Seeing Jiang Zhixia like this, Zhou Jing was a little shocked and...envious.

From her point of view, Zhou Jing was amazed that Jiang Zhixia had spoken out her orientation so frankly.Zhou Jing, who always doesn't care about other people's thoughts, can't be so frank. Perhaps at the beginning, she had thought very well, but she still knew what this road would be like in her heart, and even her two little sisters were hidden by her.The many malices she and Li Miao encountered during this period of time confirmed this point.She is very clear about how difficult this road is, and even under the forced correction and teaching of so many people, she can't help but doubt herself.

Zhou Jing instantly thought of the school girl who was following Jiang Zhixia, "Are you together?"

"Not yet." Jiang Zhixia shook her head, "Let's wait until she grows up."

Zhou Jing didn't have time to be amused by her old-fashioned tone, and what jumped out of her heart in the first second was to persuade, as if she was persuading herself.

"Jiang Zhixia, we can't be so selfish. You know they could have a better life, be admitted to the best university, find the best job, and then... be pursued by outstanding boys, have a happy family, lovely Child." Zhou Jing's tone became more and more embarrassing, this is the best destination she thought of for Li Miao, she was heartbroken and hated herself at the same time, why did she let Li Miao become a kind person because of her momentary selfishness? What about the monster in the eyes of others like her?Her Miao Miao is so cute, but she will destroy her.It's all right now, don't like her anymore, when the disease of liking girls is cured, Miaomiao will be that girl with a bright future again, she will have a good life.

"If you really like her... don't drag her down this dead end, let Cheng Xi go, do you know what a happy future she could have? If someone finds out one day? Then you are finished! You know others What will they say? They will say that you are monsters, and they will want to break your wings."

"If you like her, don't tell her. It's fine for us to be wrong, why drag her to be wrong together? Why hurt the one you like? Why do you have to drag her into hell with us? Obviously you know everything What will you face, what's the point of deceiving yourself and others? You can't protect her at all." Zhou Jing said, her emotions became more and more agitated.

Jiang Zhixia was not angry at her words, because she knew that Zhou Jing was talking about herself rather than her.

"No, there's nothing wrong with liking anyone."

"The method is wrong."

Jiang Zhixia sighed, and put his hand lightly on Zhou Jing's shoulder.

"Sister, you are right, and the person you like is also right."

correct? ?This was the first person who told her clearly in front of her that they were not wrong in such a long time.Li Miao's mother said that she was a monster, a pervert, and brought her daughter to ruin; the school teacher told them over and over again that she was just going astray temporarily, although her words were not harsh; They no longer cared about what she did... Even she herself doubted herself again and again and condemned herself. If she was right, why did they get so many consequences?Why did Miu Miao's parents send her to a correctional center for treatment?

Zhou Jing asked this question in a murmur.

"Nothing can be separated from the background of her era, senior sister, just because the era doesn't allow it, doesn't mean she's not wrong."

"To change an example, if a slave 2000 years ago shouted that all beings are equal and should not be persecuted by the ruling class, the people around him would definitely think he was going to rebel and would kill him; 1000 years ago, if a woman thought she was independent An individual should not be a vassal of her husband, so others will call her crazy. But, from the current point of view, is their cognition wrong?"

"It's always been like this, isn't it?" Jiang Zhixia thought of the deafening words of that boss.

"Any idea has a process of being accepted by people, but it doesn't mean she is wrong. Homosexuality is not a disease. Even in our country, it was removed from the list of mental diseases four years ago. Naturally, you You can be open and frank, because you are not wrong, liking someone is just a human nature."

Zhou Jing wanted to refute her, didn't she think so when she was wanton in the past?But the reality will give you a slap in the face and tell you that this is not the case.

"Of course, people's wisdom needs a certain amount of time to be civilized. This is why many people still think that homosexuality is sick. After more than ten years, as our generation grows up, more and more people will Dare to reveal their identities, more and more people are on our side, just like some foreign countries, they have also passed the legalization of same-sex marriage, in China, it just takes time. But there will be such a day .” Jiang Zhixia’s words were firm, because she had seen all of this.

Zhou Jing's breathing became rapid, and she looked at Jiang Zhixia without blinking.

"So you guys are not wrong, but what you did wrong is that you didn't see the timing clearly."

"Now you are still relying on your parents to survive, and you don't even have the ability to control your own destiny independently. When the matter between you and that little girl is exposed, your parents will definitely not allow it. Simpler, they can take the little girl with you. Transfer to another school, cut off your contact, in this case, maybe you won't see each other for many years."

"It's even more scary. Her parents may listen to other people's words and send her to a correction center. There will be aversion therapy and electric shocks. Almost no one who comes out of there can be normal, but you can put her Get it out? You can't."

"Even if you elope with her, what can two grown-ups do? As long as her parents report to the police that you kidnapped and sold their daughter, you won't even be able to leave Jinjiang Station."

Jiang Zhixia, who comforted the perfect person, returned to the perspective of a cold adult, tearing apart the most ruthless facts for her to see with a blank face.

Zhou Jing couldn't refute, these things happened for real, which made her have to give up Li Miao.

"Stop talking, Jiang Zhixia." Zhou Jing's voice was cold and hard, the feeling of the scars in her heart being torn open was not good.

"So you're thinking now, let the little girl stop liking you, leave school by yourself, and let her live in peace?" Jiang Zhixia continued holding the beer can.

