heartstrings

For some reason, when she heard Sheng Ruqi's rhetorical question, Ke Ruochu felt more wronged, and she was afraid that Sheng Ruqi would not want her.

Ke Ruochu buried his face into Sheng Ruqi's neck, closed his eyes and continued to hug her tightly, reluctant and uneasy.

Sheng Ruqi was very kind to her, she knew it, but thinking of Sheng Ruqi's situation with that girl tonight, she suddenly had a thought, maybe in Sheng Ruqi's heart, she was not unique.

Sheng Ruqi rubbed her face against Ke Ruochu's hair, rubbing her head soothingly.

hugged for a long time.

"I'm so confused..." Ke Ruochu said sullenly to Sheng Ruqi.

It's too uncomfortable to hold back some things on my mind.

It was only then that Ke Ruochu realized that his thinking was too simple before. Two people are very complicated together. It's not as simple as you like me and I like you.

Finally willing to say something to herself, Sheng Ruqi touched Ke Ruochu's cheek, "What's the matter?"

Ke Ruochu tried her best to avoid crying in front of Sheng Ruqi, she was afraid that such behavior would be too childish in Sheng Ruqi's eyes, but this time in front of Sheng Ruqi, her eyes were still red.

"The other day you said you liked me, were you serious?" Ke Ruochu looked straight at Sheng Ruqi, his voice gradually became trembling and choked, "Or, just try it casually..."

Sheng Ruqi looked into her red eyes, "Of course I'm serious."

Tears overflowed from the eyes, dripping silently down the corners of the eyes, and finally couldn't hold back the tears. Ke Ruochu took a deep breath, and choked up even more when he spoke: "I don't know how to joke, every word I say to you is Seriously, I will take every word you say seriously, don't just make me happy..."

Ke Ruochu was afraid that what Sheng Ruqi said to her were just sweet words that could be said to anyone.The thought of Sheng Ruqi coaxing others like she coaxed her broke down.

"I'm not trying to make you happy, can you trust me?" Sheng Ruqi helped Ke Ruochu wipe away tears, wiping them again and again.

Sheng Ruqi didn't know what Ke Ruochu had heard, and it happened all of a sudden.Ke Ruochu's distrustful eyes and tone made her feel as if something heavy was weighing on her heart, she was extremely depressed, and seemed powerless to say anything.

Ke Ruochu was still crying hard, sobbing in a low voice, his thin shoulders trembled.

Once the tears welled up, it was often difficult to control them. The emotions that had been pent up for the past few days broke out tonight.

"Don't cry, crying makes me feel so sick..." Sheng Ruqi continued to wipe Ke Ruochu's cheeks with her palm, helpless and distressed, she could only comfort her over and over again.

Ke Ruochu's eyes were red, and she stubbornly asked Sheng Ruqi: "Is it only good for me?"

Even though he knew that asking such a question would only get an affirmative answer, Ke Ruochu still asked foolishly, wanting to hear Sheng Ruqi tell her that even if he couldn't tell the truth from the false, it was at least a kind of comfort.

"Only to you."

Ke Ruochu sniffed aggrievedly: "Hmm..."

I can't see her being wronged, let alone seeing her being wronged because of herself.

Sheng Ruqi understood what Ke Ruochu was worrying about, so she calmed down and said calmly, "I don't know if you've heard something recently. But now I'm telling you seriously, I like you and I decided to be with you after careful consideration. , not just to try."

The more he explained, the more powerless he felt, and there was even a bit of humility in his tone.

For Ke Ruochu, Sheng Ruqi was heartbroken, but what she got in return was suspicion and distrust, which was really uncomfortable.

Every word falls in my heart, this time the love words are not provocative, only sincere.Ke Ruochu raised his eyes again, and saw that the corners of Sheng Ruqi's eyes were also a little wet. It was the first time he saw her so embarrassed, which was completely different from her usual calmness.

Ke Ruochu reached out with his fingertips and gently wiped the corners of Sheng Ruqi's eyes, feeling at ease at this moment.

She didn't know what Sheng Ruqi was like in the past, nor did she know how true or false what others said.But now that she is with Sheng Ruqi, she can feel that Sheng Ruqi is serious about her, not just playing around as rumored by the outside world.

