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You can choose to live your life happily, or live it with hatred, but no matter how you live it, you only have one life and you cannot start over.

After reading this, Xia Yi looked at Jian Zhe who was beside him.

Jian Zhe stood in the dark night, his side face was clear, his black hair was blown by the wind, and his eyes slightly swept across.

There was no emotion in those eyes, but Xia Yi could guess that he and him should be in the same mood.

He imitated Jian Zhe's way and held his hand very hard.

Jane Zhe turned to look at him.

Xia Yi looked at the tombstone in front of him, and said, "Dad, Mom, I'm living a good life now. I entered the show business circle and became an actor, and besides, I'm with Jane Zhe, didn't you expect that?"

Jane Zhe looked at him quietly.

Xia Yi said again: "I have liked Jian Zhe since I was a child. Although we had troubles, those are over. You should go too. Anyway, we are all buried together, and we can't run away. Why don't you learn to let go and give your best wishes?" us."

"Mom, whether you hate me or not, I was born by you and you tried to get pregnant with me. You can't blame me for this. Since you gave me life, I have the right to choose. You can't arrange my life for me."

"As for you, Dad, I used to really admire you, but now I'm not sure about you. Some people say that you are not a good person, but you have been very good to me since I was a child. I won't forget, as for other things, I don't think I can inherit them, even if I use some crooked brains, Jian Zhe will teach me a lesson."

Jane Zhe chuckled lightly.

Xia Yi turned his head, "Why are you laughing at me?"

Jian Zhe looked at him, "How can I teach you a lesson, will I teach you a lesson on the bed?"

"Hey, you..." Xia Yi's face turned red instantly, he wanted to shake off Jian Zhe's hand, and said, "You can't be serious in front of my parents, I don't want to lose face."

"Your heart, I think they have already felt it."

Jian Zhe clasped Xia Yi's palm with his backhand, "Whether someone blesses you or not, I have no intention of letting you go."

Xia Yi's heart became hot, and he held him tightly, and said in a low voice: "That's about all I want to say, can I... can I go and see Uncle Jian?"

Jian Zhe's eyes deepened, and he said, "Why not, let's go, I'll take you there."

Jian Qin's tomb is in the same cemetery, but not next to Xia Zhengyuan.Jian Qin and his young Jian Zhe took root in this land back then. Apart from that, they had no other relatives. After the car accident, Jian Qin was buried here, which was the best arrangement for him.

Once, Jian Zhe thought about taking him away, but on second thought, his father might not be willing to take him away, since he has been here all his life, other than this, he would feel strange wherever he went.

Standing in front of Jian Qin's tomb, Jian Zhe remained silent.It's a pity that the cigarette is gone, otherwise, he really wants to smoke another one, anyway, he can't quit smoking, it is mixed with all the emotions that entangled him in the past, it has already penetrated into his body one by one, and can no longer be erased .

Looking at Jian Qin's photo on the stele, Xia Yi yelled Uncle Jian, and his eyes turned red.In his memory, Uncle Jian has always been gentle and gentle. He treated him well, even better than Jane Zhe. However, he died in that car accident with his father. Not only that, but he also wrongly blamed him so many years...

Xia Yi looked at some dilapidated bouquets placed in front of the tombstone, and suddenly turned his head and asked him: "Do you come back every year?"

Jian Zhe looked at him and said, "Of course I want to come back. My dad is here alone, and I can't let him go."

"Jane Zhe, I'm sorry."

Xia Yi's heart felt like a hole had been torn open.

It hurts.

In the past ten years, Jian Zhe would not have had a better life than him. Losing Uncle Jian, how much pain would his heart feel?

He didn't know how to comfort Jian Zhe, the words he wanted to say could only turn into a pale sorry.

Jian Zhe smiled faintly: "What are you sorry for me, the car accident was not caused by you."

"I don't know anything, and I still say that about you and Uncle Jian..."

"it's already over."

Jian Zhe looked at the tombstone and said softly: "I heard from my dad that he and Uncle Xia were classmates in junior high school. Uncle Xia had always helped him before. After knowing that my dad's life was difficult, Uncle Xia offered to give it to my dad. A job, and promised to let us live in Xia's house, Uncle Xia has kindness to my dad and me, no matter what he did, at least this, I will never forget."

"How did you find out that my dad... cheated on you?"

Jian Zhe laughed, and looked at him seriously, "I heard a woman's voice in Uncle Xia's room."

"..."

Xia Yi was silent.

After a long time, he said hoarsely: "Then didn't you know that Uncle Jian is not my father's cheating partner?"

Jian Zhe continued to smile slightly, and said, "I'm not sure, I'm not sure if my dad has any other feelings for Uncle Xia."

"what?"

Xia Yi was shocked, and fell into an unbelievable emotion, "Uncle Jian..."

Jian Zhe's eyes sank, and he lowered his voice and said, "Since my father, like me, found out about Uncle Xia, he has been unhappy every day. I didn't understand his thoughts before, but now that I think about it, I don't think it's all that bad." impossible."

