The 201st time a scumbag asked for reunion

Qiao Jing and Yue Lin quarreled again.

That's not accurate either.

Ever since they decided to make do with it, there had been no shortage of quarrels over the years.But most of the time, it was Yue Lin who suddenly lost his temper, threw things, and yelled... while Qiao Jing sat on the bed and watched the farce quietly. After he had had enough trouble, he lowered his eyes and said lightly, "I'm tired." Then he lay on his side and slept with his clothes on, leaving Yue Lin alone, facing his thin back, squatting by the bed and crying uncontrollably.

He didn't understand how things could become like this?In front of outsiders, they are the fairy couple who have gone through all kinds of hardships and finally got together, but when they are together in private, they hardly speak.In other words, Yue Lin was the only one in the whole family performing a one-man show.

Yue Lin has been trying his best to please Qiao Jing, but he always fails.

Qiao Jing never forgave him, even if she acquiesced to his approach, she never thought of starting over with herself.

Wasn't this result what he had expected a long time ago?

In the past few years, Yue Lin was just not reconciled, so he hoped to get Qiao Jing's attention by throwing things and making noise.But that person turned a blind eye to his torment, as if he was watching a movie that had nothing to do with him.

And Yue Lin always apologized in panic and made up for it in various ways after accidentally saying harsh words to Qiao Jing.

But today, he suddenly had enough of this life.

He entered the room reeking of alcohol, and originally hugged Qiao Jing to kiss him, but the man pushed him away impatiently.This kind of behavior was like a fuse, easily igniting the resentment accumulated in Yue Lin's heart, causing him to explode all at once.

"Qiao Jing...Qiao Jing...Why don't you talk to me? You can even talk to me...I can't stand it...I really can't stand it..."

What he didn't know was that Qiao Jing, who he thought had fallen asleep, was looking at the ground with a pair of empty eyes, and there was something glittering in the corner of his eyes.

In the end, Yue Lin fell asleep crying tiredly beside the bed, and lay curled up on the ground in a very uncomfortable position, with a teardrop hanging from the corner of his eye.

Qiao Jing waited until there was no movement behind her, then sighed silently, propped herself up on the bed and sat up.In fact, he didn't want to talk today because he had a fever and slept in bed all day.

Just now I remembered that I took some medicine casually, but I didn't expect Yue Lin to come back at this time.

Over the years, he had indeed lost the ability to love and hate people. Every time he saw Yue Lin, he felt more tired than ever.At the beginning, Yue Lin really did his best for himself, saying "You don't need me, I will love you" and that's enough.But the relationship they maintain is simply deformed and cannot last long.

He also tried to tell Yue Lin, you don't have to do this, we really don't fit together anymore.But at that time, Yue Lin was forced to use all means.

Qiao Jing was also stunned by him for a moment.

Now, looking at Yue Lin who was sleeping beside him, he couldn't help but think, look, this is the result you want.You finally can't take it anymore, can't bear to take care of a patient day after day, and this patient gives you cold faces all day long.

So you lose your temper and you end up going against your original intention.

He sighed, dragged his hot and soft body, and tried his best to get him off the ground to lie down on the bed, and covered him with a quilt.

But when he got up by himself, his vision went dark, and he almost fell down.Fortunately, he leaned against the wall in a panic to stabilize his figure, otherwise a "tragedy" would inevitably occur.

He slowly supported the wall and sat on the bed to stabilize himself, feeling a little cold.It was only then that I realized that I was already sweating all over at that moment.

Qiao Jing touched it casually, feeling cold, and it was indeed cold sweat.He wanted to take a bath, but after weighing his physical condition, he hesitated.In the end, though, the idea of ​​taking a bath prevailed.

He stood up from the bed, leaning on the wall and staggering towards the bathroom.To be on the safe side, he left the door open for ventilation.

When most of his body was submerged in the water, he felt unprecedented powerlessness.At that moment, he thought of a lot, thinking of the time when they lived in harmony, thinking of his eyes always following him at that time, thinking of the resentful eyes he looked at him after that night, and finally, the thoughts in his mind But the picture freezes on Yue Lin's crying face just now.

He found that he actually softened his heart.

In other words, Qiao Jing was originally a soft-hearted person, he just shrank himself into a shell because of fear.After all, Yue Lin didn't just do those wrong things, he also did something later.It was this incident that almost caused them to be separated forever, which also made him see clearly that the nature of some people will not change.So all he can do is to protect himself more closely.

He was afraid.

Afraid that I would "die" for the third, fourth, fifth time because of him...

He still remembers the day when he said to him in that dark hut, "Are you afraid of my death? Then I will die for you." Thinking about it now, when he said such words at that time, his state of mind should be How hopeless.

After all, he had never actively thought about "death" before.

He sighed again and got ready, only to realize that the water in the bathtub was almost cold.And he was so cold that he had goosebumps all over his body.

He propped his hands on the edge of the bathtub, intending to get up from it, but as soon as his hands softened, he fell back again, and the water around him splashed so high that he accidentally choked on the water, and immediately lay down on the side and coughed violently When he got up, he coughed so much that his intestines were about to come out, and it didn't stop.

"Ahem..." He coughed until his eyes turned black, his whole body was weak, and he didn't even have the strength to stand up. What's worse, he felt pain in his chest. He didn't need to look in the mirror. He knew that he was now What the hell is his face.

His breathing was getting weaker and weaker now, and his arms were so weak that they couldn't even support the edges, so he let himself slide down slowly until the water in the bathtub completely submerged his head.

Is it too much...

Before losing consciousness, he thought vaguely, if this is destined to be the end, then... so be it.I hope Yue Lin won't be too scared when he wakes up in the morning and sees his dead body.

He regretted that he dragged that child into the quagmire to accompany him to sink, and finally watched him become what he is now.

If there is an afterlife, he thought...