He is soft and cowardly [entertainment circle]

Lu Yuzhou hadn't seen this topic before, but when he saw Yan Lin being grouped as a cp by fans and others, he endured the small disappointment in his heart and clicked in to read it.

He knew that he must be looking for guilt by clicking in, but he couldn't control himself, he probably just wanted to see what it would be like for Yan Lin to be CPed by fans and others.

Is it really that sweet?

Or is it true that Yan Lin and Lan Yi have such a good relationship?

Lu Yuzhou was still a little brooding.Although they never discussed that matter again.But Lu Yuzhou still minded who the first person to know Yan Lin's sexuality was.Others dare not ask, but they can't let it go, so they can only secretly care about it.

He thought, would the first person Yan Lin mentioned be Lan Yi?

A cp that has been knocked off for five years is completely different from a cp that has been knocked off for a few days or months.Even if passion produces food, it can't last longer than time.

When Lu Yuzhou clicked in and looked at it, he felt dazzled.

Eating the food of yourself and the person you like is infinite happiness, but eating the food of others and the person you like, the feeling is not only indescribable, it is almost the end of suffering.

Lu Yuzhou looked at the videos cut by those CP fans. Others saw them as sweet, but he saw them as sour like lemons.

Lu Yuzhou couldn't take it anymore after watching the production of Mrs. Painter and Scissorhands, so he clicked Exit to take a breather.

His phone page was still in the topic. When he looked up and exhaled, he accidentally pressed his finger on the screen and slid down a little. When he looked down again, he found that he had clicked on a hot comment.

And this hot review is arguing.

— sisters!It has reached the number one hot search! !We have to hold on!How long has it been!Tears, our Yanyi cp is finally alive 555 Isn't our Yanyi sweet?The video that Kangkang exposed more today, Kangkang, Yan Yi is so sweet!Tears welled up in my eyes when they looked at each other...

——o(╥﹏╥)o Let's go, let's go to Yueyang's place to shake him.Since he has this video, there must be many more!I think he cut Brother Yan and Yi together, maybe he also eats food!Go, go, shake him!Beg him to bless our poor cp fans!I really haven't eaten real food for too long!

——Are you sick?Where is this sweet?Brother Yan didn't even smile, he just exchanged a glance with Lan Yi, is this sweet?Have you been living in illusion all these years?Compared with our Brother Yan and Xiao Lu, why is this sweeter?There was no comparison before, and it can be said that Brother Yan and Lan Yi have a good relationship, but now you see how Brother Yan treats Xiao Lu?This is called cp, okay?

--That's right!Chen Yueyang released this video during the FII special tour, didn't he just want to gain popularity?Don't think everyone doesn't know he's about to flop.He just wanted to talk to himself, but he didn't do it well, and he ran into you guys!Brother Yan was nice to Lan Yi before, but after having Zai Zai, let's see for yourself who is sweeter!Has Brother Yan looked at Lan Yi with such gentle eyes?The sugary one is different from the sugary one!

—You are the ones who are sick! Don't CP fans know how cute they are?What the hell are you talking about here?Yi and Brother Yan have been good friends for several years, how long has Lu Yuzhou been with Brother Yan?Why is sugar deducted?Do you think everyone is as soft and soft as Lu Yuzhou?The sugar between mature men is like Brother Yan and Yi!

——It’s good for everyone to eat their own, if you have the ability, you can give your cp food!Is it interesting to hold and step on it?Didn't you also go on the hot search a few days ago?Have we been to you?Ball let us go!We just want to enjoy cp quietly!

— Mouth area! CP powder is not a good thing!You're all the same shit, there's no difference!Our Yidu is no longer here, how many times have we said, let him let him go!Have you heard it?Yi has a girlfriend, you YY him and Yan Lin, are you still worthy of being human?Yi's case has not been resolved yet, we are all still obediently waiting for the official news, what are you doing!Are you worthy of saying love like this?You are not even worthy of being human!

