Dedicated to Luhe

In fact, the heartbeat of adults is rare.

When I was idle, I always thought about something, from why I can’t see the moon today to why I am still single.

It seems that the kind of fearless heart and liking can only be found in the student days. When we work and see more people and things of this kind, we will only become more and more egoistic.

The slogan of the advertisement said: Hello everyone is really good.

But in fact, being good is really good.

We all start to love ourselves more than others. When we meet someone, we weigh the pros and cons before deciding whether to develop.

This, I figured, was why I was single.

Therefore, it is too difficult to really meet someone who can make your heart beat.

When I walked out of the subway station, looking at the moon outside, I suddenly felt that my mood was so good that I was about to float up. This feeling only existed when I dreamed that Beckham kissed me.

To put it simply, it is Sichun.

It's shameful to say it, but there's nothing shameful about liking someone.

It's just a pity that I can only secretly like it myself.

Stretch yourself, and walk quickly to the house.

Over the years, I have become more and more open-minded. Just like what I told my parents at the New Year’s Eve dinner, I don’t expect to find a perfectly compatible partner, nor do I expect love and family, because I know very well, It is true that my sexuality has limited my emotional circle.

Once a person looks away, nothing can upset him.

I have now learned not to be trapped by love, and only enjoy this feeling when I like someone. I don't expect him to know and accept it. I don't expect that kind of thing that only happens in dreams.

As a human, the most important thing is to be happy and live your life well.

The state of "like" can make me happy, so I will continue to be happy, and wait until one day I am not happy.

The more I think about it, the more I feel that I am a great philosopher. At this moment, I think I am quite awesome.

When I was about to get home, Lu He sent a message, saying that he would arrive in half an hour, and he asked me what time the high-speed train would be in the evening.

Originally, the manager told me to buy a ticket around 09:30, but it was too late and there was no seat. The colleague in charge of this matter bought a ticket for [-]:[-], so I spent more time with Lu He. abundant.

I directly sent the ticket information to Lu He, but nothing happened.

Lu He didn't reply to the message, probably he was driving.

He was the one who blocked the evening rush hour on Friday.

I went home and quickly packed my things, and made an appointment with the manager to meet, and when everything was ready, Lu He hadn't arrived yet.

I looked at the time, it was a quarter past seven.

Sitting by the window, watching the autumn night, there are a few old men playing chess downstairs.

It's the end of October, and it's probably going to snow in a while.

I didn't like winter before, and I didn't like autumn either. These two seasons are withering seasons. All vitality is buried, making people lose their spirits.

But perhaps, people's preferences will change with the change of mood, and I am inexplicably looking forward to the first snow of this year.

When it snows, I wrote the name of the person I like on the snow-covered window sill. I did this when I was a teenager.

What I wrote at that time was - Shu Wang.

Yes, I am such a narcissistic person, Beckham is not on the list.

When the phone rang, I was still fantasizing about the first snowfall. I felt like I was back in my teens, and a 30-year-old was like a teenage dude, stupid and ridiculous.

There is also a little hypocrisy, it is really embarrassing to say it.

"How is it? Have you finished packing?"

Lu He's voice sounded, I stood up, looked downstairs, and saw his car at a glance.

He just got out of the car and looked up while closing the door.

"I see you." I said.

Lu He smiled softly: "I saw you too."

how to say?

Like a fairy tale.

I read a fairy tale when I was a child. The prince passed the high tower and saw the princess who was imprisoned there, and the two fell in love at first sight.

All right, Lu He is a prince, but I'm not a princess, I'm Cinderella.

I said, "Wait for me and go downstairs immediately."

I quickly packed up and went out, and when I went downstairs, I felt like I was going on a romantic date, and the melody of that song suddenly sounded in my mind——

Karen Mok sings: Like you slowly.

It's so annoying, why did I become so hypocritical?

I'm a tough guy!