"I told you to stop talking." Zhou Jing frowned, regaining her usual aura. "Can you protect Cheng Xi again?"

"I can." Jiang Zhixia nodded.

"And if Xixi chooses me, she will definitely have the courage to go on." Thinking of Cheng Xi, her brows and eyes softened a little, probably even if there is such a day, the two of them will not let go of each other's hand , and, they will not have this day.

"You asked your little girlfriend, is she willing?"

"Given up by you unilaterally in the name of love."

Zhou Jing was dumb, and then said in a hoarse voice: "Otherwise? She is so good, she will always meet the next person who likes her, and someone will be golden with her. Maybe she will have a cute little girl in the future. My child, wherever you go, you will be a family that is envied by others, instead of following me and being pointed at."

"Hey, senior sister, do you really think so? Let me think about it. That little girl is admitted to college, works as she wishes, and marries a man who looks good. She has to face the problem of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. I can't escape. The mother-in-law may still favor sons over daughters, and may force her to have a second child. The husband who used to be a good-looking talent will only be in a dilemma, and may even gain weight and become a beer belly. If the figure does not lose shape, he may meet outside. To the fresher little girl, cheating quietly. As for your little girl, she has to take care of the child with difficulty, face the dilemma of the workplace and family, and face the problem of the change of heart of those who have sworn to each other. Until late at night, she is sitting on the dresser Before, recalling the past life in a trance."

"Maybe I will still remember that I once liked you, maybe I won't remember."

"Don't say it, don't say it." With red eyes, Zhou Jing suddenly stood up and kicked the beer cans on the ground and ran all over the floor, "I don't want to do this either, but I can't protect her." If she had that ability, how could she be willing? ?

"This is the problem." Jiang Zhixia nodded, "If you don't have enough ability, the love you give her will not be much better. If you are capable enough today, what can other people's eyes and words do to you? Happy life , why can't you give it? So the most important thing is to let yourself grow up quickly, realize your own weakness, and quickly become strong."

"Before then, stay dormant. If you should admit your mistake to your parents, you should admit your mistake. If you should express your severance, you should sever it. On the surface, you will sever it. Will you keep in touch in private? The most important thing in front of you now is the college entrance examination. Thousands of miles away from home, contacting you quietly and someone can control you? Take advantage of your time in college and quickly find a career that can make you independent. Even if you are together, can others arrest her in front of you? Those so-called Can't you give her the care that a normal family gives her?"

Is it okay?Zhou Jing was confused.

"Admitting mistakes is a tactic, not your real admission of mistakes. Before you become strong, you should develop your insignificance first."

"But don't take everything down for the good of the other party alone." Jiang Zhixia sighed at this point, "You think it's good, but does the other party really want it? The sacrifice you thought caused the quarrel between the two sides. Misunderstanding, going around for many years, wait until both parties are mature, and then sigh. There is no need.” Although young life is easy to do this, otherwise there would be so many shortcomings in youth novels.

So this is one of the reasons why she told Cheng Xi that she likes her. If her Xixi also wants to be with her, then she has been self-scrupulous to hide it, so she will miss it.

"So, senior sister. We haven't reached that point yet." Jiang Zhixia picked up the beer on the ground and pulled Zhou Jing to sit down.

"Really?" Zhou Jing murmured, her eyes regained the brilliance.

The two of them sat on the roof for a long time, until Jiang Zhixia thought that Xixi in his family seemed to have bought her food in the cafeteria.

Beep beep.Jiang Zhixia felt aggrieved, and was exhausted from talking so much in one breath. He wanted to be hugged and rubbed by Xixi. After enlightening others, he was still a little bit embarrassed, thinking that Cheng Xi was beside him.

It's a pity that Zhou Jing went to the cafeteria with her, and there was an extra light bulb. Forget it, because of her hard life recently.

There was no one in the cafeteria right now, so as soon as Jiang Zhixia entered, he saw Cheng Xi sitting at the table obediently reading a book. It seemed that Tao Xiaoyue and Fang Fang couldn't wait to go back first.

Jiang Zhixia's eyes lit up, and she missed the past like a bird returning to its nest, "I'm so hungry, Xixi."

"Sit down and eat quickly." Cheng Xi patted her head, "I ordered it just in time, and it's still hot. I have your favorite sweet and sour pork ribs."

Then she saw Zhou Jing next to her, and greeted with a gentle smile: "Hello, senior."

Zhou Jing, who was abused by the dog, also misses her family Miao Miao, and when she goes to find her, will Miao Miao beat her?Then she will let it go, she should fight.At this moment, she cheered up and looked much better than before, "Hello, junior."

"I'll go make a meal first," Zhou Jing scratched her head.

"Xixi, I'm so tired, 555." Jiang Zhixia lay flat and asked Cheng Xi to rub her hair, "I just went to save a wave of the world, come and praise me."

"Okay." Cheng Xi also let her stroke her hair.

Zhou Jing who came back from ordering fried rice: ...

Jiang Zhixia, who was still thirsty, lingered for a while, got up and went to the window to buy milk tea, Cheng Xi had a smile in his eyes, and gently watched her swaying past.

Zhou Jing looked at their peaceful appearance, and whispered.

"Cheng Xi, you have to be good."

Cheng Xi was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly thought of something, he burst into a bright smile, "Yes, senior."

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