After sitting at the same table with the mean school

For the first time, Wu Zhe felt that the other side of the bed was empty.

Even though it was just a month ago, it was fine for him to sleep alone.But now he always felt that something was missing. He lay on the bed and played with his mobile phone for half an hour, and decisively sent a harassing message to "Xia Xia" who was at the top of WeChat.

His WeChat notes on Xia Xingyao changed from "XXY" to "Xia Xingyao" to "Yaoyao" and then to Xia Xia. After several twists and turns, it finally settled down.

-exist?I miss you

Xia Xingyao didn't come back quickly, and Wu Zhe stared at the phone for 10 minutes, but didn't get a reply, and felt like he was alone in his boudoir.He was about to type and sue Xia Xingyao complainingly, when "Xia Xia" suddenly changed to "The other party is typing...".

As a result, after typing for 5 minutes, "the other party is typing" and "Xia Xia" jumped back and forth, and finally he seemed to be discouraged and calmed down.

Wu Zhe:?

Wu Zhe asked in bewilderment:

- why don't you talk?

- Is grandma's physical problem serious?

-Xia Xingyao, don't scare me, just talk

Xia Xingyao typed the Jiugong grid, pressing letter by letter:

-without

- just a little tired

Wu Zhe thought he was a little tired from the journey, so he sent a head-touching emoji very understandingly:

- then go to bed early

Not long after, Wu Zhe sent another screenshot of the file.Wu Zhe finished writing a large pile of materials spread out on the desk, and happily asked for credit:

- I can't make it into the top ten this time, but I will definitely make it next time, Yaoyao, wait for me

Xia Xingyao lay on the bed holding the phone, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

This is the room left to him by his grandparents alone. On the bookshelves are a large pile of small shells he picked up at the seaside in the third year of junior high school. There are blue wind chimes hanging on the shutters and a dream catcher whose feathers have fallen off. .The sheets are light blue, freshly dried, soft and fragrant.

His childhood was very happy, his grandparents loved him and regarded him as their eyes, and his grandparents also educated and cultivated him very carefully.He can still remember that when he was a child, he made his mother angry because of his naughtiness. His mother whipped his legs with a cane a few times, but the skin didn't break. Grandma shed tears when she saw him.The same goes for grandpa. He went swimming at the beach and choked on the water. A solemn intellectual like grandpa hides in the attic alone and sheds tears.

So many people love him.

He didn't know if he was doing them right now.

He really likes Wu Zhe.

But Wu Che is a boy.

Grandma is in good health, and may have a minor heart surgery in a while, so it's not a big problem.Compared with her son who is taking the college entrance examination, Ji Yaya is more worried about her old mother. Because of the good self-care ability of her neighbor Wu Zhe, she is very relieved that Xia Xingyao lives alone.

But after thinking about it carefully, she was still planning to find a nanny for Xia Xingyao, who could cook lunch.

Because she knew that Wu Zhe's aunt didn't cook.

Leave this kind of thing to adults to worry about, Xia Xingyao didn't want to worry about it, and flew back to Jingzhou on another three-hour plane the next afternoon.He asked He Ruobing to take a leave of absence for evening self-study, and skipped it openly.

He walked round and round Jinya Lake.

He thought about many things, rationality, emotion, family affection...

gender.

Some things cannot be changed.

He didn't know whether he was born with it or not, maybe it was. He checked some information and said that most men with this condition are born with genes.But he can't be sure, because he has grown up so much, he is almost 17 years old, he has only liked one person, and it is a natural and natural liking, which has nothing to do with gender.

Walking in Jinya Lake, the phone suddenly vibrated.

He picked it up and saw that it was a WeChat message from Wu Zhe, pitifully:

-Xia Xingyao, why didn't you come to study at night?

-[poor][poor][moon]

Xia Xingyao took a breath, found a bench and sat down, and slowly typed back to him:

- my plane is a bit late, so i don't bother to go

- then where are you now [poor]

Xia Xingyao:

- If you have something to say, why make a pitiful expression?what do you want

Wu Zhe put both hands in the belly of the table and typed quickly:

-I miss you so much

Xia Xingyao:

-………………………………………………………………………………

- bro, we haven't seen each other for a day

Wu Zhe:

-A day without seeing is like three autumns

- are you home i ' m coming back now

Xia Xingyao's fingers paused, and he tapped the keyboard lightly:

- I'm hanging out, you should study hard

After a while, the weakness in his heart could no longer support him. He sighed and typed again:

- I'm walking in Jinya Lake, Brother Zhe

- come and find me , ok

When Wu Zhe received the next two messages, his first feeling was that it didn't sound like what Xia Xingyao would say.Xia Xingyao rarely showed weakness, and only sat there obediently when he was sick, like a pitiful kitten.When he said this, Wu Che immediately felt that there was something wrong in his family...for example, his grandmother was seriously ill.

