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Wen Lingxin stood there, fluttering lightly, slender and slender, looking really weak.There was no expression on her face, cold and indifferent, like a beautiful doll——

"Snapped!"

In turn, she slapped Ling Siyu crisply and crisply.

The position is accurate and the strength is strong. On both sides of Ling Siyu's cheeks, red and swollen finger prints soon appeared, and her long hair was stuck to it. She looked extremely embarrassed.

"You...Wen Lingxin?! Why are you here... hitting me... how dare you hit me!"

Shame, surprise and anger converged into hot magma, which rushed straight to Ling Siyu's head, burning her face red and bloodshot eyes.

A mere wooden woman!

Ling Siyu slammed the wine glass on the ground, her skirt swept across the debris on the ground like the wind, raised her hand high at Wen Lingxin, and then dropped it hard——

In the next second, her wrist was accurately grasped.

Wen Lingxin's five slender and pale fingers tightened little by little, increasing the strength until Ling Siyu gritted her teeth and cried out "pain".

"You ruined Xiao Rong's birthday back then, and now you talk nonsense in front of him, don't you think it's too much for you?"

Wen Lingxin spoke softly, her voice was still soft and soft, but the coldness and chilling intent became stronger and stronger, making Ling Siyu tremble slightly.

Is this woman... really that weak and deceitful young lady?Is it really Mrs. Yan who is so numb that she looks like a clay sculpture?

What a joke... what a joke!Such a woman... Such a stupid, wooden woman actually beat her!How dare he teach her a lesson!She has been a flower held in the palm of her hand until now. It is too late for men to love her, pet her, and take care of her. Who dares to touch her with a finger!

"What are you...!" Ling Siyu nearly gritted her white teeth, the obvious protruding masseter muscles completely distorted her face, showing a [-]% ugly—it doesn't matter!Since she hit herself, she must pay back double!Not only do they have to repay her twice, but they also want to humiliate her fiercely. With the great momentum of the film festival, let people all over the world know the tragic nature of her Wen Lingxin hidden under the bright lights, the ridiculous truth that is too tattered to bear to watch!

"I can't even keep my husband's heart... It's just a tool that Yan Hesheng found for Yan's family to carry on the family!" Ling Siyu's eyes flashed with a cruel glint, and he raised his other hand up high, desperately facing Wen Ling's heart. He threw it down hard.It was too late to say it, but Wen Lingxin lifted her skirt, let go of her hand lightly and skillfully, and turned to the side——

The forward inertia couldn't stop the car, Ling Siyu slammed down on the table, a large piece of the wine bottle and glass was swept off, and there was a crisp sound of "jingle, clang, clang".

Yan Rongqiu looked stupid, really stupid, and was even a little frightened.

Seeing my mother's crisp and shabby skills, it is clear that she has learned kung fu——Mom, a slender mother, a mother who looks like a smoky willow shadow, and a mother who seems to be able to bear the weight of a few hanging jewels, turned out to be the same Zhang Wuji's reincarnation...? (Wait, why say "also"?)

but……

Yan Rongqiu recalled the photo albums of her mother she had seen when she was a child. In the photos, she always smiled so happily. Apart from the violin, she also likes horse riding, swimming, mountain climbing, and many other rich hobbies.A mother who grew up under the care of her grandparents must have lived a very free and happy life.

If I hadn't married my father, if I hadn't given birth to myself, this happiness would definitely last forever.Mother is so clean, cleaner than snow, cleaner than clouds, such a clean mother should not encounter any dirty things at all.She should be like her violin teacher, standing high on the stage, together with the classical music she loves, like a distant and constant beautiful star, shining brightly.

Just then, two more people entered the lounge.

He Zhu led a middle-aged man in a suit and leather shoes, "Mr. Jiang, please."

Jiang Yihai, the deputy general executive of Xiren Films, has a lot of contacts and resources in his hands, and is a big figure in the industry who can speak for himself.Ling Siyu dared to stir up trouble in the circle without any scruples until he got close to his mountain.

This time, Jiang Yihai, as one of the representatives of Xiren Films, attended the Stuttgart International Film Festival.Since Xiren Films is the biggest sponsor this year, the organizers naturally gave him very high courtesy and preferential treatment.And he has never been a master who accepts as soon as he sees it, so he naturally let go of his courage and let his little love do whatever he wants.Even, the more arrogant Ling Siyu became, the more charming and lovely he found her.

