He is soft and cowardly [entertainment circle]

It was not the first time that Lu Yuzhou sang in front of so many people.He participated in the show twice and went on tour twice. He is used to singing under the gaze of everyone, and even the feeling of the spotlight shining on his body.

But this time it was very different.

After singing all the songs, he was led by Yan Lin to the parking lot. He still came back to his senses in a dizzy state. He always had the feeling of floating on the clouds, and his feet seemed to be stepping on cotton. It looks like it's on, and it's a little fluttering.

This is of course not because Yan Lin sang the two passionate songs, but because of the emotion that Yan Lin sang when he sang, especially when Lu Yuzhou was standing next to Yan Lin when he sang the first song. Beside him, he was held by Yan Lin, completely facing all of Yan Lin's movements and eyes.

The emotion of that song was so passionate, Lu Yuzhou recalled the appearance of Yan Lin when he sang, he really had a feeling that Yan Lin was confessing to him.

Of course, he knew very well that this was his illusion.But the emotion that Yan Lin put into singing at that time was really easy to be misunderstood.

Lu Yuzhou was weak-minded and weak-willed, so he was easily substituted into it. Until now, he was still deluded and addicted to it.From time to time, he sneaked a look at Yan Lin who was leading him forward, thinking that Yan Lin is really good, a person like Yan Lin who can sing with emotion at any time should also have good acting skills. Lu Yuzhou felt that Yan Lin was very talented in acting as an actor.

The staff of the gymnasium sent them to them and politely said goodbye and went back.

Yan Lin and the others left, but pulled Lu Yuzhou to the other side.

Lu Yuzhou was a little confused, isn't their car right here?Where would Yan Lin take him?

Yan Lin glanced back at Lu Yuzhou, and explained to him in a low voice: "Xiao Wu sent a message, too many people are squatting outside. Let's go back in another car. Let Xiao Wu drive away in a while, and we will go out from there."

Yan Lin, who had made the decision to get a big one, took the time to send Xiao Wu a message when he was still in the gymnasium, asking him to get the car ready outside and be ready to take them out at any time.

Yan Lin didn't drive this time, the person brought by Xiao Wu had a driver, Yan Lin got into the car and sat in the back row with Lu Yuzhou, and then put down the partition, the driver concentrated on driving at the front, and he could stay with Lu Yuzhou in the car. Talk quietly behind.

Lu Yuzhou felt better when he got in the car. When he came back to his senses, he noticed that Yan Lin was still holding his hand. He was so embarrassed that he quickly took his hand out of Yan Lin's hand.

Yan Lin didn't stop him either, just followed him with a smile.

Lu Yuzhou's face was a little red. In order not to be noticed by Yan Lin, he took his hand out of Yan Lin's hand and quickly went to his backpack to take away Yan Lin's hat and sunglasses. Come out and want to return it to Yanlin.

It was Yan Lin's car that Xiao Wu arranged for, and Lu Yuzhou handed the things over with both hands, Yan Lin gave him a look with a smile, stretched out his hands to take them, and casually put them on the empty seat in front of him.

Yan Lin smiled and said: "It's past two o'clock, Yang Yu and the others have already eaten, and they have made arrangements for their two-day vacation. We haven't eaten yet, so we won't call them. I've made a reservation, and the two of us Let's go to eat first, go back to rest after eating, and see how to arrange it later."

After the two tours, the five people and the staff are actually very tired, but there are still several tours to come. We can't relax at this time, and it is impossible to give everyone a big vacation, so we gave two days off.

It is impossible to go out of town or go home in two days, and it is enough for everyone to rest in G City for two days, and then after the rest, they will move to the next tour venue together.

Today's game in the gymnasium ended at ten o'clock, and it happened to be lunch time after I came out.But because Yan Lin took Lu Yuzhou up and sang two songs, the end time is now late.

Yan Lin was afraid that Lu Yuzhou would be hungry, so he deliberately found out the small snacks he kept in the car before, and handed them to Lu Yuzhou, letting him eat first to fill his stomach.

Yan Lin also smiled: "I know you haven't eaten meat for a long time, so I'm happy today. My brother will make an exception for you and take you to eat meat. You can eat whatever you want, just order it, okay?"

