Chronicle of sound and shadow

Qin's father knew his wife well, so if he tried to persuade her at this time, she would not listen.But after waiting for a while, it will come naturally.Maybe he and his wife are the same. For Qin Zihan, the eldest son, he will always be an afterthought. No matter when he makes every decision, he is a step slower.It's not that they don't love this son, or that they prefer the younger son. He thinks that the love for the two sons is the same, but the time and attention invested are indeed different.For naughty children, parents always have to spend more energy teaching them.For obedient children, parents mostly praise them, but at the same time they praise them, I am afraid they always have a sentence of hatred for their youngest son.

Qin Zihan had always been an obedient child, an obedient and silent child, they always made him obedient, but never listened to him well, maybe they were indeed negligent as parents.

Qin's mother obviously couldn't accept the fact that her son fell in love with a man, but she already had only one son, and she couldn't lose this son anymore. She didn't have the courage to take risks, and she didn't want to see the perfect eldest son in her mind because Falling in love with a man has a "flaw".This night, Qin's mother has been tossing and turning, unable to sleep, sighing constantly.Qin's father didn't know how to comfort his wife, so he just stayed with him and had nothing to say all night.

The next day was the weekend, and it was supposed to be a happy time for the family, but because of the conversation last night, the atmosphere in the family was solemn, and Qin Zihan stayed behind closed doors and never showed up.

Since returning to China, he has been working overtime, and today he finally had some leisure, but Qin Zihan just lazily leaned on the bed, neither getting up nor falling asleep.As for the result of yesterday's conversation, he had expected it. He had already guessed that his mother would not understand his emotional orientation.But even if she said such important words, he never thought of giving up Ji Chonghua.I have to admit that in his choice this time, the balance was completely inclined to Ji Chonghua, perhaps because he saw clearly what Ji Chonghua had done for him, which made him even more irresistible.For hurting his parents, Qin Zihan feels uneasy and sad, but he understands that as long as he gives his parents enough time, they will one day accept his choice. Of course, the premise of doing this is that he leaves. threat.They had already lost Ziqian, and they dared not bet on him anymore.Although such a thought might be despicable, Qin Zihan had no other choice.

Lying in bed doing nothing is not because of the exhaustion after continuous overtime work, but because of the indescribable psychological burnout.Everyone hopes that their family members are their most solid backing. When encountering difficulties, if even the family members cannot understand, who else can you count on to stand by your side?

Father Qin was sitting in the living room at this time, but his eyes had been looking at the position of his son's bedroom door, waiting for the door to open. He desperately wanted to talk to his son, but he didn't want to disturb him.Perhaps the most contradictory thing in this family right now is Father Qin. He doesn't know how to integrate his son and wife with their distinct positions.In his opinion, it doesn't matter whether his son likes a man or not, what matters is whether the person his son likes is really worth his risk.

But this does not mean that Qin's father can directly speak for his son. Ever since Ziqian left, Qin's mother's state has not been restored to normal. If she rashly stood beside her son, it is very likely that Qin's mother would feel that she is not good It was understood that there was even a sense of loneliness of betrayal, Qin's father was worried that if such a situation happened, Qin's mother might go to extremes.Therefore, although he didn't think his son's choice was wrong, he didn't dare to stand on his side. Even though he thought his wife's attitude could be more relaxed, he still didn't dare to speak out.Perhaps as a father and a husband, he is dereliction of duty.

The whole family was stuck in a dilemma, until lunch time, Qin's mother didn't have the heart to cook. In fact, the three members of the family probably didn't have the appetite to eat.Father Qin still ordered takeaway, and the food was delivered to the house, but it was just spread on the table, watching the food gradually getting cold.

At this time, Qin Zihan still did not get up on the bed, but received a message from Ji Chonghua.

Ji Chonghua: Have you had lunch yet?

Qin Zihan: No.

Ji Chonghua: Haven't had lunch so late?Are you lying in bed?

Qin Zihan: No, I told my parents about us yesterday.

Just after sending this line of words, Ji Chonghua's phone call came in: "Xiaohan..." It was still a clear and warm voice, which wrapped Qin Zihan's heart in an instant, and went away since last night. The little bit of coolness that lingers.

Qin Zihan hummed, sat up with his knees hugged, and leaned against the head of the bed.

"I said that I hope to face it with you, but you actually left me alone?" He didn't ask his parents what kind of reaction it was, because Ji Chonghua had already heard the answer from Qin Zihan's voice, no Going to comfort him, he just said that he was left behind with a sense of grievance. He was intentionally diverting Qin Zihan's attention.