he felt the trembling gradually become smaller. After he moved his hand away, he saw that Wen Jiu had opened his eyes, and the eye sockets were full of tears, but there was a trace of tears. I don't have any looks.

"It's Ashu..." Wen Jiu said with a dull expression, her body softened, and she fell backwards.

Doctor Charlie, who was outside the door, almost got stuck in. He looked at Wen Jiu who had already collapsed on the bed and said, "Shu, how are you?"

He Lanshu held Wen Jiu tightly in his arms, as if he cherished his whole world in his arms.

"It's okay." He didn't know whether he was answering Dr. Charlie, comforting himself, or responding to Wen Jiu, "It's okay."

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Wen Jiu felt as if she had had a nightmare.

The nightmare of four mouths scared him awake.

He was sweating profusely, and his body was surprisingly hot. After he woke up with dry mouth and tongue, he subconsciously touched the side—it was empty.

It's just that there was still a little bit of residual warmth by the bed. Wen Jiu glanced at the sky and couldn't remember what happened yesterday. She just yawned, took off the ice pack on her forehead in a daze, and called With a loud voice, "Ashu..."

"Here." He Lanshu came out of the bathroom with a basin in his hand, the expression on his face was the same as usual.He put the basin beside the bed, patted Wen Jiu's head and said, "You have a fever."

"Why do you have a fever?" Wen Jiu muttered a few words, then lay down obediently again, glanced outside, but couldn't figure out what time it was, "What time is it now?"

The ice pack on his forehead was put on again, Wen Jiu was shocked by Liang, and subconsciously let out a 'hiss'.

He Lanshu didn't raise his head, "Eight in the morning."

"I just woke up?" Wen Jiu asked nonchalantly, "But why do I feel like I've been asleep for a long time..."

"It's been a long time. It's eight o'clock in the morning of the third day." He Lanshu soaked the changed towel in the basin, shook off the water stains on his hands, and looked at Wen Jiu, "Dr. The hypnosis time was in the evening two days ago."

Wen Jiu's yawn was forced back abruptly, and his mind, which had become more sleepy after sleeping for too long, became extremely clear in an instant. His eyes widened, his face turned pale in an instant, and he almost jumped up from the bed ,:"--What did you say?!"

He Lanshu looked at him quietly, without saying a word.

Wen Jiu's lips trembled twice, and she clenched the quilt subconsciously, wanting to cry in an instant.He buried his head in his chest, his eyes were blurred, the lines on the quilt became blurred, and he didn't even know what to do next.

In the silence, Wen Jiu spoke first.

He raised his head, raised his hand almost pleadingly, but it seemed that he didn't have the courage to hold on to He Lanshu, and he fell down again just a few centimeters away.

"Then, are you still...willing to have me?"

In this silence, Wen Jiu seemed to be a death row prisoner waiting to be sentenced. After a long time, he closed his eyes in despair, and lifted the quilt in desperation. The moment he was about to leave the bed, he His hand was grabbed by He Lanshu from behind.

"Sit back for me." He Lanshu's tone was not good, even a little cold.

Wen Jiu felt that the pair of big hands holding his wrists were like iron tongs, but he took another deep breath, and slowly sat back to his original position, but he didn't dare to put on the quilt, and he hugged his knees on the bed shrunk into a ball.

"Who told you that I don't want you anymore?" He Lanshu asked quietly, as if saying that today's weather is fine.

Wen Jiu just shook his head, his mind went blank.

"Then, listen now, and I'll give you a unified reply." He Lanshu's fingers tapped lightly on his knees a few times, which was a little habit he always had when he was thinking.

After Wen Jiu saw it, she nodded tremblingly.

"I have never had the experience of liking others. All I know is what I learned when my mother watched TV dramas with me." He Lanshu pursed his lips, as if he was a little embarrassed, but Wen Jiu obviously didn't. Why do you care about these things, "She prefers male supporting roles who are gentle, tolerant, and caring for the protagonist. She said that such a man is the most likable."

Wen Jiu blinked and glanced at him secretly.

He Lanshu remained expressionless, "That's why I did that."

"Before you told me everything yesterday, I had been having a dream." He Lanshu said, "Since you were hospitalized in a car accident, I have been dreaming non-stop. In the dream, I am still me, so I will tell you The so-called 'past life' experience is exactly the same, and that's what I plan to do next."

He didn't care that Wen Jiu's eyes had turned into copper bells, and said slowly, "So I changed some of my ways and stopped giving in. I started to slowly try to force you to move forward, and it turns out that this That's the right way."

As Wen Jiu listened, her heart seemed to be beating faster.

He looked at He Lanshu in panic, his eyes almost filled with anticipation and disbelief.

"As for what you said, after you were hospitalized in the last life, I haven't seen you for ten years..." He Lanshu's tone suddenly dropped, and he looked straight into Wen Jiu's eyes, a little helpless He sighed, "Actually, I go every day, or when you are asleep, or in the crack of the door, or, in the monitoring room of the hospital."

Wen Jiu's expression was even more surprised. He never knew these things, and no one could tell him, so he 'thought' he had passed so long in his last life.

"At that time, I didn't dare to go to you directly." He Lanshu laughed at himself, "I was afraid that you would let me go after seeing me, and I was even more afraid that you would not be able to accept that reality. Your matter didn't rush over immediately, which made He Lanshao fatter and gave him some capital. Parents also had an accident later, and it took me a long time to regain Lan Lan's custody."

He paused here, "But on that day, you chose to commit suicide."

"I..." Wen Jiu was in a daze, and slowly let go of her knee.

He Lanshu felt a little depressed for a moment, "I was the one who procrastinated for too long. It took so long to bring He Lanshao down. If the time is not delayed, maybe everything will not come to the end."

Wen Jiu didn't know when tears were streaming down his face again. He slowly crawled to He Lanshu's side, tugged at the hem of his clothes anxiously, raised his head and asked, "Then, do you still want me now?" ?”

"Yes. Whenever." He Lanshu smiled, opened his arms and hugged Wen Jiu into his arms, "The character is absolutely, if I hadn't met you, I don't believe that I would be so ruthless one day... "He tightened his arms, and Wen Jiu snuggled into his arms, the postures of the two were as inseparable as babies in the same mother's womb.

Wen Jiu smiled slowly, looking at the extra golden yellow on the ground, the heaviest haze in her heart finally dissipated - the first sunny day finally ushered in the rainy day for so long.