The days when I was forced to live with gentle scum

This name Baishu has been called countless times, and he is obviously familiar with it, and the two extremely simple syllables do not even need to touch his upper and lower lips when he pronounces it, but for some reason, he cannot say those two words to Tang Rui .

It was like being sealed by something invisible.

Bai Shu couldn't scream, so he didn't shout, but said directly, "Yuan Qingye called me just now, saying that my brother's plane landed in the morning of the day after tomorrow."

Tang Rui understood what he said, "Want to go home?"

Cypress nodded slightly, humming.

Tang Rui asked again, "Tomorrow?"

Baishu didn't want to go back so early, mainly because he didn't want to go back and face Yuan Qingye. He used to not see Yuan Qingye enough every day, but now he didn't even want to see this man at all, and he didn't know if it was a trick of good fortune.

He shook his head and said, "No, it's just that we may not be able to go very far. My brother will get off the plane at ten o'clock in the morning the day after tomorrow. I have to make sure I can get to the airport by that time."

"The originally scheduled three-day journey has only been shortened to two days. If you can hold on, we can go faster and reach the destination in two days. If we can't hold on, we will follow the established route. Wherever we go Whatever. Either way, I'll take you to the airport the morning after tomorrow and make sure you get there on time."

Bai Shu turned over and lay on his side to look at Tang Rui's profile. Although his vision was dim, he could see a rough outline, "Is there any special scenic spot on this route? Just miss the one that ruins your life."

Tang Rui laughed suddenly, and when the cypress tree was full of black question marks, the man said, "Little monkey, there is no such thing in this world that can ruin your life if you miss it. Everyone's life is in their own hands. The path he chose resulted in the consequences he had to go through. Maybe you have heard the most words since childhood that there is no regret medicine in the world, but the reality is that as long as you have enough money and power, you can also buy regret medicine.”

"Just like this road, if you don't go this time, you can still come back if you want to go next time."

"So there is nothing that can be missed to ruin a life. It is not the person or thing that is missed, but the person himself that ruins a life."

Baishu wanted to refute Tang Rui, but the rebuttal reached his throat and was swallowed by him again. He had to admit that Tang Rui's statement was correct, and it was indeed not those missed existences that destroyed people. Most of those missed existences were beautiful , The feelings left in people's hearts are naturally full of warm tones.

If you miss it, your life will become a little darker at most, and it will not affect your living.

But if that person puts too much emphasis on the missed existence and does something irreversible, it will be regarded as destroying himself.

"You seem to be right, but I always feel that I am willing to listen to this." Cypress exhaled slowly, but the feeling of depression in his heart did not dissipate, but became more intense.

"Little monkey, what you want to ask is not the scenery, is it?"

Cypress didn't respond.

Tang Rui continued, "What you want to ask is Yuan Qingye. What you want to know is whether missing Yuan Qingye will ruin your life, or if you miss him, will you have many regrets in the future."

Cypress clenched his hands tightly, and his nails sank into his palm, causing a tingling pain. These days, he couldn't help thinking about these questions in his mind, wondering if he should really give up Yuan Qingye, and if he really gave up, what would happen in the future? Do you feel a little regretful?

He was determined at first, but Yuan Qingye's apology today broke his heart again.

and also……

There was one more thing that was really a knot in his heart.

"What do you mean by what you said that day?"

Tang Rui asked, "What words?"

"Those words I said to Yuan Qingye outside the community that morning."

Tang Rui shook his head, "I don't remember."

Bai Shu sat up abruptly, looked at Tang Rui and said, "You lied, you remember."

Tang Rui still denied it, "I really don't remember."

"Okay, you don't remember me reminding you, the other day you said that Yuan Qingye was holding his eyes..."

"Little monkey." Tang Rui interrupted him, and he also sat up. The man was tall, even if he was sitting, he was more than a head taller than a cypress tree. Taste, "I didn't say anything, and you didn't hear it, so don't ask, let alone ask for proof. You just need to know that I am behind you, just like when I was a child, and that's fine."

