After sitting at the same table with the mean school

The evening self-study get out of class was over, and the rest of the training room had almost left before Xia Xingyao raised his head from the table. He took out the topic selection and Guopei from the belly of the table expressionlessly.In the locker at the back of the training room, there were more textbooks for physics competitions, and he took them all out and piled them on the table.

Wu Zhe called him at the door: "Yaoyao."

Xia Xingyao turned to look at him: "Yes." He pointed to the information on his desk, "Wu Zhe, can you get some for me. I want to take them home."

Wu Zhe walked in hesitantly, hugging a thick stack of question books: "Yes."

Xia Xingyao said without emotion: "I'll sell them all for waste paper sometime on the weekend."

Wu Zhe turned to look at him: "...Xia Xingyao."

Xia Xingyao said, "It's useless anyway."

"There will be an experimental test later. Maybe you can enter the provincial team."

Xia Xingyao bent his lips and smiled: "Do you believe it? The test score is 80, do you believe it?" After a pause, Xia Xingyao said nonchalantly, "I'm fine, I've recovered, I don't feel bad at all, Wu Zhe, you don’t have to comfort me all the time.”

Although Xia Xingyao said such things, he still took the experimental exam unwillingly the next day.

The full score of the experiment was 80, and Xia Xingyao got the full score. The total score added up to 250, while the provincial team's score line was 260.

He missed the provincial team.

This news was told to him in advance by Xu Zhongming privately.

Xu Zhongming wanted to comfort him, but he was very clumsy: "Xiao Xia, no matter what happens, Peking University is fine...you must be able to, you know? The college entrance examination will not have such a problem of confusing marking standards. Sure."

Xia Xingyao smiled with the corners of his mouth: "Teacher, I have already said that I am fine, you don't have to be so careful to comfort me all the time. I will be able to take the college entrance examination soon, and there is still one year left. I can make it up—maybe I can still take the exam." A champion. Teacher, just wait."

Xu Zhongming said relievedly: "It's good if you can think about it." He added, "If you want to go to Tsinghua University, there will be a golden autumn camp next. You can see if you want to sign up."

Xia Xingyao shook his head decisively: "I don't want to try my luck anymore. I want to concentrate on the college entrance examination."

"Well, do what you want."

Xia Xingyao turned around and left the office, the smile on his face immediately disappeared without a trace.He squatted at the corner of the emergency exit at the stairway, silently hugging his knees in a daze.Dust paves the stairwell, turning him into a dusty child.

Knowing the truth is one thing, accepting it is another.

Selling all the materials, no matter how decisively you do it, how sad you feel.

Xia Xingyao buried her head on her knees, bit her lip, and thought quietly, I only suffer from this day.

Just this day.

Tomorrow, I will be Xia Xingyao cheering up again. I can start to learn the content of the college entrance examination. I will take my favorite Chinese and English, and write my favorite composition. The mathematics of the college entrance examination is also very good, the difficulty is appropriate, and some topics are quite interesting.

It's all my favorite.

I'm not at all unhappy.

Not sad at all.

See, there's really no hard time.

Not even tears flowed.

He stood up, a bright smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.

See, it's really not that hard.

When he returned to the classroom, there was a sudden silence in the classroom.

Those who are sitting in the classroom now are all students who have confirmed that they have lost the competition and are preparing to sprint for the college entrance examination. They are all studying by themselves, more than ten of them.

Few people thought that Xia Xingyao would also be in the "loser" column. Everyone stared at him and observed his expression.

And the stubborn Xia Xingyao would never allow himself to show weakness.He laughed, his eyes were bent, with a bright color: "What are you looking at me for? Don't you study by yourself?"

Zhang Xun, who was sitting in the front row, asked in a low voice, "Mr. Xia, are you okay?"

Xia Xingyao shrugged: "It's good for everyone to take the college entrance examination together. I don't want to continue the competition. I'm going to vomit every day when I study the questions."

Zhang Xun silently lowered his head and remained silent.

Xia Xingyao returned to his seat and cleared away the sundries on the table.He took out no less than five greeting cards, four love letters, a box of chocolates, and two boxes of Ferrero.Staring at these things blankly, he threw them all into the trash can at the back of the classroom, then found a post-it note and wrote a number.

