Silence is gold
Work related (3)
Make a phone call with my mother later, and I will stay with you. "
"Then how can I do it?" Jiang Chen looked up at him with helpless eyes, "Are you threatening me?"
Zhao Zixuan raised his eyebrows: "What do you think?"
So, in the end, I followed Zhao Zixuan back home.Jiang Chen didn't tell his mother about this, because his mother didn't allow him. He never stayed at a classmate's house since he was a child, and he was lonely all the way from elementary school to high school.Maybe what Zhao Zixuan gave him this time was just an opportunity, an opportunity to stop strictly following what his parents said as a doctor's order.
Since Zhao Zixuan had already told Ms. Zhao that she would take her classmates home, they were greeted with a sumptuous dinner and Ms. Zhao's warm and loving smile when they got home.
"You must be Jiang Chen." Mother Zhao greeted Jiang Chen enthusiastically, and reached out to take Jiang Chen's schoolbag, but Zhao Zixuan took it first and put it away with her own schoolbag.He smiled warmly and appropriately at his mother, completely different from the indecent smile at school, and said in a very soft tone: "Mom, don't be too busy. You made Jiang Chen very embarrassed by being so grand."
Jiang Chen was a little stunned, he suspected that Zhao Zixuan was actually schizophrenic.
The atmosphere of the dinner was also very harmonious. Zhao Zixuan told Ms. Zhao some little things in school from time to time, and Ms. Zhao smiled happily.Jiang Chen listened to him while eating silently, and some little things that he never cared about seemed to become interesting when Zhao Zixuan said them.
Zhao Zixuan's house is not big, and he is not a rich family as rumored.Jiang Chen couldn't find the answer to all the mysteries in his stomach, and his expressionless face became more bitter and bitter.
At night, Jiang Chen was sitting at Zhao Zixuan's desk doing homework, and Zhao Zixuan was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone in hatred. The two of them were very quiet, only the slight sound of the pen tip scribbling across the paper could be heard.
Not long after, Mother Zhao came to knock on the door, and Zhao Zixuan sat up from the bed and opened the door.Mother Zhao came in with a large plate of fruit, and said to Jiang Chen with a smile on her face, "Xiao Chen, Auntie brought you some fruit. Remember to eat when you are tired from studying."
Jiang Chen hurriedly stood up: "Thank you, Auntie, I'm sorry to trouble you."
Mother Zhao waved her hand: "It's nothing, Zixuan rarely brings his classmates back. Auntie is worried that he doesn't get along well with his classmates. I'm very happy to see you now."
How could Zhao Zixuan not get along well with others? Jiang Chen took a look at Zhao Zixuan and couldn't see anything unusual from his expression, so he had to pretend that he was thinking too much.
☆, Providence
Jiang Chen was devastated by gnawing at the math problems, Zhao Zixuan was yawning while playing with his mobile phone, and came to the table to see how his homework was doing.
"Where can't it be?" Zhao Zixuan's voice was a little tired, and he bent down to watch Jiang Chen's homework.
Jiang Chen was brushed against his neck by his warm breath, and couldn't help shrinking his neck: "It's okay, it's just that he didn't grasp it firmly." He had already taken a shower and changed into pajamas, his hair was not completely dry, and the ends of his hair were tinged with A trace of moisture.Standing behind him, Zhao Zixuan could just see the white skin exposed from the collar and the bones that were too thin, so he couldn't help stretching out his hand and pinching it.
Jiang Chen was taken aback by his sudden attack again: "What are you doing?"
Zhao Zixuan pinched his neck like a cat's neck, and said seriously: "Jiang Chen, you've lost weight again, where did you get all your food?"
Jiang Chen didn't care: "I haven't lost weight again."
"Obviously it is." Zhao Zixuan said, pinching his arm restlessly.The pen in Jiang Chen's hand trembled, and the small tails of the letters were drawn out so long that he hurriedly grabbed the eraser to erase them.In the next instant, his hands froze there.
Zhao Zixuan's hand covered his hand that was going to get the eraser, rubbed it lightly, felt the trembling of his fingers, Zhao Zixuan gave a low laugh, then let him go and straightened up: "I've seen you out of your mind a long time ago, are you It’s not that there are many things you want to ask me.”
Jiang Chen lowered his head, not daring to look up to see Zhao Zixuan's expression, his heart was in a mess.
"As long as you ask, I will tell you anything." Zhao Zixuan was persuasive.
Jiang Chen shook his head after a while: "I, I shouldn't care about these things."
"What's the point of caring?" Zhao Zixuan didn't care, "People are always curious, aren't they?"
"But...that's your privacy." Jiang Chen said, "I'm sorry, it's my fault that I couldn't restrain my curiosity, I——"
"Actually, Zhao Yang is right." Zhao Zixuan interrupted him suddenly, "If you really want to know that much, you can ask me directly."
Jiang Chen was stunned, afraid that Zhao Zixuan would get angry about it: "How do you know that I asked Zhao Yang?"
"I just woke up, and I heard it by accident." Zhao Zixuan said, with a smile in his voice, "I originally thought that you were not interested in me at all."
Jiang Chen's heart moved, he raised his head to look at Zhao Zixuan, his eyes were intertwined with unknown emotions.
Zhao Zixuan leaned down to get close to him, seeing clearly that his wide-eyed eyes were full of disbelief, and slowly pressed his lips against his.Suddenly, Jiang Chen felt that the whole world was still.
But within a few seconds, maybe even less, Zhao Zixuan left his lips.Jiang Chen hadn't recovered his heartbeat yet, he said in a daze, "You..."
Jiang Chen usually had an expressionless face, but it was rare for him to show such a silly and dumb expression. Zhao Zixuan couldn't hold back, pinched his chin and kissed him again.Different from the first taste, Zhao Zixuan bullied him without recovering, his tongue drove straight in, licked the whole mouth, hooked his tongue and sucked vigorously.Jiang Chen had never kissed anyone before, so he could hardly breathe due to this eager and impatient kiss.Unknowingly, his body sank back into the chair, and Zhao Zixuan held his back and pressed close to his body forcefully.
I don't know how long this kiss lasted. Jiang Chen's brain was so dizzy that he almost passed out due to lack of oxygen.He watched Zhao Zixuan lick the corners of his mouth like a stealing cat, and his face turned red.
Zhao Zixuan's hand was still moving on his back: "It's too bad, I didn't intend to provoke you, but you were assigned to the same class as me, isn't it God's will?"
God willing?
Have we met before?
Jiang Chen looked at Zhao Zixuan, desperately trying to recall the memory of Zhao Zixuan, but found nothing.Zhao Zixuan smiled: "It's been a long time, it's normal if you don't remember, I'll give you time to think about it, but don't make me wait too long."
Jiang Chen watched him take his pajamas and open the door to go out, touching his lips with trembling fingers.It's strange that after being kissed by a boy, he doesn't feel disgusted at all, and he doesn't want to punch him.He was just confused, very confused.
It is obviously very embarrassing to continue to get along after doing something like this. Jiang Chen put his legs on the chair and seriously began to think about how likely Zhao Zixuan would agree if he wanted to change clothes and leave now.It seemed to be zero, Jiang Chen scratched his hair a little anxiously, let alone whether Zhao Zixuan would stop him, he couldn't explain it just because of Zhao's mother.
Zhao Zixuan came back soon. He was only wearing pajama pants, with a towel around his neck, and his hair was dripping water.Jiang Chen only glanced at it and then quickly looked away.This person, can you pay attention to it, is it really good to come out dressed like this carelessly?
Zhao Zixuan seemed to have forgotten about the kiss just now, picked up a towel to wipe his hair, and asked casually: "How is the math, let me check it for you."
Jiang Chen faltered twice: "There is still one question that I haven't done yet."
"There's another one? So what were you doing just now?" Zhao Zixuan laughed nastyly, "Are you just in a daze like this?"
Jiang Chen hurriedly put his feet down, picked up a pen and pretended to read the last question seriously, but couldn't read a single word, and kept wondering if Zhao Zixuan would give him an explanation for what happened just now.Zhao Zixuan stood behind him and calmly wiped his hair, but he couldn't calm down at all.
