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Fang was actually worried, the middle-aged uncle patted him on the shoulder again, and said mischievously: "Your friend is quite open, I heard that there will be a kissing scene this afternoon."

Fang's scalp exploded when he heard it, and he turned around sharply and said, "Kiss scene? What kiss scene?"

As soon as he got excited, his voice was silenced, and Jin Chunan on the stage glanced in his direction seemingly.

The middle-aged uncle let out a hey, and said anxiously: "Slow down, keep down, I'm afraid no one will hear you?"

Fang actually lowered his voice: "Who are you acting with? Usually this is borrowing a seat, and it won't be a real kiss."

The middle-aged uncle said in a low voice: "The man who cut his hair didn't borrow a seat. He came here with real swords and guns. Our small theater is too deserted. It is said that the director and director wanted to arrange some large-scale plays. Gain some attention. Don't talk about the kiss scene, I heard that there will be a bed scene."

Hearing this, Fang's mind suddenly raced. He smiled with difficulty, and praised dryly: "You are quite well-informed, you know everything."

The middle-aged uncle turned the broom handle in his hand, and smiled triumphantly: "Don't think I'm a low-class person, I know all the twists and turns in this theater."

Fang was still thinking about the word "sex play" repeatedly in his mind, and said anxiously: "What's the bottom line, you're living on your own ability, nothing could be more noble."

The uncle laughed aloud: "You are welcome."

After Jin Chunan was spoiled by that wretched male director, he rearranged the scene of coming out again.After the lineup, it was time for the lunch break, and the director said something strange, saying that he was letting them go to lunch.

When Jin Chunan returned to the dressing room, Chu Jing was sitting on the sofa having fun.Seeing Jin Chunan, Chu Jing immediately quit, got up and asked concerned: "How is the row going?"

Jin Chunan leaned on the dressing table, twisted a bottle of mineral water, drank it and said, "It's not bad."

Chu Jing smiled and patted Jin Chunan on the shoulder: "That idiot didn't make things difficult for you anymore, did he?"

Jin Chunan smiled and said nothing.

Chu Jing comforted him: "Don't pay attention to him, and don't be angry. He's a bully. I heard that I wanted to take the dean to the nightclub yesterday, but was discovered by the dean's wife. She didn't get the flattery and offended him." It's clear, I think he's been bouncing around for a few days."

Jin Chunan put the water bottle on the dressing table, half joking and half self-deprecating: "This little thing doesn't make me angry, after all, I've seen big winds and waves."

Chu Jing took a deep look at Jin Chunan, patted him on the shoulder again, and comforted him: "It's okay, it's all over, if there is any storm, buddy, I will carry it with you."

Jin Chunan smiled, stretched out his fist and thumped his chest, "Thank you."

Chu Jing also clenched his fist and thumped his chest, and the two looked at each other and smiled.

When Fang unexpectedly opened the door and entered, what he saw was this scene full of adultery.

His little sanity exploded into fireworks in an instant, and he shouted aggressively: "What are you doing?"

It's completely a posture of being caught by the court.

When Jin Chunan saw Fang Ran, he was taken aback for a moment, and then his face turned cold.

Chu Jing remained calm, shrugged, and said with a smile, "Guess?"

In fact, when Jin Chunan was still rehearsing on the stage, he had already discovered that Fang was actually there.But he really didn't want to have anything to do with this person.In these days, he masochistically broke up and crumbled the past time that he thought was sweet little by little, reviewing it frame by frame. All the little things in his hands turned into bone-eviscending steel knives, killing him over and over again.Reminding him over and over again of the fact that has always existed, but he deluded himself into ignoring the fact that it was gone.

He doesn't love him.

Fang actually doesn't love Jin Chunan.

Never has been and never will be.

Don't say that Fang never said the word love to him, even if he did, it would be both frivolous and unbelievable.

Fang actually loves many things, like wine, beautiful women, drunkenness, feasting, himself, and the man who kissed his scar.

The only one who doesn't love him is Jin Chunan.

Although Jin Chunan didn't understand Fang Ran's cautious and unrelenting drive, he knew that no matter what it was, it couldn't be Fang Ran's love for him.

We've been together for so many years, if you want to love, you've already loved, why wait until now?

If you love him, how can you bear to use such cruel deceit and betrayal to respond to his wholehearted devotion and trust?