"Countdown to college entrance examination 255 days"

He stuck the post-it note tightly to the corner of the table, then dug out his dusty fifth-three-mathematics from the locker at the back of the classroom, and started writing the previous topic.

He pursed his lips and remained motionless, writing three whole night self-study sessions.

When get out of class was over, I didn't come back to my senses.

In the third year of the school, class ends at 10:00, and the lights are turned off at 10:30. When the lights are turned off, the grade leader, Brother Kun, patrols the classrooms one by one.Seeing that Xia Xingyao was the only one left in the classroom who was immersed in his homework, Brother Kun patted the back door of the classroom and called him in a warm voice: "Xia Xingyao."

Xia Xingyao turned his head, surprised: "Teacher Li? What's wrong?"

Li Kun said: "The lights are going to be turned off, you should go back to the dormitory earlier - or go home? Don't let the parents worry, ah."

Xia Xingyao let out an "oh", turned around to clean up his Wusan, and suddenly found that his fingers had a little nervous spasm.He took a breath, put Wusan into his bag, then turned off the lights at the front and back of the classroom, and left the classroom through the back door.

Li Kun was standing in the corridor waiting for him.Seeing him come out, we walked downstairs side by side with him, and said while walking: "Every session, every session we have will have players who lose the competition."

Xia Xingyao lowered his head: "Yes. Teacher, I'm fine."

"I used to lead an experimental class, and there was a student who was as smart as you. He was studying chemistry competition, and he accidentally broke the instrument during the test, so he didn't enter the provincial team. Originally, he was our gold medal seedling.  … …Later, he went to Tsinghua University by himself. Later, when he came back for the school celebration, he said, fortunately, he didn’t study chemistry. He studied computer, developed several apps, and realized his own value.”

"Ah."

"If he studied chemistry all the way, he might not find the career he really likes." Li Kun paused, "So, life, all kinds of arrangements, have his reasons. Xingyao, you are young , don’t care about these small setbacks, these details are just small episodes in your life, and they are not worth talking about when you recall them five years later or ten years later. Our history often says that history has laws, historical inevitability, and accidental events It will be corrected by the inevitable historical trend; just like this incident, it is a very accidental failure, your life will definitely correct him, and you will still return to the good road. You have to believe in yourself, your future is bright .”

Xia Xingyao lowered his head and said softly, "Teacher, I know, thank you."

Li Kun patted his head kindly: "Come on. The teacher believes that you are very powerful."

Xia Xingyao went home with Wu San on his back.Ji Yaya was making a small pot of soup, when she heard Xia Xingyao's door opening, she carefully poked her head out from the kitchen: "Yaoyao? You're back."

Xia Xingyao let out a "hmm", went back to his room, locked the door, and took Wu San out of his bag to continue writing.

Math is really good.

Mathematics is the most perfect subject in the world. Once a person starts doing mathematics, he will forget all the happy and unhappy things, and only the questions will be left in his mind.

It would be great if a person's life could be as pure as mathematics.

Xia Xing wrote for a long time with ecstasy, and when she came out of the trance, she only heard Ji Yaya's knock on the door: "Yaoyao? What are you doing in there? Don't scare mom, open the door, mom has made soup for you .”

Xia Xingyao lowered his head and continued to write crazily. When he spoke, he was surprised to find that his voice was hoarse: "Mom, it's okay. I'll sleep after finishing my homework."

"Yaoyao, you open the door."

"Mom, I'm really fine. I'm writing math."

Seeing that she couldn't open the door, Ji Yaya froze in place at a loss, and suddenly turned her head to knock on the door next door.

Within 2 minutes, suddenly another person was at the door, softly calling Xia Xingyao's name: "Xia Xingyao, open the door, don't lock yourself inside."

Xia Xingyao frowned: "I said I'm fine, I'm doing my homework."

"Xia Xingyao, can you open the door?" Wu Zhe's voice sounded a little tired.

Xia Xingyao stepped on the slippers, walked over with a look of hesitation and opened the door with a bang, only to see Wu Zhe standing at the door, his eyes were full of melancholy.

Xia Xingyao still hasn't lost the pen in his hand, so he flicked it, feeling unhappy: "I said I was doing my homework, what are you two thinking, am I committing suicide?"

He turned his head back to his seat and continued to write.

