Shura Field Survival [Quick Transmigration]

When Chen Zhi returned to his rented room and saw He Jingan sitting inside, he was stunned.

"Welcome home." He Jing'an smiled at him very nicely, but Chen Zhi knew that there was a fragile soul hidden under this smile.

"I'm sorry, I've been stuck until now..." Seeing that he didn't speak, He Jingan said in embarrassment, "I've prepared dinner, thank you Zhizhi for taking me in, now I have to go."

Chen Zhi frowned, but He Jingan over there took two steps past him and was about to walk out the door.

"Wait a minute." At the last moment, he called out to stop He Jingan.

When the other party turned around, Chen Zhi said calmly: "You have cooked too much, it's a waste if you can't finish it, and I don't like leftovers."

He Jingan opened his eyes slightly: "..."

However, Chen Zhi looked at him: "Eating alone is eating, and two people are eating too. If you are not in a hurry to leave, stay and eat together before going back."

Having said that, the atmosphere at the dinner table was filled with embarrassment.

Chen Zhi couldn't figure out why he had a brain twitch, so he left He Jing'an and settled down. After hearing what Chen Wan told him, he always felt that such a person could not be left alone, and what made him care was He Jing'an's attitude towards him. .

No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like your attitude towards someone you just met not long ago.

It unexpectedly made him feel familiar, but he couldn't tell the details.

After all, he was sure that he only knew He Jingan.

"I heard that you and my sister Chen Wan met in high school?" Gritting his teeth, Chen wanted to find a topic to relieve the embarrassment.

"Well, yes." He Jingan nodded.

"Isn't she hard to deal with?"

He Jing settled down, "It's okay."

"..."

Chen Zhi didn't know what to say again.

After finally finishing the meal, Chen Zhi insisted on sending He Jingan outside the community. Before getting in the car, he told the other party, "Alcohol should be in moderation, and you should choose the right place when you drink it. If you have any troubles, You can tell me, don't do things that hurt yourself easily."

Of course, these are subconsciously polite words, and Chen Zhi never thought that He Jingan would agree.

"Okay, I know."

"..."

It's too easy to trust people.

Chen's eyes were melancholy. Seeing the taxi going away, he walked back and received a message from his sister on the way.

"I just noticed that Ah He didn't come to class all day today. He's still at your brother's place, isn't he?"

"Just sent away." Chen Zhi replied, after thinking about it, "If you skip class, you will be deducted from your usual grades, right?"

"Don't be afraid, Ah He has hired a substitute class, it's just that a girl is asking me."

It turned out to be the case.

Chen Zhi was thinking about it when He Jingan sent him a message.

"Thank you very much."

Looking at those words, Chen Zhi couldn't help laughing, the child is still a good child, although it's weird, "Remember to go to class obediently in the future, and you don't have to do the work of the snail girl."

He Jingan, who received the reply on the other end, covered his eyes and leaned his head weakly on the back of the chair.

In the end, he still couldn't speak to the other party.

"Do you know if you have someone you like?"

When Chen Zhi saw this news, he had just finished taking a shower, and he frowned slightly: "Why are you asking this?"

He Jingan: "I want to see if I have a chance."

Chen Zhi: "?"

"Do you miss the taste of the blacklist?"

"……No!"

The threat really worked, and He Jingan stopped being rude to him. After waiting for a long time, Chen Zhi, who couldn't wait for any other news, put his phone aside and was about to go to sleep, when the news of He Jingan came over there.

"If I say that I have known you for a long time, would you believe me?"

"?"

Chen Zhi was taken aback by this probing question, and felt that there was something in He Jingan's words.

"What do you want to say?"

"Haha, I want to say that I don't seem to have drunk Mengpo soup, I know you from the previous life."

"..."

Chen Zhi decisively shielded He Jingan from the warning, so that he could not receive the subsequent news.

He Jing'an was also sure that he might immediately shield himself from talking nonsense, so he dared to say what he had been thinking about for a long time.

