He is soft and cowardly [entertainment circle]

After Lu Yuzhou went to see Lu Yan and came back, he would have nightmares whenever he slept for the past few days.

It takes a long time to recover after waking up.The pictures that often appear in dreams are people with blurred faces, staring at him and saying those harsh words, he ran desperately, but he couldn't escape, and he could only escape when he was caught up. After waking up in panic, I found myself lying on the bed/bed covered in sweat.

Visiting Lu Yan and meeting Cheng Zi and Gao Qi reminded him of many things from the past.Those good times slipped through the fingers like quicksand, and all that remained were the gossip, abuse and slander of Lu Yuzhou by those classmates after Lu Yan passed away.

Lu Yuzhou has not been in a good mood for the past few days. In order to have the best performance on the tour, he often spends more time in the practice room for extra practice. It has been a long time since he checked Weibo. Haven't read the comments, or paid attention to anything else.

The videos and pictures Xu Miao showed him, and the words he said, gave Lu Yuzhou a new strength to break free from the shackles to a large extent.

Xu Miao patted Lu Yuzhou on the back lightly: "Okay, okay. Don't be so polite, I'm just telling you this to make you happier."

"Little Lu, do you feel happy now?"

Lu Yuzhou let go of Xu Miao, and smiled sweetly at him: "Well, I'm happy."

Xu Miao laughed: "Okay, as long as you're happy. The performance is about to start, let's go back. Otherwise, Brother Yan will start to rush again later."

Lu Yuzhou followed Xu Miao and walked back. He looked back at the fan ticket gate for the last time. It was a coincidence that with just one glance, he saw Gao Qi who was entering the gate. Gao Qi at the gate walked over to the support check-in place, punched his card there, and even said a few words to the fans gathered there, and then walked in slowly, and Lu Yuzhou couldn't see him either.

Since Lu Yuzhou left, he never took the initiative to think about the people and events of N University.

After he dropped out of school, he automatically excluded everything in N University from his life.He never thought about what it would be like after he left.As if these things had nothing to do with him, he didn't think he was important enough to have any impact on the people there after leaving.

But after all, he was admitted to the Chinese Department of N University by himself.When he was in the second year of high school, he set a goal to go to N University to study, and stay away from everything that he hates and dislikes here.

He devoted his time and energy, and at the same time, paved his heart with longing and longing for college life, which was the beginning of his free and independent life.Who knows that it was broken not long after I went there.

The loss and pain in his heart are also real.So sometimes he still thinks, if he can go back, if his environment can be improved, that would actually be a very good thing.

But he didn't know, and he didn't ask anyone, what changed in N after he left.

This was the first time he had heard it mentioned, especially by Xu Miao, that in N University, there were also his fans, and there were also people who liked him.

This made Lu Yuzhou a little curious about what N University would be like after he left.But such a little bit of curiosity is like a shy and timid tentacles, not enough to support Lu Yuzhou to take the initiative to ask people about those things.

Today is FII's special tour, the atmosphere is very warm, and the scene is also very exciting.

Lu Yuzhou was very happy in the first place. He was ignited by the atmosphere of the scene after he came on stage. All the singing and dancing were done very well, and he did not hinder the team at all.

Just because of this, Lu Yuzhou is quite satisfied with himself.This shows that the previous day and night training was not in vain.

After the performance of the five people, it's time for the individual performance.

Lu Yuzhou had 15 minutes to interact with tens of thousands of fans on the stage alone, and he would sing three songs.

These three songs are all his original slow songs. There is no need to dance. He just wants to stand quietly on the stage and sing the songs he wrote for everyone.

Lu Yuzhou, who had changed out of his costume and wore a plaid shirt and black trousers, stood in the middle of the stage looking very clean and fresh. He was still panting just after dancing.

Looking at the light board with his name written on it underneath, Lu Yuzhou felt a little emotional, and his beautiful big eyes sparkled slightly: "I have always wanted to sing well for everyone. Thank you for all the help My people, let me have this opportunity to sing here for you. The three songs I will sing today are all written by myself. ",Hope you like it."

Lu Yuzhou's old guitar with broken strings has been replaced. After he had money on his card, he took the time to buy his favorite limited edition. He also brought it with him for this tour. He wants to be quiet. sat on stage and sang on his new guitar.

As soon as Lu Yuzhou's voice fell, the fans in the audience held up his light board, shouted his name loudly, and said Lu Yuzhou I love you loudly, and when Lu Yuzhou sat down, the fans in the audience also Gradually calmed down, holding a light sign and looking at him eagerly, quietly waiting for him to sing.

The lights of the audience dimmed, and a beam of chasing light came down from the top of the stage and landed on Lu Yuzhou's body. In the entire venue, he was the only one shining.

