The days when I was forced to live with gentle scum

Cypress felt that something was wrong, but nothing seemed wrong.

He grabbed the collar of Yuan Qingye's pajamas and fiddled with it repeatedly, "I have always wanted to apply for medical school. There is a saying, the way of heaven is ruthless, life, old age, sickness and death. We can't control life, old age and death, except The word sick."

"In this world, people are sick every day, ranging from colds to cancers. Some can be cured and some can't. Doctors are the barrier between death and life. My brother told me before that if my parents could rescue them earlier that day, Maybe I won't die, but I don't know exactly how, I was too young at that time, so young that I couldn't do anything except drink milk."

Cypress let go of the piece of clothing and was lying on the bed. The boy's voice was still immature, but it was firm, just like the tenacity and unyielding he had learned in the process of growing up these years.

"I can't save my parents, but I want to save other families, those who are suffering from illness."

Yuan Qingye was shocked by Baishu's words.

He always thought that Baishu was still young, and what he was thinking about was eating, drinking and having fun. After all, it seemed that Baishu was indeed this kind of young man, who couldn't understand the sufferings of the world, didn't know how difficult it is to make money, and couldn't show compassion for his elders.

It never occurred to him that the things in Bai Shu's heart were much more than he thought.

Concealing the shock, Yuan Qingye smiled and said, "I didn't see that you still have such lofty ambitions."

Bai Shu smiled shyly, "I don't want to be ambitious, I just want to do my part, and the most important thing is," he said after a pause, "I still want to save my brother, he always destroys himself. It's very tight, I'm afraid that when he will exhaust himself physically, he let me rely on him when I was a child, and I want him to rely on him in the future."

"Shut up!" Yuan Qingye sternly shouted.

Bai Shu was taken aback, and looked at him blankly, "What's wrong?"

Yuan Qingye realized that he was going too far, so he hugged Cypress's waist and rubbed gently, "Your brother will not collapse. I have known him for so long, and he has always moved forward with strength. His mental toughness is almost synonymous with him." , you don’t know how dazzling your brother is, so he won’t let himself fall.”

"I know that he has always been so good. I have lived under his shadow since I was a child, but I never feel depressed, because that is his way of protecting me. He always blocks everything in front of me, so I want to protect him."

Said Bai Shu broke Yuan Qingye's hand, looked into his eyes and said, "I always forgot to ask, how did you meet my brother? Do you two have the same major? Or what?"

How did Yuan Qingye know Bai Song? The story is actually very clichéd.

Bai Song is actually not in the same class as him, he is a class younger than Bai Song, just as Bai Shu said, they are in the same major, when Yuan Qingye entered school, Bai Song came to welcome the new students as a student union cadre, and it happened that the person he welcomed was Yuan Qingye. Aoye.

At that time, Yuan Qingye had just realized his sexual orientation, and his curiosity about the same sex and his fear of liking men made him extremely confused.

At that time, unlike now, there was a certain degree of tolerance towards homosexuality. Yuan Qingye felt fearful, and at the same time became extremely curious about this relationship.

That day, Bai Song was wearing white T jeans and had a very bright smile. He took Yuan Qingye to visit the campus, found his dormitory, took him to receive the school uniform and military training uniform, and told him which restaurants around the school were delicious and which were not.

The sun was so strong that people were sweating profusely.

Sweat was distributed on Bai Song's face, and the sun's rays were refracted, making him seem to be glowing.

Yuan Qingye was so moved.

Afterwards, he joined the student union, entered Bo Song's department, approached Bo Song, and became his very good student.

But these are of no use after all.

Cypress likes girls. Not only does he have a girlfriend, but that girlfriend is also his fiancée. He has a marriage contract with Heidi's daughter. Bo Song never gave up.

Heidi didn't even call off the engagement.

This is enough to prove how good the relationship between them is, so good that the other person can't get in at all, even girls can't get in, let alone he is a big man in Qingye.

So for so many years, Yuan Qingye buried this love in his heart, and found countless little lovers who were similar to Bai Song, so as to numb himself.

In the end the double became a cypress tree.

Yuan Qingye also thought that if Bo Song knew that he had slept with his younger brother, the friendship between the two would definitely face bankruptcy, but he had never regarded Bo Song as a friend, and from the beginning he didn't want to be Bo Song's friend.

Not to mention the schoolmates who have a good relationship.

So far, he can only degenerate to look for the shadow of Bo Song in another person.

It's also very good, Baishu likes him, and he can't get Baisong, so let's live like this.

Maybe in the end he will fall in love with the cypress tree and completely forget about the cypress tree.

Touching Bai Shu's head, Yuan Qingye avoided the important and ignored it, "Your brother is a year older than me, he picked me up during the orientation, and happened to be in the same department when he joined the student union, so we met."

He seemed to change the topic casually, and continued, "Since there is a major you want to study, the school should be easy to choose. It shouldn't be difficult to find a school whose trump card major is medicine, depending on your grades."

Of course Cypress knew it would not be difficult.

He knew before the college entrance examination that the average admission score of the university in the south was around 680 points, and he exceeded it by nearly [-] points, and he also added [-] points for participating in various prize competitions in high school, which was almost [-] points.

This score is enough to guarantee his admission.

But he didn't worry about it before, but now he has concerns.

Baishu turned over and hugged Yuan Qingye's waist, and rubbed his shoulders and neck, "Yuan Qingye, I have known the most powerful university in medicine before, but that university is in the south, more than 2000 kilometers away from Yuncheng. kilometer."

Yuan Qingye suddenly understood the abnormality of Baishu these days. It turned out that he didn't know which university to apply for, and he was hesitating whether to apply?

He faintly wanted to come up with an answer in his heart, but he felt that it was impossible. Even so, he asked, "Why didn't you report it now that I understand it? Is it because I feel too far away and can't bear to go home, or... can't bear to bear with me?"

Cypress tugged at his ears and gritted his teeth, "Isn't that nonsense, I must be reluctant to let you go! I've been interested in this school for a long time, and if nothing else happens, it's my first and only choice, but it's fucking An accident, you accident!"

These few days, he was almost dying of worry, but Yuan Qingye still talked like this, he was really angry.

The conjecture was confirmed, and Yuan Qing's ambition suddenly collapsed.

How much does this little fool like him, so that he can doubt his long-awaited wish for him?

Unable to hold back, Yuan Qingye turned over and pressed the cypress tree underneath, kissed the rosy lips, and smiled lowly, "Little sapling, why are you so rare?"

Baishu suppressed a smile, "Yuan Qingye, fuck me! I haven't finished volunteering yet! Get your hands out of my clothes! Hahahaha, don't scratch my waist!"