Dedicated to Luhe

Lu He made me laugh, I knew he was deliberately saying some witty words to make me laugh, just like I wanted to make him happy too.

"Shu Wang."

"Ok?"

"Do you think I'm too useless?"

Lu He's words surprised me: "Why do you ask that?"

What was he thinking about?It's too late for me to feel distressed, how could I blame him?

"This matter sounds like I was suddenly stimulated and suddenly couldn't think about it," Lu He said, "I don't want to commit suicide because of such a small thing."

"You can't say that."

Lu He's chin was still resting on my shoulder, and he moved when he spoke, and his breath hit my neck, which was still a little itchy.

"It's not a matter of 'such a little thing'." Although Lu He has been telling me his experience lightly, I can probably guess how hard his life is.

The closest relatives did not understand and accept him, and even verbally attacked the entire group. This state has lasted for so long, and not everyone can bear it.

As for his cousin, the incident at the wedding was just the straw that broke the camel's back, the trigger to the bomb, and the stress, the pain, the bomb, was already lurking there.

Lu He didn't say anything, but there must be more than that hidden in his heart.

I still don't want to ask more questions, and I don't want him to bring up the old things again. This is like cutting a wound that is about to scab again, and my heart aches.

"Lu He, you are much stronger than me." I said, "If I were you, I would probably run away by now."

I lowered my head and looked at his hands: "Let me show you the palmistry."

He smiled and turned his palm over to show me: "You still know this?"

In fact, no, who wouldn't know how to make up nonsense?

"You..." I looked carefully at his palm prints, pretending to understand, "I like to find the reason from myself first when encountering anything, even if the problem is not with you."

Lu He didn't speak.

"You have to learn to forgive yourself." I lightly slid my fingers across his palm, along the palm lines, and then held it, "Other people's unhappiness is not caused by you."

I hope he gets my point, and I think he does.

Lu He is a smart person, but he likes to put pressure on himself too much. If he can have my big heart... Forget it, if he is like me, there will probably be one less promising young man in society.

We all stopped talking, leaning together and thinking wildly.

I didn't ask what Lu He was thinking, and he didn't ask me, until my stomach was growling, he let me go and said, "Are you going to eat?"

When I was changing clothes, Lu He cleaned up the bedroom for me, the water spilled on the floor, the empty mineral water bottle, and the towels I threw away after taking a shower.

I said, "Call your cousin another day."

"Do you really want to fight?" Lu He looked at me with a smile.

"Fighting is second to none." I put on a sweater and brushed my hair, "Show it off, you have a boyfriend."

Lu He looked at me with a garbage bag in his hand and smiled, making my heart flutter in this late autumn.

Love is something that no one can predict or define.

It's like you don't know who you will meet in the next second, or what you will say in the next minute.

When Lu He and I walked out of Shaxian Snacks and walked into the dark night, Lu He said: "It still feels very strange."

Who is not?

We stepped on the fallen leaves side by side and walked back to my community. His car was parked on the side of the road, quietly waiting for the return of the owner.

I stretched out, and a leaf just floated past the tip of my nose.

I said, "Tomorrow is Monday again."

To be honest, if it wasn't because Lu He was my boss, and I could peek at handsome guys every day at work, I really wouldn't be interested in going to work at all.

Contemporary social animals are not just talking casually, if it is not for making a living, who would go to work!

"Thanks for your hard work."

Lu He's voice is so gentle, I was going to complain that I only had half a day off this week, but he said "Thank you", I think I can work another half a month.

To have such a leader is really terrible.

"It's really hard work." I didn't intend to save face for the leader at all, and I didn't want to pretend to say that I love work. I guess I wouldn't believe it, "However, when I think about tomorrow After I go to work, I can start to have an underground relationship with you, and I think it is quite interesting to go to work."

This is sincere.

I haven't been in a relationship like this -- well, I admit, I haven't been in a relationship.

Underground love sounds exciting.

Lu He asked me: "Don't you feel wronged?"

"Why am I wronged?" I laughed, "I have taken advantage of you so much, I have to accept it as soon as I know it."

We have the moon above our heads, step on the fallen leaves, look at each other, and smile at each other.

Lu He said: "I am looking forward to meeting tomorrow."

"Me too."

Speaking of which, today's love time seems to be coming to an end, I coughed lightly, and then said: "The light at the corner of the corridor in my house is broken, and the property has not been repaired."

Lu He stared at me, as if he didn't understand what I meant.

I guess he is just pretending, he is so smart, can he not see what I want?

I snapped my fingers at him: "Come here, let me tell you something."

Lu He followed me without saying a word, and walked in after me.

When you enter the door, the sensor light at the door is on, but when you walk to the right, there is a small terrace, usually no one comes here, and the residents on the first floor put a few potted flowers here.

There are no lights here at all.

I stood still and turned around. Before I could speak, Lu He's lips were already pressed against him.

I just said he understands.

This is the time, no one should be hypocritical.

I simply hugged him and kissed him.