Wu Zhe looked back at Ji Yaya at a loss, and Ji Yaya winked at him.He spontaneously entered Xia Xingyao's room, sat down next to him, and rested his chin to watch him write the topic.

College Entrance Examination Mathematics - Topic on Conic Sections.

Xia Xingyao was unhappy, and pursed his lips: "What are you looking at. The monthly exam is coming soon, do you know?"

Wu Zhe approached cautiously: "Ah... I really don't know."

Xia Xingyao: "You don't have to read Chinese quickly, and you won't get an average score in the exam."

Wu Zhe tentatively asked: "Then you can lend me your Chinese materials? I want to learn, can you?"

Xia Xingyao smiled at him: "Want to learn? - No."

Wu Zhe looked a little annoyed, and begged softly, "Xia Xingyao, you are so kind, you will definitely help me, right?" He spoke softly, like coaxing a child.

Xia Xingyao whispered, "I'll finish the math first."

"Then I'll get the Chinese Wusan, and we'll write together."

"it is good."

Wu Zhe moved out of his room from his second year of high school, bought the fifth and third Chinese topic for the college entrance examination, and brought in two copybooks, which he wanted to write with Xia Xingyao.He wrote the copybook for a while, and gently called Xia Xingyao's name: "Xia Xingyao, do you want to take the monthly exam in a few days?"

"Of course I will." Xia Xingyao gave Wu Zhe a strange look, "Why not."

"But your progress is much slower than other classes. ... You don't learn biology at all, and you don't learn chemistry."

Xia Xingyao said softly: "What's the matter? Do you believe that I can finish the study in three days and write two five-three books?"

Wu Zhe's face turned pale: "You want to die suddenly?"

"Who said that?" Xia Xingyao showed him the math five and three that he had written, "Did you see that? Finish math tonight. Finish chemistry tomorrow, and biology the day after tomorrow, and recite Chinese temporarily. Then you can take the monthly exam." I'm afraid of someone."

"..." Wu Zhe gave a thumbs up sincerely, "Xia Xingyao, you are too good."

"Who am I? I'm the invincible Xia Xingyao." He hooked his lips and smiled slyly like a little fox or a kitten with blue eyes.

Ji Yaya brought in two bowls of freshly boiled soup for the two children.Xia Xingyao drank the soup and immediately devoted himself to studying mathematics.

Because he was cramming to prepare for the monthly exam, he only did a few typical questions for each topic, and he has quickly shifted from the conic curve to the finale of the derivative.

Most of the questions were not difficult for him, but when he came across the range of values ​​​​with parameters and saw e^x, when he subconsciously used the Taylor expansion, the pen under his hand paused.

Then cross out the process of writing it down, and start doing it again with the high school method.

Others can use elementary mathematics, why do you have to use advanced mathematics?

Do you know L'Hopital's law?

As far as you'll Taylor expand?

Are you asking for points?

What are you talking about.

Do you think you are smart?

Wu Zhe watched Xia Xingyao working non-stop like a machine all the way: turning pages, turning pages, turning pages, and felt a faint pain in his heart.

He thought for a while, put his phone under the table, and quietly contacted He Ruobing, the math teacher.

- Teacher, have you rested yet?

Teacher He may not have rested yet, and answered quickly.

-What's wrong?

Wu Zhe:

-Do you have the test questions of our previous monthly exams?

He Ruobing:

- what do you want that for

-Are you going to take the monthly exam?Then you don't need to look at the monthly math papers, it's not like you're playing the exam

Wu Zhe:

- I also want biology and chemistry, do you have them there?I mainly don't know where the key subjects of the investigation are, I want to see the style

-Look how long it's been since I took the exam, and I'm quite nervous

He Ruobing replied after a while:

- Mathematics style, you can find a few sets of college entrance examination papers and study it. I don’t have chemistry and biology here. You can ask Mr. Yin?But I feel that it should be the same as the college entrance examination, and now everyone's style is moving closer to the college entrance examination

Wu Zhe:

- Mainly because I feel that our monthly exam will be more difficult than the college entrance exam

He Ruobing:

-That's true

- How did you come up with the idea of ​​taking the monthly exam?

Wu Zhe typed slowly:

-Teacher, not only do I have to take the monthly exam, I'm also going to come back for the college entrance exam, is that okay?

He Ruobing:

-[scratch head][scratch head][question]

-why?