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Ning Xia closed the script.

Sure enough, falling in love with Yujie who has an age difference has no good results, Ning Xia sighed again in his heart.

Perhaps the vast majority of people will feel very loving when they see the cp in the novels and TV series as Yujie, especially after seeing them overcome the barrier of age together, they will feel very beautiful.But is this really the case?In Ningxia's previous life, when she was a cute little girl in her early twenties, she also had that kind of dream of a royal sister.

She also really met a goddess-level Yujie, who is in her 30s, looks good, has a good personality, is good at everything, and is still single.

It's just a little bit harder to overcome.

But having said that, if it weren’t for this, it’s impossible for a person at this age to be single~ According to gossip, this pure young man’s vision was too bad, and several relationships were emotionally hurt, including some scumbags. After stumbling and hurting on the bumpy emotional road, she stopped looking for it.

So have been single.

It's not that no one is chasing her, there are a sea of ​​people chasing her, both men and women, but she seems to have added a wall to her heart, directly blocking all hoes. At that time, Ningxia treated her I'm fascinated, I don't believe in evil, I think about how well I wield this hoe, even if you are a wall made of diamonds, it should fall down!

What's more, she also has inherent advantages - this sister Yu is her teacher, a university teacher.

After learning her name and contact information in the first class, she added it, and then she went to every class without paying attention to the class, and stared at her with straight eyes, unconsciously, but At that time, she was emotionally innocent and a little cowardly, she was a teacher and student, same sex and age difference, she didn't even know how to speak.

Until by chance, she and the other party met in the bathroom of a restaurant. After greeting each other awkwardly, the teacher awkwardly grabbed Ningxia's figure who wanted to slip away, and whispered, "Can you look at it differently in class from now on?"

Ning Xia wanted to pretend to be stupid, but when she looked at her eyes that you don't have to pretend I understand everything, she was unambiguous, "Teacher, I like you!"

The teacher is very indifferent: "I know."

Then he said: "I didn't know it at first, until later on in every class you have that look in your eyes... I can't help but notice it. Ningxia, at your age."

"I know! Study hard, focus on your studies, and strive to contribute to socialism in the future." Ning Xia immediately bald when he heard this set of words.

One second...two seconds...

The scene fell into an awkward silence.

Until the teacher couldn't help laughing and broke, "You know that too?"

"Then teacher, I'm chasing you!"

"You still put your studies first..." The teacher politely refused.

Ning Xia thought for a few seconds, then ran away, leaving the teacher to struggle alone. The dead child didn't give a definitive answer. If she still doesn't give up, she has to reject it again!

Then the teacher came home after dinner and received a text message from Ningxia, telling her what she was thinking, and then Ningxia sent her text messages every day, and then blocked people after work, and walked away with her for a while, and from time to time Sending flowers or something, this teacher's personality is that kind of gentle, central air-conditioning type, and she is hardly seen in a hurry.

After rejecting it over and over again, people didn't listen and didn't get angry, so they could only deal with it coldly, like "I don't listen or talk, I just ignore you", but it seemed too petty to not reply to so many text messages, so I could only pick a few replies After a while, it was almost like sending ten messages back to one.

It was so stiff until Ningxia was about to graduate, it took four years~ Ningxia didn't know how she persisted.

Or is she too good-looking?

For four years, it is not so simple to accompany her after get off work every day. No matter how determined the teacher is, it is not unfeeling.

So they hit it off!

But at the beginning, it was said to try it out for a while. For Ning Xia, this was her first relationship, and she had no experience and didn't know how to get along.

She thought that two women should be in the role of "boy" together, and she didn't understand a word called Gongshou many years later, she just groped.

So I have been trying my best to spoil the teacher, using a childish way, the teacher is several years older than her, which is actually a bit funny, a person who is a child in her eyes is trying her best to take care of her.

But smiling, but also a little moved, Ning Xia who is not a prodigal son is really cute at this time, and there is light in those doting eyes.

Ningxia feels that there are not many people like Teacher, not to mention good looks, but also good people in life!The cooking is delicious, and she also does all the housework. Although Ningxia does it too, it is rare, probably because most of the time she feels that the house is still clean, and the teacher has already cleaned it up.

Sometimes she also feels that the teacher is a bit of a clean freak, a slight one, and she can't see that the house is not neat or anything.

The teacher will also spend her salary to buy all kinds of delicious food for her, and Ningxia will also use her meager salary to buy things for her. Everything is fine.

The days of cohabitation are not just these, but more of daily necessities. When checking the water meter, remember to leave someone at home. Come back every night to buy vegetables and fruits. Daily necessities will be replenished even if they are gone. It is a very normal day.

But there are not only good days in life, there are also frictions, quarrels, and cold wars. Even the best couples have this process. This is the mutual adjustment between the two.

They are still broken...

Ning Xia didn't know how she got to that point, just like she couldn't figure out how those trivial things caused them to quarrel, two people who were so good at the beginning.

How did you get to this point?She thought a lot, a lot.

In the end, I came to a conclusion: Both of them were wrong!

Love can be possessive, especially in Ningxia. She can't wait for the teacher to live under her nose all the time, and she will be jealous when she sees someone who wants to pursue the teacher.What do you say about the teacher~ Gentle, warm, and understanding, this is a good place and a bad place.

Central air-conditioning type.

