1921

Spet. [-]Mon. Sunny

When I went to the office to give Teacher's Day gifts, I seemed to see Wu Zi.But it's just a quick glance, so I can't be sure.

Sept. [-]Thur. Sunny

When I went downstairs to wash the mop, I saw Wu Zi by the sink.

So it was really him that day.

Coincidentally, he was also cleaning.

We talked for a while, and at first he didn't seem to recognize me.

I just found out that he was in class one.

I told him that I was in class seven and hoped he could come to me, we hadn't seen each other for a long time.

He was my best friend in elementary school.

Will he come to me?

Sept. [-]Tue. Heavy rain to clear

Because of the rain, the physical education class became an indoor activity.

Wu Zi never came to look for me. I passed by his classroom many times but didn't see him, so I went to him during physical education class.

He was practicing calligraphy, and my appearance surprised him, which caused his handwriting to fail. I am sorry for that.

I feel that he is a lot shy, is it because we haven't seen each other for a long time?

Only then did I realize that this class of their class is also a physical education class.Never knew before.

I told him a lot of things after he transferred to another school. When he listened to me, his eyes would always roll around, as if he was embarrassed to put it on me. Before, he would always look at me directly, but when he talked about interesting things At that time, his smile was the same as before.

I asked him to play on National Day, and he said he had an appointment with someone else.When I said we could be together, he seemed to be in a difficult situation, clutching the hem of his clothes, not daring to look in my direction.

I think it may be that my proposal made him difficult.

"It's okay. Anyway, we can make another appointment in the future. If I don't have time, I won't join in the fun. It's up to you to arrange it."

I told him so.

He seemed relieved when I finished speaking.

I always feel...he seems a bit too the same as before.

Sept. [-]Thur. Sunny

After returning home from school, I ran into Wu Zi who was just about to go home downstairs in the teaching building, so I walked with him.

His home is very close to the school, and he can walk to the school in 5 minutes.

Hefeng District.

The fact that I accompany him home seems to make him a little worried, because I usually take the bus to and from home and school, but I don’t really care. Compared with the fact that I can go home with him, It's nothing.

He said, National Day can play with me.

I thought about it and felt that he hadn't been back to his alma mater for a long time, so I invited him to visit his alma mater during the National Day holiday.As I thought, there was a look of nostalgia on his face, which made me feel that the distance between me and him was not so far away.

I am looking forward to the National Day trip to my alma mater.

Oct. [-] Fri. rain

Tomorrow is the day agreed with Wu Zi, so excited that I can't sleep.

It has been raining recently, I hope it will not rain tomorrow.

Oct. [-] Sat. Overcast

After meeting Wu Zi, we went back to primary school by car.

Wu Zi, who was sitting in the car, looked a little excited and nervous, and kept staring out the window.

How to escape the security guards and enter the school smoothly, I have already known the method from my classmates before.I led Wu Zi to the flower bush on the right side of the school gate, checked the lock of the small iron gate, and dragged him in after confirming that there was no problem.

To be honest, this is the first time I have done this kind of thing, and I am a little nervous.But Wu Zi seems to be no better than me.

When I think about it, he has always been a good student, and he must have never done such a thing.

After the nervousness, I felt a little exciting and fresh. I was a little excited, and Wu Zi also grinned.

We walked along the cafeteria to the teaching building. I still remember that Wu Zi and I used to line up to get food together. He liked the spicy potato shreds made in the cafeteria the most. He said that although it was spicy and spicy, he just couldn’t stop talking.He often gave me food, not only the dishes he bought in the cafeteria, but also the dishes he occasionally brought from home, and he always put them in my lunch box with a smile.

When I walked past the flag-raising platform, I remembered how he performed on the stage during Children's Day, with his face and lips painted red, a red dot in the middle of his forehead, and a peacock dance in yellow clothes.At first he was a little embarrassed, but after being called on stage, like other students, he only cared about performing well and forgot about other things.After the performance, he ran over excitedly, smiling a little smugly, with red lips and white teeth, and a very good-looking appearance.

