[Comprehensive] Side by side with the little sun

what is love?

What is affection?

The originally clear and unmistakable answer seems to have turned into ambiguous chaos at this moment.Mei almost escaped from the room, and she didn't even care about Karna and Fujun who were still in the room.Che Sheng's tears, Che Sheng's smile, and those words that were completely from the heart, all were like hot flames, almost scalding Mei.

Damn hateful hateful.

That was the love she wanted all her life, but was forever separated by the horizon.

Che Sheng... No, that middle-aged man who reveals an ordinary person from the beginning to the end, he just picked up Karna by the Ganges River. There is no Che Sheng, but there is also Ma Sheng. accept.He and Karna obviously have no blood relationship, why can he take himself as a father for granted, and pour all his love into it so confidently——

Can't understand.

Can't agree.

Restless emotions were churning in Mei's heart, her hands stirred unconsciously, her chest began to ache again, and her internal organs were aching - she knew that this pain was fake, even, after Mei became a heroic spirit, when she died Her memories are beginning to be blurred, but occasionally, Mei will also experience a kind of phantom pain. In the night when there is no one, the pain can make her whole body prefer to die.

This is a|venger's class ability:

Forget about corrections.

The lower the popularity of the Heroic Spirit, the stronger the correction will be.And the rank of Avenger is completely derived from Mei herself, and has nothing to do with Hella, the god of death.Anyone can forget hate, can forget anger, only the Avengers can never.They are the avengers who came from the other side of oblivion. Forgetting is betrayal and escape—this is the existence of avengers, and hatred will accompany her to the end of the world.

But...but...

She should have been saved...

Mei grabbed her hair irritably, the pain even made Mei feel a little bit murderous towards the car in the house.She knew that this kind of thing was wrong, but the rage in her heart was like saying to her, let go, let go, let go, destroy, let go, die, let the world fall into eternal frost and dead silence.

...until a hand was placed on Mei's shoulder.

"Karna?"

Karna was standing behind Mei, and he probably felt Mei's emotional restlessness before he walked out of the room.Mei took a deep breath: "...I'm fine, it's just that the air in the room is a bit stuffy." This kind of lie is impossible to hide from Karna.

But Karna did not expose Mei: "I asked Che Sheng, and he said that there is nothing unusual around here."

Mei: "Huh?"

"The power left by Hela, the god of death, may not be near here."

It was only then that Mei remembered that the reason they had worked so hard to come to the Age of Gods was not to reunite Karna with his adoptive parents.Karna still kept it in mind, but Mei himself quickly forgot about it, Mei lowered her head a little ashamedly: "Then what are you going to do now?"

"Go to Xiangcheng first."

Karna explained: "Elephant City is the center of this era, so it is more convenient to inquire about news."

"Well, I've listened to you, shall we go now?"

"For now..." Karna paused, turned his head to the side, looked behind the pillars in the aisle, and a small figure disappeared in a flash.Mei's reaction was a bit slower than Karna's, and when she followed Karna's line of sight to look back, the place was already empty, "Stay here for a night for now."

"……Oh."

"Don't think about it, I'm still by your side if you have any problems. You are my follower." When he said this, Karna tilted his head unnaturally, "I will help you , Mei."

Karna can be trusted.

In other words, even if the whole world is against her, only Karna can believe it.

Mei was silent for a while, she also wanted to do her best to show her beautiful side to Karna, but the fact is not like this, she is not an innocent girl, if I insist, the witch who destroys the world is more appropriate : "Karna..."

"Ah."

"What kind of existence are parents?"

Karna froze.

"Have you considered it? Sun God Surya had countless opportunities to tell the world that you are his heir. Kunti also had countless opportunities to prevent the tragedy of brother killing. But they didn't say anything - Cha Sheng Hope Fujun can have a bright future, is this love? He is not your biological parents, why does he love you?"

Constantly questioning Karna repeatedly.

Mei stared at Karna. Ever since she was embraced by the god of death, Hella, her brown eyes had completely turned into dead black.But at this moment, Karna felt that the color was extremely clear, like a newborn baby questioning the world: "... Karna, have you ever hated Kunti?"

hate it?

...Have you hated it?

Karna recalled Kunti and the noble queen, but the face of the other party was already blurred.Various works of art always like to exaggerate the blood relationship between him and Kunti, and always like to describe the feelings of closeness between the two.But actually, no.

The position that originally belonged to Kunti has already been occupied by others.

All Karna's impression of Kunti is just a vague female image surrounded by the five sons of Pandava.She seldom appeared in front of Karna, and occasionally, she was just worried that Arjuna would be hurt and faint.At that time, Karna thought, that is really a kind and weak queen.

Just stop there.

Karna closed his eyes: "No, I never hated Kunti."

"why?"

"A mother's love is the most precious gift when a child is born. Kunti once took all this from me, but I got a more precious gift than these from others. Between me and Kunti, there has been There is no grievance anymore." Karna said calmly, his attitude proved that all of this is true, "Perhaps in the eyes of others, her abandonment is the culprit that caused my fate. I was also unwilling I have been, I have been sad, but when all the dust settles... I feel lucky."

"Fortunately?" Mei never expected that Karna would come up with such an answer.

"Yeah, I have come to this point not because I was born with any responsibility on my shoulders, nor because of any mission from the gods. It is because I want this kind of life. I am not a saint, and I also desire to make contributions. I have also I hope that everyone will pay attention to it. There is nothing shameful in such a dream. As long as I want to, I can pursue it. I don’t ask people or God, and I only rely on myself.”

"My heart has brought me to the side of my foes, to my bow and arrows to gods and brethren—"

Karna said: "I have nothing to suffer in my life, and I have nothing to regret. Naturally, there is no need to resent others. Ah Zhou just didn't understand this truth, so he lived a very painful life."