"I know that you also participated in those games. Although I don't know what your mission is, I am very grateful to them for letting me meet you."

"The day my parents left, I was naively gathering with my friends, and then I realized what it was like when the sky fell..."

"When I was in despair, a mysterious system appeared in front of me and brought me into the game world."

"That was the first time I met Zhizhi you. With a new identity, I don't have to be immersed in the pain of losing a loved one for the time being, and I will play that role with all my heart."

"And there are so many game worlds, I can meet you every time, it's embarrassing to say it, but I played the role of the person who is with Zhizhi you."

"The system does not allow us to reveal our identities, so we can only wait back in the real world."

"But when I got back to reality, I suddenly realized that games are different from life. Knowing that you have your own real and amiable family, I am like an empty shell with no weight in front of you."

"I don't want to interfere with your life, so I have been thinking about whether to tell the truth, but I can't help but want to get in touch with you."

"To suppress this intense conflict, I can only use alcohol to try to numb it. Maybe it's fate. It was you who picked me up on the road."

"I know you don't understand that the person around you is actually a person, and it doesn't matter, I won't care about it."

……

Chen Zhi hadn't seen He Jing'an recently, since he happened to pick up the drunken partner on the road that day, he guessed that the place where the other party lived might not be far away, not to mention that Chen Zhi was only eight stops away from Chen Wan's school.

So he asked Chen Wan: "What has He Jingan been doing recently?"

Chen Wan was very surprised: "Why is my brother asking about Ah He again? He is very good, and he attends classes honestly. He even talks more than usual, almost the same as before."

"That's it." Chen Zhi was relieved, "It seems that he has stepped out of the shadows, although he doesn't understand what the opportunity is."

Chen Wan: "Don't be a good person, you are worried about Ah He's condition, why don't you come pick me up from school."

"Aren't you going home?"

"What's the matter, brother, you don't talk about my occasional game play, but my parents will talk about it, understand what I mean?"

"..."

Chen Zhi didn't expect to meet He Jingan on the subway.

Not knowing how to explain the wonderful fate between him and He Jingan, Chen Zhi could only walk over and sit beside him.

"Yo."

He Jing'an looked up, surprised: "Know?"

"Well, what a coincidence, I went to your school to pick up my sister."

"Oh……"

Chen Zhi paused, and asked, "What about you?"

Being greeted and asked questions, He Jingan smiled: "Go to school to get things."

That's the way to go.

Chen Zhi nodded: "Sure enough, your home is nearby."

"Ah, yes." He Jingan froze for a moment.

Then there was silence again.

Chen Zhi glanced to the side from the corner of his eye, and found that He Jingan was looking at his phone, but it was a black screen, were he waiting for news from someone?

Just thinking like this, Chen Zhi's heart suddenly jumped when he looked down inadvertently.

Because Hei's right hand rested on his lap, his fingers moved hesitantly, and he was approaching his left hand.

Chen Zhi: "?"

What is this for?hold him?

At this moment, Chen Zhi's phone vibrated, and he quickly withdrew his gaze from observing He Jing'an, and picked up the phone.

"Brother, where have you been?"

"There are still five stops."

"Oh, then you don't have to come." "?"

"Because I'm going home hahaha, mom said she made crayfish."

"..."

After hanging up the phone, Chen Zhi didn't know what expression to make, He Jingan looked at him from the side, "What's wrong?"

Chen Zhi took a breath, "The plan is cancelled, I have to go to the vegetable market."

He Jingan looked confused.

I only heard Chen Zhi say to him: "What about you, after finishing the work, would you like to come to my place to eat crayfish?"

He Jingan opened his eyes slightly, and then grabbed Chen Zhi's arm, saying every word, "I'm going."

Chen unconsciously stared at He Jingan's hand, smiled, "Then I'll wait for you."

Chen Zhi, who was cooking, was waiting in the room. The moment the door was knocked lightly, he walked over to open it.

He Jingan smiled at him while holding the wine: "Excuse me."

People come in and the door is shut.

Chen Zhi said: "You still have class tomorrow, so you can only drink a little."

