The days when I was forced to live with gentle scum

The three words "Yuan Qingye" made Bai Shu stunned. He picked the body of the AD calcium milk bottle in his hand and remained silent for several minutes. When Bai Song thought he was unwilling to answer, Bai Shu shook his head, "Brother, I don't want to see him." .”

Bai Song was also silent for a long time, he just touched the cypress tree in the end, and his words revealed guilt, "Forget it, don't see it if you don't want to, but don't hate you Brother Qingye, he is all for..."

"Brother," Bai Shu interrupted Bai Song, he pulled out a smile, the corners of his mouth were curved, making his facial expression a little cold, and his usually rosy face was too pale, "I don't hate him, if I were him, I would Would do the same, I thank him for saving you, but I don't want to see him."

His brother didn't even know that he had a relationship with Yuan Qingye.

As Yuan Qingye said, the matter between him and him needs to be kept from his brother, even if Yuan Qingye doesn't tell, he will keep it from it.

The reason why he didn't tell Bo Song when we were together was because he didn't dare to let his brother know his sexual orientation, he was afraid of seeing his brother's disappointed expression, and he was even more afraid that his brother would mind that he hooked up with his best friend.

The reason why he didn't tell Bo Song about the breakup was because his sexual orientation hadn't been revealed yet, and the second was because he was afraid of conflicts between his brother and Yuan Qingye.

Cypress understands his elder brother. He may be fine when he and Yuan Qingye are together, but once they break up, his brother will definitely think that it is Yuan Qingye's problem. If this matter is exposed, he can guess the consequences.

What's more, his brother has only made a friend like Yuan Qingye for so many years, and all kinds of people come and go, and only one Yuan Qingye stays by his side, maintaining the friendship between the two.

Bai Shu didn't want to cause his brother to lose his only friend because of himself.

Then he might not even forgive himself.

But that doesn't mean he can meet Yuan Qingye without any grudges.

Just like what Baishu himself said, he didn't hate Yuan Qingye. In the situation at that time, if it was him, he would have chosen to save his brother and sacrifice himself without hesitation, because Bai Song was his brother and it was him. The only relative in this world.

Yuan Qingye chose to save his brother, and he could understand, because the two of them were close friends for many years.

But this does not mean that Cypress can accept it.

The situation at that time was critical, how fast did Yuan Qingye have to be to grab his brother and push him out?

If Tang Rui hadn't transferred the helicopter, let alone sitting at home now, he would have entered the funeral parlor long ago, and his body would have been cremated and buried in loess.

During this period of time, Bai Shu didn't dare to think deeply about this matter, but whenever he dreamed back at midnight, the scene of that day would uncontrollably drill into his mind, Yuan Qingye pulled his brother and pushed him to the gunpoint The picture that was shown, over and over again, just like Ling Chi, sliced ​​Bai Shu's heart down one by one.

That's a gun, and it's very likely to die if you get hit!

But Yuan Qingye pushed him out without the slightest hesitation. What does this mean?It shows that in Yuan Qingye's subconscious mind, he didn't consider his life or death at all. In other words, Yuan Qingye felt that it didn't matter if he died.

Cypress could not accept this fact.

Even if it was only for a second, even if Yuan Qingye hesitated for a second or two, he would not be in trouble with himself as he is now, and even a little bit against his brother.

What is he in Yuan Qingye's heart?

What were the days when they were together?

But if Yuan Qingye really cared and loved him so much, would he push himself to the point of gun so resolutely?

Cypress didn't know, and didn't dare to think.

He was afraid that in the end, he would regret giving Yuan Qingye the blood of his lover.

The sun was shining brightly that day, the lights of the fire, the siren of the police car, the screams of pedestrians, and the smell of something burnt poured into the ears and nose of the cypress tree. It was clearly summer, but he felt that his whole body was soaked in ice water. , are terribly cold.

From the moment Yuan Qingye pushed him out to the end, he never gave him a look.

His love for Yuan Qingye was all frozen into ice at that moment, all frozen in his blood, tormenting him day and night.