Mei stared blankly at Karna.

Just behind the two of them, Arjuna's gloomy voice came. His attitude towards Karna has always been weird, and it hasn't changed in any way: "You really deserve to be a hero of charity... Since you don't hate Kunti, why don't you Agreeing to her request... Isn't that a happy ending?"

His tone was not surprising, but it just made those who heard it feel uncomfortable.

"I don't resent her, but I have already had a life that has nothing to do with her." Karna replied calmly, he paused, and said suddenly, "Also, I admit that being the eldest son is easy, but you what to do?"

He... what should he do?

Arjuna didn't expect Karna to ask such a question suddenly, and he was stunned.

"Since Indra asks me for the golden armor, I can't refuse. Then, if the enemy asks me for you and wants you to die, what will you do?" Karna said with a little confusion, "You and I are not the same. Same, Arjuna, you are the symbol of Fa-rectification, just like when the battle was going to bet on you and bet on you to be a slave, you can't resist."

Ah Zhou wanted to speak a few times, but he couldn't make a sound.

"You and I have sworn more than once that only one of us can survive." Karna's voice was still so calm, as if he was just saying something ordinary, "I will not be executed Bondage, but what about you... Killing your brother is a serious crime in Fa-rectification."

The corner of Arjuna's mouth twitched——

He said it as if, after Karna's death, Arjuna had not been tortured by the crime of murdering his brother.

"...Soldiers should die on the battlefield, at least you...should die like a hero." Karna concluded firmly.

Ah Zhou really couldn't laugh anymore, he ranked third among the five Bandu sons, and he didn't have the right to decide many things.He once liked the black princess, and defeated all the heroes in the black princess's son-in-law selection meeting. Even Karna had to avoid the edge for a while, but it was just a slip of the tongue from his mother Kunti, "Arjuna brought you something Let's share it with brothers." Then things changed suddenly, Kunti was just afraid that he would speak out and violated the righteous law, and the eldest brother made a firm decision, let the five brothers share a wife.

Arjuna has no right to say no.

He is the third son, the wealth enjoyed by Jian Zhan.

——Arjuna still doesn't know whether Jian Zhan has considered his feelings when making this decision.

Later on, similarly, when Jian Zhan took Arjuna as a bet and lost to a formidable opponent, Arjuna absolutely could not express any objection.He even lost the black princess. When the black princess screamed for help, Arjuna couldn't save her, even if he was so painful that he wanted to kill himself, he couldn't save her.

——Because this is not in line with the Fa-rectification.

Fa-rectification is the law drawn by the gods. Those who do not abide by it will fall into hell, and those who obey will surely get happiness.Arjuna was well educated, and he lived according to the Dhamma all his life.But Arjuna has never been happy for a moment. He has questioned the final decisive battle more than once, but Krishna incarnated by Krishna convinced him. The end of human happiness.

So Arjuna no longer doubted, he raised his bow and arrow.

He shot and killed his uncle Vishma, who had always loved him dearly, and his elder brother Karna, and Julu lost thousands of miles of blood in the battle, and there were many mourners.It wasn't one person who died, not two people, nor hundreds or thousands of people.It is 16 billion lives that have all been turned into scorched earth.

It was Arjuna who personally sent these 16 billion people to death.

...and this is the Dhamma promised to him by the gods.

Jian Zhan was tortured by these 16 billion deaths day and night. Even if the gods praised him, the crown stayed on his head like a torture tool. He finally decided to end his life and go to Mount Sumeru where the gods lived.Ah Zhou didn't want to go at all, he just wanted to find a deserted place to die alone.But he never had the right to refuse the order of Jian Zhan.

Arjuna eventually died while climbing the mountain.

When he died, Arjuna's heart was peaceful, he was even able to look back on his life, and finally had to admit that he was madly jealous of Karna.Karna has received the affection of his adoptive parents and the friendship of a formidable enemy, but he has never experienced anything in the blooming flowers.

Whether it was his mother, brother, or his close friend Hei Tian, ​​no one had really thought about him.

...But why did Ah Zhou see it so clearly?

If there is a next life, can he live a little more confused, no longer treat himself as a flesh and blood person, as a tool, a weapon in the hands of others, not to love and hate, not to think, such a life will be much easier.With such thoughts in mind, Arjuna closed his eyes.

……

……

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

The care he never received from his elder brother Jian Zhan in his life was instead given to him by Karna.Arjuna trembled all over, he didn't know what he was thinking, countless emotions boiled up, twisted and roared, and when they finally fell silent, they all turned into unforgettable killing intent.Arjuna laughed wildly: "That's right, that's right, that's right! That's it! Karna, you have never changed—"

"I hate you so much, I envy you so much..."

"... Karna who is also very envious," Arjuna stared at Karna, his black pupils were dark, "I will definitely kill you, Karna."

The author has something to say: Well, I got up today.

_(:3∠)_I just couldn’t hold back to play events and went to orz

This chapter is 4000 words, according to my previous urgency, it is likely to be split into two chapters, but after thinking about it, I still released it together.

Arjuna's life was not made up by me.

But that’s how it was written in the original book, and Kunti’s first reaction after the slip of the tongue was indeed to ask for a firm solution to the problem that your mother’s outrageous words caused her to violate Fa-rectification (is this her mother’s first reaction?) Zhan politely asked Arjuna what he thought, and Arjuna made it clear that he had no right to speak in this regard, that he belonged to Jianzhan's wealth and had to obey Jianzhan's arrangements.

Arjuna's hesitation and sadness before going to war are also real.

Krishna enlightened him and said a lot of words, which later became the long Indian poem "Bhagavad Gita".

The death of 16 billion is also clearly written in the original book. Although I don't really believe that there are so many people, but since the original book says so, I will follow it.