"As for your question just now, my answer is no. You will not regret missing Yuan Qingye, and he will not ruin your life. He is not suitable for you, let alone worthy of you. If you leave him, you will only Live better."

Cypress was stunned for a moment, and smiled bitterly, "You are not the first person to say that we are not suitable. Ever since I liked him, some people have told me that Yuan Qingye and I are not suitable. Almost everyone around me Everyone said we were not suitable."

Tang Rui covered his head with his big hand and rubbed it lightly, "Breakup is a part that most people will go through. It will be uncomfortable at the time, but it will pass sooner or later. When you meet the next one, you may even miss Yuan Qingye's face." I can't get up."

If Yuan Qingye hadn't been too arrogant and conceited back then, and even treated Baishu like that, Tang Rui wouldn't have said that in front of Baishu.

He didn't want Cypress to know about this matter. If he didn't say it, Yuan Qingye was out of his mind to tell this matter.

The person I like has never liked me, and even uses me as a substitute. This substitute is not someone else, but my own brother.

Even though Tang Rui's feelings were weak, he realized that this matter could not be tolerated by any normal person, let alone the little monkey he was determined to protect, so no matter what he said, he didn't want him to know the truth.

Cypress closed his eyes and smiled, "I hope."

One night's vigil passed quickly. Due to the change of cypress's time, everyone discussed and planned to shorten the distance, but cypress put forward the opposite opinion. He thought that as long as he walked faster, he could finish this route.

Seeing that he said that, Tang Rui didn't persuade him any more.

So the group speeded up. Although the schedule was urgent, the scenery they had seen was still beautiful. Tang Rui didn't know where to pick wild fruits for him to eat. They said they were wild fruits, but they still had names.

The fruit is long, cylindrical, and has a brown skin. When it is ripe, a hole will be cracked on the skin. The pulp inside is white with black granules.

The taste is very sweet and very delicious.

Xia Tian told him that this thing is called August Fried, and it only grows in the wild in the mountains, and it cannot be eaten in the city.

Stop and go, the group arrived at their destination at night.

The last stop was a slightly larger village. It is estimated that Tang Rui and Xia Tian came here many times, and there were villagers to pick them up when they arrived.

Although the rural hut is small, it is also simple and clean. A few people took a hot bath, which can be regarded as washing away the dust all over the body, and more or less felt like returning to real life.

The owner of the house is a couple, and they cooked a lot of food for them. The rural people are honest, and they are all real meat. The wife is good at cooking, and some of the ingredients are self-produced. The original ecological taste makes the belly of the cypress tree roll. .

Of course, the result was eating too much, and the overstuffed cypress walked around the yard to digest.

The houses in the countryside are not that high. As long as he looks up, he can see the night sky full of stars, and the moon hangs on it, curved and emitting a soft light.

"Pretty?"

Cypress followed the prestige and saw Tang Rui leaning against the wall.

I don't know how long the man stood there. He held a cigarette in his hand and exhaled a white smoke ring from his mouth.

Cypress smiled and replied, "Well, it's beautiful." After a pause, he continued, "It's a pity that such a beautiful night sky will never be seen again after returning to the city."

Tang Rui crushed out the cigarette butt at the base of the wall, kicked his hands into his trouser pockets, took two steps forward, and stood behind the cypress tree. He put his chin on the top of the cypress tree and laughed muffledly, "I can see it, if you like it, get down I will take you to Tekapo for the first time, where you can see a starry sky even more beautiful than this."

Cypress did not avoid Tang Rui's touch, his body adapted to this familiar chest faster than his consciousness, "Tekapo? Where is it?"

Tang Rui reached out and pinched the boy's earlobe, "New Zealand, that's a very nice town."

"New Zealand." The young man's voice was a bit ethereal, and the next moment he pulled the corner of his mouth, looked up at the man's face above his head, nodded and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you to take me there."

It's a pity that Baishu never expected that before he went to the town with the beautiful starry sky in Tang Rui's mouth, he would face the choice of life and death.

Cangyang Gyatso once said that apart from life and death, there is nothing in this world that is not a matter of idleness.

It turns out that life and death are not so difficult to choose sometimes.

Especially when you want to protect someone or something.