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When Xia Yi asked this, his lips were about to stick to Jian Zhe's ears, his breath brushed over Jian Zhe's cheeks like a feather, it was very itchy.

His voice was so low, as if he was asking a very mysterious question, he was expecting Jian Zhe's answer, but Jian Zhe just turned his head to look at him, and gave a short answer: "No."

"……what?"

Xia Yi showed disappointment, and raised his head a little more, "I don't believe it. Don't you have a girl you like?"

Jian Zhe looked at him and said, "You don't believe me, and neither do I."

"Where's Lin Xiaoya?" Xia Yi stared straight at him, afraid of missing every subtle expression on his face, he asked in a low voice: "Lin Xiaoya is the school girl, don't you like her?"

Jian Zhe narrowed his eyes and looked at him: "Are you thinking about Lin Xiaoya?"

"..." Xia Yi was speechless for a while.

He didn't want to think about what happened in the bathroom anymore, maybe he wanted to escape a certain fact instinctively, he shook his head and said, "Don't worry about who I think, just answer me, do you like her or not?"

"She's not my type." Jian Zhe said frankly.

"Then what's your type?"

Xia Yi regained his energy and was full of interest.

"The type I like..." Jian Zhe thought about it seriously, and then laughed. He looked at Xia Yi's sparkling eyes, and said softly, "I'll tell you when I meet you."

"...What is this? It means you still haven't said anything!"

Unconvinced, Xia Yi jumped up from the quilt.

Jian Zhe said helplessly: "But I really haven't met it. If I do, I'll be the first to tell you, okay?"

"Brother Jian Zhe."

"what happened?"

"I have a question I've been wanting to ask you, you won't be angry, will you?"

"You ask. Didn't you say that I will answer whatever you ask tonight?"

"I want to ask..." Xia Yi involuntarily clenched the quilt, "What kind of woman is your mother? Why, you never mentioned her?"

"Because I've never seen her before." Jian Zhe said softly, "I heard that back then she disliked my father for being poor, and ran away with another man, but she was also a mistress for others, and she was so downcast that everyone shouted To the point where he was beaten, he might have died in some corner by now."

"..." Xia Yi heard Jian Zhe speak these words calmly, he was so shocked that he didn't know what to say, he opened his mouth wide, and it took him a long time to hold back a sentence: "I'm sorry, Brother Jian Zhe! I shouldn't have asked this! "

"What's the matter." Jian Zhe comforted him with a smile, "You don't know these things, it's normal to be curious."

"I'm sorry, Brother Jian Zhe, I really don't know, hey, my mouth is always disobedient." Xia Yi pulled Jian Zhe's hand in a panic, and said, "Brother Jian Zhe, the person who doesn't care about you Let's ignore it, we are the real family, and I will always be with you!"

The young man's words were firm, and while looking at Jian Zhe, his palms unconsciously closed a little more, it felt warm and warm, and the air was filled with the unique strawberry smell of the young man, which was reassuring.

Jian Zhe also looked back into his eyes, and smiled softly: "Okay, I will remember."

Xia Yi asked cautiously: "So, you are unwilling to accept any girls because of your mother?"

"No." Jian Zhe said, "It's just that I haven't met the one I like."

"……All right."

Xia Yi lay back in despair, he looked at the ceiling, he became more and more energetic this night, without any sense of exhaustion after self-blasphemy, "I have liked a girl until now, for her, I can do anything, In the end, she rejected me. She said that she had someone in her heart, and that I was not the type she liked. She said that she preferred boys with talents, such as singing, dancing, acting, etc. You said How vulgar, it's so funny, I Xia Yi is not her type, so who else can she fall in love with? In the whole school, except you, who else can compare to my charm?"

"What charm do I have?"

"You have!"

Speaking of this, Xia Yi became even more energetic, he turned sideways and grabbed Jian Zhe's shoulders, his eyes lit up and said: "Brother Jian Zhe, you don't know how many people in the school like you, the big one who loves you openly and secretly Heap, isn't this your charm? Are you numb after receiving love letters every day?"