We walked from the principal's office area to the back of the teaching building. There are tall trees here, and the table tennis table is full of fallen leaves.In the first semester of the sixth grade, the school built a new table tennis table in the playground. Except for the occasional shortage of tables, it has long been used here.I like to eat with Wu Zi here, I can see our classroom, and sometimes my classmates will talk to us from it.Wu Zi looked at the ping-pong table, and I thought he might have gone with me.

We have great memories here.

Ever since I decided to come to school, I wanted to bring Wu Zi into the music classroom. I always wanted to play the piano without the teacher around.I successfully opened the back door of the classroom according to the small problem with the classroom window that I found in my impression.I opened the piano cover and pressed a few notes.Wu Zi seemed interested too, so I asked him to play along.Neither of us will, but that doesn't detract from the novelty we feel about the piano.I remembered that I had learned "Little Star" from my teacher before. After trying it a few times, I taught Wu Zi how to play it.After he met, we played together. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw his shining eyes and upturned mouth corners because he learned to play the piano. I felt that he seemed a little bit like before.

We played the piano, drew on the blackboard, chatted, and finally closed the classroom door and left the school by the original door.

Later, we went to Wu Zi's hometown.Wu Zi stood alone in the middle of the dilapidated courtyard, looking around.I stood two steps behind him, looking at his back, I felt like he was alone.

It may be my illusion.

In the past, I liked the flowers in his home that he gave me when he was in school. They were beautiful and fragrant, and my mother liked them too when I took them home.I put the flowers in a vase and put them on my desk, and I felt that doing homework was a lot easier.But now, his garden is overgrown with weeds, and he no longer lives here.

On the way back, Wu Zi felt a little drowsy, her head was nodding, but she refused to really fall asleep.As a result, his head hit the glass all of a sudden, waking him up instantly, touching the place where he was hit and grinning, he was completely awake now.

I looked a little like to laugh.

Oct. [-]Thur. rain

Wu Zi and I started to go home together.

I got to know his deskmate, a boy named Wan Xinghua.

Wu Zi seemed very happy with him.

I feel like my best friend has been snatched away.

Oct. [-]Tue. Cloudy to light train

Played several times with Wan Xinghua and Wu Zi's other two classmates.

Wu Zi didn't seem to get involved, and his classmates always refused when they asked him to beat him up.

"Go ahead, I'll just watch."

"I don't know how to play, you can play."

This is Wu Zi's most commonly used rhetoric.

I remember that when he was in elementary school, he seemed to be very interested in playing basketball, and he was very accurate in his shots even when he was playing around.

But now...

Why don't you play ball anymore?

Oct. [-] Wed. rain

midterm.

Come on for the next three days.

Seeing Wu Zi today, he seemed uncomfortable, his face was a little red, and he didn't know if it was important or not.

Nov. [-] Fri. rain

parent meeting.

I was wandering around the school with an umbrella to pass the time, and finally saw Wu Zi in the lobby of the complex building, he was reciting a book.

He has been serious about studying since before, and this has not changed.

Not wanting to disturb him, I sat next to him and watched the other students in the hall.

It had been raining and chilly.

He looked at me after reciting the book, and I looked back at him, but he turned his head back.

I wanted to chat with him, but seeing that he didn't want to speak, I couldn't talk.

Occasionally, I caught a glimpse of his ugly face, and I was a little worried.I thought he was afraid that his parents would scold him for his grades after the parent-teacher meeting, but he shook his head and didn't speak, so I didn't ask further.

I said, "I'm sure I'm going to die this time. My dad will beat me to death if I do so badly in the exam."

Wu Zi had a look of disbelief.

In fact, I really feel that there is a big gap with my classmates. What I have seen, known, and understood is still too little.

"At that time, I felt that you abandoned me and us. I always felt a little unwilling in my heart, and felt that I had been betrayed."

Maybe the topic got here, and I somehow wanted to tell him my mood and thoughts at that time.

He listened to me with a look of surprise and his eyes widened.

In the past, when Wu Zi changed schools, apart from being reluctant, I should have been a little envious. I envied that he could study in the city, while I could only study in the school in the village.I thought I could graduate from elementary school together, but the people who were by my side all the way went to other places, so I felt that I was abandoned and betrayed.

