The halo of the protagonist of rebirth is mine

Many years later, Mu Hexuan still remembered the vivid past, the dusty past of his youth.He always thought that with his new life, the past should disappear like smoke.

But in fact, some things will always be engraved in your mind, always remembered, always cherished, until it makes you want to die.

four years old.

"Kneel down." "Yes, Father." "Follow me, 'I, Mu Hexuan,'" "I, Mu Hexuan," "I swear in front of the ancestor's spiritual tablet today," "I swear in front of the ancestor's spiritual tablet today, "Never betray the Mu family, born as a member of the Mu family, and die as a ghost of the Mu family."

"Never betray the Mu family, you will be born as a member of the Mu family, and you will die as a ghost of the Mu family." The child's clear voice resounded like a spring water, traveling through time, as if the picture of the Shen family's 100-year-old son making an oath overlap at the moment. "If you break this oath," "If you break this oath," "willing to suffer from being pierced by ten thousand arrows." "Willing to suffer from being pierced by ten thousand arrows."

This is the establishment ceremony of the Mu Clan in Pingcheng.

……

13 is old.

Mu Zhun took the stick and didn't say a word, he hit his head and face with more than a dozen blows, only hitting Mu Hexuan until he didn't know what time it was, and he was only gasping for air. "Do you know what's wrong?!" "What's wrong, what's wrong..." Mu Hexuan's brain was already in chaos at this time, and he was just answering instinctively.Mu Zhun was out of breath and patted his arm a few more times. The 13-year-old boy is now naked, and the rolled flesh and purple-black back can be vaguely seen. "My lord! My lord can't do it! If you hit me again, you'll be useless!" "It's better to be crippled! This kind of rebellious beast keeps his martial arts, is it waiting for him to turn against me? "

When Mu Hexuan heard these words in a daze, he suddenly opened his eyes and stared at Mu Zhun.He didn't understand what he did wrong.

Ever since he was a child, he envied Mu Heting and the others for being able to get Mu Zhun's favor and grow up peacefully by his side.As for myself, what I will always get is endless criticism and all kinds of cynicism.

"Father, why do you always dislike me?" he heard himself ask.

"Because you are a catastrophe, you were born to restrain your mother, and you will restrain your father in the future."

Calamity, this word is too heavy for a boy who is only 13 years old. He can't bear it, and he doesn't want to bear it.

At that time, he subconsciously avoided the word, just thinking, it must be because I didn't work hard enough, so my father didn't like me.Then I must become even better, and one day, my father will focus on me.

……

14 is old.

"Xiaoxuan, do you think we can win this battle?" "..." "Where are you looking?" "On the shore of the giant harbor, there is a cave full of blood on the Great Wall." "Yeah...it's been long enough I heard that these barbarians used the corpses of our captives to build a huge tower in front of their tower, how abominable!...Hey! Children! Dangerous!" Mu Hexuan got up abruptly, and a little girl about seven or eight years old stepped on the ground. Overwhelming corpses crossed the post-war battlefield.There was a sound of breaking through the air, and the girl opened her eyes wide. She only had time to take a last look at the blue sky before she suddenly fell to the ground...

The sky is the color of blood.

Of the 100 iron cavalry, only a few hundred people remained, and there were flames and fallen corpses everywhere. "The commander-in-chief should set up camp five houses away from here. If you believe in me, Mu Hexuan, I will lead you to fight a bloody road." The ten generals heard that there was no reason for it, "Young commander, we Listen to you." "Swear to follow the young commander to the death!" "A dead soldier is not worthy of being a commander. Call me by my name." "No!" "It's not so important when things come to an end." "If the last generals call Your lord, it also means that you don't abandon us." "It's you who don't abandon me." Without further ado, Mu Hexuan nodded slightly, held his silver gun upside down, and took the lead to hide in the night.A group of people walked quietly in the alley.The world is not benevolent, and treats everything as a straw dog.There were frequent wars at the border, and no matter whether it was a family of Zanying or a trafficker, they could not escape the same fate in the end.This is already a dead city, with scattered cargo flags and broken door panels everywhere.The prosperous scenes and laughter of the past have been annihilated in the flood of history.Mu Hexuan still shed tears after all, he thought of the little girl that day, her eyes were very beautiful, but such a pair of beautiful eyes merged with blood after looking at the sky.I'm sorry... he said from the bottom of his heart.I don't know how many people were killed and how many feet of blood was spattered. They finally left the city, and the number of them dropped from more than 30 to [-].The enemy was still chasing after them, they didn't dare to stay for a moment, and they galloped away without even having time to remember the dead heroes in front of the city.

North Slope Camp. "Who is wandering here?" "I am Mu Hexuan, please let me go quickly. I have important military information to report to my father and commander." "Did I hear you right? Why did you appear here? Why are you in such a mess?" Mu Hexuan was silent for a moment, "Zijin Pass has fallen." "You said you are a young commander, what proof do you have?" "This gun is the proof! Open!" Mu Hexuan had a good temper, and was also annoyed at the moment. "Hmph, whoever has a gun is not allowed to enter without a certificate. This is the rule." But the gatekeepers are all newcomers, and because they have some background in their families, their usual arrogance has gone bad. "You! Where's the marshal? I want to see the marshal!" "The marshal went to Bishui to support." "...you said, what?"

……

16 is old.

"Ah!!!" A shrill scream echoed in the study.

Mu Hexuan fell limply to the ground, spitting blood from his mouth.He raised his head slightly, staring fiercely at his condescending father.

"why?"

For some reason, Mu Zhun didn't dare to look directly at the son in front of him who brought him so much glory. "Going to Beijing as a hostage for my father, my father will definitely not treat you badly. As for abolishing your martial arts, that is a helpless act."

Mu Hexuan spat out a mouthful of blood, "Are you still worried that I might fail to escape?"

He was finally ashamed, finally willing to believe in his father, and never regarded him as his real son for a moment.

Why, are you so cruel?Just because I'm the so-called disaster star?

From then on, the invincible little general Mu disappeared, and was replaced by the useless Mu Hexuan.

……

20 is old.

The execution ground has been raging for a long time.

Mu Hexuan knelt in the center of the arena.His hands were bound, and the prison uniform on his body had long lost its original appearance, and the exposed scars on his neck were clearly visible, deep into the bone.Even in the most embarrassing situation, he still knelt upright, and the continuous wailing behind him didn't affect him at all.

"You...do you have anything else to say?"

"Yangzhi, I will watch you..." At that time, he said to him.

At that time, he thought, perhaps it was because he had been lonely for too long that he fell into the trap of tenderness so easily.Knowing that it is beyond redemption, but still happy.

Zhao Fu was afraid of him, he knew it.

After all, he used to be a warrior fighting on the battlefield, but he was just a scholar.Logically speaking, he shouldn't fail to see the trace of shrinking and impatience, even disgust, hidden under his tenderness.

"The time has come—execution!"

It is the color of blood again, the sky of blood.

That's what he's been through all his life.