Lu Yuzhou couldn't see the fans in the audience, he could only see the fluorescent sticks and the light boards with his name written on it, at the moment when the prelude to the music started, Lu Yuzhou suddenly felt that the scene in front of him was so beautiful .

The first song is "Eight Suffering".When the prelude was halfway through, Lu Yuzhou was already immersed in the emotion of the song, and everything outside would no longer affect him, and he would use his whole heart to complete his singing.

After "Eight Sufferings" was created, Lu Yuzhou only sang it when he came for an interview, and that time he sang it was not the whole song, but the first half plus the chorus part at the end, which was incomplete due to limited time.

After the composition was completed, he did not take it out and post it on Weibo. Except for those who were present at the time, no one has heard him sing "Eight Sufferings" again.In this tour, everyone has the opportunity to perform three songs alone, and Lu Yuzhou wanted to sing "Eight Suffering" and two other songs that had never been released before.

Regarding this point, he had a meeting with the tour team and Yan Lin, and they all supported Lu Yuzhou very much.

Moreover, even if it was a slow song, they were not worried that Lu Yuzhou would bring down the atmosphere of the tour. After all, the singing and dancing for more than an hour had already ignited the atmosphere of the scene. Afterwards, Lu Yuzhou was the first to perform alone. At this time, the scene needs to be quiet and listen to the song to adjust. After all, Xu Miao, Bai Jing, Qi Yangyu and Yan Lin, all four of them are singing, dancing or rapping, not Lu Yuzhou's quiet and pure singing.

After the three songs were sung, Lu Yuzhou stood up with his guitar in his arms. Facing the tsunami after the lights came on, Lu Yuzhou smiled shyly: "Thank you. My singing is over. I am very happy if you like me." .”

During the whole process, Lu Yuzhou yelled that he liked it again, and Lu Yuzhou laughed again: "We didn't host the solo stage this time, they told me to finish singing my cue. So, my song is finished now, thank you for listening to my singing. The next one to be on stage is Xu Miao. He brought his performance, and I look forward to it as much as you. Please welcome Brother Xu to the stage."

When Lu Yuzhou stepped off the stage, he puffed up his mouth and exhaled softly. He thought that no one would see him, but the big screen happened to capture a close-up of him stepping off the stage. At that time, Xu Miao hadn't walked to the middle of the stage. The look of exhaling from the mouth caused another commotion in the audience.

Some fans shouted from below: "Xiao Lu, Ma Ma loves you!"

The voice was quite loud, and Xu Miao, who was standing in the middle of the stage, could hear it, before the music started, Xu Miao pointed in that direction with her index finger, and said with a smile on the microphone: "My friend, you are very discerning. We all love Xiao Lu."

As soon as he spoke, the audience laughed and shouted, and the atmosphere suddenly became active.

Xu Miao didn't control the stage either, the audience alternately yelled his and Lu Yuzhou's names, the lights of the two were waved wildly by the fans, Xu Miao just smiled at the audience, and opened the stage amidst the cool stage art. gave his solo singing and dancing performance.

Lu Yuzhou had already stepped off the stage, and he didn't hear anything shouted there, only heard Xu Miao's words, he was still a little unaccustomed to being confessed in public like this, he was a little shy when he was happy, he pursed his lips and smiled, his face was still a little red .

Lu Yuzhou sang and danced for more than an hour. He changed his clothes and continued to sing his three songs without much rest. He was a little out of breath at first, but now he was a little hypoxic due to excitement, and his eyes looked a little small. Halos require hydration and rest.

The staff at the scene were all staring at Xu Miao's performance in front, and they were also preparing for the appearance of Qi Yangyu, Bai Jingyanlin and the others. Lu Yuzhou couldn't go to them at this time, so as not to disturb the waiting of the three of them.

Xiong Xin took him to a special lounge after he stepped off the stage, asked him to change clothes, sit down to drink water and rest, and needed to replenish his energy after singing. Xiong Xin didn't dare to give him too much food. He dared to put everything in front of him after consulting a nutritionist.

The live performance can be seen in the lounge, and Lu Yuzhou sat and drank water to rest while watching the performance of the other four.

When it was Yanlin's time, Lu Yuzhou got up, went to the locker room to change clothes, and then went to join Xu Miao, Bai Jingqi Yangyu, ready to go on stage and give everyone the final ending with Yanlin.

Lu Yuzhou actually felt quite a pity in his heart. In order to gather with everyone for this ending, he didn't even watch Yan Lin's singing and dancing of the second song.When he got to the backstage waiting here, Yan Lin had already started the performance of the third song.

Lu Yuzhou sneaked a look on the stage, and saw the shining man on the stage dancing handsomely, sweating heartily, he couldn't help but feel love in his heart, and suddenly he was very envious of those fanatical fans sitting below the stage them.

I envy them that they can shout out their love for Yan Lin and express their love to him openly.

And him?There is love in my heart, but I dare not open my mouth and dare not speak out.