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Qiao Yichen threw away the phone and rushed out.The early spring morning was still a bit chilly, Qiao Yichen forgot to take his coat, and felt the chill the moment he went downstairs.He didn't hesitate, but continued to run wildly on the bare street.

He dared not let himself stop.

After receiving the call, after knowing its decision, what is this unspeakable surging emotion in my heart?

What are you afraid of?

Panting, I arrived at the second-hand store, and the store manager was smoking a cigarette in front of the door.Seeing him coming, the man put out his cigarette, waved to Qiao Yichen, and walked into the small gray building.

Qiao Yichen was so nervous that he almost couldn't breathe for a moment.Follow him underground, to the familiar room full of machines.The guy who smiled and said "get out and about" last night is now lying quietly in the middle of the room.Close your eyes and don't speak.

"Junhao!" Qiao Yichen rushed over and found that it was limp and unconscious.

Tears fell disobediently.When the store manager saw it, he sighed heavily, and said that it was too annoying to be noisy just now, so he turned off the power of the robot.

Noisy?

Qiao Yichen wiped his face, only to see a long wire attached to the robot.

Shame again.

The man walked to the workbench, turned on the robot, and left the room without a word.

"..."

With the brief sound of machine starting, the robot slowly opened its eyes.

Seeing Qiao Yichen, it had no expression on its face.Qiao Yichen was a little flustered, and hurriedly asked, "Junhao, do you remember me?"

"I don't remember, who are you?" It sat up.

The blood froze instantly.Qiao Yichen felt his hands trembling.

"..."

After a while, Qiao Yichen noticed something was wrong.

It didn't look directly at itself, but turned its head, with a little grievance in its eyes, as if it was angry.

This guy……

"Is it interesting for you to lie to me like this?" Qiao Yichen was a little angry.

"It's revealed so soon..." The robot smiled slightly, showing a familiar expression.

It suddenly reached out and touched the corner of Qiao Yichen's eyes lightly.

"Have you... cried?"

Feeling ashamed and unwilling, Qiao Yichen pushed away its hand.

"Think about when I first met you, you were like this, crying all day long..."

It seemed to recall something, with a nostalgic look on its face.

"I just thought, ah, so you like 'it' so much." The robot looked at Qiao Yichen, "This gave me an illusion..." It paused, "It seems that I left you, like taking it away from you Go the same way."

Qiao Yichen was speechless.

"But you don't belong to me at all." It smiled lonely.

"You have never seen me in your eyes, have you?"

It said lightly, but Qiao Yichen felt his heart was bleeding.

"No, it's not—"

"Don't be in a hurry to refute me." It interrupted him, "I don't want to blame you for anything, but ah, you may not have noticed that you are always subconsciously looking for the shadow of 'it' in me."

Qiao Yichen was stunned.

"Once you find it, you will show a happy expression. It's as if it never left." The robot continued, "I don't think this way of getting along is okay. As long as you are happy, I don't care."

"The problem is that you are too kind to me." Qiao Yichen didn't understand what it wanted to say.

"You are so kind to me, have you ever thought that I am not it at all, and I will never be it." It became more and more excited as it said, "I just put on a face you like, and it is not at all to cheat from you." Belongs to my tenderness!"

"No—" Qiao Yichen grabbed its sleeve, "It's not what you said, I really—"

"Really?" The robot smiled disdainfully.

"If my face was different from it, then you wouldn't talk to me at all, would you?"

Qiao Yichen was speechless.

"Have you... ever tried to get to know me even a little bit?" the robot said disappointedly. "Do you know what I like to eat?"

"..."

"The songs you like to listen to, the colors you like, and the places you want to go?"

Qiao Yichen couldn't answer at all.

All the mistakes I made were corrected by it.

"Just treat me as it, we look the same anyway. But you can change it back, but you insist on keeping me. I never understand what you think." It's a bit broken, "I originally I thought you were just pitying me. After all, with my background, I might be able to earn some tears from the little girls by cheating on them."