——Sister Rong is still very sad until now, we are all comforting her, and accompany her through the difficulties, although we know that Sister Rong is late, but she is a person who loves Yi, and she loves Yi very much, if When she sees today's hot search, what will she think in her heart, can you understand it! ? ?Do you know why Yi's pure fans hate you so much?Because you are too selfish, you are not loving him, but consuming him to satisfy yourself! !

——Ahem, have you ever thought about our Brother Yan?Our brother Yan also wants to be beautiful alone, thank you.Who did our career-focused Brother Yan recruit?We were grouped into cp when we debuted, but as a result, FI was gone and FII came, we brother Yan had to continue to form cp╭(╯^╰)╮Is our brother Yan a brick?Where do I need to move?

——Looking all the way, there are not many pure fans who speak for Xiao Lu.Xiao Lu is quiet and well-behaved, it is normal for Brother Yan to take care of him.Even brother Qi Xiaobai Miaomiao and the others took good care of Xiao Lu.It's the thing about craving cp, I'm happy when I crave it, so just don't bring it up and talk about it.There is a hot search right now, and I really have to guess if there is something behind it.Hey, take away my little baby who has no background, and stop playing with you.

——Laughing and crying [As a fan of the old group and the new group, who likes everyone and eats all the cp food in the group, this is really too difficult for me!too difficult!Tears ran

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Lu Yuzhou read some, then silently exited the topic.

He is cowardly, because of some experiences in the early years, he is very afraid of cold violence, but at the same time he is also very afraid of trouble, because he also cannot handle such quarreling scenes.Even if it was a quarrel on Weibo, he felt that it was difficult for him to face it.

The cowardly way to deal with it is not to face issues that do not involve principles.

But not looking at it doesn't mean he won't continue to think about it.

Originally, this hurdle fell into his heart and he couldn't get over it. Now that he saw what Yan Lin and others were doing, even though Lu Yuzhou knew that this was largely untrue, he still couldn't let it go.

After all, he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, after all, the relationship between him and Yan Lin was not real.

Lu Yuzhou rolled over on the bed, unable to calm down for a long time.

He originally thought that he liked Yan Lin and was a coward, even if he wanted to, he would not dare to confess, for fear of causing unnecessary trouble and trouble to Yan Lin, and even more afraid of the consequences of failing to confess.Once he pierces this layer of window paper, if the two of them fail, how will they be teammates and continue to cooperate?

Yan Lin must be very embarrassed, and he is afraid that he will die of grief.

He himself knows that his feelings for Yan Lin are a bit deep, but he himself can't accept the consequences of failing to confess, and it is very likely that he will not be able to continue to cooperate with Yan Lin in the future, and he may have to quit the group.

Wouldn't that be irresponsible to FII and the other brothers?He is still quite responsible, and he knows that he can't do that at all.

Lu Yuzhou had a lot of worries in his heart, and he restrained his emotions very much in front of Yan Lin, and didn't dare to be presumptuous at all.He was also afraid of being spotted by Yan Lin, so he knew until now that Yan Lin probably didn't know his little thoughts at all.

His small tentacles were well hidden, and Yan Lin didn't dare to find any of them.Even when Yan Lin asked him whether he likes men or women, he was confused by him.

He didn't dare to say anything, Yan Lin didn't know anything, and he confessed his love so suddenly, it would definitely scare Yan Lin a lot.

As for Yan Lin's thoughts.

Lu Yuzhou was really not sure.

Yan Lin said that he likes men, but he doesn't know whether he has liked men before, or he still likes men in his heart now.This feeling is a mystery, even Lu Yuzhou can't figure it out.

Many of those CP fans who make videos, draw pictures, and write literature and food are derived from their daily interactions. Of course, Lu Yuzhou will not take those fictional things seriously, but those CP fans did not say anything. Wrong, Yan Lin was really nice to him.

Yan Lin personally said that he is the favorite of FII, that he is the soul of the group, those words moved him badly.Yan Lin even admitted that the previous FI was not as good as the current FII, but even so, Lu Yuzhou didn't dare to say that Yan Lin just liked him.

