Conservative woman wants to marry her

It's been a few days since the party, and the relationship between her and Wen Ling seems to have returned to its original point. It's not that she didn't take the initiative, but that she was thinking about the little things she had with Wen Ling during this time, and she kept thinking back to Xia Tian's love for him that night. The words she said, "Jiamin, are you really able to control it?" The love between the two women in real life made her less and less sure whether she could make Wen Ling happy for a long time. After careful guessing in the past few days, she knew that Wen Ling's behavior that day meant that Wen Ling had begun to fall in love with her.

But she was also afraid that if Wen Ling was caught, Wen Ling's family would tear them apart. Judging by Wen Ling's brother's performance that day, at least on behalf of Wen Ling's family, they couldn't understand their love.

It was another weekend, she didn't go to see friends, and didn't stay at home, but went to an inconspicuous park in Pengcheng. There were basically no young people in that park, and most of them were retired old people. Those who practice the sun, those who play Tai Chi, those who play chess, and even those who are walking on the road, have to twist and dance, and the aunts who dance in the square.

She looked at these people, carefully observed these people, she was a little envious of these people, because in them, she saw real happiness and satisfaction, because their laughter and laughter came from the heart, no need to pretend, no need to Should bear.Looking at them, she suddenly felt a lot more cheerful. Instead of thinking so much about what she has and what she doesn't, it's better to grasp the present moment.

Thinking of this, her footsteps became much lighter, and she walked towards the trail in the park. Just as she was striding towards the small forest, she was stopped by the old woman who was sitting on the ground casually, "Hey, young man!" People. Let’s do a fortune-telling! Today you are the first person passing by here, you are my destined person, and I will help you do the calculation for free.”

She turned around and saw that she was dressed casually, even a little sloppy, and she was about 60 years old. There was a piece of cardboard randomly placed on the ground, with the word "fortune-telling" written crookedly on it.Having been educated in the West, she has always felt that the so-called "fortune-telling" is just a lie?So she declined regretfully, "I'm sorry, I'm still in a hurry."

Just as she was about to leave, the old lady stood up and said, "Young man, are you feeling emotionally troubled these days? Why don't you sit down and listen to me?"

She was a little surprised and thought to herself "How does this old lady know that I have relationship problems?" She sat down with a face full of doubts.

When she sat down, she didn't take the steps that a fortune teller should have. She kept thinking in her head, what is this old lady doing, because this old lady just kept looking at her, didn't speak, just quietly watch.

After 5 minutes, the old grandma's eyes suddenly filled with tears, and she kept chanting, "You, you, you, you are so like her. Too much like her when she was young."

She was caught off guard and didn't know how to comfort the heartbroken grandmother in front of her. She just quietly took out a tissue from her body and wiped away her tears. At this time, it seemed that the grandmother had also noticed that she was out of control, so she treated her seriously Said "Thank you, young man."

She looked at the old grandma who had returned to normal, and just wanted to get up and say to the old grandma, "I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry, so I'm going first." Who knew that when she got to her mouth, she saw the old grandma looking at her with pleading eyes, and said to her "Young man Man, can you sit down and chat with me."

She didn't refuse and sat down.She asked curiously, "Grandma, who is the person you mentioned just now? Why are you here alone? You don't look like a fortune teller." She asked all the questions in her heart.

The old grandma stared ahead for a long time, then turned her head away and said to her beside her, "Would you like to hear me tell a story about love?"

She seriously replied, "Grandma, tell me! I am very willing." After she finished speaking, the old grandma began to tell this story about love.

"40 years ago, I just returned to Pengcheng from Jiangcheng University on vacation. At that time, I was a freshman. Because of poor test scores, I had a quarrel with my father and ran out late at night. It was here that I met on this road. Her." The old grandma fell into sweet memories, and then pointed to the gazebo not far away.

"At that time, this place hadn't been transformed into a park, it was just a small forest. I was walking alone on this path. When I reached this corner, a middle-aged man suddenly rushed out of the forest, and the middle-aged man pushed me down. On the ground, I was terrified at that time. I was thinking at the time that my life was over. If such a thing happened to a woman at that time, my life should be completely ruined. I screamed and struggled desperately, but I didn’t people appear."

"Just when I was desperately thinking, if I was really ruined by this demonic man, I would just find a place where no one is around and commit suicide, so as not to ruin my family's reputation."

"But she appeared. I think she should be a smart person. When the man was unsuspecting, she hid behind her back with a brick in her right hand. When she walked over, she gave the man a fatal blow. With blood, the man should be in pain, so he couldn't take care of himself, and at this moment she took my hand and kept running outside."

"I don't know how long we ran, but we stopped, and I saw her face clearly in the faint moonlight. She is very similar to you, with a high nose, thin lips, a sunny smile, and white teeth. She She cut her hair short and looked like a little boy. She was also dressed like a little boy, skinny jeans with a plaid shirt tucked into her trousers."

"The first thing she said to me at that time was, 'You are a girl so late, do you have any sense of safety when you run out?'"

"At that time, I also replied angrily, 'You didn't come out so late'. She was angry and speechless. Both of us were silent for a long time. It was autumn in Pengcheng, and the wind blew late at night. Wearing the torn shirt on my body made me feel a little cold, I shivered, and she noticed carefully."

"She hurriedly took off her plaid shirt and put it on for me. I saw that there was only a large white seal on her bare shoulders. I wanted to refuse her kindness, but she said, 'Do you want to tell me? All over the world, you were almost insulted by a pervert just now? After hearing what she said, I didn't refuse anymore."