However, Wu Zi did not abandon me.He has been writing to me all the time, but I didn't reply because I couldn't figure it out for a while.Until the letter finally disappeared, I began to expect him to write a letter again, thinking that I would definitely send it back to him.It's just that I never heard from him again.

"Actually, I was very happy to hear from you, very happy." I wanted to tell him that, and I wanted to tell him about my regrets, and I wanted him to know that he was my best friend

"I never thought of betraying you." He looked at me and said, his black and white eyes looked into mine, and I felt the solemnity in his words.

"Well, I know." I know, he is a very sincere person, "So, I apologize to you."

"Then... are we still good friends?" The eyes that were looking at me before saying that sentence drooped slightly and stopped looking at me, and turned to look elsewhere, with a cautious tone.

Wu Zi will always be my best friend, there is no doubt about it.

We didn't talk anymore.

I saw that Wu Zi's face seemed to be red.

Nov. [-]Tue. Rainshowertoovercast

Tuesday, physical education class, same class as Wu Zi's class.

Go to the playground with Wu Zi as usual, and play ball with Wan Xinghua and the others after group activities.

From Wan Xinghua's mouth, I learned that Wu Zi was punished for leapfrog and short steps because he failed to meet the long jump standard, and I don't know if he will come over later.

When I was playing, I kept paying attention to the area of ​​the volleyball court, and found that Wu Zi was squatting on the ground and hadn't gotten up, looking around, as if something was wrong.

After exchanging with Gong Ye and the other three, I wiped my hands with paper and walked towards Wu Zi.

Sure enough, I couldn't stand up.

Wu Zi looked up at me with a pitiful look.I pulled him up, let him sit down by the flower table, and let him move his legs.

He asked me to go back to play first, and I felt the change in his tone before he finished speaking.

I'm a little worried.

Wu Zi said his legs were numb.

I think it's a bit funny, squatting for so long will definitely make me numb.At this time, asking a classmate to help him stand up won't be like this, but Wu Zi said that he didn't know those classmates, and his tone was a bit cramped.

I massaged his legs and let him move around, and his condition got better.

When I went back to the classroom for class, I walked behind Wu Zi, and I obviously felt that his footsteps were not stable.Wan Xinghua asked if he wanted to carry him up, but he refused.

I told him not to pay attention to me, and followed him slowly upstairs.

When I went home, I sent him upstairs before returning home.

No. [-], [-]th Floor, Unit [-], Building [-].

I don't feel at ease climbing such a high floor alone in his current state, I just want to see him get home safely.

Since the reunion with Wu Zi, I have always had the feeling that Wu Zi is different from before, and the feeling is the most obvious today.

I finally realized what was different.

Wu Zi is too polite, whether it's Wan Xinghua who is a good player, or me who is a good friend.When we offer help, he often refuses.Although he may not say the words of rejection directly, but it gives people the feeling that he is forcing himself, does not want to cause trouble to others, and always wants to solve it alone.In addition, he is not as active in group activities as he used to be. If Wan Xinghua asked him to play together, he would most likely refuse.Talking and interacting with people is not as confident as before. I dare not look at people and always keep my head down.He may not have noticed that his voice is not loud, and his voice can easily be suppressed by other people's normal speech, let alone shouting, let alone his voice.

What happened to him to become like this?

Seeing him hurriedly thanking me, I always feel... a bit uncomfortable.

Nov. [-] Sat. Cloudy to heavy rain

Wu Zi came to my house for the first time.

After I led him into the room, I asked him to put down his schoolbag so that he could read the books on the shelf casually, and he nodded in agreement.After I returned from pouring water, he was sitting on the sofa holding his schoolbag, not knowing what he was thinking.

After I told my mother that Wu Zi would be a guest, she prepared snacks and fruits early so that I could entertain Wu Zi.

Put grapefruit, apples, bananas, etc. into the fruit plate, let Wu Zi eat.I thought the grapefruit was very sweet, so I gave him a piece, but he ate that piece for a long time, and his mind was a little wandering.

When I was doing my homework, I occasionally watched him secretly, and found that Wu Zi was always holding a pen and writing seriously.Sometimes when encountering a difficult place, he would frown and bite his lips unconsciously.When the problem is solved, the eyes will light up, and the problem-solving steps will be written down with a slight smile.Seeing him so serious, I couldn't help but get serious.