"That's not okay, Jiang Chen." Zhao Zixuan stretched out his finger and pointed to a condition of the question, "What should be the first thing to do when you see this kind of words? I remember saying it several times."
Is it because you are distracting me, Jiang Chen thought, is it interesting to keep people stuck here?
Seeing that he still didn't move, Zhao Zixuan simply pushed him: "Stay over there, I'll do it with you."
The hot skin was attached to the body through the thin pajamas, and the touch was very clear.Jiang Chen stood up abruptly, looked up at Zhao Zixuan because he didn't understand, and said, "I'm sleepy, I'll do that question tomorrow."
Zhao Zixuan looked at him fixedly, saw his cheeks flushed red, and stretched out his hand to pull him over.Jiang Chen was unprepared, and fell directly on Zhao Zixuan. Zhao Zixuan pressed him to prevent him from getting up, and deliberately got closer: "Are you wondering if I will kiss you again?"
Jiang Chen seemed to hear the string called calm in his mind snapped with a "bang".
☆, warmth
Zhao Zixuan's bed was huge, and the two of them occupied each side, leaving a gap between them.Jiang Chen curled up on one side, his mind was in a mess, and he didn't dare to move his legs even when they were numb.
Zhao Zixuan's eyes are very gentle, Zhao Zixuan's hands are very warm, Zhao Zixuan's lips are very soft, Zhao Zixuan... Jiang Chen forcibly cut off his thoughts, staring at the outline of the window in the darkness.
"Can't sleep?" Zhao Zixuan asked in the dark, then, he turned over, faced Jiang Chen's back, and reached out to fish him over.With his back leaning against a warm chest, his numb legs seemed to be hurting even more, and he couldn't help taking a breath.
"What's wrong?" Zhao Zixuan asked.
Jiang Chen's eyebrows were pulled together in pain: "Leg...is numb."
Zhao Zixuan hurriedly let go of him, sat up and turned on the bedside lamp, carefully helped Jiang Chen up: "Which leg is it, how could you be so careless."
"The right leg was crushed..."
Zhao Zixuan thought about what was going on, and carefully massaged Jiang Chen's right leg. Jiang Chen grabbed his arm, and when he felt the pain relieved, the strength of Jiang Chen's hand finally relaxed.Zhao Zixuan raised his eyes to look at him: "Is it better?" Under the dim light, his eyebrows and eyes became more gentle, Jiang Chen's hand silently grabbed his trouser leg: "Well, it's much better."
"Why do you feel a little embarrassed?" Zhao Zixuan laughed.
Maybe it was the dead of night, or maybe Zhao Zixuan was too gentle, Jiang Chen couldn't help asking: "Why on earth, why did you kiss me?"
"Do you find it annoying? Or...disgusting?" Zhao Zixuan asked back.
"Very... troublesome." Jiang Chen said, "You can't just explain nothing."
"You will remember." Zhao Zixuan insisted, "As long as you don't hate me because I kissed you."
"But you and Zhan Yan..."
"Ok?"
"Isn't she your girlfriend?"
"What?" Zhao Zixuan was stunned for a moment before laughing, "What are you talking about, we are just good friends who grew up together, how could I be with her."
"Didn't those senior seniors call her younger sister last time?" For some reason, Jiang Chen remembered this matter clearly.
"Ah, you said that." Zhao Zixuan explained, "It was also their misunderstanding. Later, they got used to it and refused to change it. I said it several times, but no one listened at all. Since Zhan Yan and that girl don't care, why do I have to It’s a matter of every ounce.”
"But speaking of it, you remember this little thing very clearly." Zhao Zixuan teased.
Jiang Chen blushed.
"To be honest, I'm also very nervous." Zhao Zixuan withdrew his unruly expression, and sat side by side with him, like two elementary school students, "I'm still worried that you will punch me in the face."
"Then, then..." Jiang Chen was a little confused.
Zhao Zixuan flexed his index finger and flicked Jiang Chen's forehead lightly: "I'm still being silly at this time-I mean, I like you very much, so try to be with me."
Confession?Jiang Chen, who has been cold for 17 years, finally waited for the legendary "lifetime", and he didn't know what to say for a while.But he didn't think about the problem of Zhao Zixuan being a boy with him at all, it seemed to be a very natural thing.Zhao Zixuan didn't know whether he should be said to be a bigot or open-minded.
"I, I want to think about it." Jiang Chen said.
"Okay." Zhao Zixuan leaned over and kissed him on the brow, "Go to sleep, it's getting late."
Jiang Chen suffered from insomnia, tossed and turned all night listening to Zhao Zixuan's steady breathing, and finally fell asleep tiredly when the sky turned pale.When he opened his eyes again, it was already daylight, and it would be impolite to sleep in someone else's house until this time, Jiang Chen just lay on the bed for a second, then sat up immediately.
Opening the door of the room, the chatter and laughter in the living room came in.Standing at the door, Jiang Chen couldn't believe his eyes. Zhao Zixuan and Zhao's mother were sitting face to face at the dining table, making dumplings.
Zhao Zixuan turned to look at him: "Are you awake, are you hungry?"
Jiang Chen shook her head, Mother Zhao stood up and went to the kitchen, and said with a smile: "Zi Xuan said that you studied too late last night, so I didn't call you, and wanted you to sleep more." Standing there in a daze, she urged him, "Go wash your face and brush your teeth, Auntie will warm up the porridge for you."
"Auntie, don't bother." Jiang Chen said hurriedly, "I'm not hungry."
"How can I not eat in the morning?" Zhao's mother babbled, "It's the same as Zixuan, how many times I told him he changed it."
Zhao Zixuan smiled: "Jiang Chen, listen to my mother, go wash your face, be good."
Jiang Chen was a little embarrassed, seeing that Zhao's mother didn't seem to care about Zhao Zixuan's words at all, she tried to hide it if she behaved abnormally.
After washing up, Jiang Chen sat at the dining table drinking porridge, his eyes wandering to Zhao Zixuan from time to time.After wrapping for a while, Mother Zhao got up and went to the kitchen to roll out the dough, while Zhao Zixuan was wrapping the rest.He wrapped it very carefully, pinching the thin dumpling wrapper with his slender fingers, as if he was processing some kind of art, and he squeezed a few times to make a chubby dumpling.The wrapped dumplings are placed on a round curtain and arranged in a circle, which is very beautiful.
Jiang Chen looked at it for a while and said, "I haven't eaten dumplings made like this before."
Zhao Zixuan said: "Because my mother has lived in the north for a long time and is used to making dumplings by herself, so I also like it since I was a child. It is a bit troublesome to make dumplings, but they are delicious."
"Your mother is so kind." Jiang Chen said enviously, "My mother never spends so much time cooking for me, she thinks it's a waste of time."
Seeing his lonely look, Zhao Zixuan stretched out his hand and pinched his face: "Say silly things again." His hands were covered with flour, and then it was on Jiang Chen's face, and Jiang Chen stretched out his hand to wipe it in disgust. "Flour is on it." Mother Zhao came out with the dumpling wrappers and saw this scene, and said angrily, "Could it be that Zixuan is being mischievous again, he can only bully others."
"I don't have it." Zhao Zixuan said innocently, "I just like him too much."
Jiang Chen curled his lips slightly, took the last mouthful of porridge, picked up the bowl and went to the kitchen to wash. "Let me do it." Zhao Zixuan stood up and took his bowl, "I can tell you haven't done any housework." Jiang Chen wanted to refute, but after thinking about it, he really didn't do any housework, and Mother Jiang wouldn't allow him to do anything. If you do things that you don't do yourself, you can ask the housekeeper to do it. He really fell for the saying "Ten fingers don't touch the spring water".
Jiang Chen was a little ashamed, and became stubborn: "I will do it myself."
Zhao Zixuan looked at him with a smile: "Are you sure?"
Jiang Chen didn't speak, and snatched the bowl from Zhao Zixuan's hand.
☆, holding hands
At noon, Mother Zhao cooked dumplings for them, and made a few side dishes, which were placed on the table.Jiang Chen was full of joy, and helped Zhao's mother to arrange the dishes and chopsticks.
