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I ran across the red track, lost my right shoe, picked it up and put it on again, and shouted while jumping, "I know! I know it all!"

"Since I was a child, I have no relationship with my family members. I was very grateful that God gave me an older brother. Later, he also left. After that, as long as someone approached me and showed enthusiasm and kindness to me, I would live in the loss all the time. Anxiety. That day outside the bar, I saw you comforting others, and completely forgot the agreement with me, and the anxiety came again... Since I joined the team, I haven’t talked so much with anyone except you, and we have dinner together , take a walk together. I’ve been watching your games since before I joined the team, fantasizing about becoming an opponent with you, I seem to have a natural affection for you, and your actions have been deepening this affection.”

Walking into the athlete's passage, I could still hear Ling Xiao's voice. I stopped in the bright and deserted passage, and couldn't believe what I heard.He said he watched my game before joining the team...

"The deeper this affection, the deeper I know you, the more this anxiety becomes heavier. You are completely different from me. You live a sunny and wanton life. You have so many friends. It is easy for people who are not your friends Attracted to you, to be your friend, I don't know if you realize it, but I've always been jealous.

"I really want to alienate you, but every time you come to me, I will compromise again. I don't know why it is very difficult to reject you. Later, I said to myself, just be friends with him, and don't take another step forward. But You don't want to just be friends. At that time in the bar bathroom, I didn't dare to let you say that sentence, not only because I was afraid that what happened to my brother would happen to you and me, but also because if you were just friends, you would have to face It's just a jealous friend, not a lover who will wantonly hurt you. I had already thought about it, and I told you that Li Xin and I were dating. I tried to tell you this several times, but every time Seeing your lost look, I can't speak.

"I had to push you away in the end because I wanted to do something that if you knew, you would definitely hate me. That was the first time I realized that everyone around you, He Qi, Gao Dapeng, Yin Taiyi, Tian Ai, Director Hu, everyone is better than me, I hope you will be with them and live in the sunshine forever. Stay away from everyone who makes you uncomfortable, including me."

I am running in the long white corridor, please don't say such frustrating words, when I find you, I will give you a bear hug and you will be honest!

"I'm afraid that the only way I can accept you is to tie you by my side. If one day I see you being intimate with others, I may not say anything, but I will alienate you, indifferent to you, cold and violent like this No one in this world is more proficient than me. Don't you really fear me like this?"

You've said it all, so what's there to be afraid of?I can't even say that I still wet the bed when I was in elementary school!You have this impregnable courage (skin), what else can we do? !

I finally came to the broadcasting room, and pushed open the door anxiously and excitedly——

The long kendo stretched out in front of my eyes, and I saw that young man in white fencing uniform was Ling Xiao when he was 15 years old.He was standing on the kendo waiting for me, and I walked over. He was motionless, as steady as a mountain, as tall as a poplar, and all his expressions were perfectly hidden behind the black mask.I stepped forward and took off his mask with both hands. He was a tall and pure boy like a snow mountain, and there were a few faint freckles on his cheeks that I was familiar with. His eyes hesitated and dodged.

I said: "Ling Xiao, this is the first time we met. I am Qiao Mai. I came to tell you that I am willing to be tied by your side. When you grow up, you must remember me and remember to tie me by your side."

Then both of us will be happy.

When I opened my eyes, white light shone softly, and in my blurry vision, a figure was sitting beside my bed, wearing a white sweater, looking down at me.I have never felt so beautiful and full of joy when I opened my eyes.

The figure approached me, and the face slowly filtered out of the white light was as handsome as a god: "I heard that someone wants me to tie him by my side."

All five senses became clear, the smell of disinfectant on the sheets of the hospital bed, and the "tick" sound from the bedside monitor all told me conclusively that what I saw this time was not a hallucination.

I once imagined the scene of Ling Xiao returning to the team one day, when Lao Hu suddenly stopped during our training, we turned around and saw him standing at the gate with luggage, or when I accompanied Granny Zhao to feed the stray cats, I saw him Sitting under a tree with the cats...

There are thousands of words now, but in the end there is only one sentence like "Good morning": "You are back."

Since I was a child, I couldn't bear the crying and emotional scenes, "don't run over, wait for me to run over", it's fine like this, as if he just came back from the sky with his sword.

