Dedicated to Luhe

Human beings are so funny!

Before, he said that he was very happy to meet me, but now he said "So it was you".

At this time, fortunately, no other colleagues were there, otherwise I would really "socially die" - shock!A newcomer in the department gets close to the director on the first day of work!

awkward.

I'm not sure if Lu He is joking, but looking at him and the way he looked at me, I don't think he is the kind of person who can joke.

I smiled, I guess this smile is uglier than crying: "I thought you recognized me."

He also smiled at me, raised his hand and glanced at his watch: "Aren't you off work yet?"

Not all because of you!

I really want to complain, but I can't.

"Leave right away." I said, "I just came here, so I'm so familiar with you."

He looked at me and said, "Where are you going? I can drop you off if I drop by."

"No, no, no," I didn't dare to take his car, "I'll take subway line 2 directly to my home."

Actually not.

我要先坐2号线，3站之后换乘6号线坐8站，再换乘14号线坐5站。

He didn't force it. After I refused, he nodded, said "see you tomorrow", then turned and left.

I was the only one left in the huge office area, and I let out a long sigh of relief when I saw his back going out.

In fact, it's pretty good that he didn't recognize me. This shows that I'm not such a waste, and I can find a decent job by my own ability.

Humans want recognition, and when I realized I wasn't such a worthless person, I felt a lot better and felt less guilty when I sat at my desk.

I packed up my things and got ready to leave work. Before I left, I deliberately arranged the spare parts of my workstation neatly. I also double-checked that the door of the office was locked before I went downstairs.

This office building has a total of 33 floors, and our company occupies 5 floors.

There are logos of various companies in the elevator. After careful study, I think our company's is the best.

When we got downstairs, it was already dark, but the subway at this time should be a little less crowded than at six or seven o'clock.

Just a little bit.

I walked out of the office building, turned right, walked a few steps and turned back suddenly.

Lu He, who had come out 5 minutes ago, was standing alone on the side of the road smoking a cigarette. He held the cigarette in one hand and put the other in his trousers pocket.

I stopped unconsciously, didn't go to disturb him, and didn't leave.

We were not far away, but he didn't notice me, just stood there in the night, letting the passing vehicles illuminate his face.

The night can always make people very melancholy, although many times people simply don't have the extra time and energy to be melancholy.

Most of the people in this city seem to be like this, busy, racing against time to make a living, even melancholy has become a luxury.

I just looked at him like that, and felt that Lu He was really handsome, but there was a kind of light gray dimness in his handsomeness, like a corner of the moon covered by dark clouds.

I remembered the early morning when we first met again. Didn't he really want to jump into the river?

Lu He found me, just like the lonely moon suddenly found a star that didn't shine beside him.

He looked at me, took a puff on his cigarette, and as he exhaled the smoke, I turned and ran.

Don't ask me why I ran.

I don't know why myself.

After running more than 100 meters, looking back, Lu He was no longer there. I finally slowed down, panting for breath.

Wondering why I ran.

When I walked into the subway station frowning, from the night into the glare of the lights, and the escalator took me down slowly, I suddenly felt that the reason for running might be because I accidentally glimpsed his loneliness.

Maybe he didn't realize what kind of breath he was exuding at that time.

It's like the last wisp of smoke left after the fire that travelers use to keep warm in the winter forest is extinguished. It's not easy to detect, but someone will always find it.

That person is me.

I stole his secret while he wasn't paying attention, so I ran away subconsciously, for fear of being caught.

Of course, I also know that this is all a story I compiled for Lu He without authorization. Maybe he is just tired of work and standing on the side of the road smoking a cigarette to let go. What is lonely or not, what is not down and out is all my wild imagination That's all.