Lu Yuzhou lacks the love of his parents, and has never experienced the love and care between relatives.His mother basically didn't have much contact with him, except for regular money transfers, she basically didn't even make a phone call.

The relatives on the mother's side are almost like strangers because they haven't gotten along very much.His relationship with them was not even as good as that of his mother's later remarried children.

The relatives on his father's side are not very close to him because his father doesn't pay much attention to him and his attitude is indifferent.To be honest, people on both sides of Lu Yuzhou didn't like him very much, so he wasn't too disappointed when they didn't get close to him.

Fortunately, he still has friendship.Lu Yan is his best friend.He knows how good friends get along, he has experienced college life, the friendship of colleagues, his work, everything that ordinary people have to experience, and even deeper experience.

He felt that Yanlin treated him more like an older brother treats a younger brother.If Yan Lin had to describe it, Yan Lin treated him like a brother/brother treats a younger brother.The kind of intimacy that was maintained actually made Lu Yuzhou very addicted.

Of course, this is definitely not what Lu Yuzhou really wanted, but he is already very satisfied with this.

But feelings are something that people can't control at all.

He found that his heart was beginning to be dissatisfied with this kind of intimacy, especially after eating food, he found that he was not willing to stay in the current situation at all.He wanted Yanlin to like him and be with Yanlin, and he didn't want Yanlin to just treat him as his younger brother.

Just like the inexplicable impulsive question last time, he felt that he could no longer suppress his inner desire and impulse.He wanted to find out Yan Lin's heart, and wanted Yan Lin's heart to belong to him.

Especially now, seeing that trending search, he tossed and turned on the bed, unable to sleep, and his heart was all messed up by the emotions in his heart.All kinds of contradictory thoughts mixed together and collided together, making him at a loss, not knowing what to do at all.

Harmony Entertainment has prepared a total of four tours for them, and they have chosen exactly four big cities in the southeast, north, and west.Because FII has only been established for less than four months, it is actually very difficult to create new songs and go on tour in such a short period of time.

But because they all have the foundation, the tour was still very successful.

The fourth tour is scheduled to be in city b.This fourth tour is the finale.After this tour, they will concentrate on recording the MV and producing an album, and then concentrate on making music for a period of time. During the period, they will run some activities, but there is no such a big tour, so this fourth tour is quite important.

Not only was a large venue of 5 people booked, but the entire tour process was completely different from the previous three shows. They were redesigned and extended to three hours. The entire process was kept secret from fans, even the last The benefits are also kept secret from fans.The official only revealed that the final welfare must be better than the welfare of the previous three tours.

Even if the official didn't say it clearly, it still made the fans very excited.Think about it, the benefits of the previous three tours have already been group photo signatures, and the benefits of the fourth tour are even better than the first three, so wouldn't there be closer contacts?

The fans were very excited. As soon as the ticket purchase link came out, [-] tickets were sold out in seconds.

As I said before, in addition to the few tours prepared by the company for FII, Yan Lin also 'extorted' a few tours from Qin Min.All the expenses for the next few tours will be borne by Qin Min.

Yan Lin had a meeting with the team to make a decision. The next few tours should not be a large-scale tour like the previous four tours. After all, it is not good to have too many tours at one time.And the scale of the later tour will also have an impact on the fourth tour.

Therefore, after discussion, the format of the next few tours is planned to be that kind of very delicate small fan meeting, the main thing to increase is to interact with fans and meet and exchange, not blindly sticking to the form of the tour.

As for this kind of small fan meeting, Yanlin asked the team to choose venues that were held in first-tier cities other than the previous four tours, basically venues with no more than 5000 people.After the fourth tour, I will prepare for these fan meetings, and Yan Lin’s idea is to try to hold the fan meetings better and more delicately, so as to give back to the fans who support them, so the ticket price will also be higher. It's nice to be friendlier than on tour.

