Chronicle of sound and shadow

"You said I was someone you shouldn't like." Ji Chonghua's deliberately lowered voice hit Qin Zihan's eardrum hard.

Qin Zihan instinctively wanted to deny that he had said such a thing, but it seemed that following Ji Chonghua's words, he felt in a trance that this sentence was not unfamiliar. Changed the tune: "I don't think I was wrong."

"Xiaohan, I asked you what kind of person I am to you. Your answer is not a friend, not a stranger, but someone you shouldn't like." With a slight sigh, Ji Chonghua said, "No no I like it, I shouldn't."

Qin Zihan didn't want to meet his gaze: "That's just what I said casually after I was drunk. It doesn't mean much, and you don't need to analyze it."

"What do you think Qin Ziqian likes about me?" Ji Chonghua changed the subject.

Although he didn't want to forget, the countless situations he had with Qin Ziqian had long been blurred to the point where only an outline remained, and the countless conversations and images that Qin Zihan wanted to remember had also slowly faded away.It's like he remembers that Qin Ziqian likes Ji Chonghua, but he doesn't remember the reason.This may be the opposite of the extreme contradiction between the human heart and memory. I don’t want to forget that person, I don’t want to forget those things, but I am reminiscing every moment of reviewing, hurting myself, and gradually I don’t want to forget things. After all, they are forgotten. "Don't you need a reason to like someone?"

"If Ziqian is still there, maybe he has already clarified that his previous feelings for me were just admiration and longing." Ji Chonghua said, "Any kind of feeling needs time to settle and verify. Xiaohan, Ziqian was right at the time My feelings are fundamentally different from what you think."

As the person involved, Ji Chonghua also thought carefully about the various relationships he had with Qin Ziqian. Of course, since the two had never met each other in the real world, these interactions were all online.In terms of closeness, the relationship between him and Qin Ziqian is at most a teacher and a friend, most of the chats are about supporting the drama, and the occasional mention of college life is nothing more than a few sentences.As Ji Xu Jingnian, Ji Chonghua has too many fans on the Internet, so he is familiar with Qin Ziqian's tone and attitude when he speaks to him. Of course, he really appreciates Qin Ziqian's seriousness in supporting the drama, so he is willing to teach him more. But that's all.Although Qin Ziqian left very suddenly, Ji Chonghua knew very well that even if Qin Ziqian didn't leave, even if he gave them more time to spend together, he would not be tempted.The reason why he changed his mind about "sex" was actually because Qin Zihan was the one at that time.

Perhaps because Ji Chonghua's tone was too calm, it was rare for Qin Zihan not to be serious when he mentioned Qin Ziqian: "He has never been so serious about one thing, I know he persisted for so long because of you."

"Even if it wasn't for me, it would be someone else. The first time Ziqian came into contact with the online cast circle was because he listened to my drama. In fact, there are many good dudes in the circle, just because I was the first one he came into contact with, so He will set me as the target invisibly. Ziqian's feelings for me can be replaced, such feelings have nothing to do with love." Although he was refuting Qin Zihan's words, Ji Chonghua's tone was still soft, as if to appease Qin Zihan Emotions.

Qin Zihan knew very well that Ji Chonghua was positioning Qin Ziqian's feelings for him as a star-chasing plot, and at this moment, he even felt that he could not refute Ji Chonghua's conclusion.After all, he had personally witnessed Qin Ziqian's efforts for Ji Chonghua.As if prying into his heart, Ji Chonghua said again at this moment: "Ziqian really worked hard, but not only because of me, but also because he really likes acting in dramas, just like you now."

It is true that Qin Zihan was not interested in supporting dramas at the beginning, he would join the circle, just to keep the life of "濪色" alive; but today, the reason for staying in the circle has long been more than just Therefore, after all, the fact that he is not a real person has already been known by everyone.

Qin Ziqian did have great enthusiasm for supporting dramas, a level of enthusiasm he had never had before; maybe the existence of Ji Chonghua was one of the reasons, but it was undeniable that it was also because Qin Ziqian really liked supporting dramas.Qin Ziqian had already left, and no one could decipher his true mood at that time, while Qin Zihan stubbornly placed that emotion in a minefield that he could not touch.

Qin Zihan's thinking has not been shaken like this moment. He even began to consider whether his attitude towards Ji Chonghua was indeed extremely unfair. He raised his eyes to look at Ji Chonghua, but his words were cut off before he could speak.

"Xiaohan, not just to me, you should be more fair and honest to yourself." Ji Chonghua said.

At that moment, Qin Zihan's heart was extremely sour: "Ji Chonghua, I'm sorry. Also, thank you."