"Ok."

In the end, he didn't expect that He Jing'an still couldn't hold on after such a small amount of alcohol. It is conceivable how bad this person is for drinking.

Chen Zhi quickly moved the wine jar away, but before he retracted his hand, He Jingan grabbed it suddenly.

Mr. Chen couldn't help but twitch his forehead, won't he go crazy again?

But He Jingan just grabbed him, unusually quiet.

"I have something to show you." After a while, the other party spoke, and the words were very clear.

Then He Jingan handed his mobile phone to Chen Zhi.

Chen Zhi didn't understand, not to mention that the mobile phone is someone else's personal property, and there may be a lot of privacy on it, so he refused, "I have a mobile phone too, it's nothing to look at."

Unexpectedly, He Jing'an's calm expression suddenly changed, and Chen Zhi's shadow was reflected in those eyes, and soon burst into tears.

"No, you must see it."

Chen Zhi: "...Don't cry, you want me to see what's on your phone?"

He Jing Anxuan was on the verge of tears: "My heart to Zhizhi."

Chen Zhi: "?"

Can you still see this thing in your heart?It was the first time Chen Zhi heard about it, but in order to stop He Jingan's tears, Chen Zhi picked up the other party's mobile phone and pretended to swipe the screen to watch it for more than ten seconds.

"I'm done."

He put the phone back, and only then did He Jingan smile happily.

Chen Zhi was at a loss, not knowing where the other party's grievance came from.

Anyway, from the moment he met He Jingan, the other party's behavior has been very strange.

As a classmate's elder brother, he was too trusting and intimate.

Why do you always let him see the fragile look.

Sighing, Chen Zhi honestly cleaned up the mess, and when he came back, He Jingan lay on the table and fell asleep completely.

Overall it was ok, no crying this time.

But the sobbing was more disturbing.

Chen Zhi thought about it, could it be that seeing him made He Jingan think of his dead parents?

...he doesn't look old.

Amused by this ridiculous idea, Chen Zhi patted He Jingan, "Go to sleep in the room."

He Jing'an covered his head, very reluctantly: "There is no one in the room."

"It's okay for someone to be scary." Chen Zhi said, "Besides, isn't there me here? What are you afraid of?"

"Zhizhi won't sleep with me."

Chen Zhi was speechless: "Are you a child? Don't talk nonsense."

After closing the bedroom door, Chen Zhi wiped the untied table, a phone call came in from there, but it was He Jingan's cell phone that rang.

But it was Chen Wan who called.

Chen Zhi was alert and narrowed his eyes.

"Hello, Ahe."

Chen Zhi who answered the phone held his breath and did not answer.

Over there, Chen Wan didn't doubt that he was there, and continued: "Will you go hiking together on weekends? There are beautiful elementary school girls."

Chen Zhi frowned immediately, "Then is there any handsome elementary school boy?"

Chen Wan: "Damn it, brother?"

"Oh, it's right here."

"Are you with Ahe!?"

Chen Zhi thought this question was weird, but he didn't retort, "Don't change the subject, who are you going to climb the mountain with this weekend?"

"Friend." Chen Wan said, "It's not what you think, don't worry! Don't worry about it too much. Seriously, why are you staying with Ah He again?"

Chen Zhi: "Oh, don't worry about it."

Chen Wan: "..."

Unable to get a word out of Chen Zhi's mouth, Chen Wan had no choice but to change her target, so she found He Jing'an.

"Ahe, what's the matter with you and my brother?"

He Jing'an was silent for a moment, "It's nothing, just a friend we can chat with."

Chen Wan: "But you two are so nice, it's only been less than a week, why does it feel like you two have known each other for a long time?"

He Jingan smiled: "What you feel is probably like old friends at first sight."

Chen Wan was fooled in this way.

She had to ask He Jingan again if he wanted to go hiking on weekends.

"climb mountains?"

"Yeah, I called you last night to ask you, but it was my brother who answered the phone, which shocked me."