And the number of fan meeting sessions will not exceed the number of tour sessions, at most the same.

In addition to preparing the ten new songs to be performed on the tour, the five of them actually worked hard in private and wrote five new songs together, which were prepared to be performed on the fourth big tour.The five new songs have choreography and are all in the works.

There was an interval of ten days between the third tour and the fourth tour, just to give them time to prepare.

These ten or so days are not vacations, but reserved for five people to practice dancing and prepare for the upcoming tour.This time is still very tense, and I have to practice dancing and familiarize myself with the songs, and go to the rehearsal to familiarize myself with the process. Basically, there is no free time.

For this reason, the long-lost all-night dance practice returned to the daily life of the five people.

Lu Yuzhou originally thought that these worries would not affect his work, but it was a pity that he thought the problem too simply, and his thoughts were too heavy. When he saw Yan Lin, the repressed emotions in his heart began to surge, which made him unable to concentrate at all. He tried to dance hard, but he made mistakes several times, even Yan Lin corrected him, and he still made mistakes when he danced again.

The degree of difficulty of the dance on the big tour is very high, and it is the highest degree of difficulty among all their previous performances.

In the past, Yanlin and the others didn't dare to make it up like this, but now Lu Yuzhou has made great progress. The four of them all thought that Lu Yuzhou could complete it, so they made it up like this.

Of course, I also asked Lu Yuzhou for his opinion before editing.Lu Yuzhou felt that dancing was really difficult, but for the sake of the stage effect and to give back to the fans and audience, he gritted his teeth and nodded, intending to face the difficulties.

It's a pity that he had something on his mind, and it was actually a task that could be completed, but he ended up jumping like this.

This time, the dance requires a very high degree of cooperation in the joint dance. If one person dances wrong, there is no way to continue.Even if you practice, you must practice with five people. There is no way to practice with one or four people.

Seeing that Lu Yuzhou was absent-minded and preoccupied, Yan Lin gestured to Qi Yangyu and the others to signal them to take a break, then he took Lu Yuzhou to sit aside, brought him water to drink, and asked him softly.

"Little Lu, are you tired recently? Are you still feeling unwell?"

"It's okay to jump wrong. Don't put too much pressure on yourself. There is still plenty of time. We can practice slowly. Don't be too impatient. Let's take a rest now."

Lu Yuzhou couldn't face Yan Lin at all, he didn't listen to what Yan Lin said, just bowed his head and silently drank water and nodded silently.He didn't dare to speak, because he was afraid that if he opened his mouth, he would impulsively ask something that shouldn't be asked directly.

Yan Lin could see that Lu Yuzhou had something on his mind, but he thought that Lu Yuzhou was so absent-minded because of those messy things on the Internet. After all, they can deal with those things on Weibo coldly, but Lu Yuzhou is the person involved, and this kid has a lot of thoughts, so he might still do it. It's not like he can regulate himself from those things while working.

In fact, Yan Lin also saw the hot search that day.

He has no attitude on the surface, but he is actually very happy in his heart.

He himself was not willing to test Lu Yuzhou's attitude, thinking that maybe this hot search could test out Lu Yuzhou's mind.But now seeing Lu Yuzhou's absent-minded appearance because of these messy things, he felt distressed after seeing it, and wished that there would be no such hot search.

Lu Yuzhou didn't say it himself, and Yan Lin didn't dare to bring it up to persuade him, but after thinking about it, he couldn't bear to let him be so restless, so he said to Lu Yuzhou: "You don't have to worry about too many things from the outside world, the voices from the outside world are too loud. There are too many, you don’t have to listen to it all, and you don’t have to care about it all, you just need to be yourself. Didn’t you say it yourself, nothing is important, the work is the most important.”

Yan Lin told Lu Yuzhou about his original intentions, and Lu Yuzhou thought silently that he had never changed or forgotten his original intentions.

But what disturbed him now was this man who was talking to him and enlightening him.He couldn't express his thoughts.