He became nervous, quickly packed up his things, and left the classroom openly.Even when the evening self-study is over, the movement attracts the students in front to look over frequently.

He found Xia Xingyao sitting on a bench with his head down beside Jinya Lake.The side face is as pale as snow, silent under the lamp, like a quiet and solemn relief painting.

He pursed his lips, walked over with light steps, squatted down beside his legs, raised his head and asked in a low voice: "What's wrong?"

Xia Xingyao took a breath and remained silent.

Wu Zhe asked softly, "Is there something wrong at home?"

Xia Xingyao shook his head slowly.

"What's the matter? You're so upset."

Xia Xingyao slowly arched his back, looked into his eyes, and asked softly, "Brother Zhe, is it not good for us to be like this?"

Wu Zhe's heart was tightened instantly: "What do you say?"

"That's it." Xia Xingyao looked at him firmly, compared his fingers between the two, his lips were pale, "Dating."

Wu Zhe's face changed, and he became a little gloomy: "Speak clearly, what do you want to say?"

"I..." Xia Xingyao reached out to rub his hair, "I don't know." His eyes were filled with tears, and he looked at Wu Zhe with a fragile expression, "I don't know... Is it not good for us to be like this?" .”

Wu Zhe sat next to him, held his lower arm, and put his hands into his arms, his voice was very quiet: "Xia Xingyao, do you want to break up with me..." He changed the word, " want to separate from me."

Xia Xingyao looked at him: "I didn't."

"Then why do you ask such a question?"

Xia Xingyao said softly, "Because...we are all men, we are gay."

Wu Zhe lowered his eyelids, and there was a shallow crease at the end of his eyes: "I'm gay, and I like you....What's wrong?"

Xia Xingyao asked word by word: "Have you ever thought about it, parents, teachers, classmates."

"I've thought about it." Wu Zhe said calmly, "If it wasn't for the college entrance examination... because you haven't promised me, I would have told my parents right now.... As for the teachers and classmates, they won't live with us for the rest of their lives."

Xia Xingyao sighed softly.

Wu Zhe frowned: "Don't sigh. If you're worried that your family won't accept it, then we can take it slowly... But if you want to separate from me, don't even think about it, Xia Xingyao. Don't even think about it." think."

Xia Xingyao looked up at him, with a relieved and sad expression: "I don't think so."

"Don't think that way." Wu Zhe lowered his voice and said softly, "Xia Xingyao, if he is really found out...it's all my fault."

Xia Xingyao said in a daze, "No. It's not wrong... I just like you. There's nothing wrong with liking someone." The two began to walk slowly around Jinya Lake.

Xia Xingyao didn't speak, thinking over and over in his heart what would happen if his parents found out.In fact, there is a high probability that it will not be so. They love him, and they are not the kind of unenlightened parents.He found himself stuck in the presupposition that his parents would definitely be against them. ——Because grandma said "great grandson", he kept thinking that there was no way to fulfill grandma's wish.When things didn't happen, he fell into pessimism, like a bug that caught himself in a spider's web, thinking that the person he liked and his relatives would always lose one.

The truth is, there is a way to have both.

He couldn't resist the feelings in his heart, and he thought he must find a way to get the best of both worlds.

Must have.

There was nothing he couldn't do since he was a child.

Xia Xingyao figured it out.

The result of the entrance exam was slower than that of the monthly exam. After a weekend, news about the results of the entrance exam was spread throughout the whole day on Monday.Xia Xingyao threw his schoolbag onto the chair, and while taking off his earphones, he heard a few classmates chatting.

"This time the proposition is in F, right?... I heard that they leaked the composition!"

"What leak? How did you find out?"

"No, isn't the composition very biased? This time, there are quite a few students who scored 57 or 58 in the composition in F, and they are not the group with good Chinese in their grade, but the ones who are usually not very good. The first time in F Isn't it the first place in the joint entrance examination, this time it fell to the second place, and the first Chinese test scored 140 points!"

