Army stab

It was just when the sun was about to rise, the two of them nestled in the car, neither of them spoke anymore, Ye Jue could almost hear Xiao Bai's breathing, steady and low, he even counted silently in his heart, one, two, three Down... While counting like this, he narrowed his eyes slightly, looked at the front window, and stared at the horizon that was slowly brightening.

The morning sun in the northeast comes earlier and softer than the sharp blade base in the deep mountains. There is no cold wind roaring through the mountain stream, and there are no rocks standing upright that do not want to be smoothed. The sunlight melted all the buildings, trees, and vehicles on the roadside into a layer of rough edges, just like the blurred interface of Ye Jue's first game in college because the resolution was too low.

"Heh..." There was a sudden smile, like a pebble thrown into a calm pond, disturbing the calm air, Xiao Bai didn't move when he heard the sound, he just asked softly: "What's wrong? "

"No... I suddenly remembered something," Ye Jue took another breath, pulled off the mirror on the car, tugged at the collar, and smoothed his hair. There is a big class spent in liberal arts colleges. Before going out, he has to make himself look like a dog in the mirror of the dormitory door. To this day, he can't figure out how long he has not done such an action. There is a very strange feeling.

I really don’t seem to remember how long it’s been, I’ve never been so tossed about, and I’ve never heard a buddy in the dormitory whistle at me again, teasing me: “I’m going, Ye Zi, you’re fucking going to pick up girls again.” .

Time really flies too fast, from graduating and leaving school to go to the fifth company where birds don’t lay eggs, to now sitting in this car with the captain, everything, what happened, what I heard All the scolding, hesitation, bewilderment, anger, and uneasiness in the past seem to have been hammered by an invisible hand with a big hammer, almost viciously, and turned into some frozen pieces of paper. s things.And the memories stay on these pieces of paper, firmly nailed in his mind, sometimes like being blown by a strong wind, tumbling madly in his mind, he is forced to look at those who want to remember, or want to remember. Forgotten things, over and over again, there is no place to escape, everything about him is like being exposed on a vast wilderness, he once tried to escape, or wanted to wrap himself up, at that time, it can be said that The most helpless and painful memory of my life.

And who took him back then, and stood quietly with him in such a wasteland, letting everything around him be these things, letting the smell of the air be stained with blood and rust.

Who is that?

Forcing myself to open my eyes, even the corners of my eyes will bleed, forcing myself to continue walking, even if I take a wrong step, it will be an abyss.

Who is that?

From the very beginning, he resisted those names with crime and blood on himself, but exposed his weakest and most fragile back to himself.

Ye Jue is sitting in the car like this now, still looking at the mirror in front of him, under the dim light, he can clearly see the shadow of his hair on his forehead, and when he turns his eyes, he can see that he is nestled in the driver's seat, not moving. the one who passed.

"Hey, captain." Clearing his throat, Ye Jue put the mirror back, sideways pulled away the hat that had been on Xiao Bai's forehead, and then he saw a pair of eyes, black and white, the extreme black seemed to hide Something that flows in the dark night.There used to be contempt in those eyes that made him want to challenge, there was desire that made him want to move, under rare and allowed circumstances, there were so many entanglements and anxiety, and every time that happened, Ye Jue felt the pain in his heart Like being pierced quickly and mercilessly by a bullet.

But now, those eyes are like stars filled the sky, bright and intoxicating, and there seem to be some shadows of memories flickering in them, and it allows him to see himself clearly, and see the ambiguity hidden in his eyes.

Ye Jue's topic was momentarily caught in such gazes, lost in what he wanted to say.

So the next thing is to act, Ye Jue turned sideways, the seat under him made a sound that seemed to be made when he was doing something, Xiao Bai was still sitting like that, but there was a little smile on the corner of his mouth, then It is the pampering that is not allowed in the base and the teasing that wants to light the fire.

Although he thought of a lot of unsuitable scenes, Ye Jue's movements were not so intense. Rather than a kiss, it was more like a simple kiss. He slowly and persistently used his lips to trace every inch of Xiao Bai's face, delicately. The land looks like it's going to be explored or something.

It was rare that Xiao Bai didn't turn his back on the customer. He let Ye Jue shrink in front of him like a small animal. He even adjusted his posture as much as possible to make Ye Jue more comfortable. After all, this car was too much for them. small.

