Palm Idol

Jian She's question was straightforward and relentless, causing Lu Yiwen to be silent for a moment.

But soon he said easily: "I don't care."

Jian She seemed a little disbelieving: "Really?"

"If I cared, I wouldn't sit here and break up with you." Lu Yiwen took a sip of wine and smiled, "To be honest, I was really shocked at the time, but I figured it out after a few days back, you just It's just a momentary impulse, maybe because there are too few opposite sexes of the same age around me... These are all understandable."

After he finished speaking, he turned his head to look at the sea level.

The blue waves and white waves are shining brightly in the sun, combined with the brackish sea breeze and the indistinct shouts of fishermen in the distance, it makes people feel peaceful.

However, Jian She didn't seem to think so, he didn't even bother to look at the sea.

"On impulse..." He chewed the four words in his mouth, and suddenly said, "...No, but I can't understand."

"Ok?"

"...I can't understand it, and I can't accept it."

Jian She repeated it again. When he said this, his tone was the same as usual, but his clenched fingers betrayed him.

"why?"

Lu Yiwen is so sensitive, he can tell at a glance that Jian She is suppressing some kind of emotion, and immediately wonders if he has stepped on some landmine.

"..." Jian She shook her head silently, but refused to speak.

The sea breeze messed up his hair, and the messy forehead fell on his delicate and beautiful eyebrows and on the straight bridge of the nose.This kind of Jian She looks very gentle, as if it also attracted the light spots on the sea surface to dance on him.

"Just say what you want to say," Lu Yiwen compromised, "I promise not to be angry."

"Can you say anything?"

"Yes, you say."

After Lu Yiwen finished speaking smoothly, he suddenly realized that he seemed to have fallen into Jian She's trap.

Sure enough, in the next second, Jian She took his hand affectionately while he was not paying attention.

The corner of Lu Yiwen's mouth twitched, and when he was about to withdraw his hand, he suddenly heard the other party apologize:

"...I'm really sorry, bro."

"what?"

Lu Yiwen was stunned and forgot to use force, and Jian She took advantage of the situation to draw the distance between the two of them closer.

It was a bad start.

"I know, brother, you said that you don't care is already a good answer. Only if you don't care, can our relationship return to the way it was before."

Jian She looked into his eyes and said, "...But, although I know it intellectually, I just don't want to hear you say that."

"Actually, after I went back that day, I also regretted it very much. I was especially afraid that you would hate me in the future..."

"But now I feel that, compared to your disgust, not caring makes me feel worse..." Jian She almost burst into tears, "Brother, can you stop avoiding me and ignoring me...?"

Lu Yiwen: "..."

Grass, why is this kid so lethal.

Originally, I wanted to persuade him to wake up, why was he led away by the nose all of a sudden?

It was terrible, Lu Yiwen felt that his HP was -10 immediately.

"...But you are only 16 years old." Lu Yiwen finally said with difficulty, "Even if you will be 17 soon, this age is still young... so young that no one can take your words seriously."

"If you think about it, if I don't deal with it coldly, then I have only two choices - either agree or not. The former is impossible. I can't possibly like someone of the same sex who is 11 years younger than me. But directly refusing makes you depressed like this..."

Lu Yiwen sighed: "...It's hard for me too."

Jian She didn't speak, he seemed to be shocked by Lu Yiwen's words "I can't like you", his face turned pale inch by inch, and he involuntarily let go of his hands.

"Sorry, I talked too much." Lu Yiwen couldn't help saying when he saw that he was even more depressed, "Don't think about it anymore, I believe that after a few months, you will have more activities and you will soon forget about it."

"How many months?"

Lu Yiwen took it for granted: "Yes, in a few months, you will have your own fan base, and you will go to college, and you will definitely meet an excellent girl who is suitable for you."

"...I don't like girls."

"That's an excellent gay." Lu Yiwen gritted his teeth, "Anyway, he must be better than me. What's the point of you liking me, who is old and rough?"

"Why do you say that about yourself?" Jian She was slightly dissatisfied, "Brother, what's wrong with you, why do you think that I will empathize with other people when I meet others? Are you so unconfident in yourself?"

How can this be a question of self-confidence?The object is simply wrong, okay!

"...Isn't it?" Lu Yiwen finally couldn't help but say it, "I still remember that you told me that there is someone you like, and it's been less than three months now."

"..." Jian She had slight doubts in his eyes, "When did I say such a thing?"

"It was when we went out to eat after the retest. Didn't you say that the first album was written for the people you like?... Isn't it?"

"...Yes. But I've never liked anyone else."

Hearing this, Lu Yiwen's finger slipped lightly on the wall of the wine glass.

He pretended to joke: "Then your album was written for me? Impossible?"

"...It's written for you." Jian She said truthfully, "Every melody and tone, every line of lyrics is."

Lu Yiwen: "..."

HP -10 again.

"How is it possible?" Lu Yiwen almost stood up from his seat, "It was the first time we met that day... If you count the initial test, it is also the second time we met, right?"

He was really stunned, he still remembered how Jian She blushed and asked him "can we do something between lovers" when we were having dinner, and he also remembered how he replied "yes"! ! ?

"It's the second side." Jian She lowered her long eyelashes, "...for you."

"Isn't that the end of it? How can someone fall in love with you the second time we meet?" Lu Yiwen finally regained his confidence, "What's more, you didn't show any liking at all before——"

——He didn’t show any reaction of liking me at all.