Thinking of this, Jin Chunan's expression turned even colder.

Chu Jing looked at Jin Chunan, then at Fang Ranran, and said with a smile, "This is the actor's lounge, and non-members of the troupe are not allowed to enter. I'm afraid I will trouble Mr. Fang to leave for a while."

Fang unexpectedly slammed the door, and said coldly: "My wife and I have family matters to deal with, I'm afraid I have to trouble Mr. Chu to avoid it for the time being."

Chu Jing raised his eyebrows, and said indifferently: "Then you may have come to the wrong place. As far as I know, there are only me and my friends here, not your lover."

Fang actually said impatiently: "Chu Jing, don't be yin and yang with me, it seems like no one knows about your little thoughts. Let me tell you, this is my man, don't even think about it!"

Chu Jing looked at Jin Chunan's cold and hard face, and said with a sneer, "It seems that Xiao Jin doesn't think so."

Fang actually didn't bother to argue with him, and directly stepped forward to hold Jin Chunan's hand.Jin Chunan looked at him coldly, without speaking.

When he first entered the door, Fang was actually full of vigor and courage, with the potential to shake the sky and the earth.At this moment, as soon as he held Jin Chunan's hand and met Jin Chunan's eyes, he limp like a needled ball.

Fang actually looked at Jin Chunan's handsome face, his throat tightened, his throat was choked, and he couldn't speak for a while.

Not seeing each other for a few days, Jin Chunan seems to have changed a lot.The face that was always gentle and smiling, now became sharp and stern.He had lost a lot of weight, the contours of his face became clearer, and he was so handsome.

Jin Chunan was originally tall, but once he lost weight, he became even taller. Coupled with a unique and beautiful frame, Fang Ran's little heart was beating wildly.

Jin Chunan didn't have time to stare at him, so he withdrew his hand coldly, walked away without saying a word.

Fang actually came back to his senses, quickly grabbed his hand again, and said in a voice like a gnat: "Chu Nan, I..."

Jin Chunan turned around, frowned and said, "What's the matter with you?"

Fang actually hurriedly said: "Chu Nan, come home with me, I will take you home."

Jin Chunan laughed sarcastically: "That's not my home, it never was."

Fang actually said sadly: "Chu Nan, I was wrong, I was really wrong, I was just confused for a while, I...I love you."

Jin Chunan had been looking forward to these three words for many years, but he couldn't get them.Now this person finally said it, but it sounded awkward and ironic no matter how he heard it.

Jin Chunan couldn't help feeling a surge of grief and indignation, and his nose began to turn sour. He shook off Fang Ranran's hand, took a step back, and said in a nasal voice with red eyes, "You love me? After I've been waiting for you for so many years, After you and others betrayed me, you told me you love me? What do you think is love? Fang Ran, what do you think is love? "

Fang actually pleaded: "I know I'm wrong, I really know I'm wrong, I drank alcohol at the time, my mind is not clear, that's just a moment of confusion, Chu Nan, forgive me, forgive me, okay? I love you, I love you. really love you."

Jin Chunan restrained his emotions on the verge of collapse, and said with a sneer, "A person like you is not worthy of love at all."

Fang actually looked at Jin Chunan's determined face, feeling at a loss for a while, speechless.

Jin Chunan was right, he was indeed unworthy, he had failed Xiao Jin, he had failed the relationship between the two of them, it was perfectly normal for Xiao Jin not to forgive him.

However, Xiao Jin's refusal to forgive him does not mean that he will give up.After finally recognizing his own feelings, and finally realizing the importance of the person in front of him to him, it is absolutely impossible for him to just let him go.

Besides, Jin Chunan still loves him, Fang unexpectedly knows that Jin Chunan still loves him.

Although Xiaojin tried his best to appear indifferent, love cannot be hidden. On his indifferent mask, there are countless tiny cracks, and his love and sorrow permeate each crack.

Jin Chunan loves him deeply, just as he loves Jin Chunan deeply.

Looking at Xiao Jin like this, Fang actually just wanted to hug him tightly, kiss him fiercely, and dedicate everything to make up for the past damage.

When Fang actually came back to his senses, he had already kissed Jin Chunan's mouth.There is a familiar soft touch on the lips, Jin Chunan's eyes are wide open because of excessive surprise, and the breath is the breath that makes him dream.

Fang actually felt like he was about to get drunk.