In terms of martial arts | fighting, Ling Siyu is not Wen Lingxin's opponent at all. When she was in the wind, she saw her man pushing the door and entering, and a pair of tricks immediately appeared——

Great, a savior fell from the sky!

"Jiang Yihai! Why did you come here!" Ling Siyu was full of confidence, and her voice became extraordinarily sharp. She caught a glimpse of Yan Rongqiu's tall assistant standing there in a dark place, looking at herself coldly through the lens, and couldn't help but feel a pang in her heart. Frightened, and then even more angry, "What's the matter with you here? Who do you think you are? It's just a dog running around Yan Rongqiu!"

Jiang Yihai trembled.He had been shaking since he first came in, and now he was shaking even more.

"You fucking don't say a few words!" He raised his eyelids to look up at Ling Siyu, and growled through gritted teeth.

Ling Siyu was stunned.Jiang Yihai has always been obedient to her and never said a single serious word. Did he take the wrong medicine today?Why, could it be that he was afraid of the Yan family?The Yan family is in charge of the heaven and earth, but the land they are standing on now is not the turn of Yan to be the master!

"Keep your eyes open, I've been bullied! I've been bullied by this woman!" Ling Siyu brushed her long hair, fluffing up her feathers like a warlike owl. "Hurry up and ask the security guard to throw them out! Jiang Yihai, let me tell you, if you don't speak out for me today, we will be finished!"

After letting out the cruel words, she stared at Jiang Yihai with scorching eyes. Jiang Yihai loves her so much and pets her. Whenever he quarreled, he would take the initiative to put down his posture and coax her in a small way. Now that he heard the "military order" issued by her, he must be terrified Even the soul will fly away!

Jiang Yihai took a deep breath, "Okay, then bye bye."

Ling Siyu's face turned from red to white, "You...what did you say?"

Jiang Yihai didn't want to talk nonsense to her anymore, so he ran up to her, and then grabbed her, bowed and apologized to Yan Rongqiu and Wen Lingxin, over and over again, his expression nervous to the point of nervousness, trembling as if The frightened bird—the eyeballs were still swaying from side to side, as if an invisible devil was hiding in this lounge, watching his every move at the moment.

"... Please go out." Looking annoying, listening to noisy, Yan Rongqiu waved his hand while holding his forehead.

"Wait a minute." He Zhu came over, lowered his eyes slightly, and moved his gaze from Jiang Yihai to Ling Siyu little by little, "Ms. Ling doesn't seem to have apologized yet?"

"Why..." Ling Siyu twitched, and subconsciously wanted to make a dying struggle, but was suppressed by Jiang Yihai's eyes - extremely terrified and terrified, just to force her to beg her to take care of her Sorry, hurry up!She was used to Jiang Yihai's high-spirited appearance, so how had he ever shown such a frightened look!

Although I don't know why, but under the overturned nest, there are no eggs.Jiang Yihai is her reliance, providing her with the capital of self-confidence and pride. Without this mountain, she will be nothing, nothing left——

"Sorry……"

A faint sound of breath leaked from Ling Siyu's throat.

"Mrs. Yan, Mr. Yan, I'm really sorry."

"I shouldn't...shouldn't...do this..."

Her voice stopped awkwardly, and she really couldn't say the low and low words.

On the side, intentionally or unintentionally, He Zhu cleared his throat gently.

"You are apologizing!" Jiang Yihai twitched all over, Ling Siyu hadn't cried yet, but he started crying a little more.

"I shouldn't...do...such a thing..." Ling Siyu muttered loudly, then glanced at Jiang Yihai tremblingly.Jiang Yihai probably really took the wrong medicine, his eyes turned frantically behind Yan Rongqiu——

Obviously there is nothing there.

There is only one little assistant who can't even speak.

"This... how can an apology of this level be done!" Jiang Yihai was still sobbing, and his crying became more intense, which even sounded a little funny. "You...you apologize to me! Apologize one by one! President Yan and Mrs. Yan didn't forgive you personally, this matter is not over!"

