He is soft and cowardly [entertainment circle]

Looking into Yan Lin's eyes, Lu Yuzhou suddenly had the feeling that he couldn't escape Yan Lin's palm.

He couldn't refute Yan Lin's words, and he nodded obediently under Yan Lin's gaze. Seeing Yan Lin smiling in satisfaction, he felt uncontrollably happy.

In fact, he still likes to be close to Yan Lin.

Yan Lin touched/touched Lu Yuzhou's hair: "Hey, let's go to dance practice."

Yan Lin still had something to go out, after Lu Yuzhou left, he took a deep look at Qi Yangyu next to him, and then left.

Qi Yangyu was actually a little confused by Yan Lin's question.

Frankly speaking, when Lu Yuzhou was aggressively questioned by Yan Lin, he subconsciously wanted to admit his mistake.Although Yan Lin was only one year older than him, his aura full of aura shocked him immediately.

Qi Yangyu didn't expect Yan Lin to be so domineering in teaching Lu Yuzhou to dance. Hearing what Yan Lin said just now, it seems that Lu Yuzhou is not allowed to find others, only Lu Yuzhou is allowed to find him, and only he is allowed to teach Lu Yuzhou to dance. No one else is allowed to interfere.

Yan Lin gave him a deep look before leaving for the last time, which seemed to mean this. There was staring and oppressive eyes in his eyes, and there were some warnings in his eyes.

It was as if Lu Yuzhou belonged to Yan Lin, and Yan Lin warned him not to touch it.

This is not right, this is not right at all, Qi Yangyu thought.

I don't know when it started, Yan Lin became more and more domineering in the matter of Lu Yuzhou. While he protected Lu Yuzhou tightly, he also domineeringly forbade anyone from approaching him. It was okay before, but this time it was even worse.

It's obviously a very small matter, why does Yan Lin care so much about it?He didn't necessarily want to teach Lu Yuzhou how to dance, but Yan Lin's reaction to this matter was really a bit extreme.

It would be wrong to say that Yan Lin was more vigilant because of the things Lu Yuzhou encountered before, after all, Qi Yangyu is not a bad person, they are teammates, and he will not harm Lu Yuzhou.

Why did Yan Lin do this?

Qi Yangyu felt that there was something wrong with it. Yanlin's reaction seemed to be insufficient to explain that they were teammates, but he couldn't find a reasonable explanation. Qi Yangyu couldn't figure this out, but he couldn't find anyone to ask. No one said it was appropriate, so I had to bury these questions in my heart and never mentioned them.

The temperature here in City H has been cooling down for the past few days, and it's raining every day.

Afraid of traffic jams, Lu Yuzhou set off at five o'clock. It was still raining outside when he set off. When he arrived at the cemetery at 06:30, the rain just stopped.

The cemetery is a bit far from the urban area. Today is a working day, and it is not a holiday, so there are no people in the cemetery.

The environment of this cemetery is very good. It was built on a hill, and Lu Yan was buried on the top of the hill.The car can be driven halfway up the mountain, and then a section of the road to the top of the mountain is planned for the cemetery, so those who come to pay homage need to walk up by themselves.

Although there was no one there, Xiong Xin still asked Lu Yuzhou to put on his mask and hat. After all, when they came out, there was an illegitimate car following them. Xiao Wu was good at driving, and he threw people off halfway.

But just in case, Lu Yuzhou still couldn't just show his face and be recognized outside.He is still quite popular now, and he can't take it lightly in the cemetery. If someone recognizes him and takes a photo and spreads it, it will not only be bad for himself, but also bad for Lu Yan.

Lu Yuzhou didn't want to affect the tranquility of Lu Yan because of his own reasons, and make the situation that had finally calmed down become noisy again.

He obediently put on his hat and mask, took an umbrella and opened the door to get out of the car.

When Lu Yuzhou saw that Xiong Xin and Xiao Wu also got out of the car, he was stunned for a moment, didn't he agree that he would go there alone?

Xiong Xin and Xiao Wu each took an umbrella. Seeing that the sky was getting dark, they each held a flashlight in their hands. They were afraid that they would not be able to see the road when it was dark. Xiong Xin saw Lu Yuzhou's eyes. in doubt.

He said: "Xiao Wu and I will not accompany you up. We will wait for you below. However, we can't be too far away from you, we have to stay where we can see you, so we have to go forward , I have to find an inconspicuous place where I can see you."

As Xiong Xin said, he also handed Lu Yuzhou a flashlight, but Lu Yuzhou didn't pick it up, it was too conspicuous to use a flashlight in the cemetery, and he was still holding a small flower basket for Lu Yan in his hand, he had nowhere to take the flashlight, so he simply I gave Xiong Xin a hint that it can also be illuminated with a mobile phone.