The aroma of the dumplings is very tempting. Although they are just simple ingredients, the deliciousness of the dumplings is something Jiang Chen has never tasted before.He couldn't wait to bite into a dumpling, narrowing his eyes happily.Mother Zhao looked at him with a smile: "How is it? Are you still used to eating?"
Jiang Chen nodded: "I like it very much, thank you Auntie."
"You're being polite." Mother Zhao said, "Eat more."
Jiang Chen was satisfied with the meal. After eating the dumplings, Mother Zhao went to the kitchen to serve Jiang Chen a bowl of soup and said, "The original soup turns into the original food." Although Jiang Chen didn't understand, he obediently drank the whole thing. Bowl of soup.
After eating, Mother Zhao went to rest, Zhao Zixuan and Jiang Chen cleaned up the dishes and went to wash.Jiang Chen was clumsy, the bowl slipped in his hands, Zhao Zixuan came over after wiping the table, looked terrified, and couldn't help but snatch his work: "You better not do it, breaking the bowl is a trivial matter, what if you hurt your hands. "
"I'm not that useless." Jiang Chen said, "So, is there anything else I need to do?"
Zhao Zixuan said: "No more, just stay here with me."
Jiang Chen said "Oh", and really stood by and watched Zhao Zixuan skillfully wash the dishes. "Do you always do this?" he asked.
Zhao Zixuan nodded: "Otherwise? I can't let my mother do everything, she has worked hard enough."
"You don't look like someone who can do these things." Jiang Chen said.
Zhao Zixuan's hands kept moving: "You know again."
Jiang Chen remembered the last time Zhao Yang told him not to judge people by their appearance, so he kept silent.
After being silent for a while, Zhao Zixuan brought up the question from last night again: "So, have you considered it? About my confession last night?"
Jiang Chen didn't answer guiltily, he didn't think about this question at all.Zhao Zixuan put down a washed bowl, turned to look at him: "Huh?"
Jiang Chen didn't know where to put his hands, and his eyes were also erratic, not daring to look at Zhao Zixuan.Zhao Zixuan sighed: "You didn't think about it at all, did you?"
"I, I'm going to do my homework." After Jiang Chen finished speaking, he turned around and left. Zhao Zixuan reacted quickly, grabbed his wrist with a wet hand, and pushed him onto the refrigerator beside him with a backhand pull.Zhao Zixuan leaned over and smiled cunningly: "It's very bad to lie to people."
Jiang Chen reached out to break his hands, Zhao Zixuan simply grabbed his two hands and pressed them together in front of him: "You want to run?"
"Let me go." Jiang Chen struggled uncomfortably, "I should see Auntie when she comes out later."
"No." Zhao Zixuan stuck closer to him, "Tell me quickly and you won't be seen."
"You are unreasonable, I haven't thought about it yet."
"So think about it quickly, anyway, if I don't look at you, you won't think about it anyway." Zhao Zixuan said, lowering his head slightly, and his forehead was pressed against Jiang Chen.Jiang Chen lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly. Zhao Zixuan's heart moved, and he gently pressed his lips to his eyes, and quickly left.
Jiang Chen raised his head slightly, his eyes were confused, and his breathing was a little messy.After a while, he raised his arms around Zhao Zixuan's back, buried his head in the hollow of his shoulder, and said in a voice like a mosquito, "Zhao Zixuan, I really hate you."
Zhao Zixuan smiled, and hugged him even tighter: "It's okay, you will always like me."
Jiang Chen didn't speak, but Zhao Zixuan felt him nodded slightly.
"So, where did we meet?" It was night, and the two lay on the same bed in a regular manner again, chatting after turning off the lights, and Jiang Chen asked his biggest question first.
Zhao Zixuan refused to say: "I hope you can remember it by yourself one day. Of course it doesn't matter if you don't remember it. After all, I don't want me to appear in front of you again. Besides, you have promised to be with me, haven't you?" ?”
Jiang was depressed: "Okay, I will definitely remember, just wait."
Zhao Zixuan put his hands behind his head and recalled the past: "Jiang Chen, there are still many things you don't know about me, about my family, about me, I hope I can slowly tell you about myself in the future, you are willing to listen to me ?"
Jiang Chen is used to seeing Zhao Zixuan's smile, whether it is cynical or gentle and considerate, that is the Zhao Zixuan he knows.But now Zhao Zixuan made him feel a little sad for no reason, he eased his emotions before saying: "So, are you reminding me that I can't break up with you until you finish telling your story?"
"I just want to break up with me." Zhao Zixuan sighed, "Jiang Chen, you are not kind at all."
Jiang Chen turned over and faced Zhao Zixuan: "It's you who said so."
Zhao Zixuan also turned around, and patted his side: "Come here, let me hug you."
Jiang Chen moved his pillow over a little bit and lay down again: "This will be fine."
If the mountain does not come, I will go to the mountain.Zhao Zixuan slid directly to Jiang Chen's side without delay, put his hands on his waist, hugged him in his arms even with the quilt, and breathed a sigh of relief. "Jiang Chen, you are so kind." Zhao Zixuan said vaguely.
Jiang Chen was tightly covered by him, leaving only half of his face outside the quilt. "I still find it strange how I agreed to be with you." Jiang Chen said.
"Because I'm handsome." Zhao Zixuan replied shamelessly.
Jiang Chen's answer was to kick him through the quilt.
They were going back to school on Sunday afternoon, and Mother Zhao cooked them food for them to take back to school to eat. Before leaving, she warmly welcomed Jiang Chen and would come to their house to play in the future.Zhao Zixuan said with a smile that he would definitely bring Jiang Chen back every time in the future, but was knocked by Zhao's mother with a smile.Jiang Chen has never felt such intimacy from his parents since he lived in the first year of high school. Seeing Zhao Zixuan getting along with his mother, he was extremely envious.
Jiang Chen remained silent until he left the community, Zhao Zixuan changed the things he was carrying in his right hand to his left, and held Jiang Chen's hand with his right hand.Jiang Chen broke away from him and looked around nervously.Zhao Zixuan held him stubbornly: "Are you worried that others will know about our relationship?"
"This is your home." Jiang Chen said, "It would be bad for you to be seen by your neighbors."
"No." Zhao Zixuan said, shaking the hands they were holding, "When they see me, show them openly."
☆, Christmas
This time, Jiang Chen finally made some progress in the monthly exam, and his math score was not as bad as before.Zhao Zixuan still holds the first place in the class, but has only declined in grades.He didn't care much about his grades, and started to help Jiang Chen analyze the grades as soon as he got the report card.
"Don't waste this time." Jiang Chen said, "It's useless. I've tried a lot, but it seems like this is the only way to go. You know, once a person's talent is here, there's nothing he can do about it. changed."
Zhao Zixuan frowned: "What nonsense."
Jiang Chen shook his head: "People like you who are born smart and have been going smoothly since childhood will not feel that kind of powerlessness."
Zhao Zixuan was very distressed seeing his calm appearance, he didn't know what kind of time it took Jiang Chen to drain his enthusiasm, and what kind of time it took to be so pessimistic.
Jiang Chen clearly knew that he was not a smart person.When we were in elementary school, we were almost the same, but it didn't highlight his lack of excellence.It wasn't until junior high school that the number of study subjects began to increase, and my brain was completely insufficient, and my grades plummeted.Jiang Chen's parents were very anxious at first, thinking that he was not used to it, and specially invited several tutors to make up lessons for him, but after a lot of hard work, it was useless.
Jiang Chen himself began to become anxious, and became more and more silent under the increasingly disappointed eyes of his parents.The piano lessons also took up weekends from that time on. Jiang Chen understood that his parents wanted him to have a skill, but he felt powerless because he could not meet his parents' requirements.
Jiang Chen was not as silent as he is now. When he was in elementary school, he was also a happy kid. He would laugh loudly and happily when playing with his friends, even with smiles in his eyes.How much disappointment should a person have experienced from being full of hope to sinking in water.
"Jiang Chen, don't make yourself so tired." Zhao Zixuan could only say this in the end.
Zhao Zixuan applied to Teacher Tao to sit with Jiang Chen, but Teacher Tao was not very willing to change seats for others, because once he was appointed to change the seat at will, he would face such requests endlessly in the future.Zhao Zixuan took the report card and came up with a high-sounding reason for helping Jiang Chen study, and finally made Teacher Tao let go.Teacher Tao agreed that as long as their deskmates agreed, they would be allowed to change seats.
