love song

Shen Yuzhou quickly turned on the ignition and put it in gear, and the car drove away impatiently.

But the intersection can still be seen from the rearview mirror. The groom carried the bride into the car, as if congratulating him for finally getting his wish, and the crowd cheered thunderously.

And Chen Ye just leaned on the passenger seat, motionless, did not speak, and did not look back.

Shen Yuzhou didn't know what to say, so he could only throw the scene away as quickly as possible. The person who greeted his relatives in the alley with a smile on his face just now should have told Chen Ye that the universe will last forever.He should be happy that his important love rival had a perfect curtain call, but Shen Yuzhou couldn't be happy, he didn't have any joyful emotions at all. He still doesn't know how deep Chen Ye's feelings for that person are, but the person he once relied on has been settled. Shi finally became someone else's reliance, if Chen Ye really didn't care, she wouldn't have been hiding in a taxi and watching secretly from a non-disturbing position just now.

What Shen Yuzhou most wanted to say to the people around him was you and me, but it seemed that he didn't have enough ground.The car drove out from the residential area and onto the main road. He didn't know where to take Chen Ye to such an open road in front of him. Throughout the ten years of their acquaintance, and to any place in the city today, the time is endless. , the world is boundless, where they end up is their position.

His throat was choked and he didn't make a sound, but Chen Ye spoke.

As if not caring, Chen Ye said: "Don't worry, I'm fine, I knew about this a long time ago."

Of course it refers to the matter of Zhuo Xu's marriage, and the more Chen Ye said, the calmer he became, "They started dating in September last year, and in this year and month, half a year of dating is not considered a rush to get married, right?"

So, what has been prepared for a long time, what can't be parried?Chen Ye also really didn't understand how Shen Yuzhou seemed to be falling to his death, but in fact, there was nothing he couldn't hold on to.

But the more indifferent he was, the more uncomfortable it was for Shen Yuzhou to hear it. Shen Yuzhou said: "If you don't want to talk, then don't talk."

Chen Ye immediately felt that the whole world was a little unreasonable.If Zhuo Xu has someone else, he must be heartbroken?

However, Zhuo Xu's consummation is what he expects, and seeing this scene today can be regarded as his benevolence.

So, looking at Shen Yuzhou with a serious face, even a little painful, he smiled.

Chen Ye couldn't help laughing: "I'm glad that he found someone he likes, but I'm sad that he really still likes others..." His gaze couldn't help drifting out of the window. It was a sunny day, and the sky was so blue that it dazzled.

His eyes slowly turned back to Shen Yuzhou's direction, "Is this how you see me?"

Chen Ye asked this question with great relief, Shen Yuzhou was speechless, and it was true.It's hard to say that he didn't speculate on Chen Ye's emotions and judge others by himself—whether Chen Ye was suffering or not, he couldn't breathe as if his throat was blocked by something, if he hadn't exiled Chen Ye from his own world back then, Everything after that will never happen.

Shen Yuzhou didn't know where to go, and finally Chen Ye asked him to drive the car back to the entrance of the badminton hall, and Chen Ye's car was still there.

No matter what, Shen Yuzhou's heart still hasn't let go. Seeing Chen Ye unbuckle his seat belt, "Let's find a place to eat first." Of course, eating is just a cover, and it's true to accompany Chen Ye to get through today.How Zhuo Xu is is Zhuo Xu's business, this person is already a passerby to Chen Ye, and will be a passerby in the end.

Ke Chenye said with a smile: "Another day, I have a plan to finalize it, and I made an appointment with Xiao Wang, and he will send me the second draft at 12:30 noon."

After Chen Ye finished speaking, he pushed the door open, and stepped on his head, looking really anxious, Shen Yuzhou had no choice but to give up, "Okay, we will make an appointment the day after tomorrow."

But Chen Ye got out of the car and didn't leave in a hurry. He leaned on the car door with one arm and turned to look at him: "Senior brother——"

Facing those clear water-like eyes, Shen Yuzhou's heart skipped a beat for no reason.

Before he could answer, a smile fainted from those eyes.

Chen Ye said, "Thank you...for taking me back."

