The days when I was forced to live with gentle scum

It doesn't matter if he can't hold on, or his liking is fake, anyway, it doesn't matter, anyway, Bai Shu doesn't want to get along with Yuan Qingye anymore.

In the past, Yuan Qingye also had many lovers. He cared about it, but in the end he chose not to care about Yuan Qingye. After all, when the two were together later, Yuan Qingye promised him to deal with it.

At that time, Baishu was undoubtedly happy and happy. He thought that even if Yuan Qingye was with him not because he liked him 100%, he still had the confidence to make Yuan Qingye fall in love with him.

Now that I think about it, I was really young and frivolous.

Yuan Qingye is too good, he is a walking hormone.

This is not surprising for Baishu. Yuan Qingye is capable, which also proves that he has a good vision and the man he is looking for is very good.

What he couldn't get past was Yuan Qingye's attitude.

Baishu thought that the reason why he didn't care about Yuan Qingye's former lover was probably because Yuan Qingye made it clear that he would deal with those people for himself, whether it was Tang Tang or Han Zixia, they were just passing by Yuan Qingye.

He thought he was the one who belonged.

It's a pity that Guo Ziyun made him see the reality clearly.

He is not a returning person, he is also a passer-by in the original Qingye.

Ever since that incident passed, he has been having a dream repeatedly. In the dream, Yuan Qingye and Guo Ziyun's family talked and laughed at Yan Yan. Be sensible, take the money and give up the bed.

What's more, Yuan Qingye in the dream not only asked him to apologize to Guo Ziyun, but also pressed him to kneel down.

He remembered that he was crying silently all the time. He begged Yuan Qingye not to treat him like this, but Yuan Qingye was indifferent, and even laughed at him, saying that he was a mere cypress, so his tens of millions of business was not as important.

He calls himself sensible.

He actually made himself sensible.

Every time Baishu wakes up, he feels extremely uncomfortable. Not only does his heart feel stuffy, but he also feels pain.

Although reason told him over and over again that Yuan Qingye was not that kind of person and would not kneel down to apologize, but the image in his subconscious mind had already become the nightmare of Cypress.

He wasn't afraid that Yuan Qingye would pressure him to kneel down, he was just afraid that he didn't hold enough weight in Yuan Qingye's heart.

In fact, it is not heavy enough. Just one Guo Ziyun has caused him so many grievances, how could it be heavy.

Cypress thought more than once, if he held a little weight in Yuan Qingye's heart, would Yuan Qingye still be so indifferent and indifferent in telling him to give up the bed, make him apologize, and let him suffer that kind of humiliation in the dormitory that day? ?

Cypress doesn't know.

He had never seen the former Qingye lover, so there was no comparison.

Look, how ridiculous.

He and Yuan Qingye have even done things as intimate as going to bed, and even slept in the same bed, but they can still feel that Yuan Qingye doesn't love him.

The ridiculous thing is that it took him three months to understand this simple fact.

But you can't blame Yuan Qingye, Yuan Qingye was the one he chased after himself. From the beginning to the end, Yuan Qingye never said that he loved him. More or less have feelings for him.

I also thought that after the two were together, their relationship would deepen a lot.

In the end, it really confirmed the sentence I thought it was just what I thought.

Yuan Qingye was stunned, and didn't take Baishu's words to heart. He thought that Guo Ziyun asked him for a number in the car and offended the children just now, so he laughed and said, "Jealous? I didn't want to give him a number, didn't I?" Did you ask me to give it?"

Baishu grabbed Yuan Qingye's hand in his clothes, pulled it out, turned to face him and said, "Yuan Qingye, I'm serious, let's break up."

The boy's eyes were not as lively and playful as usual, they were full of serious expressions, and Yuan Qingye even saw his shadow in these clear eyes, a shadow of a little astonishment.

Displeased after being stunned, Yuan Qingye lit a cigarette impatiently, took two steps back, leaned against the wall and asked Cypress, "Why? There must be a reason for breaking up."

Bai Shu's current appearance is very similar to his coquettish little lovers in the past. Han Zixia, who stepped on the boundary before, also used the scene of breaking up. The ridiculous thing is that they are not a couple at all.

At that time, Yuan Qingye felt the novelty and was willing to coax him, but if one thing happened too much, the taste changed.

Not interesting.

He thought that the cypress tree would be more sensible, but now it seems that he is thinking too much.

Yes, Yuan Qingye has not yet realized that Baishu really wants to break up with him. He thinks that Baishu's breaking up is just a way to gain attention, just like his former lover.

Cypress said truthfully, "I don't think you love me."

Yuan Qingye exhaled a puff of smoke ring, with impatience written all over his face, "Do you think it's appropriate for me to talk about love at my age?"

Cypress looked at him like this and wanted to laugh, but in fact he only felt heartbroken, and his heart was even more desolate. It turned out that Yuan Qingye felt that his age was not suitable for talking about love?But since ancient times, hasn't love been used to talk about it?

When he was in junior high school, there was a canteen in his school. The canteen was opened by a couple in their 40s. They also had a lovely 15-year-old daughter. Even at this age, even in front of his daughter, the boss would tell his wife I love you every day. .

When did age become an obstacle in deciding whether you can express your love?

Okay, even if what Yuan Qingye said is true, the boss of his imposing big company is not tired of love and love, and his personality prevents him from talking about love, so what can he do?

Cypress asked himself that he didn't seem to feel the emotion of being loved from what Yuan Qingye did.

Maybe it's because he was born with a weak ability to feel?

Cypress seemed to be strangled by the throat, he opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word.

Yuan Qingye put the cigarette out in the ashtray, "Be obedient, don't make trouble, I may have ignored you during this time, but the company is also busy, you have to understand me, okay?"

He stepped forward and held Bai Shu's arm, "Now that you're on National Day vacation, I'll go out with you and I'll make it up to you. Last time, didn't you say that the trip to sea didn't work out? I'll take you to the sea, okay?"

Cypress didn't speak.

Yuan Qingye took two steps forward and hugged him into his arms, "It's okay if you don't go out to sea. You say you want to go to play, and I will accompany you. I will be yours for the seven-day holiday, okay?"

good or not?

In the past, Baishu would agree, how could it be a bad opportunity to be alone with Yuan Qingye?

But now, Baishu is unwilling. The more tenderness Yuan Qingye shows, the deeper the thorn in his heart, and he will fall more and more into that inescapable nightmare.

But does he like Yuan Qingye?

Of course I like it, if I don't like it, why have I never scolded Yuan Qingye after suffering so many grievances, and I am willing to take those grievances to my heart.

It's just that Bai Shu couldn't tell whether Yuan Qingye liked him or not.

The man's eyes were gentle, giving Bai Shu the illusion that he was being loved.

Can he give Yuan Qingye a chance?Give this relationship a chance, don't be sentenced to death so easily?Maybe Yuan Qingye has some unspeakable secrets?

Cypress thought to himself that if Yuan Qingye gave him a satisfactory answer, then he would give Yuan Qingye another chance. If not, then there was really no need to go on with this relationship.

He took a breath and asked, "When I had a conflict with Guo Ziyun in the dormitory that day, why didn't you help me?"

[The author has something to say]: The little sapling is soft-hearted