After sitting at the same table with the mean school

This monthly exam is the second monthly exam in the third year of high school, and it is also the second comprehensive paper exam for science and comprehensive essays.But the school doesn't care about the first time or the second time. The comprehensive test papers are extremely difficult, and many people are autistic.

Xia Xingyao was also autistic.

He reviewed chemistry and biology for two days in total, all of which were traditional question types prepared according to the difficulty of the college entrance examination. As a result, as soon as the school's science comprehensive test paper came up, he had to click through two extremely comprehensive chemical reaction principle questions. He wondered about life—does physical chemistry need to be used?

Creatures are even more frightening. He calculated the probability of genetic problems as 2579/13406. This number looked wrong, but he didn't know what was wrong, so he could only grit his teeth and fill it in.

Physics is a bit better, and there are two basic competition questions in the multiple choice questions, the entry-level ones.The calculation of the big question is very complicated, but the thinking is not difficult. He used some skills in the competition, and the answer is quite satisfactory.

After completing all the questions, there were only 5 minutes left. He took a breath and quickly scanned the uncertain multiple-choice questions again.

Finally, I turned back to the first page of the comprehensive test paper, sure enough.

He knew it.

This time the test papers were written by Xu Zhongming and Liu Xu in physics.Liu Xu is the most experienced competition coach in Jingzhong. He was permanently deprived of the qualification to take the test because he made a killer in the first monthly exam in the first year of high school, causing the grade average score to drop to 30 points.

Chemistry is Yin Congqing.Yin Congqing was also a chemistry competition coach. Because Class One is not in class now, he took the initiative to submit such terrible papers just for fun.

Damn not human.

As soon as the exam bell rang, the exam room exploded.The invigilator had to emphasize loudly: "Leave the examination room immediately, don't talk, put the answer sheet face up on the table, hurry up!"

When Xia Xingyao left the examination room, he glanced at the answer sheets of the students around him.

He didn't know whether the difficulty of the test paper was too high this time, or the level of the last science test room was relatively low. Anyway, he didn't see a few test papers that were finished, and most of them even had the whole page blank without a single word. Write.Xia Xingyao had just left the examination room when Wu Zhe caught up with him from behind and sighed while pressing his shoulders.

"Xia Xingyao, I regret it." Wu Zhe said in a very sad tone.

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"I think it's going to lower the average score of both of us."

Xia Xingyao finally couldn't help smiling: "I feel it's still a bit difficult. Maybe it's because I haven't done it for a long time."

Wu Zhe was stunned: "It's simply too difficult. I've left the entire question of genetics in biology empty, and 15 points are gone."

Xia Xingyao: "..."

"Comprehensive science is so difficult, and mathematics is so easy, even if you want to get some points, you can't get it."

Life is not easy, Zhe Shen sighed and was forced to use mathematics as a showpiece.

Someone passed by them, complaining to the students next to them while walking.

"I left seven physics multiple-choice questions blank, can you believe it?"

"...So you made one?!"

"Damn, that one is still fooled. Damn, who is the questioner this time, I will catch him sooner or later."

"It's really difficult. It's too difficult. I'm really confused. Can I get half of the test this time?"

"Half of the difficulty, I don't know if the score will be lower than the Chinese. It's really a dog."

Xia Xingyao turned his head and looked at Wu Zhe.

He recognized himself in his heart.It's really hard.

Having gone through such a difficult science exam, the English in the afternoon was a bit lackluster.After the two-day monthly exam, the senior three students finally have a free evening, and they don't have to go to the evening self-study.

But Xia Xingyao still showed up in the classroom on time.

After messing around with the imminent monthly exam, he is about to start the formal review of the college entrance examination, and this evening is used to make plans.

Students in other classes have already started a round of review, and he must catch up with the progress as soon as possible.No one can help him now, Class [-] has not even resumed, so he can only rely on himself.

He was alone in the classroom.

He turned off the lights in the back row, leaving only the one above his head, silently.He leaned on his elbow and slowly wrote down his progress and future plans, what would happen in one month, and what would happen in two months.

How to get back your own No.1.

The wind rolled up the draft paper in the back row of the classroom, and someone threw the competition materials on the table that hadn't been cleaned up for half a year, and the wind blew them away.

It was around nine o'clock when he finished the detailed schedule, took a cup and went to the front row of the classroom to fetch water, when someone knocked on the front door of the classroom: "Xia Xingyao?"

Xia Xingyao turned his head and saw that it was Teacher He Ruobing.

He Ruobing asked: "Why are you alone in the classroom?"

Xia Xingyao said, "I'll study by myself."

"I thought there was no one in the first class, so let's see if the lights are on." He Ruobing's eyes were very gentle, "It's just right, come with me to the office."

Holding the water glass, Xia Xingyao followed He Ruobing step by step, and entered the small office of the head teacher of the experimental class.The other head teachers were not here at the moment, so He Ruobing pulled up a chair and asked Xia Xingyao to sit beside her.