"Try to be as secretive as possible." Teacher Tao finally said.He liked Jiang Chen quite a lot, and Zhao Zixuan studied well, so he had nothing to worry about, so he didn't insist on his own opinion.
Zhao Yang has no objection, he thinks it doesn't matter who is at the same table.Dai Yi looked abandoned, accusing Zhao Zixuan of only hearing the smiles of the newcomers and not seeing the old ones cry. "Give me a reason I can accept!" Dai Yi pointed at Zhao Zixuan angrily.
Zhao Zixuan rolled his eyes, knowing that he just wanted to take the opportunity to blackmail himself, and be as virtuous as Zhan Yan. "You want a reason." He confessed bluntly, "Jiang Chen and I are dating now, is this a good reason?"
"Huh—" Dai Yi was dumbfounded, "It's true, you're cheating on me."
"Really." Zhao Zixuan said, "Dear Dai Yi, do you understand the beauty of adults?"
Dai Yi was so disgusted: "Zhao Zixuan, I never thought you were such Zhao Zixuan, please do me, I don't care to be your deskmate." Rejecting Zhao Zixuan's help, he angrily moved his things to the front row.
After putting away all the things, Zhao Zixuan looked at Jiang Chen beside him, sighed comfortably and said, "It's really much more comfortable." While torturing the dog and attacking him personally, he was so pissed off that he almost didn't pay for his life, Dai Yi was so angry that he almost didn't jump up .
After becoming the same table, Jiang Chen heard Zhao Zixuan talk about the process of negotiating with Dai Yi, and he was worried: "Dai Yi knows you...how could he react so calmly."
"Almost everyone who has a good relationship with me knows it, and there is nothing to hide." Zhao Zixuan said, "If he alienates me for this reason, then I don't need to be friends with him, is there?" He said this He still smiled when he spoke, and was extremely calm.It was the first time that Jiang Chen admired Zhao Zixuan so much, because of his magnanimity and understanding.
"Suddenly I think you are a bit handsome." Jiang Chen held back for a long time, expressing his mood at this moment with this sentence.
"I've always been handsome." Zhao Zixuan blinked, breaking through the heavy atmosphere for some reason.
Only halfway through December, the atmosphere of Christmas is overwhelming, almost sweeping the entire campus.There are even Christmas trees hung with colorful lights in the cafeteria, and the cooking aunts all wear pointed little red hats, which look a little funny.Jiang Chen, who has never cared about festivals, noticed the increasingly strong Christmas atmosphere.
"I don't understand. Since we don't believe in Jesus, what's the point of celebrating Christmas?" Jiang Chen picked up the plate, found a seat and sat down, frowning and complaining to Zhao Zixuan, "I don't like red hats."
"Just for this?" Zhao Zixuan laughed, "To be honest, although I don't have any obsession with Christmas, it's pretty good, isn't it? Let's not talk about whether I believe in it or not, but after working so hard for so long, I finally waited for a carnival Isn't it great that you can go crazy without any scruples on this festival?"
"You think so?" Jiang Chen said, "I really think about it."
Zhao Zixuan smiled happily: "It's not that I can take it easy, I just want to play too."
Jiang Chen was a little speechless: "May I ask student Zhao Zixuan, what kind of brain do you have? Has your IQ surpassed that of people on Earth?"
"It's hard to say." Zhao Zixuan said, "Inherited?"
"Speaking of which, what kind of work does your father do, I haven't heard from you."
Zhao Zixuan was silent for a while, lowered his head and took a sip of soup, the hot air covered his expression, just when Jiang Chen was at a loss and thought that he had asked some wrong question, Zhao Zixuan said softly: "My father passed away. when."
Jiang Chen's eyes widened: "Yes, I'm sorry...I don't know..."
"It's nothing." Zhao Zixuan raised his eyes and smiled at him, "It's not something that can't be hidden from people."
Seeing his obviously forced smile, Jiang Chen regretted why he asked such a question to remind him of these sad things.He was silent for a while, still didn't know what to say to comfort Zhao Zixuan.
"Let's go out on Christmas Eve." Zhao Zixuan changed the subject first, and suggested with a smile, "Sneak out of school to play."
Jiang Chen only thought he was joking: "Stop messing around, it's not a holiday, what if Teacher Tao finds out."
Zhao Zixuan looked at him and restrained his smile: "I'm serious."
☆, out of line
The bad news is that two days before Christmas happens to be the last monthly exam for this semester.Jiang Chen fell into a state of anxiety. Under Zhao Zixuan's careful guidance, he finally had a little understanding of mathematics, but he was still helpless in the face of the upcoming exam.
After lunch, Jiang Chen insisted on going back to the empty classroom, and was going to finish his math homework before returning to the dormitory to sleep for a while.Zhao Zixuan was very helpless to his stubbornness: "Really, you don't need a lunch break after you finish your math, just prepare for class in the afternoon, and fall asleep again if you are so sleepy, do you think it will be efficient?"
Jiang Chen acted like you were right but I didn't listen: "Then you go back to the dormitory, I won't go back."
Zhao Zixuan had no choice but to accompany him to do homework in the classroom. He was so sleepy that his eyelids were fighting, and finally he couldn't help but fell down on the table and fell asleep quickly.Jiang Chen desperately calculated on the draft paper, his pen tip scratched across the paper, and after solving a sequence problem, he turned his head and glanced. Zhao Zixuan had long been sleeping on his arm, unconscious.
Obviously someone who can't do without lunch break, Jiang Chen thought, but he had to accompany him to read in the classroom at noon, how uncomfortable it would be to sleep on his stomach in the classroom.Zhao Zixuan probably slept uncomfortably, frowned and woke up slowly, saw Jiang Chen staring at him, and smiled at Jiang Chen in a daze: "What's wrong."
Jiang Chen's heart seemed to soften all of a sudden, he shook his head: "It's okay, you go to sleep."
Zhao Zixuan leaned on his right arm, stretched out his left hand to touch Jiang Chen's face, and smiled softly: "Don't make yourself so hard."
Jiang Chen didn't speak, watched Zhao Zixuan withdraw his hand, turned his head in the other direction and continued to sleep, sighed silently.He gently took out the coat that was always in the classroom from the desk drawer, bent down, and carefully covered Zhao Zixuan's lap with the coat.When he straightened up, he saw a bunch of hair standing restlessly on the back of Zhao Zixuan's head, which looked a little weird. Jiang Chen looked at it for a while, stretched out his hand, gently flattened the bunch of hair, and looked at it for a while with his head tilted. , turned his head back.
After a day and a half of exams, it finally came to the Christmas Eve that the students were looking forward to.On this day, all the apples and oranges in the school's small supermarket were sold out, Zhao Zixuan was only a step too slow to buy them, and Yu Zu was about to vomit blood.
"I understand apples, but why are there no more oranges?" Jiang Chen asked Zhao Zixuan who was lying on the table depressed and complaining.
"Apple, safe and sound, oranges, sincerity." Through the clothes, Zhao Zixuan's voice came out muffled, "What do you say that boys give girls apples, girls give boys oranges, and so on. You can play."
"It's a bit silly." Jiang Chen expressed his opinion honestly.
"Hey..." Zhao Zixuan raised his head weakly, "Don't hit me like this, okay? I really want to give you an apple, haven't you received it before?"
Jiang Chen shook his head: "No one sent me off."
Zhao Zixuan didn't believe it: "You are so good, how could it be possible that no girl sent you off."
Jiang Chen's expression remained unchanged: "Really not."
His expression was so calm that there was no gap at all, and Zhao Zixuan was a little depressed: "Okay, I understand—how about it, I will forward it to you after I receive it, okay?"
Jiang Chen didn't want to reject him, so he nodded and agreed.Zhao Zixuan's eyes were shining brightly: "Then, let's go out to play after studying late today. Teacher Tao has to change the test papers, so he must not have time to check people."
Jiang Chen has lived for so many years, and he has never been late, left early, or skipped a class.Such a thing was too out of line for him, because he hesitated to agree.
"Zhan Yan will come, don't you want to see her?" Zhao Zixuan moved closer to him and said seductively, "She really wants to see you."