Jiang Yihai was going crazy.

Ling Siyu is also going crazy.

Fear, remorse, shame, confusion, all kinds of intertwined attacks hit her heart, completely defeating her.

"sorry Sorry sorry!"

"It's my fault, it's all my fault, Mr. Yan, Mrs. Yan, please forgive me... what happened back then, and what's happening now... please forgive me... I beg you!"

All of a sudden, in the huge VIP lounge, only Jiang Yihai's heavy panting with the sound of crying, and Ling Siyu's endless apologies were left.

The woman burst into tears, paralyzed into an unbearable ugliness, Wen Lingxin turned her head away, she really didn't want to look at it again.Yan Rongqiu, on the other hand, stared blankly, and after a long silence, he opened his mouth coldly:

"enough."

There were no ups and downs or emotions in his voice, just like a robot command.His face was gold-plated by the light from the crystal lamp on the ceiling, and his thick eyelashes cast two black shadows on his cheeks. His pair of beautifully shaped eyes were sunk in the darkness, but shot out from the pupils | the light—

It didn't throw itself at anyone, it just condensed on a point in the air, as if it was about to poke a hole.

He just stood there quietly for a while, as if he was thinking about something, but he didn't seem to think about anything at all. Finally, he said "Farewell" coldly, and slammed the door hard without looking back.

When He Zhu found Yan Rongqiu, he was drinking alone in his room.He never drank alcohol, so this so-called wine was actually just peach wine with a very low alcohol content.But no matter what, being able to see Mr. Yan drinking away his sorrows is still a thousand-year spectacle that is rarer than any annular solar eclipse.

"What are you here for?"

Yan Rongqiu was sitting on the sofa, maintaining his usual upright sitting posture with his back straight, seemingly flawless, but his eyes had fogged up, and his calm and calm expression seemed to be blown from a distant place.

He Zhu sat down opposite him, "accompany you."

Looking at him, He Zhu said again: "That woman has been taken away by Jiang Yihai, and she will never appear in your sight again."

"It has nothing to do with her." Yan Rongqiu lowered his eyes to look at the tin can in his hand, as if he wanted to stare at the flowers.

"It's not her fault at all."

"Without Ling Siyu, there would be others."

"Then, who do you think is the fundamental fault?" He Zhu approached him a little closer and asked him, his deep and magnetic voice was full of sincerity and allurement.

"It's me." Yan Rongqiu's tone was natural and logical.

"Isn't that the obvious fact?"

"If it wasn't for giving birth to me, my mother would not have married my father, and her life and happiness would not have been ruined."

"It is impossible for those filthy people and things to appear in her life."

"So, the fundamental fault, the constant ration that caused this situation, was me."

Yan Rongqiu stated calmly and indifferently, just like summing up at a meeting.

Although he knew for a long time that Yan Rongqiu was a very obedient and obedient child who was used to shouldering all responsibilities, He Zhu was still taken aback when he heard these words.

This person, how many times has he analyzed and deduced in his heart before he will unswervingly express such an answer as if he believes in some natural law?

"When did you start to have this idea?"

Yan Rongqiu rubbed his flushed and hot cheeks, thought and thought, probably this answer has always been hidden in his heart, but it was really revealed naked|naked|nakedly at the moment when his mother pushed her away.

"He Zhu, in your eyes, what kind of person am I?"

Without waiting for He Zhu to answer, he went on talking on his own.

"Obsessive compulsive disorder. Cleanliness."

"Can't stand a little mess."

"It is unacceptable for others to approach without regard for the safe distance."

"I know you all think it's abnormal, and I think it's abnormal too, so I've been seeing a psychiatrist all these years."

"The doctor told me that the formation of this kind of mental illness usually comes from external factors and is induced by bad external stimuli."

"On the surface, I am no different from ordinary patients, just compulsively cleaning, checking and rejecting unclean things. But the difference is that the things they reject all come from the outside world."

Yan Rongqiu raised his head, the red corners of his eyes, and his red lips from being bitten formed a fragile mockery that could collapse at the touch of a touch.

"And the enemy I fight against is myself."

"That is to say, in my subconscious, the really dirty and unclean thing is always myself."