Shen Yuzhou felt that this sentence was redundant, Chen Ye quickly slammed the door and waved to him through the window.Then, he turned around resolutely, and threw him a back view, which was clear at first, and slowly walked out of his sight.

This afternoon, Shen Yuzhou had a phone call with Chen Ye, and he was relieved to hear that everything was going well for Chen Ye.

I really found something wrong. On the morning of the second day, all the office supplies printed according to the new VI plan were delivered, and Mr. Liu from Chenye Company came in person. Shen Yuzhou had a face-to-face meeting with Mr. Liu, without saying a word. After a few words, he pointed at Chen Ye again, "How is my junior?"

Mr. Liu boasted with a smile, "Students from prestigious schools are naturally excellent. He is full of talents. Although we have only worked together for more than half a year, we all recognize his work ability. Now that he is gone, we are sorry, but we also hope that his career will be better. Up to a higher level, the future is bright."

Then he said: "Shanghai, after all, a first-tier city has more room for development."

Shen Yuzhou's whole body stiffened suddenly, and all the harmony he had experienced in these years was forgotten, "He left? When?"

Mr. Liu was stunned, "He resigned last weekend, and he has been handing over the previous week, what? Don't you know?"

Shen Yuzhou finally understood the meaning of that sentence. On the night of New Year's Eve, Chen Ye said, "It's almost impossible to keep it."

He thought about many possibilities, but the only thing he ignored was that Chen Ye stayed in City C because he wanted to see Zhuo Xu's destination with his own eyes.

Shen Yuzhou returned to the office, closed the door, his mind seemed to be emptied, and he supported the writing desk with both hands, unable to move for a long time.Afterwards, my heart was burning with flames, and I felt that my limbs were full of hot blood and there was no way to vent it. My arm brushed across the table suddenly, and there was a crashing sound breaking the dead silence. Then, the office became quiet and dull again.

Chen Ye was really ruthless, Shen Yuzhou thought, Chen Ye was really ruthless to him, even if he wanted to leave, he didn't confide a word to him, he was afraid to give him the chance to stay.Perhaps, his Chen Ye disappeared at a certain time a long time ago, and perhaps he could not come back long ago.

Forget it, Shen Yuzhou loosened his neckline angrily, slumped down on the chair, and he didn't want anyone who couldn't come back.

March 28th was the third day that Chen Ye returned to Shanghai.

Even though I haven't lived at home for a long time, I still feel a little uncomfortable when there are two more people in the house suddenly. The two people are one big and one small. The half-brother, who had just reached the full moon, cried day and night.

This day also happened to be his mother's confinement, Chen Ye went downstairs early in the morning, and she was already waiting downstairs.And since he went downstairs, her eyes have been locked on him, obviously waiting for him.

Chen Ye walked over and saw a typed manuscript on the coffee table.

When he approached, the woman picked up the manuscript and handed it to him, "Look at it."

Chen Ye copied it into his trouser pocket with one hand, took the things over, glanced at the paper a few times, and smiled.

His mother said: "If you have no objection, you can sign it. Of course, I think you should have no objection. Your father gave you enough when he passed away."

Chen Ye really didn't intend to ask for anything from her, so she picked up the pen neatly, brushed it a few times, and the name landed on the lower right corner of the white paper.He threw the things back on the coffee table and was about to leave when the woman also stood up, "Very well, you should be free in the morning, right?"

Probably just landed the day before yesterday, the water and soil were not acclimatized, Chen Ye had a dull pain in the head, and his body was also weak and cold, and he was so dizzy that he could hardly stand up, but he just looked at her for no reason...

Shen Yuzhou also arrived on this day, in fact, he didn't understand why he came this time until the plane landed.Chen Ye probably changed the local phone number when he landed, but he couldn't get in touch, so after going around in circles, Shen Yuzhou found his old classmate who was familiar with Chen Ye's family. After a few years, the old classmate also came back from England.

When they met, Shen Yuzhou only asked for the address of Chen Ye's home. Originally, the phone was the most direct way of contacting him, and it was not difficult to find out, but he couldn't explain why, so he only asked for the address of Chen Ye's home.

