People all over the world can't stop him from wanting to gain weight

When I woke up in the morning, Zhou Zhihang refused. The fat man didn't wake up and asked me to take responsibility, but I was going to work. Zhou Zhihang resolutely refused to accept such a sad thing.After telling the secretary to ask for leave today, Zhou Zhihang happily hugged the fat man and prepared to go back to sleep.

However, the sky failed as people wished, and the little fat man woke up.

To be honest, Fatty thought that he would either live alone for the rest of his life, or that he would say good morning to another Fatty in his arms when he woke up.

However, he is now sleeping in the arms of a man.He's not fat, he feels more than four pack abs; he has a good face, he looks more than handsome; he has a lot of money, and his estimated net worth is basically more than the total expenditure of the club so far.

Could it be that he was taken care of in one night?Or are you still drunk?

The hangover headache told the fat man that he must be awake, and, in the face of such a situation, his brain functioned as if he had been headshot N times in an instant.

"What's going on?" Fatty's voice was hoarse, and the unspeakable embarrassment couldn't overcome the unhappiness in his heart - this person was too difficult to deal with.

Zhou Zhihang raised his hand to touch the fat man's frowning brows, and rubbed gently until Shang Ping'an closed his eyes and stretched his brows.Zhou Zhihang hugged the fat man, dragged the fat man to his chest with difficulty, and before Shang Ping'an protested, he stroked his temples and massaged them lightly.

A gentle voice gurgled with the morning light, "Shang Ping'an, I have a crush on you, stay with me from now on."

Enjoying the golden morning light, Shang Ping'an smiled lazily: "Fart, I don't even look down on me."

Zhou Zhihang kept moving his hands and didn't speak.

Shang Ping'an opened his eyes and looked at Mr. Zhou, then retracted his eyes, blinked, and closed them again.

What is a bachelor with nothing afraid of?It's better to worry about IQ for Mr. Zhou.

"So when did you see me?"

He bowed his head and kissed the fat man's smooth forehead. Mr. Zhou, who was not resisted, was in a good mood. He spoke in a very soft voice, and told stories like a story. Such a mood.

"It was a long time ago. At that time, I saw you running, shouting chant while running, and your steps were smaller than my walking. I thought it was fun at first. How could there be such a stupid person?"

Shang Ping'an is not happy anymore, fat people also have dignity, and it's not weight loss, it's called fitness!

"Hey, what are you talking about—mmmmmm."

Twirling his tongue around his moist mouth, Zhou Zhihang's tone was coaxing: "Boom~shh, listen to me. After that, I started to pay attention to you. The more I pay attention to everything about you, the more amusing you are. I can't stop, I can't control it, but I don't dare to approach you. What made me make up my mind is that the day before I asked you to adjust my work and rest, I saw you running, and found that you didn't have any flesh on your body. If you run away, the swimming ring will fall out."

Speaking of this, Zhou Zhihang was overjoyed. Hearing the undisguised laughter, Shang Pingan exploded like a hedgehog: "You, you, you! It's outrageous!"

Shang Ping'an's face was flushed red, and he didn't know if it was because Boss Zhou was secretly paying attention to him and he was shy, or Mr. Zhou poked a sore spot where his swimming circle grew day by day, and became angry from embarrassment.

Barely holding back his smile, Mr. Zhou comforted the fat man, "Don't be afraid, I will take you to exercise in the future, and make sure you are as thin as me."

The clear sky is full of free clouds, and time also slows down in the long clouds.The curtains were half drawn, and the morning light through the glass windows shone on the face of the person in his arms, puffed up, dissatisfied but helpless.

The person you like is in your arms.

want to.

Since you don't resist, don't hate, and don't speak, then accept it.

Zhou Zhihang stopped rubbing his hands, hugged him in his arms, and lowered his head to reach for his hands.

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu" Shang Pingan passively endured the wanton stroking hands on his naked body, and his tongue was caught Holding it in his mouth, he managed to break free but was moved by the touch under his body, and the ups and downs of a word roared.

With a muffled chuckle, Zhou Zhihang focused on chasing the thick lips around his mouth, and spoke vaguely and provocatively: "It's all caused by fat vibrating and heating, how will you know if you don't try it."

Early in the morning, both of them lived up to the spring.

Things are going too smoothly, and the contented mood is like floating on soft clouds, not very at ease.

The fat man eats and drinks as he pleases every day, collects money to report his work and rest, and turns off his mobile phone when he is in a bad mood.

Shang Ping'an's life seems to be the same as before, heartless and still in shape.

Disagreements probably arose in these water-like worthless days.On Shang Ping'an's birthday, Zhou Zhihang took him on a trip to Europe. Thanks to Zhou Zhihang's wealth and talent, the two had a wonderful week.

However, Shang Pingan forgot Zhou Zhihang's birthday.

It's not that Zhou Zhihang didn't expect that Shang Ping'an would forget about it, so he purposely refrained from contacting Shang Ping'an all day, and wanted to mention it tactfully when Shang Ping'an was looking for him.

In fact, for adults, birthdays can be big or small, and they don't care when they are busy.But having this person's first birthday of his own is rare, and Zhou Zhihang wants to fill it with some good memories.

However, Shang Pingan forgot.

Even if Zhou Zhihang didn't contact him for a day, Shang Ping'an didn't look for him, and didn't make a phone call.

At this time, the feeling of stepping on the void filled Zhou Zhihang's heart. Sure enough, he didn't really care about himself, did he?No matter who it is, as long as he proposes to be with him in such a scene, he will agree, right?

