Candied fruit

The next day, the snow stopped, but the whole world was covered in silver. The thick snow made people subconsciously slow down when walking. Lu Guoguo only went to the hotel to find Lu Duoduo after class.

He found the police car parked in front of the small hotel yesterday, and Lu Guoguo felt a little uneasy, so he quickened his pace and went to 203 to find Lu Duoduo.

It's just that he didn't expect that as soon as he went upstairs, he found that the corridor was full of onlookers, and a few policemen were talking about the dead at the door of 203.

While Lu Guoguo said it was impossible in his heart, he walked towards 203. The sextile face between him and Lu Duoduo was the best pass. He went in.

Lu Guoguo was lying on the single bed in the hotel, wearing a white suspender skirt, her face was as quiet and beautiful as if she was asleep, and she didn't look like she was dead at all. There was even lipstick on her lips.There was even a delicate red rose on the white pillow on which her head rested.All this seems to tell that she is waiting for her lover, but the reality is cruel, she is not waiting for her lover, she just died—the ugly and horrible scar on her wrist is so obvious, and there is a large red plastic bucket on the ground. A large piece of blood exuded a cold smell, screaming with its teeth and claws like a sense of existence.

All of this seems to be saying that Lu Duoduo committed suicide, but Lu Guoguo doesn't believe it at all, and Lu Duoduo didn't look like a person who couldn't think about it at all yesterday.

"She was fine yesterday." Lu Guoguo kept repeating this sentence in response to the police's questioning. He couldn't believe that Lu Duoduo died like this.

How time passed, Lu Guoguo didn't feel it, he just looked at Lu Duoduo's appearance, and watched Lu Duoduo being lifted out of the bed, and then, a policeman found Didi in her belongings. Called the phone, and found the suicide note in the note on the phone.

The content is as follows:

I have thought about leaving this world in this way countless times in my heart, but this time I finally had the courage to implement it. Every day, I feel very painful.

To make this decision, I first want to say sorry to my relatives and friends. In fact, I didn’t write this sentence sincerely at all. It was just polite. To be honest, my life is my own. I also need to apologize to others, which really makes me unacceptable.

Those colleagues who always look down on me and envy me, now you don’t have to worry about my threat anymore. To be honest, the people I met after I left school to work, these people rarely make me happy, no Vulgar language means selfishness, comparing each other, everything is disgusting.

In fact, my ideal life is to live with my parents and younger brothers, and stay together forever, but this is impossible. After all, when we grow up, we will have our own lives, and we can’t always rely on our parents. After a long time, the neighbors around will gossip and ask questions, asking why Duoduo is not married yet, the older you are, the harder it is to find a partner. Although some of these questions are concerned, but I don’t need this concern. Thank you ; But some people who ask this way are not caring, but have a comparison mentality, which is even more annoying.

And my boyfriend, you scum, if I hadn't accidentally found out that you have a wife, I would still be your mistress in a daze!I admit that I am a little vain, but if I knew you had a wife, I would definitely not even look at you. Do you think you are the most attractive in the world?What a disgusting person you are.

I have already begun to think about my own funeral. In fact, I thought in my heart that as long as there is a fire to burn my utterly dead body, the ashes can be collected and scattered. I don't want to see my body lying coldly in the main room, all of my 'relatives and friends' eat their mouths full of oil, play cards in full swing, with ruddy faces and smiling faces.The three family members, my parents and my younger brother, clearly endured the pain of losing me, but they still cheered up to greet this group of 'uncles'.

But I also know that if I do as I ask, I will definitely be chewed out by my well-meaning neighbors again.

I can even guess that people will talk about my death curiously, as their pastime.

All in all, I chose to leave because during the time I was born and grew up, the world I knew bit by bit destroyed her beauty in my heart bit by bit, and those three relatives who made me the most reluctant , The tenderness they gave me can't melt the destruction that the cognition of her gave me.

Finally, the password of my construction account (there is money in this card) is: 202303, and the total amount is about 5.

——Lu Duoduo.

After reading Lu Duoduo's suicide note, Lu Guoguo felt very bad, and believed in Lu Duoduo's suicide.

He didn't want to cry, but he felt a strange feeling hovering in his heart.

After her parents received the news of Lu Duoduo's death on the phone, they were very sad. Hearing their cries, Lu Guoguo blamed Lu Duoduo for a moment. How sad and painful is the mother and him, do they also learn from her to commit suicide when they feel pain?

Suddenly, it occurred to him that someone said that those who commit suicide will not go to heaven, but will go to hell.Suddenly, he remembered what Lu Duoduo once said to him:

"Do you believe that there is hell and heaven in this world? Is there reincarnation? I don't believe in reincarnation. I believe in reincarnation, and I have been living in reincarnation. Don't you see that our life is a reincarnation. When I was a child, I went to school in my hometown. After we left school and entered the society, we must have thought that we would never see those teachers we hated again, but when we grow up, get married and have children, and the children go to school, do you think it is possible to meet those teachers again? I used to hate the teachers, I think this is like reincarnation, one circle after another rolls around a person, and no one can escape."

After Lu Duoduo's funeral, Lu Guoguo felt that his parents seemed to have aged a lot in an instant. He felt very sad, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

During the Chinese New Year, the house is even more deserted.Especially when the laughter of other families came through the walls, this house was covered in haze because of Lu Duoduo's death, no matter how strong the sun was, it couldn't shine in the warmth, but the few living people couldn't help it. Also pretend that nothing happened, not wanting to make other relatives feel sad again.

After school started, Lu Guoguo took a ride away. For a moment, he didn’t want to go to school, and just stayed with his parents like that. Even though the haze in the house was still there, he was very depressed staying at home, because he would worry that his parents were not as silent as he was. Will it be more difficult to be with you?