The old classmate probably guessed something about Shen Yuzhou's strange reserve, but he didn't ask much. It just so happened that his parents lived in the same villa area as Chen Ye's family. After coming out of the tea room, he brought Shen Yuzhou to the gate of the community.

Shen Yuzhou recognized the place, the old classmate got out of the car, and the two of them were about to say goodbye, when a car drove out from the gate, the person who was about to leave stopped, "This is his family's car, look, the people inside are different Is it Chen Ye?"

The car passed by the side of the road, and through a window, Shen Yuzhou could clearly see the figure inside, and after only a moment, he recognized who it was.

He said to his old classmate: "I'll go first." When the car door was closed, he chased the car in front without even thinking about it, and followed it all the way.

This was the third time he followed Chen Ye, and Shen Yuzhou couldn't explain why, for example, why he didn't contact him directly, maybe, he just came this time to see Chen Ye from a distance.

He was not very familiar with the roads in a foreign land, but luckily the car stopped not far away, at the door of a small building, and Shen Yuzhou also pulled the car over to the side of the road.

He saw the familiar figure get out of the car and enter the small building together with a well-maintained and gracefully dressed middle-aged woman.The woman should be Chen Ye's mother. Shen Yuzhou once saw a photo of her. It was clearly a mother and son, but the two walked up and down the steps and entered the door with front and rear feet, showing their alienation on the surface.

His eyes fell on the name plate in front of the porch. This is a notary office.

Unintentionally guessing what they were going to notarize, Shen Yuzhou lowered the car window halfway and waited silently.He suddenly discovered that this tree-lined path was very similar to the one at the entrance of his company's former site many years ago.

Shen Yuzhou couldn't tell what he was waiting for, as if he was waiting for that person, but that person had already excluded him from his own world, and he didn't know how long he waited until the shadow of the sycamore tree branch shrank into the Along the road, finally, Chen Ye's figure appeared at the door.

Chen Ye and his mother still came out one after the other. The woman got down the steps and got into the car without looking back, showing no nostalgia for the child behind her.

And Chen Ye walked along the road to Shen Yuzhou's side, putting his hands in his trouser pockets and looking sloppy, getting closer, Shen Yuzhou could see that besides his paleness, he seemed to be flushing abnormally.

Until Chen Ye swayed to the side of the road and stopped. At this time, the car that brought him had already left. Shen Yuzhou pushed the door and got out of the car. He stood in front of him and held his arm, "Chen Ye?"

Sitting in the car, Chen Ye still couldn't believe it, "Why are you here?"

Really pretending to be stupid and being stupefied so much that he deserved a beating, Shen Yuzhou was full of anger, but he didn't let out the strong nasal voice when speaking to him.

In fact, Chen Ye's brain was a little fuzzy, and as soon as she leaned against the back of the chair, she didn't want to move anymore, her arms retracted in front of her body, and the cold air in her body came out from the cracks in her bones.

So when someone asked him what to go to notarize, he said straight, "Her property, let me give up the right to inherit."

Shen Yuzhou was stunned. Didn't Chen Ye's mother's property also come from his father, and now that she is remarried, the eldest son should give up the right to inherit?He thought of another question, "Why didn't you make a will?"

Chen Ye's mind was buzzing, and his lips opened and closed mechanically, "If I want to give up, my uncle and aunt...wouldn't bother her."

What kind of mother is this? Shen Yuzhou didn't expect Chen Ye to be treated like this when he returned home. What is home?In the face of chaos and chaos and all kinds of injustice, you can finally rely on a place to rely on.Shen Yuzhou said, "Where shall I take you?"

Chen Ye leaned on the passenger seat, closed her eyes, and laughed: "Don't go home, that's not my home anymore."

He looked extremely tired and haggard, like the last layer of fake blood faded, leaving only a poor pale, also, in a distant city, watching the person who gave him the ring put on someone else's The wedding ring, back to the beginning, the home is no longer his home.

Shen Yuzhou couldn't tell what was going on in his heart, he didn't rush to drive, he leaned over, and stretched out his hand to caress Chen Ye's face.