Both Xiong Xin and Xiao Wu came to this cemetery for the first time, but they didn't know it. In fact, after nightfall in this cemetery, there will be small street lights along the way, so that it won't be too dark to see the road.It’s just that it has just rained. Although the stone steps on the mountain road are very smooth, it has just rained and the ground is a bit wet/slippery. You still need to pay attention when walking.

Lu Yuzhou walked up the mountain steps with an umbrella in his arms and a small flower basket in his arms. Xiong Xin and Xiao Wu stopped at the stone bench where he confessed to rest halfway, and watched him slowly walk towards the tombstone where Lu Yan was buried.

Lu Yuzhou walked relatively slowly, and it was exactly seven o'clock when he arrived at Lu Yan's tombstone.

The small street lights had already been turned on, and Lu Yuzhou took out the wet wipes he had prepared in advance, and carefully cleaned up Lu Yan's tombstone.

There was no dust on the paper towels. Lu Yuzhou put away the used paper towels before putting down the small flower basket and putting them together with the large bouquets of flowers in front of Lu Yan's tombstone.

Today is the anniversary of Lu Yan's death. Seeing how clean the tombstone is and the flowers, someone must have come to see Lu Yan during the day.

That's great, Lu Yuzhou thought.There are still people who remember Lu Yan, think about Lu Yan, and even come to see him, and have not forgotten him, which is really good.

Lu Yuzhou was not sure, looking at the very clean tombstone, he thought, maybe Lu Yan's parents had already visited Lu Yan during the day.

City H is no longer allowed to burn ghost coins when commemorating deceased relatives and friends. In order to protect the environment, reduce pollution, and promote civilized commemoration, it is basically sending flowers to express the grief of the living people.

Lu Yuzhou touched the small tree planted in front of the tombstone, and said softly, "Yanyan, I'm here to see you."

There is no one else here, and his voice is not loud, so no one else can hear him talking to Lu Yan.

In the quiet night, Lu Yuzhou talked softly with his good friend about his life for more than a year, as if Lu Yan was still alive.However, no one could respond to him briskly anymore.

"Yanyan, I want to tell you something, I have someone I like."

Lu Yuzhou smiled a little shyly, "You used to say that liking someone feels really good, and it would be sweet in your heart. I didn't understand it at the time. However, I seem to understand it now. Yes, sometimes it's really sweet. "

Lu Yuzhou didn't say much, he just wanted to share his feelings with Lu Yan.He hadn't thought about telling Yan Lin about this unrequited love, and he didn't know what the outcome would be. He just wanted to tell Lu Yan that he had fallen in love with someone.

Lu Yuzhou said a few more words to Lu Yan, and then stopped talking.

From the suspension to the present, even counting the period before the accident, in the past year or so, he seldom had quiet time.

This kind of tranquility refers not only to the external environment, but also to his inner peace.He has been adjusting himself all the time, from his mind to his body. It has been more than a year, and it is only now that he feels that he has slowly returned to the calm he should have.

The air after the rain was very fresh. Lu Yuzhou stood quietly in front of Lu Yan's tombstone, facing the tombstone. Occasionally, he looked at the sky, at the small street lights, and at the silence of the garden. He could see Xiong Xin and The place where Xiao Wu was was not so scary.

He thought, after finally coming out, he could spend more time with Lu Yan.

Even if he didn't have anything to say, he still wanted to spend more time with him, just like when they were in school, when the two of them sat together, even if they didn't say anything, they felt happy and content in their hearts.

He turned on the phone screen to check the time, it was 07:30.

Cheng Zi hasn't come yet.

Lu Yuzhou pursed his lips and thought, maybe Cheng Zi has already been here.Maybe Cheng Zi didn't want to see him at all.After all, since the last message, Cheng Zi never contacted him again, and he was afraid of disturbing Cheng Zi, so he never sent Cheng Zi any more messages.

When commemorating the deceased, it is easy to think of the past.Just when Lu Yuzhou couldn't help thinking about some past events, he suddenly heard footsteps behind him.

He turned around to look, and in the dim light of the street lamps, two people slowly walked up the steps from the bottom up to the cemetery, the first one was Cheng Zi who hadn't seen each other for more than a year.

Lu Yuzhou couldn't help but took a few steps forward to meet him: "You're here."

Lu Yuzhou was quite happy to see his old friend appear.Cheng Zi looked much better than when the accident happened more than a year ago. Although he hadn't completely recovered his former sunny boy appearance, he was already much better than the decadent look he had when he dropped out of school.