He Jingan was stunned, then he shook his head, "I don't want to go."

Chen Wan: "Then what are you going to do this weekend?"

He Jingan couldn't answer.Seeing that he didn't speak, Chen Wan was very embarrassed. She just saw that Ah He was doing well recently, so she wanted to take this opportunity to continue to make him cheerful. After all, no one wanted to see that gloomy He Jingan again.

"In that case, I'll ask my brother to accompany you. He's free on weekends."

Originally, it was just a tentative suggestion, but when she noticed the change in He Jingan's expression, Chen Wan was stunned.

It seems that Ah He really likes her brother.

"Chen Wan, thank you." It's impossible for He Jing'an not to notice Chen Wan's intentions, he knew that Chen Wan had been trying to enlighten him for more than two years.

"Thank you, my friend." Chen Wan smiled, "How could it be possible to ignore you, let alone my brother—"

Having said that, Chen Wan realized something and stopped suddenly.

But He Jing'an still heard it, and he lowered his eyes, "...So, your brother knows about me."

Chen Wan sighed: "It's not a bad thing for many people to care about you. Besides, my brother likes you very much. He was the one who found out about you and asked me about it. I'm sorry."

He Jingan shook his head: "It's okay, no need to apologize."

Chen Wan was speechless, and could only watch He Jing'an turn and leave worriedly.

"elder brother!"

Chen Zhi who received the news was puzzled: "What are you doing?"

"I stepped on Ah He's thunder!"

"?"

Chen Wan told Chen Zhiyi what happened just now, and Chen was silent for a while, comforting her: "Don't worry, I'll take care of it."

When receiving Chen Zhi's call, He Jing'an was very surprised, "You know?"

Chen Zhi asked, "Do you have an appointment for the weekend?"

"……No."

"Very well, then I'll come find you."

He Jingan failed to understand what Chen Zhi meant, "Looking for me? Why..."

"Because I want to ask you to confirm something, and I also apologize to you about my sister. She didn't mean it, but I—"

"No." He Jingan interrupted.

Chen Zhi suddenly stopped speaking, listening to the faint breathing sound from over there, he smiled, "That's it, see you that weekend."

He Jingan endured it, and agreed: "Okay."

On the day of the meeting, the sun was high, and Chen Zhiyuan saw He Jingan looking for something in the crowd, so he leaned over with his waist bent, intending to scare people from behind.

But just when he was about to play tricks, He Jingan turned around, very surprised, "I know."

Chen Zhi, who was discovered, smiled awkwardly, "Looking at it this way, you are really close to me."

He Jingan thought he was talking about the distance between where he lived and where he lived.

"Ah."

...things are not quite right.

On the way, Chen Zhi quietly observed He Jingan's expression, and suddenly couldn't think of what to say.

The silence was broken by He Jingan, "Zhizhi, what do you want to confirm when you come to me?"

When asked about this matter, Chen Zhi's expression froze suddenly, but He Jingan smiled, "I really only have friendship with Chen Wan, there is no other meaning, you can rest assured."

Chen Zhi's throat became dry, "This is not what I want to confirm."

He Jing paused, "Then what else do you want to know from me? You don't need to ask others, I can tell you anything you ask me."

Hearing his obviously gentle but not lacking in alienation tone, Chen Zhi's footsteps were suddenly heavy like a thousand catties, and he stopped directly.

Noticing his movements, He Jing'an turned around slowly, but saw Chen Zhi lowered his head, unable to see the specific expression clearly, but the slightly trembling voice of the other party came over.

"Liar."

"..."

He Jingan's pupils shrank.

"Know?"

Chen Zhi raised his head slowly, did not meet He Jingan's gaze, moved his footsteps, and changed the direction, "Hide all the words in the bottom of my heart, how can people understand it? There is no way for ordinary people to speak." Accept you weirdo."

He Jingan froze in place: "...Yes."

Upon hearing this answer, Chen Zhi became furious: "Forget it, I can't communicate today, I'll go back first."

"...I'll see you off." He Jingan said.