With the sudden cold touch, Chen Ye's mind suddenly jolted, his consciousness returned, his eyelids were raised, and he saw the man in front of him clearly.His first reaction was, why is Shen Yuzhou here.

It's really Shen Yuzhou, but what's with the pity in his eyes.

Chen Ye didn't like other people looking at him like this, and his mind was confused for a long time, and "Damn it", what did he say to Shen Yuzhou just now?

Chen Ye twitched the corners of her mouth when she was sober and in a daze, with a splitting headache, "I'm fine... I don't lack her..."

However, for some things, it's one thing to want them, and another thing to be deprived of them. Shen Yuzhou covered his eyelids with his hands, and couldn't bear to say, "Stop talking..."

Chen Ye also wanted to say something, he is really fine, after all, his relationship with his mother was already tense, and he didn't care too much, but he didn't hear his own voice even when he moved his mouth, the last thought in his mind: What the hell is the body? Unbelievable, this is really indescribable...

When he woke up again, there was a vast expanse of whiteness in front of his eyes, Chen Ye's body was sore, and he wanted to move his arm, but his hand was immediately held down, "Don't move."

Sweeping his eyes away, Chen Ye saw Shen Yuzhou's handsome face that had been there for more than ten years. At the same time, he also noticed a strange touch on the back of his hand. The needle was inserted into his blood vessel, and the medicine in the infusion bottle dripped limply.

He can probably guess that he fainted before, and his body is still weak, so Chen Ye can only ask feebly, "What time is it?"

Shen Yuzhou's handsome brows were tightly furrowed, but when he spoke, his voice was unusually soft. He said, "It's eight o'clock in the evening."

That means she has been in a coma for a whole day, and it seems that she is really seriously ill. Chen Ye tried to smile at Shen Yuzhou, "I've had a cold for several days."

Shen Yuzhou didn't answer him directly, but looked at him as if he was dying, and then held his empty hand.

After staring at each other for a long time, those thick black eyes fixed on him, Shen Yuzhou said, "I'll take you back."

Chen Ye wanted to laugh, but he couldn't. For a moment, he also wanted to ask Shen Yuzhou, from the time they met when they were young to now, they have been displaced for ten years, and each city has faded from colorful to empty. Where can Shen Yuzhou take him back? .

But he didn't ask, and he didn't give him a chance to ask. The door of the ward opened, and Ms. Lu came in.Ms. Lu's eyes were red, but her expression was kind. She just stood beside Shen Yuzhou and said to him, "My child, Auntie will take you home."

In mid-spring, Chen Ye's illness was like continuous rain.

The low-grade fever lasted for half a month, with ups and downs, most of the time it was fine in the morning, and the temperature rose again in the afternoon.

When he returned to City C again, he was really shamelessly taken home by Ms. Lu. He went for a full-body examination and found no major problems. In the end, the doctor of western medicine just pulled out the accent of traditional Chinese medicine and said that he was too internally angry. Sheng, then he actually went to a Chinese medicine doctor and prescribed some Chinese medicines.Ms. Lu said that the child's family could not make medicine by themselves, so she insisted on not letting him stay elsewhere.

Shen Yuzhou usually lives in an indoor apartment on weekdays, but these days when Chen Ye lives in Ms. Lu's house, he comes back almost every day and sleeps in the study at night.However, there is no intimacy with Chen Ye beyond that of friends, not even ambiguous words, it's really like Ms. Lu has three sons.

On Saturday morning, Shen Yuzhou also brought back a friend whom Chen Ye didn’t know, but this friend was very talkative. It just so happened that his routine fever hadn’t started yet, so he chatted with that person all morning. Inexplicably, the rest is quite pleasant.

However, it was impossible for Chen Ye to know what happened after Shen Yuzhou sent that man out.

Shen Yuzhou sent him downstairs before asking, "How is it? How is your mental state?"

This person is indeed Shen Yuzhou's friend, but it's not as simple as just visiting.

"I think it's okay, why do you think he needs psychological counseling?"

Shen Yuzhou said: "He has encountered some things before this illness. It can be said that he was hit twice in succession. He suddenly fell ill and couldn't find out the cause. I can only think so."

"But he seems to be in a good mood."