"..."
"Then how can I do it?" Jiang Chen looked up at him with helpless eyes, "Are you threatening me?"
Zhao Zixuan raised his eyebrows: "What do you think?"
So, in the end, I followed Zhao Zixuan back home.Jiang Chen didn't tell his mother about this, because his mother didn't allow him. He never stayed at a classmate's house since he was a child, and he was lonely all the way from elementary school to high school.Maybe what Zhao Zixuan gave him this time was just an opportunity, an opportunity to stop strictly following what his parents said as a doctor's order.
Since Zhao Zixuan had already told Ms. Zhao that she would take her classmates home, they were greeted with a sumptuous dinner and Ms. Zhao's warm and loving smile when they got home.
"You must be Jiang Chen." Mother Zhao greeted Jiang Chen enthusiastically, and reached out to take Jiang Chen's schoolbag, but Zhao Zixuan took it first and put it away with her own schoolbag.He smiled warmly and appropriately at his mother, completely different from the indecent smile at school, and said in a very soft tone: "Mom, don't be too busy. You made Jiang Chen very embarrassed by being so grand."
Jiang Chen was a little stunned, he suspected that Zhao Zixuan was actually schizophrenic.
The atmosphere of the dinner was also very harmonious. Zhao Zixuan told Ms. Zhao some little things in school from time to time, and Ms. Zhao smiled happily.Jiang Chen listened to him while eating silently, and some little things that he never cared about seemed to become interesting when Zhao Zixuan said them.
Zhao Zixuan's house is not big, and he is not a rich family as rumored.Jiang Chen couldn't find the answer to all the mysteries in his stomach, and his expressionless face became more bitter and bitter.
At night, Jiang Chen was sitting at Zhao Zixuan's desk doing homework, and Zhao Zixuan was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone in hatred. The two of them were very quiet, only the slight sound of the pen tip scribbling across the paper could be heard.
Not long after, Mother Zhao came to knock on the door, and Zhao Zixuan sat up from the bed and opened the door.Mother Zhao came in with a large plate of fruit, and said to Jiang Chen with a smile on her face, "Xiao Chen, Auntie brought you some fruit. Remember to eat when you are tired from studying."
Jiang Chen hurriedly stood up: "Thank you, Auntie, I'm sorry to trouble you."
Mother Zhao waved her hand: "It's nothing, Zixuan rarely brings his classmates back. Auntie is worried that he doesn't get along well with his classmates. I'm very happy to see you now."
How could Zhao Zixuan not get along well with others? Jiang Chen took a look at Zhao Zixuan and couldn't see anything unusual from his expression, so he had to pretend that he was thinking too much.
☆, Providence
Jiang Chen was devastated by gnawing at the math problems, Zhao Zixuan was yawning while playing with his mobile phone, and came to the table to see how his homework was doing.
"Where can't it be?" Zhao Zixuan's voice was a little tired, and he bent down to watch Jiang Chen's homework.
Jiang Chen was brushed against his neck by his warm breath, and couldn't help shrinking his neck: "It's okay, it's just that he didn't grasp it firmly." He had already taken a shower and changed into pajamas, his hair was not completely dry, and the ends of his hair were tinged with A trace of moisture.Standing behind him, Zhao Zixuan could just see the white skin exposed from the collar and the bones that were too thin, so he couldn't help stretching out his hand and pinching it.
Jiang Chen was taken aback by his sudden attack again: "What are you doing?"
Zhao Zixuan pinched his neck like a cat's neck, and said seriously: "Jiang Chen, you've lost weight again, where did you get all your food?"
Jiang Chen didn't care: "I haven't lost weight again."
"Obviously it is." Zhao Zixuan said, pinching his arm restlessly.The pen in Jiang Chen's hand trembled, and the small tails of the letters were drawn out so long that he hurriedly grabbed the eraser to erase them.In the next instant, his hands froze there.
Zhao Zixuan's hand covered his hand that was going to get the eraser, rubbed it lightly, felt the trembling of his fingers, Zhao Zixuan gave a low laugh, then let him go and straightened up: "I've seen you out of your mind a long time ago, are you It’s not that there are many things you want to ask me.”
Jiang Chen lowered his head, not daring to look up to see Zhao Zixuan's expression, his heart was in a mess.
"As long as you ask, I will tell you anything." Zhao Zixuan was persuasive.
Jiang Chen shook his head after a while: "I, I shouldn't care about these things."
"What's the point of caring?" Zhao Zixuan didn't care, "People are always curious, aren't they?"
"But...that's your privacy." Jiang Chen said, "I'm sorry, it's my fault that I couldn't restrain my curiosity, I——"
"Actually, Zhao Yang is right." Zhao Zixuan interrupted him suddenly, "If you really want to know that much, you can ask me directly."
Jiang Chen was stunned, afraid that Zhao Zixuan would get angry about it: "How do you know that I asked Zhao Yang?"
"I just woke up, and I heard it by accident." Zhao Zixuan said, with a smile in his voice, "I originally thought that you were not interested in me at all."
Jiang Chen's heart moved, he raised his head to look at Zhao Zixuan, his eyes were intertwined with unknown emotions.
Zhao Zixuan leaned down to get close to him, seeing clearly that his wide-eyed eyes were full of disbelief, and slowly pressed his lips against his.Suddenly, Jiang Chen felt that the whole world was still.
But within a few seconds, maybe even less, Zhao Zixuan left his lips.Jiang Chen hadn't recovered his heartbeat yet, he said in a daze, "You..."
Jiang Chen usually had an expressionless face, but it was rare for him to show such a silly and dumb expression. Zhao Zixuan couldn't hold back, pinched his chin and kissed him again.Different from the first taste, Zhao Zixuan bullied him without recovering, his tongue drove straight in, licked the whole mouth, hooked his tongue and sucked vigorously.Jiang Chen had never kissed anyone before, so he could hardly breathe due to this eager and impatient kiss.Unknowingly, his body sank back into the chair, and Zhao Zixuan held his back and pressed close to his body forcefully.
I don't know how long this kiss lasted. Jiang Chen's brain was so dizzy that he almost passed out due to lack of oxygen.He watched Zhao Zixuan lick the corners of his mouth like a stealing cat, and his face turned red.
Zhao Zixuan's hand was still moving on his back: "It's too bad, I didn't intend to provoke you, but you were assigned to the same class as me, isn't it God's will?"
God willing?
Have we met before?
Jiang Chen looked at Zhao Zixuan, desperately trying to recall the memory of Zhao Zixuan, but found nothing.Zhao Zixuan smiled: "It's been a long time, it's normal if you don't remember, I'll give you time to think about it, but don't make me wait too long."
Jiang Chen watched him take his pajamas and open the door to go out, touching his lips with trembling fingers.It's strange that after being kissed by a boy, he doesn't feel disgusted at all, and he doesn't want to punch him.He was just confused, very confused.
It is obviously very embarrassing to continue to get along after doing something like this. Jiang Chen put his legs on the chair and seriously began to think about how likely Zhao Zixuan would agree if he wanted to change clothes and leave now.It seemed to be zero, Jiang Chen scratched his hair a little anxiously, let alone whether Zhao Zixuan would stop him, he couldn't explain it just because of Zhao's mother.
Zhao Zixuan came back soon. He was only wearing pajama pants, with a towel around his neck, and his hair was dripping water.Jiang Chen only glanced at it and then quickly looked away.This person, can you pay attention to it, is it really good to come out dressed like this carelessly?
Zhao Zixuan seemed to have forgotten about the kiss just now, picked up a towel to wipe his hair, and asked casually: "How is the math, let me check it for you."
Jiang Chen faltered twice: "There is still one question that I haven't done yet."
"There's another one? So what were you doing just now?" Zhao Zixuan laughed nastyly, "Are you just in a daze like this?"
Jiang Chen hurriedly put his feet down, picked up a pen and pretended to read the last question seriously, but couldn't read a single word, and kept wondering if Zhao Zixuan would give him an explanation for what happened just now.Zhao Zixuan stood behind him and calmly wiped his hair, but he couldn't calm down at all.
"That's not okay, Jiang Chen." Zhao Zixuan stretched out his finger and pointed to a condition of the question, "What should be the first thing to do when you see this kind of words? I remember saying it several times."