It's just that these days, she is really in a mess.

Sheng Ruqi pulled Ke Ruochu's hand and held it in her palm, "I'm so tired today, I don't want to go back, I want to sleep with you."

Ke Ruochu nodded, the tears on his face were still wet.

Sheng Ruqi breathed a sigh of relief, "Don't think about it in the future."

"Yeah." Ke Ruochu rubbed against Sheng Ruqi's arms, and tried his best not to think about it, cherish the present, and leave the rest to the test of time.

Ke Ruochu touched Sheng Ruqi's hand, it was very cold, the temperature outside was so low, she still came here in the middle of the night. "Is it cold? I'll get you pajamas, you take a shower first."

Sheng Ruqi: "Okay."

Currently only Ke Ruochu lives in the double dormitory, but both beds are neatly covered with quilts, because Bai Meng will come to her place to chat and spend the night from time to time.

In the bathroom, Sheng Ruqi took off her clothes and stood under the shower head to pour hot water. When her skin was irritated, her porcelain-white skin turned red, and her nerves gradually relaxed.

I'm really tired today.

The body is tired, and the heart is also tired.

Tit for tat really.

In the past, she was always squandering other people's feelings, so now a little white rabbit came to "clean up" her, and she was willing to be cleaned up by this girl.

When Sheng Ruqi took a shower and came out of the bathroom, Ke Ruochu was still sitting at the desk reading a book, wearing not too thick pajamas, "It's so late and I don't want to go to bed."

Long before Sheng Ruqi came, Ke Ruochu had already taken a bath.

Ke Ruochu turned her head and saw that Sheng Ruqi was wearing her pajamas, which were still a bit cute in light pink, but she was dressed in a different style by Sheng Ruqi. The pajamas were all loose. Although Sheng Ruqi was much taller than her, it still fit her well.

Sheng Ruqi approached and pulled La Ke Ruochu, "Sleep."

"Yeah." Ke Ruochu got up and looked at the two single beds in the room. She stood there for half a second, then asked Sheng Ruqi after hesitation, "Which one do you sleep on?"

Sheng Ruqi said, "I'll sleep on your bed."

Ke Ruochu said frankly, "Then you sleep here."

After finishing speaking, Ke Ruochu walked towards the bed next to her and let Sheng Ruqi hang out.

"Ke Ruochu!" Sheng Ruqi didn't know whether Ke Ruochu was in a daze, or still sulking at herself.

Ke Ruochu looked at Sheng Ruqi on the bed.

Sheng Ruqi really had no choice but to walk towards Ke Ruochu, sat down by the bed, leaned in front of Ke Ruochu, and said softly, "I'm afraid of the cold by myself."

Ke Ruochu stared at Sheng Ruqi's approaching face, understanding, she smiled awkwardly at the corner of her mouth, and then obediently moved her body a little, this series of actions can be regarded as self-conscious.

Just like that, the two of them lay down on what could be called a narrow single bed.But between lovers, it's not crowded.

There was only one small night light left in the room, which was dim and yellow.Ke Ruochu was afraid of the dark, even when he slept at night, he always had the habit of keeping a night light on.

Late at night, Ke Ruochu and Sheng Ruqi were lying on the bed with their eyes closed, but neither of them felt sleepy, and each had their own concerns.

The room was so silent that one could hear breathing.

Not long after, Sheng Ruqi turned sideways quietly, put her arm lightly on Ke Ruochu's waist, opened her eyes, and said softly, "Are you asleep?"

After a moment of silence, Ke Ruochu also opened his eyes, humming softly like a mosquito, "Not yet."

Lying on the same pillow, Sheng Ruqi moved her head closer to Ke Ruochu's face, her hands quietly groped in the quilt until she tightly grasped Ke Ruochu's warm palm.

Sheng Ruqi has been thinking, what can she do to give Ke Ruochu a sense of security?

The hand was held tightly by Sheng Ruqi, it was so warm, Ke Ruochu turned his head slightly and looked at her.

Staring at Ke Ruochu, after a while, Sheng Ruqi asked with a gentle smile, "Do you still remember when we first met?"

Ke Ruochu, "I remember."