At 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, Zhou Zhihang overturned all the documents on the desk and kicked over the coffee table in the brightly lit office.

On the other side, Shang Ping'an, and the other fat guys, continued to share until dawn.

Shang Pingan heard the man's voice in his dream, calling him fat man softly.That man was not a gentle person, he took a lot of thought, took a long detour, and came to his side. His gentle laughter made him take off his indifferent inner, which made people fascinated.

After waking up, Shang Pingan didn't know what happened in the dream, but the warm voice in his ear lingered in his heart all the time.

I'm sorry, but I don't regret it.

In the middle of the night, the fat man in his dream burst into tears, crying until he fell asleep from exhaustion.

Everyone has people, things, events or memories they care about, and Shang Pingan also has them.

Going back to the beginning, the current Shang Pingan may be able to rationally avoid being trapped in the vortex of the word fat. However, when Shang Pingan, who is indifferent to the world, faces time, most of the sharp thorns in the words of the years are more and more painful to him. When he was concerned about the wound, he could never forget that he was a fat man.

It's an obnoxious fat man.

Unlike other fat people who are relieved and kind, the fat man who resents the people around him.

The resentment is never deep, just stubborn enough not to be worn away by time.You can't hurt others, but you can close yourself enough.

The unintentional words of parents when they were young: "Hey? Today you took Ping An to the factory, didn't they recognize that it was your son? ... That's right, we are both very thin, why is Ping An so... I will have my son tomorrow. I don’t bring my son with me at colleagues’ gatherings, it’s embarrassing if I don’t recognize him…”

Facing the whole class, he was scolded by the head teacher: "You said you have such a good body and such a stupid brain. If your brain and stomach were the same, you might be smart."

Friends of the same age whispered: "You mean that fat guy in class xx? I'll go, last time the cafeteria lined up in front of me, damn, I can't even see the dishes in front of me!" "Hahaha... "

...The one who hurts the most may be the person who has been hiding his affection, the person who can't help getting closer, the gentle person.

In retrospect, the backgrounds were all gray and the air was cold.

"Hey, fat man, I heard you like my belly?"

At that time, what I thought might be that instead of being ridiculed, it is better to speak out, maybe, maybe it will be different.

Even if the expectation is small, it is enough to lighten the gloomy heart.

"Dewey, I... I am, I like you!"

That is his bravery, his unyielding warmth in the years, but not all admiration will be respected, cherished and guarded.

What he got was ridicule.Dewey's friends laughed happily, but did not comment, but all watched the interaction between the two.

Dewey's face was a little flushed, a little embarrassed.

Fatty thought he had a chance, he wanted to say, sorry to bother you, but I like you because you are really good, in fact, he didn't want to get a response, he just wanted to tell you.Sorry to bother you.

However, the gentle man said, "Well, I really want to promise you, but none of my friends agree."

The people around him began to boo: "That's right, you have such a good stomach, why do you have the nerve to be together!"

"Hey, hey, don't hurt people like this! But fat man, you really think about it, don't say whether you agree or not, let's not agree."

"A person with such a belly must be matched with a beautiful woman with big breasts! Right? Haha."

"To tell you the truth, even a man would want to. —Ah! Unless it's like a fat man..."

"Hey hey, don't attack me personally!"

"It wasn't intentional!"

Amidst the noise, the man's smiling face was helpless and harmless.

But the fat man felt the coldness of winter, the malice that devoured blood, and the sorrow that pierced his heart and lungs.

He is indeed very gentle, but his gentleness has always been limited, it is recognized by people, not others, let alone him.

hypocritical!

The resentment roaring in his heart and the pain of being humiliated finally prompted Shang Pingan to lose weight desperately.

I have tried intermittently before, but without too much motivation, I always give up halfway.After the heartache, Shang Pingan seemed to have endless power to toss himself, doing all kinds of things.

It’s not that there is no effect. In the day and night of exercising and dieting, in the midst of grievances, resentment and anger towards himself, and in the bouts of dizziness, Shang Ping’an finally stood up and his face was sallow. He succeeded and failed. .

Facing the mirror and looking at his thin and frail self in the mirror, Shang Pingan didn't feel the joy gushing from his heart, only hesitation and confusion swelled in his heart infinitely.

Is this kind of self still yourself?

He was back in the crowd, back in the crowd that had defied him.People were only surprised and curious, asking one after another: Are you stimulated?how did you do that?The face is not right, is it because of the wrong method that you will be a little malnourished?

Another thing is, you are amazing.

At that time, Shang Pingan really couldn't help laughing.sharp?Where is the power?

He has successfully changed himself and catered to others, but no one will applaud him, and no one will feel sorry for his self-inflicted suffering.

There won't be the care he wants, he is begging to be loved with changes.

When he understood this fact, the sorrow in his heart was like a raging tide that instantly overwhelmed him, and he felt suffocated.

In the days that followed, Shang Pingan never deliberately controlled his food intake.Eat as much as you want, life begins to be casual and comfortable.It is indeed a physique that is easy to gain weight, and it didn't take long for him to become a fat man again.

His heart has become clear, once again facing the unintentional words of "I knew it would rebound", he minimized the damage.Because the reaction to the outside world is completely cut off, the fat man is safe and sound.

Having tasted the sweetness, the fat man finally closed himself to protect himself.

The more you care, the deeper you will be hurt.Only when he grows up to be able to understand his own feelings, Shang Pingan understands this truth. If he can do it all over again, Shang Pingan may be able to deal with it with a calm smile or even self-deprecating. Willing to take a step outside.