Yan Rongqiu's fingers holding the tin wine jar slowly tightened, and with all his strength, his joints turned white.

"Otherwise, why did she push me away so resolutely?"

"Why...you never want to give me a good hug?"

In fact, there are still some things that Yan Rongqiu couldn't say to He Zhu even with the power of alcohol.

On the night of his birthday, a sudden thought occurred to him that it would be nice if he died immediately.It's not that I really want to die, but that it's all over after death. The almighty and fraternal God will never dislike his dirty and ugly.

Fortunately, He Zhu didn't know what Yan Rongqiu was thinking at the moment, just realizing why Yan Rongqiu was so greedy for human embrace and body temperature when he was sick was enough to make him very heartbroken.

(“Do you think I’m bald and ugly, too?”)

("Then why don't you give me a hug?")

Only when he is sick does he have the right to be weak.Only when he fell into loneliness and pain, was he willing to let go of the iron frame built with reason and indifference, and carefully seek a little tenderness from others.

The most paradoxical thing is that, on the one hand, he is eager to make up for the warmth that his mother failed to give him, and on the other hand, he hates his so-called "dirtyness".

But obviously, he did nothing wrong.

Innocent, but has been living in a cage made of multiple torments.

Why?

He Zhu felt that his heart was beating more and more heavily, and he was almost unable to move. The blood could not flow back, and gathered into a thriving fire.He suddenly felt an urge to give his all to this person in front of him.Throw it to him, throw it to him, even if he doesn't want it, give it to him.

"not like this."

Yan Rongqiu's eyes dimmed, and He Zhu stretched out his slender and powerful arms, and pulled him into his arms.The familiar clear fragrance from the depths of the vast ocean filled the air. Although he did not know how many times he had been hugged, every time, he was always distracted for a short time. The thought of breaking free was easily replaced by the desire to hold on tight , as if there was some magical power in He Zhu.

"What you said was wrong, and what you thought was wrong."

"Yan Rongqiu, you..." Yan Rongqiu heard a weak and indistinct whimper in He Zhu's throat, and the breath brushed his ears, hot as fire.

"Why are you so stupid when it comes to your own affairs?"

Alcohol, body temperature and fragrance were boiling, making Yan Rongqiu's mind messy. After several seconds, he was like a computer that restarted after a crash, creaking and struggling to run.

"What did you call me just now? Did you still call me stupid?"

Just as Yan Rongqiu was about to break free, He Zhu gently pushed her back into her arms, and the warmth of her palms was transmitted continuously through the thick sweater.There was no other movement, just simply hugging him, gently but forcefully, gentle but tough, as if she wanted to give him all her heat and dispel every inch of chill on his body.

In the city surrounded by He Zhu, even the flow of time slowed down.It makes people suddenly feel that such a cold winter is actually a very good season.

"In the future, please don't have such thoughts again. Because of your birth, you will make people around you unhappy. There is no more stupid and absurd idea in the world than this."

"On the contrary, maybe just because you were born in this world, some people will become happier, and even for a hopeless life, they can be full of expectations again."

He Zhu's voice was still deep and sweet, no matter what he said, it was as charming as telling an ancient fairy tale.Yan Rongqiu listened in a daze, trying to refute something, but his eyelids couldn't help but sink.The firewood in the fireplace was burning "beep, beep, beep". In this unusually peaceful atmosphere, he fell asleep unknowingly.

Sleep, but not a deep sleep.Half asleep and half awake, he vaguely felt that the breath of the deep sea was getting closer and clearer to him.

Then, a little gentle touch landed on his forehead.

Yan Rongqiu didn't know whether he was dreaming or hallucinating after being overworked, but he still remembered that he was still being held in He Zhu's arms, so he tried to open his eyes, blinked vigorously, his eyes slowly focused, and he was frozen. cast face.

too close.

The distance between the two of them is so close that Yan Rongqiu only needs to move forward a little bit to see the eyes hidden behind the thick lenses.

My heart was rolling in my chest, and it was messed up for no reason.

At this moment, the door of the hotel room was suddenly opened, and a slightly surprised soft female voice came from the door:

"...Xiao Rong?"

Wen Lingxin stood there leaning on the door frame, brushed the hair from her temples, and said:

"Did I... bother you?"