"You drank too much by yourself that night, and you cried and told me that the person you like doesn't like you. At that time, I thought this little girl was so stupid and innocent, and she really wanted to protect you." Sheng Ruqi brushed Ke Ruochu's hair, Ask: "Do you know why I want to protect you?"

Late nights like this seem to be the most suitable for heart-to-heart talks.

Ke Ruochu hesitated for a while, "Why?"

"Because I was as stupid as you when I was your age, and I also liked someone who didn't like me, and I had a crush on him for several years."

Ke Ruochu listened seriously, but was surprised, she had never seen Sheng Ruqi like this, actively talking about herself.She once asked Sheng Ruqi if she had a crush on her too?Sheng Ruqi just told her that she had done so calmly.

"For a long time, I didn't get rid of her shadow. After that, I had a lot of girlfriends with a casual attitude. We were together not because I liked her, but because I resembled her. After breaking up many times, I became more and more emotional. The more casual..."

Sheng Ruqi kept these words in her heart and never said them out loud, but she wanted Ke Ruochu to understand.

No wonder that day at the bar, Sheng Ruqi told her that it would be okay to talk for a few more paragraphs. Only then did Ke Ruochu understand the meaning of what she said.

It's just that now hearing Sheng Ruqi like another person so much, how can Ke Ruochu not feel uncomfortable, she has a sore nose, "So is it the same when you are with me? You still can't forget her..."

Sheng Ruqi shook her head, holding Ke Ruochu's hand tightly under the blanket, "Listen to me."

"I have been living a terrible life these years, and my love life is even worse. I often go to drink and get drunk, until later, I met a simple and cute little fool at the bar..."

When Sheng Ruqi said this, Ke Ruochu's heart was pulled.

Sheng Ruqi put her head on Ke Ruochu's shoulder, closed her eyes and hugged her tightly, and continued to whisper in her ear, "Although she is much younger than me and always calls me sister, she makes my heart move. Let me find again, the feeling when I really like someone. I like her, but I dare not chase her. I just care about her under the guise of my sister, because I think she deserves better than me. But that day I mistakenly thought that she When my sister-in-law was her girlfriend, I regretted it. I was afraid that she would become someone else's. So after that, I made up my mind to pursue her. Fortunately, she happened to like me too and agreed to be my girlfriend. "

Ke Ruochu listened to Sheng Ruqi's details, and she couldn't hold back her tears again, and poured out.

When Sheng Ruqi looked at Ke Ruochu's cheek again, it was already wet with tears.

"Don't cry, your eyes are swollen from crying tonight," Sheng Ruqi wiped the corners of Ke Ruochu's eyes with her finger, "I know I didn't do well before, are you willing to trust me again?"

Letting her know herself may be the best way to give her a sense of security.

"I'm willing..." Ke Ruochu whimpered, leaned over and hugged Sheng Ruqi tightly, these were enough, she knew that she had enough weight in Sheng Ruqi's heart.

Sheng Ruqi also hugged Ke Ruochu's leaning body tightly, frankly embracing afterward, it was unprecedentedly safe and secure.

"If you have any grievances and unhappy things in the future, you have to tell me, don't hold back." Sheng Ruqi touched Ke Ruochu's head that was in her arms, "Don't tell me anything, do you know that I have some troubles lately?" How worried are you?"

Ke Ruochu hugged Sheng Ruqi tightly, and murmured, "It won't happen in the future."

"Stupid, are you in a better mood now?" Sheng Ruqi touched Ke Ruochu's face, her tone was aggrieved, "I haven't paid attention to me recently."

Ke Ruochu remembered that when Lin Yuan was in the hospital tonight, she called her sister ambiguously towards Sheng Ruqi, and she was still unhappy.

She poked her head out of Sheng Ruqi's arms, stared at him, but said, "I'm in a bad mood."

It was the first time for Ke Ruochu to be petty in front of Sheng Ruqi, she pouted, "I don't like her calling you sister."

Still thinking about this, Sheng Ruqi smiled, "Little fool, can she call me sister the same as you call me sister? I have already told her that only my girlfriend can call me that."

Ke Ruochu still pouted.

"I was wrong," Sheng Ruqi saw, her voice softened a little, and she pressed close to Ke Ruochu's ear, "I'll punish you as you please tonight, okay?"

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In the future, I won’t talk about rascally, lest you think my text is not racy enough...