Is it because you are distracting me, Jiang Chen thought, is it interesting to keep people stuck here?
Seeing that he still didn't move, Zhao Zixuan simply pushed him: "Stay over there, I'll do it with you."
The hot skin was attached to the body through the thin pajamas, and the touch was very clear.Jiang Chen stood up abruptly, looked up at Zhao Zixuan because he didn't understand, and said, "I'm sleepy, I'll do that question tomorrow."
Zhao Zixuan looked at him fixedly, saw his cheeks flushed red, and stretched out his hand to pull him over.Jiang Chen was unprepared, and fell directly on Zhao Zixuan. Zhao Zixuan pressed him to prevent him from getting up, and deliberately got closer: "Are you wondering if I will kiss you again?"
Jiang Chen seemed to hear the string called calm in his mind snapped with a "bang".
☆, warmth
Zhao Zixuan's bed was huge, and the two of them occupied each side, leaving a gap between them.Jiang Chen curled up on one side, his mind was in a mess, and he didn't dare to move his legs even when they were numb.
Zhao Zixuan's eyes are very gentle, Zhao Zixuan's hands are very warm, Zhao Zixuan's lips are very soft, Zhao Zixuan... Jiang Chen forcibly cut off his thoughts, staring at the outline of the window in the darkness.
"Can't sleep?" Zhao Zixuan asked in the dark, then, he turned over, faced Jiang Chen's back, and reached out to fish him over.With his back leaning against a warm chest, his numb legs seemed to be hurting even more, and he couldn't help taking a breath.
"What's wrong?" Zhao Zixuan asked.
Jiang Chen's eyebrows were pulled together in pain: "Leg...is numb."
Zhao Zixuan hurriedly let go of him, sat up and turned on the bedside lamp, carefully helped Jiang Chen up: "Which leg is it, how could you be so careless."
"The right leg was crushed..."
Zhao Zixuan thought about what was going on, and carefully massaged Jiang Chen's right leg. Jiang Chen grabbed his arm, and when he felt the pain relieved, the strength of Jiang Chen's hand finally relaxed.Zhao Zixuan raised his eyes to look at him: "Is it better?" Under the dim light, his eyebrows and eyes became more gentle, Jiang Chen's hand silently grabbed his trouser leg: "Well, it's much better."
"Why do you feel a little embarrassed?" Zhao Zixuan laughed.
Maybe it was the dead of night, or maybe Zhao Zixuan was too gentle, Jiang Chen couldn't help asking: "Why on earth, why did you kiss me?"
"Do you find it annoying? Or...disgusting?" Zhao Zixuan asked back.
"Very... troublesome." Jiang Chen said, "You can't just explain nothing."
"You will remember." Zhao Zixuan insisted, "As long as you don't hate me because I kissed you."
"But you and Zhan Yan..."
"Ok?"
"Isn't she your girlfriend?"
"What?" Zhao Zixuan was stunned for a moment before laughing, "What are you talking about, we are just good friends who grew up together, how could I be with her."
"Didn't those senior seniors call her younger sister last time?" For some reason, Jiang Chen remembered this matter clearly.
"Ah, you said that." Zhao Zixuan explained, "It was also their misunderstanding. Later, they got used to it and refused to change it. I said it several times, but no one listened at all. Since Zhan Yan and that girl don't care, why do I have to It’s a matter of every ounce.”
"But speaking of it, you remember this little thing very clearly." Zhao Zixuan teased.
Jiang Chen blushed.
"To be honest, I'm also very nervous." Zhao Zixuan withdrew his unruly expression, and sat side by side with him, like two elementary school students, "I'm still worried that you will punch me in the face."
"Then, then..." Jiang Chen was a little confused.
Zhao Zixuan flexed his index finger and flicked Jiang Chen's forehead lightly: "I'm still being silly at this time-I mean, I like you very much, so try to be with me."
Confession?Jiang Chen, who has been cold for 17 years, finally waited for the legendary "lifetime", and he didn't know what to say for a while.But he didn't think about the problem of Zhao Zixuan being a boy with him at all, it seemed to be a very natural thing.Zhao Zixuan didn't know whether he should be said to be a bigot or open-minded.
"I, I want to think about it." Jiang Chen said.
"Okay." Zhao Zixuan leaned over and kissed him on the brow, "Go to sleep, it's getting late."
Jiang Chen suffered from insomnia, tossed and turned all night listening to Zhao Zixuan's steady breathing, and finally fell asleep tiredly when the sky turned pale.When he opened his eyes again, it was already daylight, and it would be impolite to sleep in someone else's house until this time, Jiang Chen just lay on the bed for a second, then sat up immediately.
Opening the door of the room, the chatter and laughter in the living room came in.Standing at the door, Jiang Chen couldn't believe his eyes. Zhao Zixuan and Zhao's mother were sitting face to face at the dining table, making dumplings.
Zhao Zixuan turned to look at him: "Are you awake, are you hungry?"
Jiang Chen shook her head, Mother Zhao stood up and went to the kitchen, and said with a smile: "Zi Xuan said that you studied too late last night, so I didn't call you, and wanted you to sleep more." Standing there in a daze, she urged him, "Go wash your face and brush your teeth, Auntie will warm up the porridge for you."
"Auntie, don't bother." Jiang Chen said hurriedly, "I'm not hungry."
"How can I not eat in the morning?" Zhao's mother babbled, "It's the same as Zixuan, how many times I told him he changed it."
Zhao Zixuan smiled: "Jiang Chen, listen to my mother, go wash your face, be good."
Jiang Chen was a little embarrassed, seeing that Zhao's mother didn't seem to care about Zhao Zixuan's words at all, she tried to hide it if she behaved abnormally.
After washing up, Jiang Chen sat at the dining table drinking porridge, his eyes wandering to Zhao Zixuan from time to time.After wrapping for a while, Mother Zhao got up and went to the kitchen to roll out the dough, while Zhao Zixuan was wrapping the rest.He wrapped it very carefully, pinching the thin dumpling wrapper with his slender fingers, as if he was processing some kind of art, and he squeezed a few times to make a chubby dumpling.The wrapped dumplings are placed on a round curtain and arranged in a circle, which is very beautiful.
Jiang Chen looked at it for a while and said, "I haven't eaten dumplings made like this before."
Zhao Zixuan said: "Because my mother has lived in the north for a long time and is used to making dumplings by herself, so I also like it since I was a child. It is a bit troublesome to make dumplings, but they are delicious."
"Your mother is so kind." Jiang Chen said enviously, "My mother never spends so much time cooking for me, she thinks it's a waste of time."
Seeing his lonely look, Zhao Zixuan stretched out his hand and pinched his face: "Say silly things again." His hands were covered with flour, and then it was on Jiang Chen's face, and Jiang Chen stretched out his hand to wipe it in disgust. "Flour is on it." Mother Zhao came out with the dumpling wrappers and saw this scene, and said angrily, "Could it be that Zixuan is being mischievous again, he can only bully others."
"I don't have it." Zhao Zixuan said innocently, "I just like him too much."
Jiang Chen curled his lips slightly, took the last mouthful of porridge, picked up the bowl and went to the kitchen to wash. "Let me do it." Zhao Zixuan stood up and took his bowl, "I can tell you haven't done any housework." Jiang Chen wanted to refute, but after thinking about it, he really didn't do any housework, and Mother Jiang wouldn't allow him to do anything. If you do things that you don't do yourself, you can ask the housekeeper to do it. He really fell for the saying "Ten fingers don't touch the spring water".
Jiang Chen was a little ashamed, and became stubborn: "I will do it myself."
Zhao Zixuan looked at him with a smile: "Are you sure?"
Jiang Chen didn't speak, and snatched the bowl from Zhao Zixuan's hand.
☆, holding hands
At noon, Mother Zhao cooked dumplings for them, and made a few side dishes, which were placed on the table.Jiang Chen was full of joy, and helped Zhao's mother to arrange the dishes and chopsticks.
The aroma of the dumplings is very tempting. Although they are just simple ingredients, the deliciousness of the dumplings is something Jiang Chen has never tasted before.He couldn't wait to bite into a dumpling, narrowing his eyes happily.Mother Zhao looked at him with a smile: "How is it? Are you still used to eating?"
