The Grand Secret Love of a High-cold Scholar

Amnesia.

To be precise, he forgot some things that happened in his previous life.

The moment Jiang Lin saw Guan Yu's parents, a sharp pain arose in Jiang Lin's mind.

It even gave him the idea of ​​escaping.

This unscientific.

Once there is a guess, the same abnormalities in the past have become traceable.

Why did he subconsciously feel that he should know her aunt when he heard Guan Yu talk about his aunt, and why did he feel a suffocating pain in his heart when he saw Guan Yu's cousin.

He knew Guan Yu so well, how could he know nothing about his family.

After repeated testing at the boy's home, the teenager still has no impression of the other's parents, but his consciousness is telling him, you know.

You know it, but you forgot.

Jiang Lin leaned against the tree and closed his eyes.

He didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment.

Why would you forget?How did you forget it?

Even if he couldn't remember the root cause of this, he could still deduce that it must have something to do with Guan Yu.

The occurrence of this cannot be explained otherwise.

He remembered everything, but he couldn't remember Guan Yu's relatives.

What role did those relatives play in the previous life, and why did he want to escape?

In a short period of time, Jiang Lin rearranged his memories of his previous life.

Everything is clearly visible, except Guan Yu's cause of death.

he does not know.

However, it shouldn't be like this.

If it was him, even if he dug three feet into the ground, he would still have to find out the cause of Guan Yu's death.

Even if the murderer is brought to justice, this point will not be missed.

So could his amnesia be related to this incident?

Memory is like an airtight cover, wrapping Jiang Lin's whole body inside, making him unable to breathe.

He didn't know how he got home, or how he got through the day.

But at night, because of the sudden cognition, he suffered from long-term insomnia.

On the desk is an open book, and in his hand is a black gel pen.

These days, Jiang Lin has been preparing the books that Guan Yu should read in the next stage.

But there was nothing he could do tonight.

No, it can still be done.

The boy's pupils moved slightly, and he pointed the black gel pen in his hand at his wrist.

If the strength is greater, it can also cause damage to the body.

Physical pain lessens psychological torment.

Jiang Lin is self-loathing.

He couldn't forgive himself. He obviously had a chance to do it all over again, but he actually forgot the most important part.

What should I do?

Could this be God telling him that even if everything starts all over again, he cannot save Guanyu.

The opponent will always die.

Is that so?

The tip of the pen touched the skin, leaving a black ink dot.

But just when he wanted to go further, he thought of the boy's smiling face for no reason.

Guan Yu can always save him from fire and water so easily.

Holding the pen tightly in his hand, he did nothing in the end.

The boy's eyes turned red, and his face was no longer indifferent.

It was the same anxiety and unspeakable sadness as when I woke up from the nightmare last night.

Suddenly, as if he had thought of something, he took out his cell phone and made a call regardless of the night being late at night.

The bell rang many times in the silent room.

Jiang Lin seemed to be a thin thread that was pulled tightly, and if the other party didn't answer the phone, it would break at any time.

Fortunately, when the ringtone was repeated for the third time, someone on the other side finally answered it.

There was a little haste in his voice, and it was an emotion that he never had before, which surprised the person who answered the phone for a moment.

But out of professionalism, that person didn't show it.

"Is everyone in the Zhou family locked up?"

The first sentence of the opening, without any foreshadowing.

When he was in the capital before, Jiang Lin asked someone to investigate the Zhou family, and later learned that the Zhou family and the Wei family had a long history of grievances, so he asked some people to guard the Zhou family.

The lost memory can't come back in a short time, he can only hold all the dangers in his own hands as much as possible.

In fact, the best way is to let the four major families repeat the mistakes of their previous lives.

But it's not enough now, he hasn't gathered the strength to confront them head-on.

So you have to wait, another two years.

Jiang Lin was trying to convince himself while calmly conveying the latest order to the person opposite.

After the matter was explained, the phone was hung up.

But from that day on, he never had a full night's sleep.

Sometimes I opened my eyes in bed until dawn, and sometimes I finally fell asleep and was awakened by a nightmare.

Probably too much self-blame, so even the dream is the same.

There is no way to hurt your body, so you use this method to torture yourself over and over again.

During the winter vacation, Guanyu has a fixed study time every day, and when this time comes, the boy will make a video call.

Asking questions or not, in the end it seemed to be a ritual of its own.

Most of the time, both of them are doing unrelated things.