Then he opened an Excel sheet, which was the grades and sub-scores of the monthly mathematics exam.

Mathematics is relatively easy to grade because there are standard answers, so the scores have always been very fast.

He Ruobing asked warmly: "You just quit the competition group for two days, right? Have you not caught up with the conic sections and derivatives?"

Xia Xingyao pursed his lips and did not answer, his eyes were fixed on the computer screen, a little impatient, wondering how much he had passed the exam.

He Ruobing looked into his eyes, laughed, and then sorted the scores from highest to lowest.Xia Xingyao easily found his name on the first page. He scored 138 in the test and ranked eleventh in the grade.

No.1 is Wu Zhe, obviously, full marks.

Xia Xingyao looked back with difficulty, and saw that he had deducted points for the derivative and conic section questions.

He sighed silently, looked up at He Ruobing: "Yes, teacher, I just did a few questions before the exam, and I'm not very proficient."

The main reason is that the conic section question this time is not the difficulty of the conventional college entrance examination. Needless to say, the calculation is complicated, and a very clever auxiliary line must be constructed to prove the principle of plane geometry.

He Ruobing said: "It's okay, 138 points, it's pretty good, you're already in the top ten even if you don't count Wu Zhe. … Work harder and catch up with the progress, you will definitely be able to."

"Ah."

He Ruobing paused for a moment and asked, "Then you have withdrawn from the competition group now, what are you thinking?"

Xia Xingyao rubbed his fingers anxiously, bit his lips, and said slowly: "I want to catch up with the progress first... Then, study hard. I don't know..."

He Ruobing patted his head reassuringly: "Don't worry, it's okay, it's okay. That's what I thought. In the past, the full resumption of the competition class had to end at the end of October for the Golden Autumn Camp, and there was still about a month left. I heard that you don't want to participate in the Golden Autumn Camp, so this month, you can only study by yourself. Then, do you want to come back to class three and take classes with everyone?"

Xia Xingyao blinked, but didn't react for a while.

He Ruobing took a sip of water and continued: "When you come back to class with everyone, you may have to work harder, and you have to catch up with everyone's review progress after class. But reviewing with the teacher is always more systematic than yourself. What do you think? of?"

Xia Xingyao's lips moved: "Teacher... Let me think about it. I'm used to studying by myself."

He Ruobing said it was okay: "Then you go back and think about it carefully. If you want to come back, come and tell the teacher."

"Well. Thank you teacher."

"Recently, it seems that your mood is not particularly high. After the exam, don't study by yourself. Go home and rest early. You can learn better tomorrow when you have enough energy."

"I know, thank you teacher."

Xia Xingyao finally had the real feeling of entering the third year of high school.

The results of the monthly exam came out very quickly.One by one, the first math, Xia Xingyao saw the score the night before.The second subject is English. The next morning, the English teacher, Miss Zhuang Xin, specially came to inform him.Because he and Wu Zhe were the only ones in the first class to take the monthly exam, they were called to the office by Zhuang Xin to see the results.

Both of them did well in the English test, because it is a subject that relies on accumulation, so the missing semester class in the second year of high school is not very important. The test only requires the proficiency and speed of doing the questions.

Xia Xingyao took the fifth grade in the exam, tied with several classmates, with a score of 143, and No.1 was a girl from the liberal arts experimental class, with a score of 145.

Both English and Math are expected.

As for Chinese and comprehensive science, the score is at night.

The school has a home-school platform, which will send the results to parents after all the test scores are out.Not only scores, but also data analysis for each subject and each test. You can even check the difficulty coefficient of each question, analyze whether it is a simple question that loses more points or is a difficult problem, and gives each student a six-dimensional index.

It's almost like the ability dimension map of the protagonist in Japanese manga.

It was during evening self-study that Xia Xingyao received his total score ranking from his mother.

He was writing a round of review materials at his own pace when the cell phone hidden in the table vibrated.He leaned his head against the edge of the table and lowered his head to unlock the phone.

mom:

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- Yaoyao, you did pretty well in the exam [thumb][thumb]

Xia Xingyao took a deep breath, clicked into WeChat, and saw a screenshot of his grades.

Total score: 649.5

Grade Rank: 26

……

Comprehensive Science: 253.5

Physics: 109

Grade Rank: 1

Chemistry: 71

Grade Rank: 58

Creatures: 73.5

Grade Rank: 27

The moment he saw the ranking numbers, for some reason, Xia Xingyao's tears suddenly welled up in his eyes.

His mind was blank, and his thinking was even a little dull.

Intellectually, I know that this ranking is normal, even better than I imagined; but emotionally, it is still very, very hurt.Staying up late and reviewing for several nights, studying without stopping, all you get is such a ranking.

26.

26.

Tears fell down and hit the phone, blurring the screen.