Ling Xiao smiled: "So you can still talk in your sleep."

I don't remember what I said, I just remember that I seemed to be drowning and had a long, long dream.

"You've been drowning for too long, and you've been in a coma all night, I thought..."

Seeing his solemn expression, I quickly interrupted him: "It's okay, I just had a sudden cramp, isn't it better now? By the way," I sat up a little, and Ling Xiao got up to help me raise the bed, "I'm going to Acting captain, but you are back, the captain's armband is still yours~"

"Well," he poured a glass of water for me, "It's good for you to be the captain's wife."

I almost choked on water.

Ling Xiao looked at me but smiled silently.

I thought of that letter, and my mind was full of "YES", but I was afraid of what might happen, so I asked jokingly: "The letter...isn't it written by someone else?"

"You saw it."

"..."

"I wrote that letter for two days."

God knows I was almost insanely disappointed!I looked at this man with a fit of laughter and found that he seemed to be a little wronged. I couldn't help imagining the picture of the domineering president riding a bicycle lying on the desk, racking his brains to think of words, but now he can be funny casually, as AI, the learning speed is off!

It's fine if he comes back, nothing else matters, I just care about that a little bit: "Your dad... is it done?"

"more or less."

"What does almost mean?"

"I haven't spoken to him for many years, and I just want to have a serious talk. I told him that I fell in love with the same sex. He said to give me time to think clearly. I stay in the military area. He comes to see him every month. I once asked if I had thought it through." Ling Xiao said, "The last time he came to me and asked me to marry him, I refused."

The cold war and see-saw of the past year are just a few words in his mouth, but I know that Ling Xiao and his father are firm and cold people to the bone, and there is no room for persuasion or being persuasion between the two of them , Some are just surrender and compromise of will.

"And then?" I asked.

"Then he didn't say anything and let me go." Ling Xiao looked at me, "Because I said, I can wait, because I know that person will wait with me, and we will still be together in the end, even if we are seven or eighty, You can delay it, but you can't prevent it from happening."

The way he looked at me was full of trust, and I couldn't help but wonder what kind of Ling Xiao's father saw at that time.He should be able to see how Ling Xiao will fulfill his promise. The Cold War and the isolated and helpless environment for nearly a year have not made him surrender. He is not rebellious, rebellious, or impulsive, but he is always sober, restrained, and calm.As a father, the so-called family style and inheritance that he has to maintain are already facing a losing end. If he does not compromise with Ling Xiao, then in the next few decades, he will wait for this losing ending to come with death. Or he could let it come quickly, free from the torture of waiting.

I can't describe my mood at the moment, this person is always switching between a male psychopath and a male god, sometimes it makes me want to throw the guitar on his forehead, and sometimes it makes me want to kneel at his feet.I vaguely recalled the scene in my dream, thanking my parents for deciding to give birth to me, thanking Yagilev who let me pick up the sword, thanking the kind man who picked me up, my nose was sore, and my eyes became hot .

"Ling Xiao, I had a dream in which you asked me if I was afraid of you."

"Are you afraid of it?"

"I won't chase you if I'm afraid of you." I just like how you dare to clean up when you are serious!

"Qiao Mai, I won't tie you by my side." He leaned towards me, with his hands resting on the side of the bed, which made him look at me from a slightly upward angle, which made me feel like an electric shock shudder.

"At that time in the alley, you saw me coming back, and I found you crying. On the podium, I thought you were crying for me too, and now you don't need to hold back your tears." He stared into my eyes , as if thinking about research, "I found that although you smile at everyone, it seems that you only cry for me. When you cry for me, I believe that you are mine alone, and no one needs to be tied. When you can’t take it with you.”

It is said that a woman's tears are the strongest weapon. I really didn't expect the president of the bicycle to adopt this trick, but it is a little embarrassing for the world champion... But if he likes it, what does it matter?

"Okay," I readily agreed, looked outside the door, and said in a low voice, "I will only cry for you in the future!"

He straightened up, then suddenly bent down towards me.

My lips are still a little dry, this is not a delicious kiss, but it makes my heart jump upside down.

"You haven't answered me yet, is it YES or NO?"

I was actually a little hesitant, because the idea of ​​changing him to chase me seemed very attractive, but "we will be together immediately, not even a day."