In a certain hospital in Xi'an, Xie Fenghua and Yin Nan hid at the corner and watched their mothers line up at the window for an examination.

The spare room where Xie Fenghua and Yin Nan lived was at the end of the corridor, and the doctor would come with Qiuping's examination results.And Xie Fenghua has never been a temperament that can be idle, and he is worried about his mother's health, so he will slip out of the room from time to time, hide in the corner lightly, look at Qiuping from a distance, and after a while He would run back again, keep his ass on the chair until it was warm, and then continue to run out.

Yin Nan was annoyed by his running back and forth, and when he came back, he directly pressed him on the chair, telling him to calm down and not be so flustered.However, the waiting time was a bit long, and Yin Nan would feel bored, but he couldn't help looking at Xie Fenghua's red lips.To explain why Xie Fenghua blushed, it happened in the morning.

Xie Fenghua has not been back to his hometown for many years, and the breakfast in Xi'an alone makes him salivate.Two bowls of mutton in powder soup, four roujiamos, and a few tender and juicy beef buns from the opposite street. Just smelling the aroma, Xie Fenghua's stomach started to growl.

As an authentic fellow from Shaanxi, spicy and oily peppers are indispensable for eating. Xie Fenghua took his bowl of mutton in powder soup, and immediately scooped two small spoons into it.

"Don't put too much, be careful of spicy food." Seeing that he wanted to put another spoonful in it, Yin Nan hurriedly stopped it.

"It's all right." Xie Fenghua said that it's all right. It's a habit he has had since he was a child to eat mutton in powder soup with three spoons of spicy oil.When he used to watch TV at home and had no snacks, he would eat steamed buns sandwiched with oily and spicy rice, which was delicious.

Yin Nan raised his eyebrows, seeing that the little ancestor didn't listen to him, he stopped trying to persuade him.He sat opposite Xie Fenghua, watching him stir the bowl of mutton soup red, picked up a piece of mutton, stuffed it into his mouth with great interest, and then his facial expression froze instantly.

"..."

"Is it hot?"

Xie Fenghua kept the mutton in his mouth and didn't say a word. He just chewed the mutton a few times and swallowed it quickly, and then quickly scooped a few spoonfuls of mutton in Yinnan's bowl of mutton soup with no chili powder.

"My mother!!" The slightly hot soup immediately raised the burning sensation in Xie Fenghua's mouth to another level, and his eyes were red all of a sudden.In the end, he took a few bites of the steamed stuffed bun and the milk that Yin Nan bought for him from the nearby supermarket, to suppress the spicy feeling in Xie Fenghua's mouth.

"Did you forget? You're a cat's tongue now." You usually eat slightly hot food before blowing it to cool down, but you dared to put three spoonfuls of chili into the soup just now?Yin Nan shook his head helplessly, and exchanged his bowl of mutton in clear soup with Xie Fenghua's bowl mixed with chili.

Xie Fenghua really forgot about this and was completely out of habit.He was scared, and he obediently ate the bowl of mutton in powder soup in front of him, but the more he ate, the more boring he felt, and the bowl from Yinnan was more attractive to him.

Xie Fenghua just ate what was in the bowl and looked at what was in the pot. Finally, unable to resist the temptation, he stretched out his chopsticks, picked up a piece of beef in Yinnan's bowl, stuffed it into his mouth, and then poured down a big gulp of milk.

"..." Seeing his teary face with milk in his mouth, Yin Nan couldn't help laughing. "Spicy?"

Xie Fenghua felt his tongue was about to fall off, he gulped down the milk, and said in a crying voice, "Spicy..."

"Are you still eating?"

"TAT to eat—!"

As a result, when they came out of the snack street, Xie Fenghua's mouth was so red that when he arrived at the hospital, he was holding a napkin and couldn't stop sneezing.Looking at his red lips, Yin Nan couldn't help laughing.

……

Qiuping and the others came together from the entire company. Since it was a team physical examination, the results of the test sheet and inspection report were issued in a week.So after completing various inspections, Qiuping went back with the team.Xie Fenghua and Yin Nan were left secretly in the hospital waiting for the results of the physical examination.

Going down the room where Yin Nan and the others are located is a convenient passage leading to the inpatient department. Occasionally, sick beds pass by here, either sent to the inpatient department or pushed into the operating room.Listening to the noisy and small voices outside the door, Xie Fenghua sighed faintly.

"What are you thinking?" Replying a text message to Lu Yisong, Yin Nan put away the phone, embraced Xie Fenghua in his arms, and held his hand tightly. "Nervous?"

"No, I just feel that time flies. When I think about it carefully, it seems that I haven't lived with my mother for a long time." People die every day in the world, and new lives come every day.In a flash, my mother was nearly forty years old, and her life was about to come to an end.He was not very nervous about the results of the physical examination. Although he was looking forward to a miracle, Xie Fenghua still had a certain idea of ​​his mother's physical condition.

"It's because time flies, so we have to cherish the people in front of us more."

Hearing what Yin Nan said, Xie Fenghua suddenly remembered something.He turned his head, looked into Yin Nan's eyes and asked, "For example, is the dead lover more important to you, or the present lover?"

Xie Fenghua's question made Yin Nan stunned, he thought about it carefully, and said seriously: "I miss the lover who died, but the lover in front of me is more important. But your example is completely useless to me. "

"why?"

Yin Nan fondled Xie Fenghua's head, with endless love in his eyes. "My heart is small, and I can only pretend to be one person. All my love and affection are given to him, and I have no energy to love others. To put it in a more cliche way, even if he dies, he will always be live in my heart.”