Jiang Chen nodded: "I like it very much, thank you Auntie."
"You're being polite." Mother Zhao said, "Eat more."
Jiang Chen was satisfied with the meal. After eating the dumplings, Mother Zhao went to the kitchen to serve Jiang Chen a bowl of soup and said, "The original soup turns into the original food." Although Jiang Chen didn't understand, he obediently drank the whole thing. Bowl of soup.
After eating, Mother Zhao went to rest, Zhao Zixuan and Jiang Chen cleaned up the dishes and went to wash.Jiang Chen was clumsy, the bowl slipped in his hands, Zhao Zixuan came over after wiping the table, looked terrified, and couldn't help but snatch his work: "You better not do it, breaking the bowl is a trivial matter, what if you hurt your hands. "
"I'm not that useless." Jiang Chen said, "So, is there anything else I need to do?"
Zhao Zixuan said: "No more, just stay here with me."
Jiang Chen said "Oh", and really stood by and watched Zhao Zixuan skillfully wash the dishes. "Do you always do this?" he asked.
Zhao Zixuan nodded: "Otherwise? I can't let my mother do everything, she has worked hard enough."
"You don't look like someone who can do these things." Jiang Chen said.
Zhao Zixuan's hands kept moving: "You know again."
Jiang Chen remembered the last time Zhao Yang told him not to judge people by their appearance, so he kept silent.
After being silent for a while, Zhao Zixuan brought up the question from last night again: "So, have you considered it? About my confession last night?"
Jiang Chen didn't answer guiltily, he didn't think about this question at all.Zhao Zixuan put down a washed bowl, turned to look at him: "Huh?"
Jiang Chen didn't know where to put his hands, and his eyes were also erratic, not daring to look at Zhao Zixuan.Zhao Zixuan sighed: "You didn't think about it at all, did you?"
"I, I'm going to do my homework." After Jiang Chen finished speaking, he turned around and left. Zhao Zixuan reacted quickly, grabbed his wrist with a wet hand, and pushed him onto the refrigerator beside him with a backhand pull.Zhao Zixuan leaned over and smiled cunningly: "It's very bad to lie to people."
Jiang Chen reached out to break his hands, Zhao Zixuan simply grabbed his two hands and pressed them together in front of him: "You want to run?"
"Let me go." Jiang Chen struggled uncomfortably, "I should see Auntie when she comes out later."
"No." Zhao Zixuan stuck closer to him, "Tell me quickly and you won't be seen."
"You are unreasonable, I haven't thought about it yet."
"So think about it quickly, anyway, if I don't look at you, you won't think about it anyway." Zhao Zixuan said, lowering his head slightly, and his forehead was pressed against Jiang Chen.Jiang Chen lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly. Zhao Zixuan's heart moved, and he gently pressed his lips to his eyes, and quickly left.
Jiang Chen raised his head slightly, his eyes were confused, and his breathing was a little messy.After a while, he raised his arms around Zhao Zixuan's back, buried his head in the hollow of his shoulder, and said in a voice like a mosquito, "Zhao Zixuan, I really hate you."
Zhao Zixuan smiled, and hugged him even tighter: "It's okay, you will always like me."
Jiang Chen didn't speak, but Zhao Zixuan felt him nodded slightly.
"So, where did we meet?" It was night, and the two lay on the same bed in a regular manner again, chatting after turning off the lights, and Jiang Chen asked his biggest question first.
Zhao Zixuan refused to say: "I hope you can remember it by yourself one day. Of course it doesn't matter if you don't remember it. After all, I don't want me to appear in front of you again. Besides, you have promised to be with me, haven't you?" ?”
Jiang was depressed: "Okay, I will definitely remember, just wait."
Zhao Zixuan put his hands behind his head and recalled the past: "Jiang Chen, there are still many things you don't know about me, about my family, about me, I hope I can slowly tell you about myself in the future, you are willing to listen to me ?"
Jiang Chen is used to seeing Zhao Zixuan's smile, whether it is cynical or gentle and considerate, that is the Zhao Zixuan he knows.But now Zhao Zixuan made him feel a little sad for no reason, he eased his emotions before saying: "So, are you reminding me that I can't break up with you until you finish telling your story?"
"I just want to break up with me." Zhao Zixuan sighed, "Jiang Chen, you are not kind at all."
Jiang Chen turned over and faced Zhao Zixuan: "It's you who said so."
Zhao Zixuan also turned around, and patted his side: "Come here, let me hug you."
Jiang Chen moved his pillow over a little bit and lay down again: "This will be fine."
If the mountain does not come, I will go to the mountain.Zhao Zixuan slid directly to Jiang Chen's side without delay, put his hands on his waist, hugged him in his arms even with the quilt, and breathed a sigh of relief. "Jiang Chen, you are so kind." Zhao Zixuan said vaguely.
Jiang Chen was tightly covered by him, leaving only half of his face outside the quilt. "I still find it strange how I agreed to be with you." Jiang Chen said.
"Because I'm handsome." Zhao Zixuan replied shamelessly.
Jiang Chen's answer was to kick him through the quilt.
They were going back to school on Sunday afternoon, and Mother Zhao cooked them food for them to take back to school to eat. Before leaving, she warmly welcomed Jiang Chen and would come to their house to play in the future.Zhao Zixuan said with a smile that he would definitely bring Jiang Chen back every time in the future, but was knocked by Zhao's mother with a smile.Jiang Chen has never felt such intimacy from his parents since he lived in the first year of high school. Seeing Zhao Zixuan getting along with his mother, he was extremely envious.
Jiang Chen remained silent until he left the community, Zhao Zixuan changed the things he was carrying in his right hand to his left, and held Jiang Chen's hand with his right hand.Jiang Chen broke away from him and looked around nervously.Zhao Zixuan held him stubbornly: "Are you worried that others will know about our relationship?"
"This is your home." Jiang Chen said, "It would be bad for you to be seen by your neighbors."
"No." Zhao Zixuan said, shaking the hands they were holding, "When they see me, show them openly."
☆, Christmas
This time, Jiang Chen finally made some progress in the monthly exam, and his math score was not as bad as before.Zhao Zixuan still holds the first place in the class, but has only declined in grades.He didn't care much about his grades, and started to help Jiang Chen analyze the grades as soon as he got the report card.
"Don't waste this time." Jiang Chen said, "It's useless. I've tried a lot, but it seems like this is the only way to go. You know, once a person's talent is here, there's nothing he can do about it. changed."
Zhao Zixuan frowned: "What nonsense."
Jiang Chen shook his head: "People like you who are born smart and have been going smoothly since childhood will not feel that kind of powerlessness."
Zhao Zixuan was very distressed seeing his calm appearance, he didn't know what kind of time it took Jiang Chen to drain his enthusiasm, and what kind of time it took to be so pessimistic.
Jiang Chen clearly knew that he was not a smart person.When we were in elementary school, we were almost the same, but it didn't highlight his lack of excellence.It wasn't until junior high school that the number of study subjects began to increase, and my brain was completely insufficient, and my grades plummeted.Jiang Chen's parents were very anxious at first, thinking that he was not used to it, and specially invited several tutors to make up lessons for him, but after a lot of hard work, it was useless.
Jiang Chen himself began to become anxious, and became more and more silent under the increasingly disappointed eyes of his parents.The piano lessons also took up weekends from that time on. Jiang Chen understood that his parents wanted him to have a skill, but he felt powerless because he could not meet his parents' requirements.
Jiang Chen was not as silent as he is now. When he was in elementary school, he was also a happy kid. He would laugh loudly and happily when playing with his friends, even with smiles in his eyes.How much disappointment should a person have experienced from being full of hope to sinking in water.
"Jiang Chen, don't make yourself so tired." Zhao Zixuan could only say this in the end.
Zhao Zixuan applied to Teacher Tao to sit with Jiang Chen, but Teacher Tao was not very willing to change seats for others, because once he was appointed to change the seat at will, he would face such requests endlessly in the future.Zhao Zixuan took the report card and came up with a high-sounding reason for helping Jiang Chen study, and finally made Teacher Tao let go.Teacher Tao agreed that as long as their deskmates agreed, they would be allowed to change seats.