Xia Xingyao didn't know why, but when he saw this ranking, he suddenly felt very discouraged.

very tired.

Really tired.

He wiped the glass screen with his fingers, trying to restrain his sadness, but his shoulders still couldn't help shaking.

Maybe it's hard to understand.

Is 26 actually bad? It's really not bad.But the sadness that arises spontaneously is hard to contain.

Wu Zhe had been carefully preparing for the fourth physics elective, turned his head slightly, and suddenly reached out to touch Xia Xingyao's shoulder.

He asked softly, "Xia Xingyao, what's wrong with you?"

Xia Xingyao's tears still didn't stop.He wiped his tears carelessly with the sleeve of his school uniform, raised his head, and said in a choked voice, "I'm fine."

He grabbed the pen and continued to write from the point where he had just stopped, but soon, tears soaked the handwriting, leaving a faint black mark on the paper.

He didn't know anything, and didn't think about anything in his mind. He just continued the action just now mechanically and nervously, but his writing hand shook involuntarily, and the writing was hasty and even ugly.

Wu Zhe stared fixedly at his profile for a while, then suddenly grabbed his writing wrist and pulled him up from his seat: "Come out with me."

Xia Xingyao struggled a bit, then looked up at Wu Che, with a pitiful expression on his face, tears rolling in his eyes: "What are you doing? I want to write a topic."

Wu Zhe and him looked at each other, feeling a little sad in his heart.

He tugged at his wrist and pulled him out of the classroom and down the stairs.

With the sound of footsteps, the lights in the corridor turned on one by one, all the way to the first floor.After reaching the first floor, Xia Xingyao withdrew his hands and said in a hoarse voice, "Wu Zhe,...I want to go back. I still have questions to write."

Wu Zhe didn't say a word, and he didn't let go of his grip. He tightly gripped Xia Xingyao's wrist, which could be called rough, and dragged him all the way to the school gate.

He showed the school sign to the guard in the security room at the school gate, and pulled Xia Xingyao straight out of the school gate.Xia Xingyao struggled: "What are you doing, I won't go out."

Wu Zhe silently dragged him out.

There is a busy road at the gate of Jingzhong School, and not far from the road is Jinya Lake, a very good relaxation park nearby.Jinya Lake is a large pond, but the bottom is connected to the Jingjiang water system, which belongs to running water, and weeping willows are planted around it, and the scenery is very elegant in spring.

Now some people walk by the lake, and some people run around the lake at night.The night wind is coming slowly, and the water waves are gentle.

Wu Zhe held Xia Xingyao's hand tightly, and Xia Xingyao staggered two steps. He stopped struggling, wiped away his tears, lowered his head, and remained silent for a long time.

The young man has a thin back, and his figure is stretched obliquely by the golden lights by the lake.

Walking step by step, Wu Zhe sighed lowly, turned his head to look at Xia Xingyao, and said solemnly, "Xia Xingyao, what are you thinking in your heart, can you tell me?"

Silence for a long time.

"I didn't think about anything."

"I look at you, and I feel that you are so tired. Seeing that you are unhappy all day long, I feel that I am also a failure. Xia Xingyao...don't be like this, okay?"

Xia Xingyao's lips were pale, and he suddenly smiled, turned his head and looked at Wu Zhe fixedly, with tears in his eyes: "Then what should I do? Look, I can't even get the first place in the exam... ...how can I be happy, Wu Zhe, how can I be happy..."

He couldn't go on anymore, tears flowed down involuntarily, and he hurriedly wiped them with his sleeves.But he rubbed more and more. He felt ashamed and didn't want to go forward. He squatted down on the spot, buried his face, and said with a sob, "I don't want to either...but I can't be happy...Wu Che , what do you want me to do, tell me..."

The game was deducted at least [-] points for nothing.

It should have been ranked first in theory, but in the end it didn't make it to the provincial team.

He only shed one tear.

But on a night like this.

It seemed that the pressure of the whole world was on his shoulders. College entrance examinations, competitions, and universities. The previously easy road was now full of thorns. He walked up it barefoot and gritted his teeth not to scream.

It doesn't hurt, the road is chosen by oneself, and you have to walk it after you die.

But I really couldn't help it anymore, I had already pushed myself to a dead end, it hurt, and I wanted to cry.

Wu Zhe remained silent, and slowly squatted down beside him, gently hugged him into his arms, and patted his back comfortingly.

Xia Xingyao raised his head, tears on his cheeks intertwined, his voice choked up: "I don't want to do this either. I don't want to do this, but I can't... This is so useless, Wu Che, you know, I've never done this before ...Is there no way I can go to Tsinghua University with you..."

Wu Zhe wiped the tears on his face with his sleeve, but he couldn't dry it. He tried to wipe it with his thumb, but it couldn't be wiped clean.Suddenly lowering her head, she gently pressed her lips against the corner of Xia Xingyao's eyes, kissing away the stream of tears.