Lu Yuzhou was really hungry, he took two bites of snacks, his eyes lit up when he heard Yan Lin's words: "Really?"

It was really difficult for him. He hadn't eaten much meat for such a long time. No wonder he couldn't hide his excitement when he heard about meat now.

Yan Lin laughed again: "Of course it's true, can I still lie to you?"

He could tell that with Lu Yuzhou's physical fitness, he wouldn't gain weight by eating such a meal of meat, not to mention that they would start practicing dance day and night again in two days, and eating just this one time would not make them fat. fine.

And Yan Lin is really happy.Just now Lu Yuzhou was too obedient, obediently let him hold hands, and sang the whole time, he successfully 'provoked' selfishness in front of Gao Qi, how could he not be happy?

Lu Yuzhou was also happy, his eyes sparkled: "Thank you Brother Yan!"

After eating two more bites of snacks, Lu Yuzhou went to visit Yan Lin again, chewing like a little hamster with puffed cheeks, Yan Lin looked at him, and when he finished eating, he saw Lu Yuzhou looking at him with a softer voice Smiled obediently: "Also, thank you for what happened just now, Brother Yan."

Yan Lin was amused by his appearance: "We have known each other for so long, I don't know how many times I have heard you say thank you."

Lu Yuzhou also felt that he was too polite, he pursed his lips, feeling really embarrassed.Yan Lin has helped him so many times, each time unconditionally, he seems to have nothing in return except to say thank you, and Yan Lin has never asked him for anything.

But after careful calculation, he still owes Yanlin a favor.But I don't know how to pay it back, or what to pay it back.

Yan Lin saw that his eating speed slowed down, and smiled again: "Do you think you owe me a lot?"

The child couldn't hide the thought on his face, but Yan Lin could see through it at a glance.

Lu Yuzhou thought for a while, then nodded.

Yan Lin laughed again: "Forget about the previous things, there is nothing to say, but this time, you owe me a lot. You have to pay me back this favor."

Lu Yuzhou always wanted to repay Yan Lin, so he immediately put down the snacks in his hand and asked, "I will pay you back as Brother Yan said."

Yan Lin really liked Lu Yuzhou's obedient appearance, so he teased him with a smile: "That's what you said. Whatever I ask later, you have to answer me truthfully."

"Well, I don't need you to do anything for me. I just want to ask you a few questions. As long as you say it, the matter will be over, and I will let you go. "

Lu Yuzhou felt blessed for a moment, and he suddenly had a premonition that Yan Lin wanted to ask something.When we were in the gymnasium just now, due to the rush of time, Yan Lin agreed to help him but didn't ask anything. At that time, Lu Yuzhou was mentally prepared.

Yan Lin definitely didn't understand the matter between him and Gao Qi, and there were a lot of questions involved in it. If he was Yan Lin, he would definitely have to find time to ask clearly.

Since Lu Yuzhou was prepared in his heart, he was not afraid of Yan Lin asking. He blinked and looked at Yan Lin, waiting for him to ask.

Yan Lin looked at Lu Yuzhou with a smile, and asked him directly: "You don't like Gao Qi, do you?"

Lu Yuzhou was taken aback, he didn't expect Yan Lin to be the first to ask this question.

He nodded after being stunned, with a slightly unnatural expression: "Well, I don't like Gao Qi."

After thinking about it, he couldn't help but add, "Brother Yan, is the liking you mentioned the kind of liking I understand?"

Yan Lin smiled but said, "What do you understand to like? The like I said is the kind of like Gao Qi has for you."

Lu Yuzhou snorted, feeling a little embarrassed, wondering if he was asking too much.

Yan Lin stared at Lu Yuzhou, and asked him again: "You don't like Gao Qi, so what do you like? Do you like men or women?"

Lu Yuzhou was stunned again, and after he was stunned, he couldn't help asking: "Brother Yan, is this what you wanted to ask?"

Yan Lin's question was completely different from what he originally thought.He never thought that Yan Lin's focus was here.

Yan Lin laughed again: "Otherwise what should I ask?"