"Try to be as secretive as possible." Teacher Tao finally said.He liked Jiang Chen quite a lot, and Zhao Zixuan studied well, so he had nothing to worry about, so he didn't insist on his own opinion.
Zhao Yang has no objection, he thinks it doesn't matter who is at the same table.Dai Yi looked abandoned, accusing Zhao Zixuan of only hearing the smiles of the newcomers and not seeing the old ones cry. "Give me a reason I can accept!" Dai Yi pointed at Zhao Zixuan angrily.
Zhao Zixuan rolled his eyes, knowing that he just wanted to take the opportunity to blackmail himself, and be as virtuous as Zhan Yan. "You want a reason." He confessed bluntly, "Jiang Chen and I are dating now, is this a good reason?"
"Huh—" Dai Yi was dumbfounded, "It's true, you're cheating on me."
"Really." Zhao Zixuan said, "Dear Dai Yi, do you understand the beauty of adults?"
Dai Yi was so disgusted: "Zhao Zixuan, I never thought you were such Zhao Zixuan, please do me, I don't care to be your deskmate." Rejecting Zhao Zixuan's help, he angrily moved his things to the front row.
After putting away all the things, Zhao Zixuan looked at Jiang Chen beside him, sighed comfortably and said, "It's really much more comfortable." While torturing the dog and attacking him personally, he was so pissed off that he almost didn't pay for his life, Dai Yi was so angry that he almost didn't jump up .
After becoming the same table, Jiang Chen heard Zhao Zixuan talk about the process of negotiating with Dai Yi, and he was worried: "Dai Yi knows you...how could he react so calmly."
"Almost everyone who has a good relationship with me knows it, and there is nothing to hide." Zhao Zixuan said, "If he alienates me for this reason, then I don't need to be friends with him, is there?" He said this He still smiled when he spoke, and was extremely calm.It was the first time that Jiang Chen admired Zhao Zixuan so much, because of his magnanimity and understanding.
"Suddenly I think you are a bit handsome." Jiang Chen held back for a long time, expressing his mood at this moment with this sentence.
"I've always been handsome." Zhao Zixuan blinked, breaking through the heavy atmosphere for some reason.
Only halfway through December, the atmosphere of Christmas is overwhelming, almost sweeping the entire campus.There are even Christmas trees hung with colorful lights in the cafeteria, and the cooking aunts all wear pointed little red hats, which look a little funny.Jiang Chen, who has never cared about festivals, noticed the increasingly strong Christmas atmosphere.
"I don't understand. Since we don't believe in Jesus, what's the point of celebrating Christmas?" Jiang Chen picked up the plate, found a seat and sat down, frowning and complaining to Zhao Zixuan, "I don't like red hats."
"Just for this?" Zhao Zixuan laughed, "To be honest, although I don't have any obsession with Christmas, it's pretty good, isn't it? Let's not talk about whether I believe in it or not, but after working so hard for so long, I finally waited for a carnival Isn't it great that you can go crazy without any scruples on this festival?"
"You think so?" Jiang Chen said, "I really think about it."
Zhao Zixuan smiled happily: "It's not that I can take it easy, I just want to play too."
Jiang Chen was a little speechless: "May I ask student Zhao Zixuan, what kind of brain do you have? Has your IQ surpassed that of people on Earth?"
"It's hard to say." Zhao Zixuan said, "Inherited?"
"Speaking of which, what kind of work does your father do, I haven't heard from you."
Zhao Zixuan was silent for a while, lowered his head and took a sip of soup, the hot air covered his expression, just when Jiang Chen was at a loss and thought that he had asked some wrong question, Zhao Zixuan said softly: "My father passed away. when."
Jiang Chen's eyes widened: "Yes, I'm sorry...I don't know..."
"It's nothing." Zhao Zixuan raised his eyes and smiled at him, "It's not something that can't be hidden from people."
Seeing his obviously forced smile, Jiang Chen regretted why he asked such a question to remind him of these sad things.He was silent for a while, still didn't know what to say to comfort Zhao Zixuan.
"Let's go out on Christmas Eve." Zhao Zixuan changed the subject first, and suggested with a smile, "Sneak out of school to play."
Jiang Chen only thought he was joking: "Stop messing around, it's not a holiday, what if Teacher Tao finds out."
Zhao Zixuan looked at him and restrained his smile: "I'm serious."
☆, out of line
The bad news is that two days before Christmas happens to be the last monthly exam for this semester.Jiang Chen fell into a state of anxiety. Under Zhao Zixuan's careful guidance, he finally had a little understanding of mathematics, but he was still helpless in the face of the upcoming exam.
After lunch, Jiang Chen insisted on going back to the empty classroom, and was going to finish his math homework before returning to the dormitory to sleep for a while.Zhao Zixuan was very helpless to his stubbornness: "Really, you don't need a lunch break after you finish your math, just prepare for class in the afternoon, and fall asleep again if you are so sleepy, do you think it will be efficient?"
Jiang Chen acted like you were right but I didn't listen: "Then you go back to the dormitory, I won't go back."
Zhao Zixuan had no choice but to accompany him to do homework in the classroom. He was so sleepy that his eyelids were fighting, and finally he couldn't help but fell down on the table and fell asleep quickly.Jiang Chen desperately calculated on the draft paper, his pen tip scratched across the paper, and after solving a sequence problem, he turned his head and glanced. Zhao Zixuan had long been sleeping on his arm, unconscious.
Obviously someone who can't do without lunch break, Jiang Chen thought, but he had to accompany him to read in the classroom at noon, how uncomfortable it would be to sleep on his stomach in the classroom.Zhao Zixuan probably slept uncomfortably, frowned and woke up slowly, saw Jiang Chen staring at him, and smiled at Jiang Chen in a daze: "What's wrong."
Jiang Chen's heart seemed to soften all of a sudden, he shook his head: "It's okay, you go to sleep."
Zhao Zixuan leaned on his right arm, stretched out his left hand to touch Jiang Chen's face, and smiled softly: "Don't make yourself so hard."
Jiang Chen didn't speak, watched Zhao Zixuan withdraw his hand, turned his head in the other direction and continued to sleep, sighed silently.He gently took out the coat that was always in the classroom from the desk drawer, bent down, and carefully covered Zhao Zixuan's lap with the coat.When he straightened up, he saw a bunch of hair standing restlessly on the back of Zhao Zixuan's head, which looked a little weird. Jiang Chen looked at it for a while, stretched out his hand, gently flattened the bunch of hair, and looked at it for a while with his head tilted. , turned his head back.
After a day and a half of exams, it finally came to the Christmas Eve that the students were looking forward to.On this day, all the apples and oranges in the school's small supermarket were sold out, Zhao Zixuan was only a step too slow to buy them, and Yu Zu was about to vomit blood.
"I understand apples, but why are there no more oranges?" Jiang Chen asked Zhao Zixuan who was lying on the table depressed and complaining.
"Apple, safe and sound, oranges, sincerity." Through the clothes, Zhao Zixuan's voice came out muffled, "What do you say that boys give girls apples, girls give boys oranges, and so on. You can play."
"It's a bit silly." Jiang Chen expressed his opinion honestly.
"Hey..." Zhao Zixuan raised his head weakly, "Don't hit me like this, okay? I really want to give you an apple, haven't you received it before?"
Jiang Chen shook his head: "No one sent me off."
Zhao Zixuan didn't believe it: "You are so good, how could it be possible that no girl sent you off."
Jiang Chen's expression remained unchanged: "Really not."
His expression was so calm that there was no gap at all, and Zhao Zixuan was a little depressed: "Okay, I understand—how about it, I will forward it to you after I receive it, okay?"
Jiang Chen didn't want to reject him, so he nodded and agreed.Zhao Zixuan's eyes were shining brightly: "Then, let's go out to play after studying late today. Teacher Tao has to change the test papers, so he must not have time to check people."
Jiang Chen has lived for so many years, and he has never been late, left early, or skipped a class.Such a thing was too out of line for him, because he hesitated to agree.
"Zhan Yan will come, don't you want to see her?" Zhao Zixuan moved closer to him and said seductively, "She really wants to see you."
"..."
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