If someone asks her for a favor, she will not refuse. She has no idea if that person has feelings for her. Maybe she doesn't care if she knows it, but Ningxia does!She was sour in her heart, the teacher was so good-looking and good at everything, she was afraid that one day she would be abducted by someone.

Does she love the teacher?like!Being cute is not without worries and doubts. How many people really believe that their other half is faithful?She loves, and has no shortage of worries.

Not to mention that there are so many suitors for such a wonderful teacher.

There are many other factors, such as the disapproval of the teacher's family, the blind date that the future mother-in-law can't refuse... There are many.

But Ningxia is also at fault, she is still too immature, she didn't know how to leave a private space for her lover at that time, and she didn't give her the corresponding trust, and she was not confident because she was afraid that she would not be able to keep her lover. Self-confidence, these will not have.

anything else? In her 20s, she still can't take care of things. If she can't bear things, she is not an adult. She dares to hold the teacher's hand in front of her mother-in-law and tell her that she wants to marry the teacher and give her a lifetime of happiness!How dare she say that she can bear all the gossip and always love the teacher!She can't make promises, and she can't bear that responsibility.

So everything is gone.

They have no future.

The cowardly Ningxia really grew up after going through many things, and the teacher also had a happy ending. She married someone who loved her, and she has been happy ever since.

A few months after they got married, they made an appointment. At that time, Ning Xia was already a mature person, and they didn't have any tension, just greeted each other like old friends.

Ningxia asked her in relief: "Do you still have me in your heart?"

She also felt that asking this was hypocritical, but she couldn't help but want to ask her.

The teacher threw a pillow at him and scolded: "Ningxia, you bastard!!"

Ning Xia nodded, "I know I'm an asshole."

The teacher's eyes were red, "What's the use of asking this now? Yes, I have you in my heart now, but now you see that he treats me very well and loves me very much, that's enough."

Indeed enough, maybe she doesn't love her husband, but he loves her and is willing to treat her well, so she is willing to try to love him, even if she still has Ningxia in her heart, if an unforgettable love is really so easy to forget It's not love anymore, Ning Xia also understands this.

In reality, couples get married more or less because of love, but when the conditions are right, they are together, and what binds them together later is the gradual evolution of family affection.

That's fine.

Ning Xia originally thought that she should let it go, but at this moment she was still a little jealous of the person who got the teacher, "I was the one who let you down!"

She admits.

The teacher smiled and shook his head, "I am very grateful... Thank you for giving me this vigorous love. Maybe I will not feel that way in the future, but I still thank you, because that kind of experience is really good."

Ning Xia didn't know what to say, and said hesitantly, "Then, I wish you happiness in the future."

The teacher nodded, "You too."

After the teacher finished speaking and left, Ningxia also went home, but she couldn't forget it. She couldn't forget that relationship. If she couldn't forget it, she couldn't forget it.

In fact, she had a chance. Long after they separated, the teacher was still single, and she would have the urge to rush to her and say that we were together again, but in the end she retreated, and she lost the courage she had back then.

So we can only become passers-by with each other.

She has been single since then, and she has experienced the feeling of love, and she is unwilling to make do if she doesn't feel it, and live her own life!

until rebirth.

After being reborn, Ning Xia also went to find her teacher. She thought that this time it was a mature woman, and she would go after the teacher directly, so that she would not have the ups and downs before, and there would be no regrets later.

But her teacher is gone, there is no teacher in this world!

Unknowingly, tears fell down the line, and Ningxia finally choked up and said: "I finally lost you...I have looked for it! I have looked for it!...But this world is without you!!"

She admits she still can't let it go.

two lifetimes.

Ningxia woke up the next day feeling weak and heavy. She touched her forehead and said, "Go to the hospital."

Recalling her first love, recalling the fever, she is the only one who is really the best, or the script is poisonous, originally that thing was well hidden in her heart, as long as she didn't touch it, she could pretend not to touch it for the rest of her life, but last night she insisted Bitch remembers all those things.

Do not die!

Unexpectedly, her bad luck was more than that——

When the little nurse in the hospital gave her an infusion and an injection, she was afraid of the pain, and she finally passed the prelude of tying the belt and stroking the back of her hand with sweat, and the nurse who smoothed out the blood vessels on the back of her hand yelled to the people next to her in surprise: "Come on! This blood vessel is so good!!"

Then a nurse over there ran over and happily took Ning Xia's hand. Ning Xia felt cold in her heart, asshole!Wouldn't that be a rookie?Is she just experimenting with experience for novices? !

ah! ! ! ! [groundhog screams]

Then the novice got it wrong twice, and finally got it right. Ning Xia wiped the sweat from her palms, God knows how she endured the fear of getting a needle.

Fear of injections is something that even age and rebirth can't cure.

Ning Xia looked at the two needles with the sadness brought by the washed away memories, yes, she only has her poor hand in her heart now...

The author has something to say: Really, in reality, very few people get married for the sake of love. I had an equal conversation with one of my elders. She said that she and her husband were not together because of love, because the conditions were right. She had a child before Her boyfriend, she broke up rationally, because she knew that being together would not be good, and she would always accommodate him, that was not her anymore, although her heart hurt, but as she expected, she was doing well now.

I said that my parents didn't get together because of love, because my father chased after my mother because she was beautiful. The elders said, that's right.

I know that my grandparents were not together because of love, because there were a lot of ingredients at that time.

I don't believe in love myself, but I believe in the existence of love, emmm...it seems too rational.