Although there have been countless fiery sex between the two of them, at this moment he feels that the sum of all of them can't compare to this simple kiss.He didn't understand how he could leave such a charming little Jin alone and indulge in some kind of illusory past.

Just when he was about to make an inch of the kiss, Jin Chunan, who reacted, pushed him away fiercely.

Jin Chunan wiped his mouth with his arm, his face was full of anger, but in this anger, mixed with a trace of inexplicable shyness.

Fang unexpectedly looked at Jin Chunan, licked his lips in a sense of loss, reminisced about this hard-won kiss, and then suddenly remembered the real purpose of his trip.

He thought about his words, and begged, "Chu Nan, it's okay if you don't want to forgive me for the time being, but, but, don't make those large-scale scenes with others, okay?"

As the "other" Fang actually said, Chu Jing coughed lightly, and brushed up his presence: "It's not a large-scale play, but a small sacrifice for art. I hope Mr. Fang can understand." He patted his mouth pretending to be surprised, "Ah, I'm wrong, Mr. Fang and Xiao Jin have nothing to do with each other for a long time, so no matter what kind of movie Xiao Jin makes, he doesn't need Mr. Fang's understanding or understanding." Allowed."

Before Fang actually yelled at him, Chu Jing approached Jin Chunan, pulled Jin Chunan's head off with lightning speed, and offered a deep kiss.

Jin Chunan didn't expect Chu Jing to come out like this, he was completely defenseless and let him succeed easily.Chu Jing kissed him deeply and hard, biting his lips sorely. Jin Chunan reacted, frowned, and gently pushed Chu Jing's shoulder.After a brief moment of stupefaction, Fang hurried forward, showing his arms and pulling up his sleeves to separate the two of them.

Chu Jing was not in love with the fight, so he accepted it when it was good. As soon as Jin Chunan's hand touched his shoulder, he ended the kiss and smiled at the bewildered Jin Chunan: "Rehearse in advance." After speaking, he quickly kissed Xiaojin's lips. They kissed each other, and before Fang actually had time to run away, he left a sentence "I'll wait for you at the Chinese restaurant downstairs", and left quickly.

Fang was so angry that his liver hurt, he stepped forward two steps, and wiped Jin Chunan's lips with his sleeve resentfully.Jin Chunan's troubled lips have been tortured by the two of them one after another, and now they are so red that they can almost bleed.Fang actually rubbed against Jin Chunan's mouth almost as hard as digging Chu Jing's ancestor's grave. Jin Chunan frowned in pain, pushed him away, and shouted, "Are you crazy?"

Fang actually felt aggrieved and said: "He kisses you, you don't scold him, I wipe your mouth for you, but you get angry at me instead."

Jin Chunan was so angry that he didn't want to talk to him, so he turned to leave.

Fang actually strode forward, hugged his waist from behind, and asked, "Chu Nan, where are you going?"

Jin Chunan said coldly, "Have lunch."

"Are you going to Chujing?" The sourness in Fang's tone almost broke through the sky.

Jin Chunan didn't answer, and remained silent for half a minute, then firmly removed Fang Ran's hand around his waist, and said word by word: "Fang Ran, I can find whoever I like, you have no right to treat me to point fingers at things."

When you're done, turn around and leave.

When Jin Chunan opened the door, he heard Fang Ranran's voice behind him, "Chunan, don't go."

At first glance, it sounds a little fragile.

Jin Chunan took a deep breath, closed the door, and left without looking back.

Rehearsals continued as usual that afternoon.

After coming out of the closet, Jin Chunan was locked at home by his parents and lost contact with his lover Xiao Xu.A week later, Jin Chunan escaped while his parents were not paying attention. After the reunion, the two hugged each other and cried, and then kissed together fiercely.

Sitting in the auditorium, Fang's face was as dark as black ink, and there was a tyrannical aura around him that no one should get close to.

However, there are still people who are not afraid of death.

That elusive theater Bai Xiaosheng appeared out of nowhere, patted Fang Ran on the shoulder, and said with a smile: "You are really good at this friend, it must have been five or six minutes since we kissed."

Fang actually ignored him, and just looked at the two people hugging tightly on the stage with dark eyes. After a while, he suddenly got up, kicked the back of the chair in front of him hard, and left angrily. .

Before leaving the theater, Fang actually looked back for the last time, and said to himself, damn it, let's share it, I won't serve you anymore.