At first, I thought that Xie Fenghua was hinting to himself whether he would find a new lover after he died in a car accident at that time.Yin Nan wanted to comfort Xie Fenghua that she had given him all her love, but just after he finished speaking, at that moment, Xie Fenghua seemed to be very disappointed.

"What's wrong?" Yin Nan asked suspiciously.

Xie Fenghua forced a smile: "It's okay, it's nothing." Did all the love be given to that person...so he is really just a stand-in.At that time, Xie Fenghua asked Yin Nan who was more important, himself or that Bai Yueguang, but Yin Nan chose to avoid it at that time and did not tell him.Now that Xie Fenghua heard the answer from Yin Nan seven years ago, although there is no Bai Yueguang between the two of them now, they still inevitably feel lost.

Not wanting to continue discussing this matter, Xie Fenghua diverted this paragraph with other topics.Not long after, the doctor who was entrusted by Yin Nan in charge of Qiuping knocked on the door and came in. He looked a little dignified, he was silent for a few seconds, and finally said seriously: "The result of what I'm going to say, I hope you two can understand it." Be mentally prepared."

The doctor didn't know who the lady who came for the examination was from these two, but when he saw the examination report form, he couldn't help but take a deep breath. After all, this kind of situation is really rare.He didn't talk nonsense, and spoke directly to the topic. "Coronary heart disease, plus advanced gastric cancer, cancer cells have metastasized."

Xie Fenghua was prepared in his heart, but when he heard that Qiuping had stomach cancer, his mind still went blank.He was still young at that time, and his family kept it from him, only saying that his mother died of a heart attack, but it turned out to be stomach cancer.That's right... At that time, he saw his mother couldn't eat more than once, and she always suffered from nausea and vomiting, and her body was getting thinner and thinner.

"How long can you live?"

"As far as the current situation is concerned, there are about two years of life left. If the postoperative situation is optimistic, try to reach more than five years."

"Do you need chemotherapy? Will it be painful?" Xie Fenghua once heard people say how painful cancer chemotherapy is, but he never thought that this kind of thing would happen to his family.

Doctors don't understand how painful chemotherapy is. After all, people who have never been on a roller coaster can't describe the feeling like jumping off a building.In the final analysis, it still varies from person to person. Some people only have mild reactions such as nausea and vomiting during chemotherapy, while others feel very painful.How many people are still alive and kicking before chemotherapy, but feel that life is worse than death after treatment.

……

After hearing the results of Qiuping's physical examination, Xie Fenghua was in a daze. The car had already parked in front of the hotel where they lived, and he was still sitting in the car looking out the window.Yin Nan called him several times, and Xie Fenghua came back to his senses.

The doctor said that the bypass surgery is not a big problem, and the risk of the surgery needs to be evaluated together with the anesthesiology department of the cardiology department before the operation.He does not recommend chemotherapy, as patients like Qiuping cannot stand the torment.

"What do you think?" Back in the room, Yin Nan pulled Xie Fenghua to sit beside the bed, wanting to know Xie Fenghua's plan.

At present, there are only two paths ahead, one is to undergo surgery and chemotherapy, and the other is to relieve the condition by taking traditional Chinese medicine.The former will cause some pain during the treatment process, but the doctor said that there is a 60% chance of living for more than five years.The latter can allow patients to suffer less pain and prolong survival.

Xie Fenghua seemed very tired, he leaned his head on Yin Nan's shoulder, his voice was extremely hoarse: "This is not something I can decide."

Yes, Xie Fenghua can't make the decision, after all, he is not even qualified to sign the operation sheet for his mother now.

When Qiuping went to get the results of the physical examination, the doctor called her to a consulting room alone and euphemistically stated her physical condition.But Qiuping was very calm, as if she had known it for a long time, after all, this was her own body, and she still knew something about it.

The doctor told her in detail about the current treatment options and asked Qiuping for her opinion. If she wants to have surgery but her family is not well-off, she can contact the Healing Foundation to apply for funding. He also knows kind people. The community is willing to help her.

But Qiuping refused, she just asked how much time she had left, and then chose to take traditional Chinese medicine to suppress the disease.

"I'm still timid and weak in some respects. Let's forget about something as painful as chemotherapy."

Qiuping smiled helplessly, with a relaxed tone as if she was talking about other people's affairs.Xie Fenghua, who was standing outside the door, was silent. He held the doorknob tightly, and wanted to push the door in and tell her: In my heart, you will always be the strongest woman.But after struggling several times, he gave up.

The Chinese medicine was prepared by Yin Nan behind her back, and the doctor asked Qiuping to buy it back at a very cheap price.The medicine is taken in divided courses, and Qiuping will come to buy it again after this course of treatment is finished.

Seeing the back of his mother walking out of the hospital with a bag of traditional Chinese medicine, Xie Fenghua murmured: "Every time I can only watch her leave silently like this."

"Don't worry, it will be fine. Do you want to find a chance to try to talk to her about your rebirth? Maybe Auntie can accept it." Yin Nan patted him on the shoulder to comfort him, But Xie Fenghua shook his head.

Even if he just watched from a distance, he was already very content.She's alive, she's willing to be treated, and that's enough.As for whether Qiuping should know that she still has a son like herself, that's not important.

The author has something to say: This chapter has a series of statements about cancer treatment methods and chemotherapy!Purely to fit the plot! Orz's novel is just a novel, please don't substitute it into reality! If Orz encounters a similar incident, please ask the doctor carefully how to treat it!

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