Chen Zhi suddenly turned his head, "Fuck you, you should keep me, you should keep me!"

He Jingan didn't know how to react to his outburst.

"Or do you really want me to go and be alone?"

No... no.

He Jingan clenched his fists by his side, his eyes were sad.

But in the end he didn't say anything.

"Okay then, I'm leaving, you can do what you want." Chen Zhi who had been waiting for a long time turned around indifferently.

"..."

He Jing'an still stayed there, and didn't intend to say anything to keep him.

Chen Zhi withdrew his peripheral vision and sighed.

If the other party has been planning to hold back, then he will not soften his heart. Why do you always let him passively learn something?

Chen Zhi couldn't figure it out, he knew that He Jing'an had a knot in his heart, but if he held it in for such a long time, something would happen.

If you want something, speak up seriously, don't have the courage to show your true emotions when you're drunk.

Not knowing what expression to make, Chen Zhi walked slowly towards the ticket gate with the subway ticket in hand.

Just as he was about to pass the entrance, someone ran up panting and grabbed his arm tightly.

"Know!"

……

He Jing'an's house is very big, and of course it is very empty. Chen Zhi sat awkwardly on the sofa, feeling a little dazed for a moment.

He Jingan asked him, "What do you want to drink?"

"Water is fine." Chen Zhi said.

Then Ka Jingan took out two cans of beer in front of him.

Chen Zhi: "?"

He lowered his face, "You have to drink to tell me the truth, don't you?"

"..." He Jing'an's body froze, he didn't expect Chen Zhi to say that.

"You cry after drinking, don't you know?"

After listening to Chen Zhi's words, He Jingan smiled: "I know, but I know you didn't let me go."

"Then don't be confident." Chen Zhi moved the wine away, knocked on the table, forcing He Jing'an to look at him.

"Just in a sober state, I want to know why you caught up again just now."

He Jingan's jaw was tense, and he was silent.

Chen Zhi sighed helplessly, he couldn't count how many times he had sighed during this time, "If you don't say something, there is no way to get a response."

Hearing this, He Jingan stared straight at him, "If...if you tell me, will you respond to me?"

Chen Zhi frowned, and He Jingan laughed again, "Isn't it because you sympathized with my experience that Zhizhi treats me well? As you said not long ago, ordinary people simply cannot accept a weirdo like me. You should hate being entangled with me."

"Sympathy? Hate?" Chen Zhi said in a deep voice, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

He Jing'an was stunned, and laughed at himself: "I don't even have sympathy for me..."

Chen Zhi felt that this was outrageous, "What kind of answer do you want to hear? Don't talk about those useless things, tell me what you really think."

This time without the urging of alcohol, He Jingan saw Chen Zhi's eyes very clearly, and found that there was no sympathy that other people looked at him, but another kind of emotion that he couldn't understand. After a long time, He Jingan Jing An's voice was inaudible.

"I want to know that you like me."

Chen Zhi nodded very simply: "Okay, I like you, and there are other things."

He Jing paused, "It's not that kind of liking, it's more intimate—"

"I want you to love me."

Chen Zhi nodded without hesitation: "Yes, I love you, is there any more?"

"..."

He Jing'an's eyes widened in an instant, and he even wondered if there was something wrong with his spirit.

"……Gone."

"No more?" Chen Zhi chuckled, "You really aren't greedy at all."

He Jingan turned his head away silently, no matter how he looked at it, he felt that Chen Zhi's words were just teasing him.

However, at this moment, Chen Zhi stretched out his hand to him, "Where is your mobile phone, show me."

He didn't understand Chen Zhi's intentions, but He Jing'an still honestly handed over the unlocked phone.

This act without hesitation led to his execution by Chen Zhi.

Chen Zhi turned to a dialog box and put the message record in front of He Jingan.

Seeing clearly what it was about, He Jing'an suddenly stopped, "I know..."

"You're wondering why I would know, right?" Chen Zhipi smiled, "The night you ate crayfish, you were drunk and insisted on crying to let me look at your phone. I didn't look at it then."

