Dedicated to Luhe

I never thought that Lu He would be waiting for me downstairs early in the morning.

When I used to go to school, especially in middle school, the classmates who fell in love with each other always met to go to school or go home together. The most presumptuous and sweetest thing was the journey to and from school. There were no teachers or parents, no threats or surveillance. It can make us single dogs envious and very proud.

But going to work is different from going to school.

I don't know where Lu He lives. Before the overtime work ended, he said that he would take me home "on the way", but now I have doubts about it.

"Why are you here?" I walked over.

As I was walking down the steps, he cut off the cigarette and threw it in the trash.

"Come to pick you up to work." Lu He came over, and when I got closer, I saw that he had light dark circles under his eyes.

These dark circles, even if they are light, are still dark circles.

"Didn't sleep well last night?" I walked with him to his car parked on the side of the road, "Did you work late?"

"It wasn't very late, but I couldn't sleep afterward."

"The brain is too excited to work." I have also experienced this kind of experience. When I am extremely tired, I will not be able to fall asleep.

Lu He smiled: "No, I started thinking about the two of us as soon as I lay down, I found it incredible, and ended up thinking wildly, and opened my eyes until dawn."

Compared with him, I have no heart at all, and even slept soundly all night, sleeping so soundly.

"So, you haven't slept all night," I was startled, "Then you still dare to drive?"

"Slept for a while, more than an hour," Lu He and I got into the car, and he said while fastening his seat belt, "I also drank two cups of black coffee."

This can't be done, it doesn't bring such harm to your body.

As soon as I got in the car, I could smell the aroma, KFC breakfast, the bag was on the passenger seat.

I held our breakfast, and while we were waiting for the traffic jam at the red light, Lu He and I both finished our meal.

"It's really congested here in the morning."

Not to mention the traffic jam, the underground subway is not much better. Although there is no traffic jam, I often have to wait for several trains to get on it. In order to avoid the morning rush hour, I go out as early as possible every day. .

"You don't live here, do you?" I said, "You sent me back after working overtime, just to fool me."

Lu He just laughed, neither admitting nor denying it.

His reaction is very telling, I muttered: "You really... have a deep routine."

"I'm afraid you won't agree." Lu He said, "I don't want you to be burdened."

Lu He is very good at taking care of other people's emotions.

Lu He, who is very thoughtful about everything, is actually very tired, right?

I hugged the KFC take-out paper bag and didn't speak for a while. This time I wasn't really distracted, but was thinking about what to say.

I hope that at least he doesn't have to be so comprehensive when he gets along with me. He can be slack, he can be inconsiderate, and he can even have his own temper.

"What are you thinking about?"

"I was thinking, how can I make you relax."

Lu He looked at me suspiciously.

I told him what I thought, and this time it was his turn to be silent.

When he was about to arrive at the company, Lu He finally said, "Actually, you are the first person to talk to me like this."

He said: "I have been educated since I was a child that I must be impeccable in what I say and do, and I must always be tense in front of others. I was told that personality is the most useless thing, and what I need is excellence and success."

I don't know how to answer the call, I just feel that he is very tired from life.

Suddenly I realized that it is not so easy to become an elite, and it seems to be okay to be an ordinary useless person.

"I have been walking strictly according to the path planned for me by my family. The only time I deviated from the track was coming out of the closet and pursuing you."

Lu He's words are really heartwarming, I am honored and worried.

"You..." I rubbed my nose and thought for a long time before I opened my mouth, "Will you regret this deviation from the track?"

"Of course not!" At the red light ahead, Lu He stopped the car, turned around and looked at me with a smile, "God knows how happy I am now."

He said to me: "I am proud of my betrayal. Although I feel guilty towards my parents, after leaving them, I finally understand that life is my own."

Yes, life is your own.

Before the signal light changed, I took Lu He's hand and kissed the back of his hand vigorously.

"Brother loves you." I said, "Do what you want."

"Really?"

"real."

As soon as the words fell, Lu He leaned over and kissed me.

OK, that's what he wants to do now.

The signal light turned green and he continued driving, the old deer in me already passed out from the excitement of the kiss just now.

"Shu Wang."

"Ok?"

"What did you say?"

"What did I say?"

"You said you loved me."

Tsk, took the opportunity to confess and was discovered.

"Really? I don't remember."

"Yes, I recorded it."

"Really?"

"Teasing you."