Qiao Yichen felt a little guilty.Because, he dare not say that he has never felt sorry for it.But it’s different now, now——

"Yesterday, you told me that the reason you left me was because you didn't know how to face it?"

These words were all spoken by Qiao Yichen himself.It's hard to get overwhelmed.

It shook its head with a wry smile.

"I really lost completely. From the beginning, I didn't even have the qualifications to be compared."

In the ear, there is only the humming of the air conditioner.

"Is it time to let me go?" Its tone was frighteningly cold.

"Since you can't give me what I want, how about a man simply letting go? You get back the person you like, and I will end my ridiculous life, killing two birds with one stone."

It seems to be planning some business.Qiao Yichen shook his head vigorously, and tightened his sleeve.

The robot sighed wearily.

"Please...don't torture me anymore..."

Today, Qiao Yichen finally understands that its meekness and cuteness are all based on its forbearance and pain.I put my wishful thinking on it, but in its view, it is the shame of being used as a substitute.Qiao Yichen never dared to imagine that there was such a heavy feeling in this chest made of steel.In contrast, my little "likes" like playing house are insignificant at all.

"Junhao..."

Its shoulders were shaking.It thought that if it pretended to be indifferent and said something to disregard the relationship, it would leave it with peace of mind?Although Qiao Yichen couldn't figure out the relationship between Georgia and Ye Junhao's copy personality for a while, but now, he only has one thought in his mind.

"Didn't you say that you would always be by my side?"

Looking up, it wanted to laugh, but it didn't.

"You are willing to die for 'it'! What right do I have to stay here!?"

It finally gave a decisive reason.

it is as expected.This injury affected it far more seriously than I thought.

Qiao Yichen didn't want to die for anyone, and he himself felt that his behavior that day was a bit reckless.But in the face of it, this explanation obviously does not work.There were too many misunderstandings in this, so much that Qiao Yichen couldn't change his mind with just one or two sentences.He could only hold its arm tightly and say to it with all the tenderness:

"Junhao, let's go home first, shall we?"

The robot doesn't respond.

"After we go back, let's have a good talk. Whatever you are dissatisfied with me and what I did not do well, you can say whatever you want." Finding that it was indifferent, Qiao Yichen racked his brains again, "Your father's shop still has It’s inconvenient for other businesses to take up space all the time. Well... someday if you want to come back and take a look, I’ll accompany you..."

It's still unanswered.

Qiao Yichen couldn't make it up anymore, and seeing it, he felt a little discouraged.Is it really not possible? I like it so much, but I want to watch it give up on me?

A tear fell across.

Qiao Yichen was stunned.Because, on the face of the robot, big tears were falling down.

Trembling, he touched its cheek, and the smell of alcohol stained his fingertips.

How much did this guy drink last night?

He held it in his arms distressedly, the strength of that guy was so strong that Qiao Yichen felt that his ribs were about to break.But he didn't want to let go, didn't want to let go of it, didn't want it to go away.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't notice your mood, and I hurt you so many times.Holding it tightly, Qiao Yichen apologized over and over again in his heart.

At some point, the robot was buried in his arms, crying like a child.

***

Afterwards, the two returned home holding hands.Along the way, the robot was silent, but its hand tightly held Qiao Yichen's, as if he was afraid that he would disappear at any time.As soon as he opened the door, Qiao Yichen was dragged into the porch, and then, dense kisses eagerly sprinkled on his face.Qiao Yichen pressed his back against the wall, and was kissed all over the tip of his nose, the corners of his eyes, and around his lips.Hooking its neck, Qiao Yichen took the initiative to kiss it back.It smelled of alcohol in its mouth, and Qiao Yichen felt as if he was drunk, his head was dizzy, and he didn't even realize that he was doing something terrible.When I was grinding my ears and temples together, I saw it looking at me with confused eyes, and said in an unbelievable tone with a trembling voice:

"Am I dreaming?"

It was clearly a touching love story, but why did Qiao Yichen feel a dull pain in his chest.

"I didn't make a mistake, did I?"

It looked like an abandoned little animal.

"What you said just now, does it mean that, compared to 'it'... you still chose me?"