After my mother came back, she asked Wu Zi to have dinner at my house. Wu Zi wanted to refuse, but she was distracted by her mother's words.He glanced at me as if asking for help, but I pretended not to see it.

Because, I also want him to stay a little longer.

At the dinner table, my mother kept picking up food with Wu Zi, and Wu Zi kept thanking her, extremely reserved.

When we were digesting food after dinner, it started to rain heavily, and Wu Zi was persuaded by my mother and me to stay.

I know that Wu Zi has always wanted to go back, but I pretended not to know what he was thinking, thinking that if he stayed, we would have more time to chat.

Seemed a little sorry for him.

Wu Zi and I were nestled on the sofa reading a book, his body temperature could be heard through the pajamas from our shoulders, it felt warm in this cold weather.

Lying on the bed with the lights off and chatting at night, I wanted to ask him what happened after he transferred to another school, but Wu Zi didn't seem to have any intention of talking about those things, and just mentioned them in passing.Therefore, I don't want to ask too much.

I vaguely remembered that we had mentioned each other's birthdays before, and wanted to make sure again.

"I'm a Capricorn," I asked Wu Zi, "What about you?"

"I don't know," he said, in a dazed tone, feeling sleepy, "December [-] is... what constellation..."

According to what the girls said, December [-]th is Sagittarius.

I heard that Sagittarius advocates freedom, has a bright and alert personality, is humorous, and optimistic. Looking at Wu Zi, it seems that it does not match at all.However, what he said before is somewhat similar.

I talked a lot, and found that Wu Zi didn't respond, so I straightened up and looked down, the people on the sofa bed below were in a ball, I couldn't see clearly, but hearing the sound of breathing, I should have fallen asleep.

Hope he sleeps well.

Dec. [-] Fri. Overcast

After school, Wu Zi and Wu Zi went to the stationery store to buy pens.

Seeing a disposable hand warmer, I bought two because it was cold.

One for me and one for Wu Zi.

Dec. [-]Tue. rain

Wu Zi's birthday.

I missed the time to give him a gift at school, thought about it for a long time, and gave it to him at night.

"Happy birthday."

Surprised, he blinked.

I thought I was making a mistake.

But luckily not.

"Thank you," he said.

Seeing his smile, I think I made the right decision.

I looked at him, and by the light of the street lamp, I found that his eyes were a little red.

I hope he likes the gift I gave him.

Dec. [-]Mon. Lighttraintoovercast

Put an apple in the bag before going out.

When I was looking for Wu Zi after school, I was invited by Wan Xinghua to play snow spraying in the park, so I took Wu Zi along with me.

Five people were making a fuss in the park, and everyone was covered in foam.

Wu Zi's face turned red because of the fight, a bit like the apple in my bag.

On the way home with Wu Zi, I gave him the apple.

"Today is Christmas Eve. I heard that apples are eaten, which means peace."

Wu Zi was a little annoyed that she didn't prepare an apple, so she planned to split the apple in half and give me half.

"I want to divide it into two halves, I have half and you have half, and we will eat together." He said, and broke up again unwillingly.

Seeing that he was so persistent, I cut it in half with a knife.

He handed me half and seemed delighted.

Dec. [-]Tue. Overcast

Received a Christmas card from Wu Zi.

"Ye Aichen, Merry Christmas. Thank you for the apples. You will always be my best friend."

Happy.

Jan. [-]Thur. cloudy

Today is my birthday.

But Wu Zi didn't seem to know.

A little lost.

Jan. [-]Tue. rain

Hearing Wu Zi mention that today is the Laba Festival, I ate eight-treasure porridge with him.

A little too sweet.

Feb. [-]Mon. Clear

beginning of spring.

spring is coming.

Today is warmer.

The day after tomorrow is New Year's Eve.

The new year is fast approaching.

Looking forward to a new year with Wu Zi.

The author has something to say:

This chapter is written from the perspective of Ye Aichen.

Section 1214 ends.

Then another part of the routine begins.

Thanks for being here little angel.

"1517"