Chronicle of sound and shadow

Qin Zihan didn't know if his feelings were reasonable or not. Every time he came to this cemetery, he always felt extraordinarily peaceful, especially because Qin Ziqian's cemetery was located in a very hidden location.

Leading Ji Chonghua all the way to the end of the road, Qin Zihan's eyes fell on the photo of the stele almost instantly, Qin Ziqian still smiled brightly at them.

Qin Zihan is not a religious person, nor does he believe in the cycle of life and death, nor does he believe that the soul can escape from the body. He knew very well that when Qin Ziqian was in the hospital, he would die when his heart stopped beating. have left them.But every time I come here and see Qin Ziqian's never-fading smile, I still hope that his soul still exists somewhere in this world.

"He is my younger brother, the true color." Qin Zihan said, then took a step back, watching Ji Chonghua walk to the front of the stele.

Ji Chonghua squatted on the ground, looking at the people in the photo. Qin Ziqian and Qin Zihan's facial features were not similar, but it cannot be denied that Qin Ziqian was a sunny and handsome guy who looked easy to get along with.Ji Chonghua didn't bring any so-called offerings, and Qin Zihan didn't think it was necessary, just like he came here many times, he just came to see Qin Ziqian, not to pay homage.Regardless of whether Qin Ziqian is alive or dead, it is the harbor where Qin Zihan anchors. Only by his side can Qin Zihan feel that the world has settled down.

"You two brothers really don't look alike." Ji Chonghua gently brushed off the dust on the photo, and said, "The personalities are also very different."

Qin Zihan nodded silently, and realized in the next second that Ji Chonghua, who had his back turned to him, couldn't see his movements at all, and then said, "Yes, Ziqian is much more lively than me."

"Actually, in retrospect, I should have noticed the difference before and after the color." Ji Chonghua maintained the original movement, did not look back or straighten up, "Maybe because it felt so natural to get along with you at that time, so I ignored you before and after." Maybe it’s my subconscious that rejects the emergence of variables.”

Qin Zihan didn't say anything, and Ji Chonghua obviously didn't need his response. His words might be for Qin Zihan, but they were also for Qin Ziqian: "When you first joined Hualuo Wusheng, you didn't understand anything, but I am very curious about everything, and I am also eager to learn and I can quickly get along with anything. I really treat you as a good brother and apprentice, and I will teach you how to dub. Since when did this feeling start to change? Probably from You gradually became quieter at first."

Qin Zihan realized that Ji Chonghua was going to say something, and he almost instinctively stepped forward to stop Ji Chonghua's unspoken words: "Ji Chonghua, don't say any more."

Ji Chonghua directly clasped the wrist of his outstretched hand, and Qin Zihan had to lean over and almost squat down, but Ji Chonghua's eyes did not move, still looking directly at Qin Ziqian in the photo: "You think I confused you?" For you and Xing, you thought you had robbed Xing's emotion, but I know very well that my feelings for Xing, or your brother, are friendship, and you have never snatched this emotion from him. "

Ji Chonghua's gaze finally fell on Qin Zihan at the moment when Qin Zihan almost started to tremble, as if he wanted to see through every thought in his eyes: "I left back then because I knew the truth. At that moment, I also doubted It’s such a failure for me to make mistakes even with the people I like.” There was a bitter smile on the corner of his lips, “Besides, my father was transferred urgently because of work, and my mother fell ill again. , so, I left the circle."

Time is a very magical existence. If you don't take it seriously, as time goes by, the impression and emotion of that person will gradually fade away.But when you love someone deeply, this feeling will only grow day by day. Ji Chonghua's departure back then was indeed a coincidence of various coincidences. He chose to avoid the trap because he wanted to clarify the relationship between himself and the two lovers. emotion.If he loved Qin Zihan from the beginning to the end, then he must give Qin Zihan enough time to think clearly whether his feelings for him are due to Qin Ziqian, or is it him—there is indeed an attraction between Qin Zihan and himself.However, it was obvious that Qin Zihan didn't even have the intention to think like this. Like a hermit crab, he retracted into his shell in an instant, preventing others from paying too much attention to him.Half a year after Ji Chonghua left, he had already clearly understood who the object of his heart was, but it was precisely because of his understanding of Qin Zihan that he could not return to him. Of course, as a sexual orientation, he was different from the public. However, Ji Chonghua was not sure whether his parents would have goodwill towards Qin Zihan.It wasn't until he had fully explained his parents that Ji Chonghua decided to return to the circle and Qin Zihan's side. It must be said that Scarlet Moon and Zhuyan created an excellent opportunity for him.

The only thing Ji Chonghua has to do now is to break through Qin Zihan's defenses and untie his knots. He hopes that Qin Zihan can accept him and continue to walk together.