[Comprehensive] Side by side with the little sun

Mei twisted her wrist again, she has no strength in her body now, and she can't break free from the gunman's hand at all.Maybe it was the rest of her life, Mei subconsciously showed a very kind, even gentle and lovely smile, her voice was as thin as a gossamer: "Karna...you scratched me."

"Feel sorry."

Karna loosened his strength a little, but still didn't let go completely: "You said before that you'll sleep more peacefully this way..."

"But now I'm fully awake." Mei said softly.

Karna was speechless.

But when he really let go, Mei still felt an indescribable loss.She pinched the palm of her hand with her fingers, but she was weak all over, and the pain was mild, and she couldn't suppress the little emotion that was boiling deep in her heart.Mei had no choice but to ask some questions to divert attention: "Is this a hospital?"

"Yes."

"You brought me here?"

"Ah."

"what time is it now?"

Karna glanced at the clock in the ward: "Eight eleven in the evening."

Mei calculated the time in her mind for a while, and now, it should be the classic opening battle of FateZero.Ah, although she made the decision not to participate in the beginning, but now it seems that she has completely missed it.

lost.

Mei glanced at Karna again, although Karna was not originally a talkative character, but he hadn't developed to the point of cherishing words like gold.And while Mei was secretly looking at Karna, Karna was also staring at Mei blankly.The white-haired spearman had handsome features and originally had a sharp sense of sharpness. After being stared at for a long time, he would feel oppressed by being forced into a corner.

Mei felt a headache again.

Servants must pay close attention and communicate well, and don't only expose problems during wartime.

In line with the principle of being a positive and good Master, Mei asked: "What's the matter, Karna? Do you have anything to say to me?"

Karna paused for a moment: "...Don't you have anything to explain to me?"

Mei thought about it seriously. As a master, she dragged out everything when she met her servants, and she didn't hide anything. He states the reality very honestly, and even includes the daily mood of the servants into his own thinking.In terms of the entire Four Wars, is there a Master who is more dedicated than her?

Obviously, no.

Mei's answer was also very straightforward: "No."

Karna, who has choked others to death all the year round, probably feels that he is blocked and speechless on a rare occasion.He was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "Master's heartbeat is slow, about four-fifths of that of a normal person. I can hear every sound clearly, but I just thought it was the Master's privacy, so I didn't ask. The second time, it was difficult for the Master to fall asleep at night. At that time, I found that the body temperature of the Master was low. This low temperature does not mean that the blood circulation is not good, but that the Master is not active when he is not exercising. It is impossible to maintain the body temperature that a warm-blooded animal should have by itself..."

terrible!

Are you Edogawa Karna?

"...But since I am still with the Master, I can help the Master to deal with these trivial matters. So I didn't ask too much. But this time, I brought the Master to the hospital—" Karna paused, Only then did he continue to maintain his obviously normal tone but made the listener feel weird and said, "Although, with my ability, it is not a problem to lift ten women of normal weight to do juggling, but the weight of the Master is really It's too light."

"Can we not mention the issue of weight?" Mei covered her face, she felt a toothache, "Do you know that weight, like age, is an issue that women must never touch?"

Karna's words were forcibly interrupted by Mei.

Then he turned his head and pretended not to hear the Master's hidden protest: "... After arriving at the hospital, because he didn't understand the cause of the Master's disease, the doctor did a full body physical examination for you." He pulled out a stack of particularly thick medical records from his drawer, and he took them out one by one, "Blood samples, urine..."

shut up!

What heinous thing did you do to her when she was unconscious!

Karna pulled out the thickest black-and-white film photo, and he held it in the air so that Mei could clearly see the contents inside: "This is a CT scan photo."

Mei felt a burst of suffocation fear.

Karna knew nothing about Mei's fear. He held up the photo with one hand, and with the other hand, he drew across the empty space in the photo: "This should be the lung lobe, and the liver, gallbladder, pancreas... ..." Before he could finish speaking, Mei had forcibly interrupted him.

"enough!"

Karna put down his hand, his expression was as calm as water.

"So, Master, you don't have anything to say, do you want to tell me?"

……

……

For a while, Mei didn't speak.

Karna also didn't say a word, he had already said what he should say, he had accomplished what he should do, and the rest belonged to Mei alone.Whether the other party chooses to trust the confession, or to lie and deceive, Karna can accept it.The act of enshrining young girls will not waver at all.

There is no particular reason for this.

Just because he is Karna.

