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Sunny June [-]st

Today's Children's Day, Xie Lingjie still had a childlike innocence, and took the other three people in the dormitory out to play.

I thought it was just the four of us, but he actually called other people.A group of more than ten college students is heading towards the destination amusement park.

I don't know most of them well. Xie Lingjie and Zhong Zhe were talking to other people, so I had to follow behind and listen to their chats.

Someone patted me on the shoulder, and I looked back to see that there was no one there, but a voice came from the other side: "You are still the same, don't you know the other way around?"

I just found out that Ye Aichen was here too.

I have to admire Xie Lingjie's social skills, people in other departments know each other.

"It's a rare weekend. I heard from Xie Lingjie that you are going out for the holidays, so I came too."

When they arrived at the amusement park, Xie Lingjie and a few boys argued to ride the roller coaster first, and those who didn't want to ride formed a team to play other projects.Everyone dispersed and made an appointment to meet at the entrance of the amusement park.

"Are you going?" Ye Aichen asked me, pointing to the roller coaster not far away.

I have never sat before, and I am eager to try, but I am a little worried. I finally gritted my teeth, nodded, and said, "Go!"

I didn't feel anything at first, but the carriage slowly climbed up, and when I looked up, I felt that even the sky was getting closer.It wasn't until the car started going downhill that I realized it wasn't good at all.

The feeling of weightlessness in an instant and feeling like you are about to fly out is thrilling but also scary.I couldn't help shouting, the laughter and cries of Xie Lingjie and others in front of me seemed to disappear along with the wind, I held my hands tightly, my heart was beating rapidly, and the wind slapped my face with pain.

When it was over, I sat in my seat feeling my legs shaking.Xie Lingjie and the others had already played first, and they were making fun of someone for being so timid.I leaned on the back of the chair and waited for the staff to untie the shoulder pressure and the safety buckle for me.

I have run out of energy.

When I came back to my senses and wanted to wipe the sweat off my forehead, I realized that my hand was being held by another hand.I didn't realize it at all because of fear just now, I just remembered that my hand was clenched tightly.I collected it back, Ye Aichen let go, and said, "It's really exciting."

"Ah."

After going down, I had no strength for the time being, so I told Xie Lingjie that I would rest for a while and let them play first.

I sat on the bench under the tree, leaned on the back of the chair, and slowly calmed down my heartbeat.

I don't think I will take a second ride.

Although very exciting.

There was still sweat from Ye Aichen's palm on the back of my hand, I wiped it with my left hand and covered it, feeling my mind was empty.

Ye Aichen came over and handed me a bottle of water, sat down beside me, and asked me, "Are you okay?"

I feel so ashamed.

Ye Aichen must have heard my scream.

"It's okay." I thanked Ye Aichen, unscrewed the bottle cap and took a sip, feeling much more comfortable.

"Where are you going next?" Ye Aichen asked me.

I said I don't know.

Ye Aichen listed several projects, such as pirate ship, jumping machine, cave speeder...all of them have similarities with roller coasters.I don't want to participate in the fast-paced event, and Ye Aichen said that I can ride the carousel.

"That's more soothing."

"But that's usually where girls and children sit."

Finally, Ye Aichen said: "How about a haunted house?"

I thought about it, and although they all said it was scary, those were all played by props and people, no matter how scary it was, where could we go, so we both went to the haunted house.

With that said, I think I was too naive.

Although I knew it was just a prop and a real person, I was still taken aback when a "ghost" with short arms and short legs suddenly popped up in the dark environment, and I was always in fear during the rest of the journey, for fear of where it would come from again. An unidentified terrifying creature sprang out.I followed Ye Aichen out of the haunted house. The moment I saw the sun, I suddenly felt how warm the world was and how wonderful it was to be alive.

I will never go to a haunted house again.

Hell go!

I bought things in the amusement park to fill my stomach, and went to play shooting games, bumper cars, spring beds, etc. with Ye Aichen. I met my classmates on the way and went to play together.

"I heard that you can see the panorama of the whole city from the Ferris wheel here, shall we take a ride?" There is still a while before the meeting, and we have almost played, Ye Aichen looked at the Ferris wheel in the distance and suggested .

Although the ferris wheel in novels and animations is a necessary weapon to promote the deepening of the relationship between the hero and the heroine and even express their love, but it is also possible to simply look at the scenery, so I said: "Okay."

When waiting in line to sit up, the sky in the distance has been dyed a little red by the setting sun, and there are a few orange clouds floating around.The Ferris wheel is slowly operating, and the field of vision is constantly rising. I lie on the window of the car and look out. The city expands bit by bit. Originally, I could only see the nearby buildings, but now I can’t even see the buildings in the distance. I can see it.