Lu Yuzhou didn't dare to look at Yan Lin, but he nodded very seriously. Facing Yan Lin, he had to be serious.But when he got serious, the feelings in his heart flooded again.

In fact, he could understand the meaning of Yan Lin's words. Yan Lin thought that he was influenced by those words on Weibo, but in fact, he must have been somewhat influenced.But the specific impact was different from what Yan Lin thought, and he couldn't explain it.

I thought, let Yan Lin misunderstand her like this.Maybe when Yan Lin knows the truth, he might not want to talk to him anymore.

Yan Lin didn't dare to say too much, so he just sat silently with Lu Yuzhou. Seeing that Lu Yuzhou was still a little distracted, he wanted to reach out and rub his head, but when he stretched his hand halfway, he suddenly remembered that this kid always hides lately. Seeing his touch, trying not to touch it as much as possible, he clicked his tongue in his heart, and took his hand back again.

But my heart is still puzzled, I don't know what happened to this child?

Could it be that it is because of the hot search, so I want to avoid suspicion?

But Yanlin thought again, Lu Yuzhou had been avoiding him since before the hot search, and he didn't know why.Yan Lin was thinking about it, but she couldn't be sure what the reason was.

To say that Yan Lin is also a guess with some self-doubt.I'm afraid it's not because he confessed his sexual orientation, which made the child have some thoughts in his heart, so he doesn't want to have too close contact with him?But Lu Yuzhou is such a soft-tempered and kind-hearted person, Yan Lin always feels that this is not the case.

He is not by nature a person who likes to guess. If it wasn't for the upcoming tour, he couldn't do too much. He really wanted to drag the kid to a place where no one was around and ask him carefully.It can also test the child's mind.

By the way, let me talk about what I didn't finish last time.He was thinking that there was no way for him and Lu Yuzhou to continue like this, it would be awkward to get along with each other, so he had to speak clearly.

Yan Lin thought, after this tour, she must find an opportunity to speak clearly.

At least Xiao Lu doesn't hate him, he can feel it, he has to show his heart first, and then protect him and take care of him, waiting for him to like him.Yanlin still has this confidence.

Here two people sit together and don't talk, while Qi Yangyu, Baijing and Xu Miao over there are three people who want to talk together, and it's not easy to talk.

It was quite quiet in the practice room, Yanlin and Lu Yuzhou could easily hear their words, but they couldn't hold back their words, and eye contact alone couldn't solve the problem, so the three of them found out their mobile phones at the same time.

Yan Lin had drawn a group of four to support Lu Yuzhou a long time ago, and later he was busy with the tour and did not disband, and now it came in handy.

In fact, in order to protect Lu Yuzhou, this group that no one has spoken for a long time is quite useful.

Xu Miao: Brother Yan comforted Xiao Lu, why is Xiao Lu still looking sleepy?It's been very cold recently. Did Xiao Lu catch a cold and feel unwell?

Bai Jing: I don't think he looks sick.

Qi Yangyu: Xiao Lu is a bit strange recently.Did you find out?He often avoids us playing with his mobile phone, and he doesn't know what he is looking at, laughing and sighing for a while.You can ask him, but he smiled again and didn't say anything.Moreover, he seems to have started avoiding Brother Yan recently.

Xu Miao: Yes, yes, I found out!And sometimes I saw him sneaking glances at Brother Yan, and turned his head quickly when I found out.It's just... really weird.Why is this?Just because of that hot search?Hey, I said, Xiao Lu won't take it seriously, will he?Does he really care?

Bai Jing: Distracted by popular searches?

Yanlin: Stop talking.That's all for today, let's not practice.Go back and rest first.

Yan Lin felt that if Lu Yuzhou was not in shape, it would be meaningless to continue practicing.Dance practice requires not only physical strength, but also a good state. If you are not in good shape, you will not practice well. Even though it is only after one o'clock in the afternoon, Yan Lin decisively gave Lu Yuzhou a vacation and gave him a few hours to relax. , adjust mood and status.