"My day, 140, is this a human test? ——But if the test is higher than usual, it doesn't mean that the test is leaking?"

"No... it was posted on their school's post bar. It seems that the academic administration accidentally leaked the question."

"God, really, that's so unfair, we didn't see it."

A few classmates dissed a wave of unreliable academic affairs in F, and lamented why they were not lucky enough to see the composition in advance. Maybe they could prepare the composition materials well and have a look at 57 or 58 points.

In the afternoon, the leak of the composition in F Middle School spread to the whole grade.

When Teacher Xu Shufen was talking about the Chinese papers, she specifically mentioned this matter, which probably exists but has no evidence.Moreover, leaking questions in their compositions will not affect our exams. We should say that it is impossible for most people to know the situation on their side in advance.

but……

There may be exceptions.

After all, there are only a few top high schools where students know each other, and it is very convenient to start a group chat.

Results came out at night.

He Ruobing is different from Yin Congqing.The first class belongs to those who don't care about the comprehensive results. Every time, the report cards are posted on the wall together, and everyone's results can be seen.As for the third class, He Ruobing is careful and pays more attention to privacy. Every time, he tore up the grade slips into small pieces and handed them out to the students—although this is not very effective, the ones who need to be inquired will still be inquired about.

A few boys in the front row helped distribute the grade slips.The first thing they did was to look for No.1, found the note of No.1, and immediately rushed to him: "My day——Brother Kun, Niubi, how did you get 140 in the Chinese test!"

"Brother Kun, you are too stupid this time, first in Chinese and third in English."

The person next to Xu Kunming immediately said emotionally: "Brother Kun! Is there anyone else who can take the test besides you, with a score of 700?!"

Xu Kunming: "..."

He subconsciously glanced back, feeling a little proud.

Xia Xingyao's previously touted position belonged to Xia Xingyao.

But Mr. Xia won't accept too exaggerated flattery.Xia Xingyao smiled lightly, lowered his head and continued to read.Wu Zhe put on his cap and was catching up on sleep, Xia Xingyao secretly glanced at his face.

Thinking of last night, he was pulling his hand, not wanting to let it go, saying, don't even think about it.

Xia Xingyao couldn't help laughing.

Sometimes the feelings of youth are always like this. When I think of it, I laugh inexplicably, and I don’t know what I am happy about.

The boys in the front row also found Xia Xingyao's note, ran over and presented it with both hands.

"Mr. Xia, my...why are you so fierce."

Xia Xingyao took it and took a look.

Look at the grade ranking first, 4.

Entrance examination ranking, 9.

He entered the top ten of the entrance examination.

However, the grade ranking is still only fourth, which is a lot better than the last monthly exam.

With a total score of 750, he got 689 in the test, and his score in science and technology was still average, 272, which is not good-looking, but he has made steady progress.Chinese is not the first in the grade this time, 135 points are stable, but the ranking is only third.

He remembered what Teacher He said that the top three leaders in the exam would be able to reach the first place, and he felt really bad.

Just one more.

He wants to be number one in everything.

After the results came out, several qualified students were called to the office for a short meeting.

Xia Xingyao saw Xu Kunming's report card.

In He Ruobing's computer, Xu Kunming's name appeared on the top, Chinese 140, Science 285, Mathematics 139, English 144, total score 708, entrance exam ranking: 2, grade ranking, 1.

This time the first place is still in F, but only one point higher than Xu Kunming.

The second in the grade is Duan Xun with 700 points, and the third is Zuo Mingyu with 694 points.

He Ruobing quietly glanced at the students present: "The academic affairs gave me the new ranking. The ranking is updated according to this exam, and the leader is the first place." He gently nodded his chin at Xu Kunming, "Kunming .”

Xu Kunming blushed and immediately stood up from the chair: "Thank you, teacher!"

He Ruobing smiled: "It's okay, you sit down, don't get excited....the second place," he scanned around and settled on Xia Xingyao's face, "Mr. Xia, you are second."

The other three students may have expected it a long time ago, and they were not very disappointed.Jiang Xiaojing poked Xia Xingyao's waist, which meant congratulations.

However, Xia Xingyao didn't answer quickly.He braced his knees and thought for a while: "Teacher, I don't want this quota."