Cheng Zi didn't speak, his eyes fell on Lu Yuzhou, he nodded faintly, then passed Lu Yuzhou, and went to Lu Yan's tombstone.

After Cheng Zi walked over, Lu Yuzhou turned his attention to the person behind Cheng Zi. When he saw the appearance of that person, he was surprised.

"Gao Qi?"

When he was in N University, Lu Yan fell in love with Cheng Zi, and Lu Yuzhou met Cheng Zi's good friend Gao Qi because of this.

Cheng Zi is the president of the basketball club and the captain of the school basketball team, and Gao Qi is the center of the basketball team.The two of them were classmates in high school, and they were admitted to the Department of Mathematics of N University together. The four of them often play together, and the relationship is really good.

After Lu Yan's accident, Cheng Zi dropped out of school, and Lu Yuzhou took a leave of absence soon after. Only Gao Qi stayed in N University to continue his studies.

Inspired by Lu Yan, Lu Yuzhou opened his mind and realized that he likes men. From this, he discovered Gao Qi's thoughts on him.Before the accident, Lu Yan also told Lu Yuzhou that Gao Qi must like him, but Lu Yuzhou didn't say anything at that time.

When the four played together, there was no barrier because of this.

Gao Qi is not a reckless character, even if the other three people saw his intentions, he didn't react too much, he still treated Lu Yuzhou well, played with everyone, and never expressed his love.

Lu Yan said that Gao Qi must choose an appropriate time to confess his love.

It's just that not long after saying this, something happened to Lu Yan, and the matter was over.

Lu Yuzhou was so scared that he dropped out of school, he wanted to go to the outside world to pursue his dreams and get some fresh air. He was just like Cheng Zi when he left.Cheng Zi dropped out of school quietly, and he dropped out of school quietly.

Gao Qi asked him on WeChat, but he didn't reply.

At that time, Lu Yuzhou was busy looking for a job in City B to gain a foothold to support himself, and he subconsciously wanted to avoid Gao Qi, so he didn't contact him.

Later, he lost his mobile phone and forgot about WeChat, and changed to a new mobile phone and new WeChat, so he only added Cheng Zi back, and selectively forgot about Gao Qi.

He was thinking, since there is no possibility, don't give others hope.He also didn't want to involve Gao Qi again. He really didn't want Gao Qi to go through what Lu Yan and Cheng Zi experienced.

Cheng Zi's grades were so good, but he dropped out of school because of the trouble, and Gao Qi's grades were also very good. Lu Yuzhou really didn't want these messy things to affect Gao Qi's future.

No contact is the best option.Even if he goes back to school two years later, Gao Qi must have let go of everything after such a long time, which is also a good ending.

Lu Yuzhou never expected that Cheng Zi not only came by himself, but also brought Gao Qi along.

Gao Qi, who was obviously more mature than a year ago, smiled at Lu Yuzhou: "Xiao Lu, long time no see."

Lu Yuzhou turned his head to look at Cheng Zi who was quietly sitting in front of Lu Yan's tombstone, and he suddenly realized that the message Cheng Zi sent him before was not intended to meet him.Cheng Zi asked on Gao Qi's behalf, he didn't know at the time, and replied stupidly.

Thinking about it now, since Cheng Zi asked about the time and place, he didn't care whether he could see Lu Yuzhou or not, so naturally he wouldn't reply.

The person who wanted to see Lu Yuzhou was not Cheng Zi, but Gao Qi.

All these people came and met each other. Lu Yuzhou couldn't just turn around and run away, so he could only smile openly at Gao Qi: "Yeah, it's been a long time. I didn't expect you to come here too."

Gao Qi stared into Lu Yuzhou's eyes with a smile: "A Zi came to see Lu Yan in the past two years, and I accompanied him here."

Gao Qi said, "I don't have your new WeChat account, so I asked him to help me ask if you want to come. I was afraid that you would know that I couldn't come, so I didn't let him mention me. Xiao Lu, I'm sorry about this. This is the only way I want to see you."

When Gao Qi was talking, he kept staring at Lu Yuzhou. Lu Yuzhou inexplicably saw some deep affection in his eyes. He lightly pursed his lips, suppressing the thought of turning his head and running away. He didn't know what to say, he could only look at Gao Qi and smiled awkwardly.

He was a little afraid that Gao Qi would ask him why he didn't add his WeChat account, why he didn't contact him, and why he left without saying goodbye.

But Gao Qi didn't ask these questions, Gao Qi didn't even mention it, and Gao Qi didn't seem to mind that he just smiled and didn't respond to his words.

Gao Qi's eyes were very gentle: "Xiao Lu, I have seen your performance, it is really good. I want to come to see you, just to tell you in person that you are really great now."