In the end, Ye Jue rubbed against Xiao Bai's with the tip of his nose, the surrounding space seemed to be filled with Xiao Bai's scorching breath, a strand of hair made him feel a little itchy, finally he raised his head, facing Xiao Bai's pair of eyes again. Extreme black and white eyes.

At this time, the sun had completely risen, and the moment it leaped out of the horizon, under the golden red sunlight, Ye Jue's smile was warm and beautiful, he had faded away from the iron and blood killing when he was on the mission, and he was no longer in the base to block people's eyes and ears Carefully, he returned to the purest Ye Jue himself.

The memory overlapped with Ye Jue when he left the suicide note for the first time. At that time, he still had the footprints of his own kicks on his back, and he was shaking the paper in his hand. Look, captain, why don't I just write it to you."

His heartbeat seemed to stop at this moment, Xiao Bai almost had the urge to hold that smile and hold it in his hands for the rest of his life, he felt that he could probably guess what Ye Jue wanted to say just now.

It's been such a long time, so many things, these bloody complicated and crazy emotions, many things that I used to never think about, have happened now, fortunately, they have all happened now.

And Ye Jue, the only person who belongs to him, is here now, which is very good, Xiao Bai thought so, his thoughts were rarely a little messy, he just quietly looked at Ye Jue, and printed another scorching hot spot on his forehead. kiss.

The silence in the car was quickly broken by the exaggerated engine sound of a luxury car passing by, Ye Jue suddenly curled his lips and said: "What a fucking rich man," and then quickly laughed again, with a little Childish and a bit evil, he said: "However, when I was young, sir, I also fantasized that I was a rich second generation, but I was really too young at that time, captain, you know, let me think of my former self now, I It’s kind of hard to believe.”

"It's hard to believe what?" Xiao Bai raised his eyebrows and smiled.

"Is it hard to believe?" Ye Jue turned his neck, moved his numb legs twice, then turned sideways, looked at Xiao Bai, pressed his right hand on his shoulder "here", and then pressed it again. The seat of my heart "There is still, here", the voice is low as if he is muttering to himself, but his eyes are extremely firm.

Xiao Bai also stretched out his hand, and pressed it on the back of Ye Jue's hand. He knew that there was a reassuring heartbeat hidden there, then he grabbed his hand, solemnly pulled it to his mouth, and kissed again.

So, Ye Jue blushed in disappointment, and said after two seconds: "Captain, it's time to find Guan Zhong, that guy must never have thought that we would come today."

After saying this, Ye Jue started the car with a very handsome gesture, tilted his head and raised his eyebrows as well, as if he was about to go on a mission, and whispered: "Let's go."

Xiao Bai smiled at him, and then the obtained car almost disappeared, leaving two rows of tire marks on the ground.

Guan Zhong’s family is in an old local community, huddled in the center of the old city, surrounded by a mess, even a seasoned captain like Captain Xiao, who was disturbed by the broken sheds, clothes racks, and even children’s beds that sprang up from time to time. very irritable.

When it finally arrived at the gate of Guan Zhong's house, it was already almost eight o'clock. Xiao Bai looked at the breakfast stalls and grocery shopping stalls that blocked the gate, feeling a little helpless.

In the end, the two of them decided to park the car outside. It was a big deal to get a ticket. When they returned to the army, they tried to get Sinan to reimburse him.

The voices of Northeast people can be heard all over the ears, and the old men and women who wake up early in the morning are bargaining in front of the small vendors with high spirits.

"Is it cold?" Xiao Bai's voice was a little worried. Ever since he came back from country E, he has been worried about Ye Jue's body from time to time, because he has clearly seen every wound on that person's body, and he has also seen the medicine. terrible effect.

"It's okay, this coldness is nothing, it's much better than the old men," Ye Jue winked, pushed Xiao Bai to leave quickly.

"Fuck you, do you have the guts to say it again?! Don't pay back the money?" Suddenly there was a line that sounded like a line that often appeared in low-quality Hong Kong movies in the past. Guan Zhong, whom I hadn't seen for a long time, came out of nowhere, his eyes were wide open, bloodshot red, and around ten people surrounded him, and those people didn't belong to this community at first glance.