Yan Lin: Take a rest first, and I will let you know when you will practice again.Keep an eye on the news.When Xiao Lu is in good condition, we will continue.

Xu Miao: No problem!

Qi Yangyu: Good.

Bai Jing: OK.

Yan Lin couldn't persuade himself. He felt that Lu Yuzhou was still a little resistant to him. He thought that it was definitely not an option to continue like this, but it would definitely not work to leave Lu Yuzhou alone. Yan Lin was afraid that he would suffer from boredom, so he thought Xiong Xin.

The last time about Gao Qi, it seemed that they talked quite deeply. After all, Xiong Xin was Lu Yuzhou's manager, and it was better for him to persuade him to ask about some things than to ask himself.

Even though Yan Lin felt a little sour, after sending Lu Yuzhou back to rest, he made a separate phone call with Xiong Xin and explained the situation.

After they returned to City B, they still went back to the company's dormitory to live. Everyone lived together. If they went back now, they would definitely meet again. Qi Yangyu, Bai Jing, and Xu Miao were afraid of disturbing Lu Yuzhou, so the three of them ran to Went to rest in the rest room elsewhere, leaving all the space in the dormitory to Lu Yuzhou.

Yan Lin called Xiong Xin back from the conference room, but Xiong Xin hurried back to the conference room, but did not find Lu Yuzhou in the dormitory.

There was no one in the dormitory, and everything was clean and tidy, except that there was a half-human doll missing on Lu Yuzhou's bed.

Xiong Xin called Yan Lin. Yan Lin didn't go with Xiong Xin because Yan Lin had just received a call and wanted to leave the company for business. After listening to Xiong Xin's description, Yan Lin thought for a few seconds, and then said Tell Xiong Xin: "Go to the practice room on the top floor and look for it. Xiao Lu should be there. The practice room is not used. If he locks the door and won't open the door, you tell him to come out and say that Auntie is coming to clean up. , he is good and will open the door for you."

Yan Lin said the floor and number, and after Xiong Xin wrote it down, he hung up the phone: "I have something to go to the Public Security Bureau now. I'll look for you when I come back."

After a few more words, the two hung up the phone.

Xiong Xin did find Lu Yuzhou according to Yan Lin's method.

Looking at Lu Yuzhou holding the half-human doll, Xiong Xin clicked his tongue twice: "Yan Lin is really right, you are really here."

Lu Yuzhou blinked: "Brother Yan asked Fat Brother to come and find me?"

Thinking about it, who would teach Xiong Xin to trick him into opening the door except Yan Lin?It was also because he was so easy to deceive that he opened the door for Xiong Xin again.

Xiong Xin sighed, walked in and closed the door, and motioned to Lu Yuzhou to find a place to sit down and chat: "He said you are good, and I think you are pretty good too. You look like a child when you hold this bear. Who would have thought you would have this time?"

"It's no wonder people have said that this very obedient person, once something happens, he needs to spend some time thinking about it."

"Little Lu, what's wrong with you? Don't tell Yan Lin anything, or tell me, my manager?"

"In your current state, if you resolve it by yourself, you will definitely not be able to resolve it. Why don't you just talk to me, and maybe it will be good to talk about it?"

Xiong Xin was still persuasive, but Lu Yuzhou was particularly decisive.

As if a drowning person caught/caught driftwood, his pair of beautiful big eyes immediately fixed on Xiong Xin: "Fat brother, you said before that you are my manager, so what can I say? I told you everything, right?"

Xiong Xin nodded: "Yes."

With a serious expression, Lu Yuzhou hugged the doll and sat down opposite Xiong Xin: "Brother Fat, I really have a problem. You have to help me."

"Tell me. What's the matter?" Seeing Lu Yuzhou's solemn expression, Xiong Xin suddenly felt something was wrong.

Lu Yuzhou's serious appearance doesn't seem to be because of a hot search at all, does it?Could it be something else?

Lu Yuzhou said with a straight face, "Brother Fat, I have encountered relationship problems."