In fact, after Baishu woke up, Yuan Qingye came to see him.

It's just that Baishu realized at that moment that he could no longer face Yuan Qingye calmly.

As long as he saw Yuan Qingye, he would uncontrollably think of the scene where Yuan Qingye pushed him out, and the face he had been obsessed with made him feel the cold from the bottom of his heart.

He had a nightmare, dreaming that Yuan Qingye had turned into a monster who wanted to eat him up and kill him.

So when Yuan Qingye came to see him in the hospital, Baishu's reaction was particularly strong. He was so frightened that he shook into a ball, holding Baisong's hand and crying and screaming, his face covered with tears and snot, and he had no image at all.

In the 18 years of Baishu's life, he has never been as unseemly as that day.

But he didn't care, he just wanted Yuan Qingye to go, he didn't want to see him, he was afraid of him.

He begged his brother to let him drive Yuan Qingye away.

The vigorous struggle caused his chest wound to bleed again, and Bo Song was terrified. No one expected him to have such a big reaction, and immediately let Yuan Qingye go.

Later, Yuan Qingye also sent him messages and called him, but Baishu didn't listen to one, and didn't read the other—he blocked Yuan Qingye.

It's true that he likes Yuan Qingye, but he doesn't like Yuan Qingye so much that he can regard life as nothing. He admits that he is a layman, he is greedy for life and afraid of death, and after passing through the gate of hell, he takes everything lightly.

He never forced what he couldn't get.

It's just that Baishu didn't expect that there is a saying that misfortunes never come singly. He thought he was miserable enough, but God thought he wasn't miserable enough. After the torture, he would kill his heart.

On the first weekend after returning home from the hospital, He Qizheng came over to find him to play with, and even brought him a lot of supplements.

Bai Shu was really bored, so he begged Bai Song to let him and He Qizheng go out for a while.

At this time, his injury was almost healed, and He Qi was patting his chest to promise that he would take good care of him and bring him back intact, so Bo Song let him go out to play for a while to get some air.

He Qizheng didn't dare to take it to places with many people. It happened to be lunch time. His sister had a stomach problem some time ago, and her brother-in-law took her to eat a few times of medicinal food, and he also took He Qizheng there. He Qizheng didn't think much about recovering from his injuries, so he went straight to the medicinal restaurant with his men.

Bai Shu ate clear soup with little water for almost a month, and wanted to eat something heavy to hang his life, but who knew that the herbal tea had completely inherited his brother's tyranny, and ordered a bunch of medicinal meals without listening to his demands.

In the end, it was probably a little frightened by the cypress stare, so He Qizheng compromised a step and asked the waiter to serve some slightly spicy diced radish to accompany the porridge.

When the slightly spicy and salty diced radish was in the mouth, Baishu almost didn't cry on the spot.

Seeing this, He Qizheng immediately pulled out a few pieces of paper and stuffed them into his hands, "No, don't, what the hell, are you going to cry? No, don't saplings, really! Isn't it just a radish? You have to like..."

Cypress looked at him tearfully.

He Qi turned his mouth when he spoke, "If you like it, this is the one, take a small bite and eat slowly."

Bai Shu changed his face by the way, "Hehe, to be a human being?"

He Qizheng's eyes widened, "Be a person? Cypress, let me tell you, if I want to be a person, let alone this radish, I will never make a promise with Brother Songzi to bring you out today!"

Cypress surrendered, "Well, well, you are a human being, I am not a human being, I was wrong, and your lord has a lot to forgive me."

He Qizheng snorted coldly, rather arrogantly, "It's more or less the same."

Although Baishu doesn't like sweets very much, the food in this medicated restaurant is really good. This meal was not as painful as before, and with the help of diced radish, he drank two bowls of medicated porridge for the first time.

Before leaving, he went to the toilet, but encountered an unexpected situation.

Bai Shu stood in the toilet cubicle, thinking for a long time, but couldn't figure out why Yuan Qingye always liked to flirt with others in the toilet.