Xia Yi opened his eyes wide, unable to say a word for a long time.

"The reason why my dad appeared in Uncle Xia's car that day was because Uncle Xia and Aunt Lin had a quarrel. Uncle Xia was angry and moved into a woman's house outside. My dad wanted to persuade him to come back, so he went to find him. He, who knows, had an accident on the way back."

Xia Yi covered his face.

He lowered his head and wept silently again.

"My dad told me before he left the house that he was going to persuade Uncle Xia. Uncle Xia is a soft-hearted person. If we talk about it well, we might be able to talk about it. It's a pity..."

"That was no accident at all!"

Xia Yi suddenly shouted, "It was a woman outside my father who pulled the brake cable. Huang Lixing told me all of this, but that woman died later, all because of my father..."

"Okay, Xia Yi."

Jian Zhe walked up to him, took his hand away, looked at his red eyes, and said in a deep voice, "I'm not trying to blame you when I say this, things happen, people can't be resurrected after death, there's no point in being entangled, I My love, I have always been you in front of me. If we are always haunted by the shadow of the past, how can we live this life happily? No matter what kind of people our elders are, their contributions to us will not change. From you I can see that I can grow into a strong and optimistic person like I am now, can't I, ten years ago, I didn't have the opportunity to explain to you, ten years later, I am no longer in a hurry to explain, I want to really enter your heart, and I did it too. If I hadn't rushed into that fire back then, how would I have known that this moment is so precious, and you, no matter what you become, is the truth I care most about right now. I don't mind others What do you think, as long as you are by my side, that's enough."

After hearing these words, Xia Yi turned his head even harder.

He didn't want to be seen by him in a mess.

He is not a person who loves to cry, but during this time, he shed a lot of tears, all because of Jane Zhe.

"Xia Yi."

Jane Zhe called him in a low voice.

"Leave me alone, I'll be fine in a while."

Xia Yi's voice was hoarse, faintly crying.

Jane started to tease him, "Turn around and let me see."

"Impossible." Xia Yi wiped his tears with the back of his hand, "I won't let you see it, don't even think about it."

"I haven't seen what you look like, turn around."

"...You still come, that's enough."

Xia Yi pushed him.

Seeing that his ears were red, Jian Zhe couldn't help laughing.

He is always like this, with a shy and awkward appearance, how can he not want to be bullied?

It was completely dark.

Jian Zhe and Xia Yi left the cemetery and got into the car.

The car door was closed, and when the darkness came, Jian Zhe pulled Xia Yi's arm, and Xia Yi straddled him unexpectedly, and then, Jian Zhe's breath surrounded him heavily.

They hugged and kissed in the car, their bodies clung to each other.This is a desperate deep kiss, with a hot and moist breath.

Xia Yi closed his eyes tightly, this kiss, I don't know who is more active, the night spread into the car, the sound of panting and heartbeat was very clear, Xia Yi found that with the person he likes, even if it is just kissing, soul It is also satisfying, and I will no longer feel empty and lonely as before, no matter how much I fall in love.

After the kiss was over, Xia Yi gasped, his cheeks were a little red, fortunately it was blocked by the night.

There was a layer of moisture in his eyes, the same as last night.Jian Zhe hugged him, smiled softly, and deliberately put his palms under his body. In the confined space, Jian Zhe's voice blew past his ears, a little jokingly, "I thought, I just did it last night. , you need to get used to it for a while, I didn't expect you to feel it so soon."

Xia Yi bit his lip, "...Do you have to say it?"

"Do you know the taste of the marrow?"

Xia Yi's cheeks turned redder, "You..."

Jian Zhe smiled, "Tell me, were you comfortable last night?"

"do not talk!"

Xia Yi was furious, "Why didn't I realize you were such a rascal before!"

Jian Zhe smiled and kissed his hot forehead, and said, "I'm just doing this to you."

"..." Xia Yi was defeated by him, and he instantly languished, his eyes dodged, a little embarrassed: "...you know it, don't say it...it's embarrassing."

"What's there to be ashamed of?" Jian Zhe held his hand and gently placed it on his chest. The temperature passed through the palm of his hand. Xia Yi's body trembled slightly. Jian Zhe looked at him and said seriously: "You love me, Of course it’s normal to feel that way.”

Xia Yi stared at him, but didn't speak.

Jian Zhe laughed again: "If I knew you loved me so much, I should have let you see the hurt I suffered for you earlier."

"..."

Jian Zhe is affectionate and dark-hearted, Xia Yi suddenly has the illusion that he can't escape.

Leaning in his arms, Xia Yi said hoarsely: "I never thought that there would be such a day between us."

"Me too." Jian Zhe pushed back the hair covering his forehead, revealing his somewhat blurred eyes, and his deep voice, which rang out in the carriage of only two people, was soul-stirring, "But, since you said you love me , I won’t let you go again, even if you want to stop.”

"I... um..."

Jane Zhe kissed him deeply.

Xia Yi closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around his shoulders.

Stop?

Never again.

forever.