"..."

"But later, when I received a call from Chen Wan, I accidentally saw it before I left."

"I have to thank my sister for saying it, otherwise I wouldn't know that you edited so many words, but I didn't receive a single one."

Chen Zhi couldn't bear to look straight away and looked away: "Who would have guessed that the person who has been in love in the game is by my side? If I haven't noticed it all the time, are you going to keep it a secret?"

"I'm still wondering when you will tell me in person, but you think I'm just out of sympathy for you? I'm so mad."

"Is that why you think so of my feelings, that's why you don't confess your identity to me anymore?"

What Chen Zhi said made He Jing'an speechless, but he was right.

He did.

Chen Zhi covered his face, "Your mind is easy to guess as always, but I really didn't expect that someone would travel through the game with me."

However, people, like him, are real.

That is to say, what he has always liked is not purely the data of the Raiders character, but a real person.

"... I know."

"..."

Chen Zhi was expressionless: "Don't interrupt my thinking, thank you."

"I know."

"I know—"

The sound was more urgent than the sound, Chen Zhi could only frowned and looked at He Jing'an, but he choked immediately when he saw this.

Strange, why are you crying again?

He subconsciously looked at the two intact wine jars, but he stretched out his hand involuntarily to wipe away tears.

"Why are you crying, are you a crying bag yourself?"

He Jing'an let Chen Zhi rub his face. In the end, he grabbed Chen Zhi's hand and leaned against his face, his eyes shining brightly: "I'm so happy, you are my salvation."

Chen Zhi was taken aback: "I'm not that great."

He Jingan shook his head, stubbornly: "You are."

"..." Chen Zhi remained motionless, and after a while, he touched He Jing'an's head with his other hand, "I'm hungry, do you want to take care of the food?"

He Jingan carefully kissed his fingers, "Take care."

Chen Zhi stared at the undried tears on the palm of his hand, and he leaned in to lick it by some coincidence.

……Salty.

This small action directly fell into the eyes of He Jingan, who couldn't believe it, "Know!?"

Chen Zhi is as steady as an old dog: "I'm going to the bathroom."

Chen Zhi was watching TV when he received a call from Chen Wan.

"Hey, brother." It could be heard that there was a lot of wind on Chen Wan's side.

"Play back to play, pay attention to safety."

"Hahaha I know, what are you doing?"

Chen Zhi: "I'm waiting for dinner."

"?" Chen Wan was puzzled, "Have you gone home, otherwise, who would do it for you? By the way, did you talk to Ahe?"

Chen Zhiyun calmly said, "We've talked, I'm at Jing'an's house now."

Chen Wan: "..."

At the dinner table, Chen Zhi looked at He Jing'an, but the other party didn't move his chopsticks, but looked at him directly, which made him a little puzzled, "Are you hungry?"

"hungry."

"Then what are you thinking about when you don't eat?"

He Jingan looked back at him, and after a while, drew a pattern on the table.

Chen Zhi looked at it for a long time, as if he had known him before, and then he remembered that Zuo Yu had painted him.

Why the hell do you still remember this.

"..."

He pretended not to understand, "What do you mean?"

He Jingan pursed his lips, "...it's nothing."

So Chen Zhi sneered: "I said what you didn't say, and there was no response."

He Jing'an had no choice but to pause. After struggling in his heart, he asked Chen Zhi nervously: "I know you and I are in love with each other?"

Chen Zhi: "Yes."

"Really?"

He asked these two words eagerly, making Chen Zhi nervous, "Really, what should I do to make you feel safe?"

"hug me."

"?"

Unable to refuse the request, Chen Zhi went over to hold him in his arms, and He Jingan remained silent.

Should I cry again?

He moved away a little and lowered his head to look, only to see He Jing'an smiling happily, and hugged him tightly with his backhand.

Chen Zhi's face became hot, he hesitated, "Is there anything else you want me to do?"

He Jingan looked up at him, with his hands still around his waist, "Yes."

"Be my family."

……