Shen Yuzhou said: "Do you think he might be pretending? I don't want others to worry about anything."

The friend just laughed: "It's really not like it. From the subconscious body movements to the expression, I can't tell that he is pretending. I don't know what happened to him, but don't worry about it. If you just said it, I think he is He is very understanding, and what you may think of as a blow is not a big deal in his eyes."

Shen Yuzhou said: "He is indeed very perceptive, but the more he behaves like this, the more frightened I become."

My friend laughed: "Don't think too much, there are indeed such people, no matter what they encounter, they have a very strong self-healing ability. After all, this kind of people are extremely self-suggestive, and they use self-suggestion to guide themselves. Even if he has experienced a major change, he can hint to convince himself that he has let go of the situation before the change, and the situation after the change is not too lower than his expectations."

The last sentence asks: "Is he very adaptable?"

Shen Yuzhou thought of those things before, "Forget it."

When Shen Yuzhou went upstairs, Chen Ye was sitting on the balcony talking with Shen Lu.

On April [-]st, Stanley went to the imperial capital. He signed a contract with a well-known domestic brokerage company, and his stardom was bright, but Shen Lu's little fantasies about him, as everyone expected, ended up in vain.

Life is like this, you can never tell which encounter is a superficial encounter, the people you have met, you can't say goodbye, and you can't predict who is a passerby.

Shen Lu said with some confusion: "I didn't feel as uncomfortable as I originally imagined when he left."

Chen Ye felt that one of Stanley's great merits was that he didn't really harm Shen Lu. He was obviously a man like a stallion, but he didn't mess up Shen Lu in the end. Prodigal sons only play games with prodigal sons. Stanley insisted on this principle to the end.

He smiled, "Maybe it's because you have done enough for him, you can enjoy yourself, do you understand?"

Shen Lu was dubious, "How can feelings be like what you said?"

Chen Ye asked, "Then what do you think? What is emotion? In the final analysis, psychological needs, for example, you have reached the age to show a giving personality. Well, Stanley has appeared."

Shen Lu became interested, "What about you? When you met my brother, what kind of psychological needs did you have?"

Chen Ye was stunned for a moment, "Maybe it's because I want to find someone to love," he said, wringing fingers one by one to Shen Lu, "Your brother must be good-looking, and he must be good enough. At that time, I met my eyes, okay, it's him gone."

The eldest brother is like a father, Shen Lu has no guts to appreciate his elder brother at all, curled his lips, "What about Zhuo Xu?"

Chen Ye suppressed her smile and pursed her lips tightly.

Shen Lu didn't bother, "Where's Stanley?"

Chen Ye said: "That's too simple, he can make people laugh at any time. When I met him, I was in a bad mood."

There were footsteps walking behind them, and then, Chen Ye heard Shen Yuzhou's deep voice from behind, "What about now? What do you need now?"

Chen Ye was stunned, didn't turn around, and didn't answer.His eyes kept looking at the floating clouds in the distant sky.The shape of those balls of cotton changed really quickly. A quarter of an hour ago, it looked like an alpaca's head, but now it doesn't look like it anymore.

"Why are you sticking to the balcony? Come in and eat some fruit." Ms. Lu called him back to his senses.

"Hey," Shen Lu jumped into the room as soon as he bounced.

Chen Ye also supported the armrest and stood up.

He turned around and looked in the living room. Shen Lu directly picked up an apple with his hand, and was slapped on the back of his hand by Ms. Lu, "Don't you have a toothpick?"

Ms. Lu called them again, "What are you doing in a daze, Chen Ye came over to eat, Yu Zhou, did you send someone back to wash your hands and mouth?"

Shen Yuzhou's gaze fixed on Chen Ye had to flicker for a moment, and he turned to look at his mother: "Got it, let's go."

Ms. Lu waved at Chen Ye, "Come in, that's the outlet, you can't stay too long."

A very simple picture of life, simple and peaceful, full of security, Chen Ye pursed his lips, knocking his upper and lower front teeth in his mouth, the crisp knocking sound filled his ears, and it sounded very pleasant.

Then, he smiled at Shen Yuzhou, "Probably, that's all."