Mei is also looking at Karna calmly, the white-haired spearman has no expression on his face, it is so clean that it is almost blank, and because of this blankness, it gives people an extraordinary sense of oppression.Karna can easily be mistaken for a vicious, evil person by those who are not familiar with him.

But maybe after watching it for a long time, Mei felt a little closer.

She sighed quietly.

For this moment, the moment Mei summoned Karna, she already had the realization that "this is destined to happen".But when it really happened to Mei, the first thing she felt was not the previous humiliation, anger, pain... but a little bit of grievance.

The grievance of wanting to be hugged.

Mei bit her lower lip: "The internal organs disappeared...of course, they were taken away."

Karna's expression moved slightly.

Once a hole is opened in the past memories, it spreads like a flood that broke the embankment.Mei worked hard to restrain herself, not to let too negative emotions contaminate the narrative words.However, it was too tough.After all, Mei is neither a saint nor an enlightened being. She is just a ghost who still wanders in the world with a sad wish.

"...taken by my family."

Mei's narration is still going on, and she has to pause a little every time she utters a sentence: "The theory of blood lineage is actually quite ridiculous, but the family I belong to is indeed worthy of a precious sentence." She thought After a while, he added, "Of course, I can't compare with you."

Karna said nothing.

It is really not the reason to be a Master to poke someone's pain in front of others like this.

However, just as it was difficult for Karna to realize how poisonous his words were, he was not consciously offended by these words.

"I have a sister, she... in an incident, part of her internal organs were eaten by a monster... What a sad, unfortunate, miserable experience. Her mother wept for her, and her father Crying for her, she is still so young, why did she have to experience such misfortune. So in order to remedy this, the family came up with a way to transplant the internal organs of the unborn little daughter to her."

Mei's voice was very calm, she felt like she was talking about something irrelevant: "That little girl is me."

It's hard for Mei to describe Karna's expression at that moment.

Like compassion, but also like empathy.

The most difficult part is finished, and the situation behind it is much simpler: "Because they are afraid of being soft-hearted, my parents dare not raise me by themselves. They hire maids from outside to take care of me and change them every three months. Lock me in In a dark room where the light can never be seen. When I was four or five years old, I could not walk or speak... Later, my sister probably knew about it, and I was able to get a normal reception. the right to education."

The fingers are closed one by one.

Several folds were drawn on the snow-white sheets.

"It was like compensation for treating me too much. They gave me countless dolls, games, books, beautiful clothes, desserts and snacks. But I was still not allowed to leave the house, even to prevent me from going too far , and even put handcuffs on my feet."

"I have nothing to do. I can only read books. The book says that there are flowers, sunshine, and smiles in this world. In the end, everyone ends up happily together. But I don't know why, my world It’s not like the world in the book. Occasionally, I feel like I’m Rapunzel living in a tower, just waiting for the hero to free me.”

"But nothing happened."

"I'm still like a pig and sheep that have grown up and died like they should be slaughtered."

Speaking of this, Mei had a strange expression on her face. As if she had just woken up from a dream, she said to Karna in an exclamation tone: "In the last few hours before my death, my mother held My hand, weeping bitterly, she seemed to realize at this time that she actually has a daughter. Her daughter's life is also so miserable, unfortunate, and painful."

"She gazed at me with teary eyes, put her tender cheek against my hand, and begged me to forgive her. As if she would be saved if I forgave her."

On Mei's face, there was still that dreamlike smell.

Her language is neither vivid nor detailed, and she even narrates with irony and sharpness.However, Karna can fully imagine such a scene.Many years ago, above his head was the vast sky and the magnificent Milky Way, and beside him was the Ganges River that has flowed from ancient times to the present. A little bit of fishing fire fell on the river and shattered into thousands of light dust.The night is very dark, but the wind is very gentle.And Karna's biological mother, Kunti, also held his arm tightly like this. She promised him power and glory, and only asked for forgiveness.

At that time, how did he answer?

"How did you answer her?" Karna asked Mei.

Mei replied: "I told her, I will hate you until the day the world is destroyed."

...What a decisive answer.

The author has something to say:

The previous chapter had a bug.

Only the master can see the panels of other servants, so strictly speaking, the wife cannot see them.

↑This has been adjusted √Thanks to Gu Jingjiang for catching the BUG

The author is a newcomer to FGO. If there are any bugs, please point them out. Change them if you can. If it is difficult to modify, I will explain it to prevent misleading.