It had an unconcealable look of anticipation.

elected?

This word made Qiao Yichen uncomfortable.

Why is it so hostile to its other self?

The person it hates deeply is the self who has lost his memory.

For Qiao Yichen, it doesn't matter whether he has past memories, because——

"Aren't you and it the same person?"

The same gentleness, the same kindness, after forgetting him, fell in love with him again.

Qiao Yichen simply wanted to thank God.

The robot's eyes instantly turned cold.It suddenly sneered and said:

"Is that your answer?"

Qiao Yichen wanted to explain, but suddenly there was a loud noise.Qiao Yichen was shocked, only to realize that the angry robot kicked over the shoe cabinet in the corner.

His body trembled uncontrollably, but despite this, Qiao Yichen walked over, wanting to say something to redeem him.

The robot didn't listen to his explanation, but walked into the bedroom in a muffled voice, and then slammed the door shut with a bang.

"Junhao——" Qiao Yichen walked to the door, but heard the people inside yelling: "Don't come in!"

I don't know why at the end of the story, I brought a crying voice.

"I don't want to see you..."

"..."

Limp on the ground helplessly, Qiao Yichen covered his face in pain.

screwed up again.

It obviously doesn't like that kind of statement, why do I have to get into a dead end with it at this time.can’t say what it likes to hear properly——

However, even if you say "you are more important than it" to it against its will, will it really accept it?

In short, it is useless to say anything now.

He wanted to cry, but felt that he had no right to cry.The way it is now, it's clearly hurt again.Qiao Yichen was helpless.And the culprit that caused this situation is the stupid self.

In the evening, the bedroom door was still tightly shut.Qiao Yichen originally wanted to make do with the night on the sofa in the living room, so he thought about going to the bedroom to get a blanket.I don't know if it will calm down a little bit.He walked over hesitantly, knocked lightly on the bedroom door, and said nervously, "Junhao, are you there?"

There is no answer in it.

Feeling a little worried, Qiao Yichen clenched the doorknob, gritted his teeth, and pushed the door open.

The door is not locked.

The bedroom lights are off.Outside the window, a faint moonlight came in, and gradually, Qiao Yichen saw clearly that there was a round lump on the bed.It seems that it wrapped itself in a quilt.

"Junhao..."

Qiao Yichen gently called its name.

"You...don't want to talk to me anymore?"

Quiet, the sound of breathing.

"Do you hate me?"

"..."

What responded to him was only the bleak and pale moonlight.

***

Qiao Yichen didn't sleep well for several days.Mentally depressed again.At work, the colleagues in the unit couldn't help asking: "Xiao Qiao, are you not broken in love?"

Alas, how could Qiao Yichen admit that he was broken in love.He always felt that it would not end like this, and everything could be redeemed.However, the robot turned a blind eye to him at all, wrapped itself in the quilt every day, and did not speak back.Qiao Yichen was like meeting a hedgehog with fried fur.I want to touch it, but I can't bear to pull away its thorns abruptly.When Lao Yang saw Qiao Yichen's virtuous behavior, he guessed that it was almost inseparable.Qiao Yichen sighed, and simply told him.Yang Haorui took a puff of cigarette, and then let out a long breath.

"Chen'er, I think, that kid in your family may not really feel that he and Georgia are not the same person."

Huh? What does that mean?Qiao Yichen looked puzzled.

He didn't answer directly, but asked: "Let's put it this way, if you woke up one day and suddenly found yourself turned into a robot, how would you feel?"

Between heaven and earth, the feeling of being alone.Although Qiao Yichen hadn't experienced it, he could imagine it.

"Then you must obey your master and not disobey his orders, no matter what you think."

If it was Qiao Yichen himself, he would definitely not be able to bear it.

"It's okay if that person hates him, in case you like him very much, and he likes you too."

The fog seemed to be dissipating little by little.

"If you lose him, you will not only lose your lover, but also your whole world."

But he loses you, maybe it's just an ordinary lovelorn.

"Got it?" Yang Haorui pinched out the cigarette.

"I see it, maybe I just want to be your only one."

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