Lu Yuzhou bit his lip, and now that the words have come to this point, he threw out the word "counseling" and simply said, "Brother Yan doesn't think it's strange that Gao Qi likes me? Gao Qi Qi doesn't like women but likes me. Brother Yan, don't you have any ideas about homosexuality?"

Yan Lin suddenly realized: "Oh, that's what you thought in your heart. You think I might have some thoughts about you because of this, don't you?"

Lu Yuzhou didn't speak, but he obviously acquiesced.

In fact, before he realized that he fell in love with Yan Lin, he had this worry in his heart.That was the first time when the black hot search came, Lu Yuzhou was very afraid that Yan Lin would find out that he liked men, and he was also afraid that Yan Lin would discriminate against homosexuals.

From then on, other people's thoughts seemed to be okay, but he cared about Yan Lin's thoughts very much.

Now that the words were spoken, Lu Yuzhou was still uneasy in his heart, and the hand holding the snack bag crumpled the snack bag.

Seeing Lu Yuzhou's nervous look, Yan Lin felt a little distressed, he stretched out his hand and rubbed Lu Yuzhou's head, and said in a friendly tone, "What are you thinking about all day long in your little head?"

"I don't discriminate against homosexuals, nor do I fear homophobia. We've been together for so long, don't you see my position? Gao Qi likes you, why should I be surprised? You are so nice, and you sing so well, people You look so good-looking, why can’t Gao Qi like you? Not to mention Gao Qi, as far as our netizens are concerned, aren’t they all fans of you? As for whether you like men or women, there is nothing worth mentioning This is a very normal thing, who stipulates that men can't like men?"

Yan Lin always knew that Lu Yuzhou had a heavy heart, but he didn't expect this incident to have such a serious impact on his heart.Yan Lin felt a little regretful that she didn't tell him thoroughly before.He was also negligent, he only cared about supporting him and protecting him on Weibo, but he didn't care to clearly express his position in front of this child face to face, causing the child to think so much.

He thought, while probing, he might as well explain clearly today.

Yan Lin looked at Lu Yuzhou in a daze, so he pinched Lu Yuzhou's earlobe before he could react.The ear/lobe is small, but the flesh is very soft, just like the imagined hand/feel.

This time Lu Yuzhou didn't hide, Yan Lin pinched for a moment to be satisfied, but before Lu Yuzhou could react, he quietly withdrew his hand.

"I have been in the circle for almost five or six years. I have seen a lot of love affairs. Not to mention in the circle, it is a very common thing in society and life. Xiao Lu, you don't need There is too much psychological pressure. The past is the past, you have to look forward. Isn’t it good now, everything is getting better.”

"Take me for example. I like men. You didn't mention it before, so I didn't say it. Now that I've talked about it, I'm not afraid to tell you. I just like men."

Yan Lin thought about it and wanted to get Lu Yuzhou.The first is to prevent people who covet Lu Yuzhou with ulterior motives from approaching him again; the second is that he must stand firmly at the place closest to Lu Yuzhou; the third is to let Lu Yuzhou know his heart.

Confessing to Lu Yuzhou his newly awakened sexuality is a crucial step.

Yan Lin's words shocked Lu Yuzhou.

Yan Lin does not discriminate against homosexuality, Yan Lin likes men, these two messages are like two bombs that exploded in Lu Yuzhou's heart one after another.

Yan Lin didn't speak any more, and allowed Lu Yuzhou to relax for a while.

Lu Yuzhou slowed down, and he didn't believe Yan Lin's words: "...Brother Yan, didn't you just coax me to make me feel at ease?"

Yan Lin has been in the circle for so long, and has never had any scandals with anyone, let alone men or women, and has never had any ambiguous relationship with anyone.There was no news of a relationship, at least Lu Yuzhou didn't know about it.

Lu Yuzhou thought about it, and doubted himself a little. He had only known Yan Lin for less than three months. How could he know if Yan Lin was really like that?Maybe someone had a relationship in private?

In fact, at the beginning, in order to avoid delusional thoughts in his heart, Lu Yuzhou didn't allow himself to think about such things.He didn't dare to speculate too much, for fear that if he thought too much, it would be even more uncomfortable in the future.