If Guan Yu encountered any problems, he would ask aloud.

Therefore, the boy's wrongdoing was quickly discovered by the other party.

His condition was so bad that he even lost his mind several times when he was giving Guan Yu a lecture.

This shouldn't be something a bully would do.

Looking at his face again, he didn't know what he had experienced, and he became very haggard.

"Xueba, are you too busy recently? I think you look haggard."

Jiang Lin's condition was getting worse day by day, which forced Guan Yu to ask.

He was worried about what happened to the other party, but he held back in his heart and had no one to say.

The voice came from the mobile phone, and the reality was somewhat illusory.

For a moment, Jiang Lin completely denied the world.

He wondered if he had turned into a vegetable when the plane crashed, and everything he experienced now was just his own imagination.

But hearing Guan Yu's question, Jiang Lin still subconsciously wanted to hide his true emotions.

He never wants to make the other party worry, even if it's all fake.

But when he looked up and saw the worried face, all the pretense began to fall apart.

Powerlessness spread from every cell in his body, and he was suddenly at a loss for words of explanation.

"Did you encounter something unhappy? If there is any problem, you can tell me."

The boy must not know how fragile his current expression looks.

Guan Yu had never seen the other party like this before. He picked up the phone anxiously, and his exquisite facial features instantly magnified a lot.

"Nothing, it's just that there are more things in the company recently."

Jiang Lin moved his lips, his voice was exhausted, obviously he was not going to tell the other party the truth of the matter.

The boy realized this and didn't force it. Since Xueba doesn't say anything, he must have the other party's consideration.

Therefore, he did not continue to read, but grabbed his mobile phone and chatted with Jiang Lin about many other things.

He didn't know how to comfort Jiang Lin, so he started telling stories.

The most talked about is about himself, from how he cried and didn't want to go to school when he was a child, how he met Kang Min, how he became friends with him, and what interesting things happened during the period.

No reservations.

Even though he already knew these stories, hearing Guan Yu tell them with his own ears gave him a different feeling.

The tense nerves were temporarily relieved.

"What if you knew something bad was going to happen, but forgot what it was?"

In the middle of the speech, the boy suddenly asked such a question that made people puzzled.

But Guan Yu didn't think too much, he just replied according to his own thinking logic: "Although I forgot what this thing is, I know it will happen, so just take precautions before it happens."

It's okay to prevent problems before they happen.

The truth couldn't be simpler, perhaps because of the different people who said it, so Jiang Lin didn't feel a sense of enlightenment until now.

Guan Yu was still in front of him, and he still had a long time to prepare.

Most importantly, many things have changed in this life.

For example, his situation in Anyang Middle School, such as his relationship with Guan Yu.

Not the same.

Everything is different from the previous life.

In this life, he will always be by his side and protect him.

So what are you afraid of?

He was never that type of person.

It's just because the object is Guan Yu that he is called in chaos.

So after hearing the boy's answer, the fragility on the boy's face finally dissipated, and he returned to his previous appearance.

He even smiled at the person on the other end of the video.

"I see."

Jiang Lin's smile was a flash of surprise.

Even though he looked a little haggard, he still didn't hide his original color.

Under such a backdrop, it seems that the young man has a kind of sick beauty.

As for what he knew, Guan Yu didn't know, and didn't ask again.

Anyway, it's good to be a good student.

In the next few days, the two still maintained daily video calls, and Jiang Lin's complexion began to return to normal at a speed visible to the naked eye.

A few days before the new year, Guan Yu's family went on vacation.

Before leaving, Guan Yu made a special phone call to Jiang Lin, saying that he would spare time to watch the competition questions outside, but he would not video chat with the other party.

Because they are going to a lot of countries this time, and some of them have time difference with China, so it is not very convenient to make calls.

After talking about this, Guan Yu asked the boy if there was anything he needed, and he could bring it back with him.

The voice from the microphone was a little excited.

At first, Jiang Lin wanted to say that there was nothing he wanted, but when the words came to his lips, it became "bring me a key pendant."

There are never any extra decorations on his keys, even if he wants a pendant, he can buy it in China.

But Guan Yu still agreed, "Okay, I will give it to you when I get back."

"Well, enjoy your trip, then."

have a nice trip.

Please think of me once in a while if you can.

What follows is what cannot be said.

Holding the mobile phone, Jiang Lin silently spoke to the microphone.