"That night she sent me to the door of the house. I was just about to thank her and said that I would treat you to dinner tomorrow! The words came to my lips, but she ran away. She just turned her head and waved to me at a distance of 100 meters from me. , and said very loudly, 'We are destined to meet thousands of miles away'."

"I thought I would never see her again, but when I returned to school, the teacher announced that there was a new student in our class. Her name was Li Jin. I looked up and saw that person is her."

After a pause, the old grandma looked at her, "Don't you think fate is amazing?"

She replied, "Yes! It's clearly predestined."

"Since then, we have become best friends. We go to class, eat, study together, and even go home during the holidays. Some classmates often laugh at us as a pair of inseparable twin sisters."

"It was at that time that the relationship started to heat up. She began to care about me getting too close to other male students. I didn't like her out of my sight. She didn't allow me to fall in love during college. I didn't allow her to see anything other than me. I don’t know what it’s like to be a female classmate outside of China, time goes by like this day by day, those ignorant years, I don’t understand that it’s called love, not to mention that we are the same gender.”

"On the last semester holiday, we both returned to Pengcheng. That night she said that it was Valentine's Day in the West, that is, February 2th. She asked me out, which is here. She wore a suit that day. She wore a very tall hat, and when she came over, I laughed at her like Chaplin, and she said she was going to do a magic trick for me and make me close my eyes."

"After a while, I don't know where she took out a bouquet of red roses and said she would give it to me. Today is Valentine's Day in the West. I was very happy and accepted it happily. At that time, she should have thought that I accepted it. In fact, at that time, I couldn't figure out whether the relationship with her was love or friendship, she suddenly knelt down on one knee and wooed me, I thought she was joking, but she was very serious that night."

The grandmother stopped, and then continued with a very sad expression, "That night, I, who didn't understand love, stupidly refused, and said very hurtful things to her,'I will get married in the future, I want to have my own children, life complete.'"

"Her expression was very desperate at the time, but she still held back her sadness and asked me, 'If I come to you after you have done all the things in your life, can you still come back to me?'"

"I looked at her expectant eyes, and I agreed with my heart."

"After returning to school, what caught me off guard was that the teacher told us that Li Jin had transferred to study abroad. At that time, when I heard the news, I felt that my world had completely changed. I kept running and running, and I had already forgotten what happened in Jiangcheng that year The snow was so heavy that when I ran to the dormitory, my feet were frozen and my face was red, but I just hugged the quilt we slept together and cried all day and night."

"I thought this relationship should be over. I also got married and had a couple of children, but the love is gone. Maybe I am a solid-eyed person. Love is only once in a lifetime, so I can't find it when I was with her. that feeling."

"When I was 40 years old, I chose to divorce despite my family's opposition. My daughter followed me, and my son followed him. In the year when my daughter took the college entrance examination, I received a strange call that night. The voice was very familiar, like hers. Voice, she said 'See you at the old place.'”

"That night, I came here stumbled, looking at the familiar back, I couldn't say a word, all I shed were tears as we looked at each other, and thousands of words were stuck in my throat."

"In the end, she came over, gently wiped away my tears, looked at me affectionately, and said to me, 'Look at you, without me by your side, you have a few more wrinkles.'"

"That night she told me that she was still single and asked if I could go back to the United States with her. She also said that she could take your daughter over and study in the United States. She would treat my daughter as her own."

"I told her at the time, let her wait first, and I will discuss it with my daughter."

"Some time later, my daughter and I mentioned this matter, but my daughter was extremely opposed, saying that our relationship was perverted, and my daughter didn't want to go with us, and even threatened me with not taking the college entrance examination."

"I had no choice but to reject her again at the appointed time. On the night of rejecting her, I saw her so confident for the first time, and she hummed in front of me."

"On the day she went abroad, I received nearly 100 notebooks. I opened them one by one, and they all recorded the details of our life together in college. I read the last one and the last one. On the page, it reads 'May 1993, 5, the weather was fine, every lonely night, I would think of her, couldn't help thinking about her, and wrote down everything about her. Tonight I thought she would go with me , but I was wrong, she chose to stay, and I didn't ask her why, and she didn't explain it to me, in fact, I guessed it in my heart, love brings us closer, and the secular world separates us. I will never come here again This sad country will no longer miss the old place in our hearts. Li Jin will never write.'”

"In this way, more than ten years have passed, and my daughter has grown up and left me, but I miss this old place more and more. Not long ago, I heard them say that this place will be demolished and high-rise buildings will be built. I am still in my old age. The place is waiting for her, I don't know if I can see her once in my lifetime."

The old grandma was already in tears after she finished speaking, but at the next moment, the old grandma wiped away her tears and looked at me expectantly, "Do you think I can still wait for her in the old place?"

She replied firmly, "Yes, definitely."

The old grandma smiled, "Thank you young man, for delaying you for so long and listening to me nagging for so long, I also want to tell you that true love will only be given to you once by God, if it is given to you a second time, it must be for you No matter how much effort you put in to keep this favor, it will be a regret if you lose it, I hope your love will not become a regret."

After she listened to the old lady's words, she couldn't calm down for a long time, and when she applied it to her, why not? Guan Yue was her first love, and Wen Ling was her second time. She suddenly figured out the road ahead. In times of difficulty, we must go on bravely.