Jian Zhe smiled and said, "It's not that exaggerated."

"Yes, yes!" Xia Yi nodded vigorously and said, "I heard that some boys confessed to you before. Is this true?"

Hearing this, Jian Zhe's fingers froze for a moment.

The boy in front of him was full of gossip, innocent and cute.But he didn't know that the words he uttered casually caused a storm in his heart in an instant, and how much effort he had to spend to smooth the torrent hidden under the abyss.

How to describe this strange feeling?The gust of wind whipped up waves, which stirred in his chest layer by layer, and the water waves spread round and round, causing his whole heart to sink into the deep sea water.The calmness on the sea he once thought, because of Xia Yi's low breathing and tentative words, was like a vortex of air currents. Everything was just the calmness before the storm, an illusion to cover up his true heart.

So what is the truth?

Jian Zhe closed his eyes, then opened them lightly, and he hid all the waves in the abyss again.

There is no need to search for the truth.Because everything in front of you will never, never change.He doesn't want to break it, he just wants to enjoy the present, owning the present, he likes the calm sea, and doesn't want it to cause storms, this is almost the meaning of his existence, and it is his instinct for happiness, besides , he will not go into anything further.

Jian Zhe's expression returned to calm, he raised the corner of his mouth, looked at Xia Yi who was eagerly waiting for an answer, and raised his tone slightly: "Really."

Xia Yi's pupils trembled: "Really!?"

"What are you doing lying to you? Don't you envy me?"

"...I don't envy such things." Xia Yi hurriedly waved his hands, smiling strangely, "My sexual orientation is normal, I like girls, and it's too strange for boys to confess to boys, boys...why? Maybe you like boys?"

Xia Yi spoke in a low voice, Jian Zhe didn't hear clearly: "What did you say?"

"I said, I like girls!" Xia Yi raised his head, and his voice was a little louder.

Jian Zhe laughed and said, "So you discriminate against homosexuals?"

Xia Yi scratched his head: "You can't say discrimination, I respect other people's feelings, as long as it doesn't happen to me, I'm a straight man after all."

"Do you even understand the professional terms such as straight and curved?"

"No!" Xia Yi immediately blushed and explained, "I heard what Yu Yang said, I didn't..."

Jian Zhe smiled and stretched out his hand to pat his head: "I'm just joking with you, why are you in a hurry."

Jian Zhe's fingers lightly run through his wet short hair.

With very gentle strength, rubbing along the ends of his hair.

It's really like comforting a cat that has blown its fur, smoothing its fur and calming it down.

He likes to touch his hair like this, from childhood to adulthood.Xia Yi used to yell that the reason why he was not as tall as Jian Zhe was because he was touched by Jian Zhe. Jian Zhe must have used some tricks on him, but he said so, but his body was very honest. Every time Jian Zhe touched his head, In fact, he enjoyed it very much.

But this time is different.

After he committed suicide in the bathroom, he felt that his feelings towards Jian Zhe had somewhat changed.It's too early to say what's changed, but the weird feeling is real.It makes him terrified and withdrawn, unable to even face it.He couldn't admit it to himself, he kept "liking" Lin Xiaoya, he would throb because of Jian Zhe's breath, Jian Zhe's touch, and even desire.

Jian Zhe's fingertips are warm.

When Jian Zhe looked at him, his eyes were pitch black.

When speaking to him, his tone is always very gentle.

Jian Zhe who laughed and teased him, Jian Zhe who thoughtfully held an umbrella for him, Jian Zhe who waited for him at the school gate every day, Jian Zhe who rejected his suitors in a low voice, Jian Zhe who watched a small movie with him... …

No.

It can't go on like this.

this is not right.

How could he have such inexplicable feelings, he must kill them all in the cradle with his own hands.

Xia Yi lowered his eyes, and pushed away Jian Zhe's hand.

This was the first time he refused Jian Zhe's touch, although it was only for a moment, but Jian Zhe felt the alienation.Xia Yi pretended very well, changed his face in a second, and showed a heartless smile again: "My hair is not dry yet, don't mess it up."