The whole city is gradually revealed, and when the carriage reaches the top, it is unobstructed.

It was so beautiful that even the light reflected from the glass windows of the farthest buildings could be seen.

I was intoxicated in the excitement of overlooking the city from the sky, but Ye Aichen who was opposite suddenly called me.

I turned my head, blinked, and looked at him, "What?"

Ye Aichen looked into my eyes, opened his lips slightly, but didn't say a word.

Seeing him like that made me a little nervous for no reason.

I do not know why either.

After a while, the carriage started to move down slowly, and Ye Aichen sighed in a bit of despair, saying it was nothing.

"Looking out from here, the city looks very nice," he said.

I turned my head and glanced outside, and replied, "Yes."

The carriage was very quiet, and the Ferris wheel was spinning leisurely, but I felt that my heart rate was a little abnormally fast.

What's going on?

After getting out of the car and returning to school, I was still thinking about this problem, but I didn't come up with a reason.

"Are you nervous because you are suddenly so high off the ground..." I thought.

Sunny Sunday, June [-]

Today is the last day of tutoring for this semester, and it's time for me to concentrate on reviewing and preparing for the final exam.

Ye Aichen introduced me to the part-time job of tutoring. He had done it before, so he suggested it to me when I was looking for a part-time job.

At first, I thought I was not good enough, I was not good at talking, and I had to teach textbooks to strange children, it would be bad if I messed up and hurt Ye Aichen, but Ye Aichen said it was very simple.

"I believe in you," he told me at the time.

But trust me, I'm not confident either.

In order to make a good impression when we met for the first time, I even borrowed more formal clothes from my roommate.Ye Aichen looked surprised after seeing me, and told me not to be so serious.

"Relax, it's not as difficult as you think."

Facts have proved that it is not that difficult as Ye Aichen said, and there are not so many requirements, but I am still very nervous during the whole process.The clothes were very thin, and my hands and feet were shaking, and I didn't know whether it was from the cold or nervousness.

Anyway, it was over, Ye Aichen and I went back to school by car.He lent me his coat, but I said no, but he gave it to me anyway.

"I wear thicker clothes than you, so you should wear them. It's so cold, your face is pale."

"...Really?" I touched my face, the clothes were really warm on my body, I was reluctant to part with this warmth, and finally accepted Ye Aichen's kindness.

I fell asleep on the bus on the return journey, and when Ye Aichen told me to get off the bus, I woke up in a daze, and found that I had fallen asleep directly leaning on his shoulder, and I didn't know if I was drooling.I rubbed my eyes and followed Ye Ai out of the car.

When I got to the door of the dormitory, I returned the clothes to Ye Aichen, and I accidentally touched his finger, feeling cold, and immediately felt guilty.

Ye Aichen told me not to worry about it, and then went back to his dormitory.

When I returned to the dormitory at night, Ye Aichen sent a message asking me if I would go home during the summer vacation. If I wanted to go back, I could consider booking a bus ticket.

I don't want to go home, and I have nothing to do when I go back. Staying at home makes me feel even more lonely.

Ever since I chose to live with my father, I decided to disassociate myself from that family when I became an adult.While I know there's no way to get away completely, I can stay as far away as I can, and I don't want to see anyone in my family.Grandpa passed away last year, and there is no one left for me to remember.

I've told my dad that I wouldn't mind if he remarried.I don't mind because I just don't care.On the contrary, I hope that he and those relatives don't remember me.

I don't know why I chose to live with my father in the first place. I knew that he didn't care about me, and my grandma didn't like me. I stayed here to find guilt.Mom was also a little surprised by my decision, she still wanted me to be with her, but I didn't choose her.

Why is it?

I think my mentality is a bit sick, and I can't help but abuse myself.It's not about self-harm or anything, it's just that if I have to choose, I'm more inclined to choose the side that tortures me.Living in my father's house is not a happy life, and the whole atmosphere is depressing.I got used to ignoring grandma's indifferent and disgusted face after seeing too much, and dad, I had no expectations for him.In such a stagnant and cold home, I feel that this is how my life should be.Happiness and happiness are all fairy tales, and life has never been so beautiful.

Sometimes I think about it, if I chose my mother at that time, I should have lived a little easier.

But I just think about it a little bit, and I don't regret my own decision.

What is there to regret?

This is my own choice.

I have to think about finding a part-time job to do during the summer vacation, and I can't just do nothing.

If you stay in school during the holidays, what procedures do you need to go through? Ask the dormitory auntie tomorrow.

After I returned the message to Ye Aichen not to go home, he said that he would not go back either, and we just happened to be together.

That's kind of a joy.