But now knowing that Yan Lin is a person who loves people in addition to work, career, and music, his heart can't be suppressed.

Yan Lin said that he likes men, so has he ever liked men?

Yan Lin laughed: "What am I coaxing you to do?"

Yan Lin was really afraid that Lu Yuzhou would think too much, so he explained to him in detail, "If I didn't say it before, I didn't bother to talk about it. I thought you could see it from my usual behavior/things, but I didn't expect you to not see it. I just found out that I like men. I haven't told anyone about it yet. You are...you are the second. However, I don't want to tell anyone about it. You just need to know, Don't tell anyone about it."

Lu Yuzhou nodded quickly, expressing that he would never mention it to others.

Lu Yuzhou was really a little confused.

Yan Lin said that he only recently discovered that he likes men, so how did he find out?

He also said that he hadn't told anyone about it, but said he was the second to know about it, so who was the first?Is it a man?

Is it the man he likes?

There were a lot of questions in Lu Yuzhou's mind, but now he was too timid to ask them, he could only think in his mind.

He has never had a crush on anyone in his life, and this is the first time.But this first crush, Lu Yuzhou felt that it was too difficult, and he was really worried to death.

But he was a cowardly person, so he plucked up the courage to test the big one, but his courage was exhausted, and if he was asked to go all out and ask, he felt like dodging and evading.

He knows too well that people's words are scary, and he really doesn't have the heart to pursue love. Even if everything is really getting better, he doesn't dare to take risks here.He just hoped that Yan Lin would be fine and not be dragged down by him.

A person like Yan Lin should stand on the radiant stage and do what he wants to do, work hard for the career he loves, and everything else should not interfere with him.

Compared with Lu Yuzhou's endless twists and turns, Yan Lin had a heart of chasing after the victory. He saw Lu Yuzhou lowered his head and couldn't see Lu Yuzhou's expression. Thinking about this matter, Lu Yuzhou probably had to slow down for a while. Damn, but with Lu Yuzhou, it's definitely not a big deal.

Yan Lin didn't want him to think too much, he didn't notice Lu Yuzhou's strangeness at all, and said with a smile: "You asked me before, it's your turn to answer my question. We just agreed, you have to answer my question truthfully The problem, don't tell lies."

Yan Lin repeated the question again, smiled and waited for Lu Yuzhou to speak.

Lu Yuzhou didn't dare to raise his head, for fear that Yan Lin would see through his thoughts, but it was considered impolite for him not to look at someone while talking. He struggled for a while, but he still raised his head. Yan Lin smiled softly.

Lu Yuzhou's heart was pounding uncontrollably. He hesitated for a moment, he didn't want to lie and he didn't have the confidence to say it directly, so he mumbled and whispered: "...I don't know what I like. I'm still young. Can't talk about love."

After finishing speaking, Lu Yuzhou couldn't help scolding himself in his heart, he was so nervous, he said some random things.

That's it, can Yan Lin believe it?

Unexpectedly, Yan Lin didn't get angry, and didn't ask him. Instead, he smiled softly at him, and touched his head very gently.

"You're right, our little Lu is still young, so don't worry. When you grow up, you will know what you like. When you think about what you like, remember to be the first to tell brother. Brother is waiting for you. "

Yan Lin was still unwilling to force him.This child is too thoughtful, Yan Lin is still afraid of frightening him.

Anyway, he had said all he had to say.He will always be by this child's side in the future, and he will not leave. He is waiting for the child to understand his intentions.He believes that this day will not be too long.

Yan Lin felt a feeling.It turns out that liking someone is so willing to look forward to and wait for his review.He likes Lu Yuzhou and is willing to wait for him to fall in love.

Lu Yuzhou's eyes were sour, his heart was sweet, and he was so moved that he wanted to cry. He really couldn't stand Yan Lin being so gentle to him.

When he thinks that Yan Lin will be so gentle to the person he likes, he feels a little uncomfortable.

His heart was sweet and sour, and his breath was stuck in his heart. Yanlin's gentle touch/his head made him a little uncontrollable. blurted out.

"Brother Yan, do you have someone you like now?"