He couldn't accept himself who was throbbing for Jian Zhe, but he also greedily hoped that Jian Zhe would not have a girlfriend. At this moment, he couldn't figure out what he wanted.

The air suddenly quieted down.

Neither of them spoke again.

Only the breathing of each other is similar, and it is mixed with the familiar body temperature.The scents of shower gel and shampoo are entangled, adding a bit of indescribable and subtle ambiguity to this unknown night.

"Xia Yi?"

Seeing that he stopped talking, Jian Zhe called him in a deep voice.

In an instant, Xia Yi's heart trembled violently.

There was no source for this shock, probably because Jian Zhe called his name at this moment.At the age of ten, after he had corrected him countless times, Jian Zhe finally knew how to call him by his name. Although most of the time people still called him Young Master, he might be very satisfied by calling his name once in a while, and he no longer asked him to. Nothing else.At this moment, he is calling him like this, as if he is using a deep magnetic voice to gently pluck the chord in his heart that has already been stretched to the extreme in the night, his voice is in his ears, and his breath is also in his ears , The feelings in the bathroom are still filling the heart, and now they are spreading out layer upon layer, hitting his chest heavily one after another, and every nerve ending is sensitive because of the pain.

"Brother Jian Zhe, can I ask you something."

Xia Yi leaned against the head of the bed, his voice hoarse, he covered his forehead with his hands, his wet hair drooped, his amber eyes became confused due to various entangled emotions.

In the dark, Jian Zhe looked at him, "Say it."

Xia Yi hesitated for a while, and finally said: "It's a very selfish request."

"Ah."

"I haven't said it yet, did you agree?"

"I will grant all your requests."

"No." Xia Yi hurriedly looked at him, "Brother Jian Zhe, I have always regarded you as a family member. I didn't mean to order you. I just wanted to ask you to do this. You can also refuse me."

"You talk about it first."

"That's right." Xia Yi swallowed, feeling unspeakable, "Can you stop talking about your girlfriend before I graduate from high school?"

"why?"

Xia Yi shifted his eyes to other places with a guilty conscience, and said vaguely: "There is no reason... Maybe it's because I can't catch up with Lin Xiaoya, I will probably be single until I graduate from high school, if Brother Jian Zhe, you have a girlfriend , I will feel quite lonely... Is it very selfish, but I really don't want you to fall in love with others, those girls who confess to you, I don't think they are worthy of you. "

Jane Zhe looked at him steadily.

Is that so, if he falls in love, his young master will feel lonely.

In a sense, is he also inseparable from him?

"I promise you." Jian Zhe said in a low voice, "Before you get a girlfriend, I will never fall in love."

"Really!?" Xia Yi was delighted. After all, he was a carefree young man. The little emotions that haunted his heart just now disappeared in Jian Zhe's words. He was happy again, and moved closer to Jian Zhe : "Then I must work hard to catch up with Lin Xiaoya!"

Jian Zhe smiled helplessly: "Are you willing to chase after the school belle?"

"Of course. Doesn't she like talent? I can learn it too. Singing and dancing are so easy!"

At this time, Xia Yi looked at the clock on the wall, it was almost two o'clock in the morning, he said in surprise: "Fuck, it's so late, Brother Jian Zhe, let's go to bed, if you are late tomorrow morning, you will be finished!"

He lay down in a hurry, covered the quilt, looked at Jian Zhe, and said in a low voice: "Good night, Brother Jian Zhe, thank you for talking so much with me, and for being willing to agree to my request, thank you so much. "

"Go to sleep."

Jian Zhe wanted to touch his head again, but thinking of Xia Yi's reaction just now, he quietly retracted his fingers.

Xia Yi was already extremely tired. He closed his eyes and fell asleep almost in a second, and his breathing gradually calmed down.

Jian Zhe also lay down and stared at him for a while in the dark.

——"We are the real family, and I will always be with you."

Jian Zhe closed her eyes, with a faint smile on her lips.

Keep your word.

good night.

Xia Yi.