——The feeling came very suddenly.

So it must be something wrong with the system.

Otherwise, Jian She is essentially a playboy.

He originally wanted to say this and persuade himself in this way, but when the words were about to come out, it seemed to wake him up, which made him suddenly excited.

——Did you really not show any reaction of liking me?

At that moment, he thought so.

If you go from not liking someone to liking someone, the feeling should change, right?

But the way Jian She looked at him never seemed to change, and the way they got along seemed to be the same.

Even the little Jian She in myband is like that, either clinging to him hard or crazily showing love to him.

This moment of stupefaction recalled many details, but the most important thing was that from the very beginning, Lu Yiwen vaguely felt that Jian She's attitude towards him was a bit strange.

If those sticky attitudes and actions towards me are because I like it...it seems to be able to explain it.

"..."

Lu Yiwen sat down, and there was a strange silence between the two of them.

"Brother." In the end, Jian She broke the silence, "Let's go outside and talk."

"It's fine, after all, there are many people here." Lu Yiwen agreed.

In fact, there were no other customers in the bar at all, but just now he moved a little too much, which caused the good proprietress to look here several times.

Moreover, after Jian She had just said those words, it was obvious that she had exhausted her last nerve, and she was already blushing and trembling slightly.

Lu Yiwen has no doubt that if he touches him now, he can jump three meters high like a hot air balloon.

After paying the bill, the two went to the pier together. Due to the closer distance, the sea breeze was stronger than before. Feeling the sea breeze shaking the body, it gave people a faint feeling of trance.

The two casually walked away from each other.

"I thought about it for a while just now." Lu Yiwen's voice became a little illusory in the sea breeze, "You may be in the mood right now, and you can't listen to what I tell you, so let's put it on for now, maybe You'll figure it out in half a year."

There is no benefit in continuing the battle, Lu Yiwen really wants to put an end to this conversation.

"..."

"Is it okay?" Lu Yiwen asked again without hearing Jian She's answer.

"...Then will you still avoid me?"

"No, how I treated you before, I will treat you in the future. Even if you change your mind in the future, I will not be dissatisfied. The company should give you a lot of treatment." Lu Yiwen sighed, "In this way you Can you feel at ease?"

Jian She pursed her lower lip: "Then all my previous efforts were in vain?"

"It can't be said that it's wasted, no matter who the song is written for, the resulting song will not be wasted, and the audience won't care who you wrote it for, as long as it sounds good..."

"No! No!" Jian She suddenly raised her voice and interrupted Lu Yiwen.

This was his rare reaction when speaking, and Lu Yiwen couldn't help being stunned for a moment.

"I don't care about those songs. I can write as many songs as I want, and it doesn't matter if they don't release them. If you don't like them, I will change them. I just want to listen to you..."

Jian She seemed to be really not good at words. When he said this, he was anxious and fast. Lu Yiwen saw his eyes, which were almost exactly the same as the rolling waves.

"Whether it's learning music or composing, it's all for you. Because I think that only in this way will you be happy and it will be possible to bring us closer."

"If you say that your attitude towards me will always be the same," he looked a little frustrated, "...that's not what I want."

Seeing his sad look, Lu Yiwen really didn't know what to say for a moment.

What Jian She said, he actually understood from just now, because he likes it, he hopes to have a different attitude towards himself, and because he likes it, he expects a change in the future——

Lewis understood.

What's more, he himself is not a hard-hearted person. Facing such a pure love, even if he doesn't have any thoughts about that person, he won't be able to abandon it like a shoe.

Does it make sense to say bluntly, you are a person in the game, and I will not fall in love with a person in the game?

Lu Yiwen fell silent again, Jian She looked at him, and suddenly felt a slight shake from him.

This shaking gave him a great stimulus, and Jian She rushed over and hugged him almost without thinking.

"What, what are you doing?"

Lu Yiwen was taken aback, didn't he agree that there would be no other extra actions?

"...Keep me by your side, brother." Jian She pleaded in his ear, "You can use me as a commodity, I won't tell others that I like you, other things, As long as you tell me, I will do anything."

"..."

"Are you okay?" This time it was Jian She asking for his opinion.

"No, what does it mean to stay, stay by your side?" Lu Yiwen finally came back to his senses, he felt his tongue was about to slip.

"It's just that you moved back to live." Jian She put her arms around his neck and looked at him. "Isn't it still the same as before? I want to see you every day."

"..."

"I heard from Sister Xiaomei that you slept better than before during the dormitory. Doesn't this mean that you are happier in the dormitory?"

"I..." Lu Yiwen finally squeezed out a word, he seemed to vaguely see Jian She's wolf tail wagging.

...I really believed in his evil.

It turned out that he thought that Jian She was really uncomfortable. Just like that, he almost sang "Blue Life and Death Love", but in the end he just wanted to lie to him, go back, go, live! ?

"Okay, okay, let go first." Lu Yiwen felt more and more unaccustomed to being hugged by him like this, "...I'll go back and think about it, maybe it won't be so fast."

"Okay." Jian She finally smiled, as if she wanted to kiss him again.

Lu Yiwen wanted to hide for a moment, but before he could move, he heard a loud noise not far away.

Both of them looked towards the source of the sound at the same time. There were a few young students around at ten o'clock, and Lu Yiwen took a closer look.

I found that the person sitting in the middle holding his head and crying was a bit familiar.

It's Xu Lan.