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The second thing I want to tell you is that I may not be what you imagined at all. I am not just withdrawn, not just afraid of love. There are countless shortcomings and dark sides in me. I am afraid there is no worst, only worse bad.On the day I come back, I will confess all my secrets to you. At that time, please reconsider whether you want me as a family member. If the answer is YES, we will be together, and there will be no more delays. If the answer is NO, then let me chase you this time.

I hope you understand what I have done, because on that day, you can do whatever you want. If you want to win the world championship, you can win the world championship. If you want to come out, I will come out with you. If you want to get married, we can go to the Netherlands. Husband, I will call you wife, we can spend a lifetime in love, a lifetime of fencing, and we no longer have to make choices.

Wait for me obediently.

The letter is a bit short, and I have tried my best to make it a bit nasty, so don't be disgusted.

Finally, Sealwithakiss. (I remember you like their songs, let's listen to them together some other day.)

Ling Xiao

XX, XX, 20XX

I read this letter over and over many times, and finally memorized it. I didn't know that Ling Xiao was so good at writing love letters. I wondered if he hired a ghostwriter!

I want to tell him right now, I know what you want to tell me, I know you can't be worse, the answer is YES! YES! YES!Say important words three times!I changed all the online signatures to "YES!" As if it wasn't enough, I swiped a YES on the window, as if this way he could see it.

Alas, fortunately, I am handsome, if I don't do these stupid things, sooner or later I will become the number two concubine.I fell out of the window and collapsed on the bed, looking at the ceiling in anticipation.

But when he calmed down, he had to think, where is he? Why can he only contact me by ordinary mail, without even leaving an address on the letter?Reminiscent of his powerful, ruthless and authoritarian father, all kinds of creepy speculations flashed in my mind, thinking that he might really come out to his family, and then be under house arrest, or even be sent by his father to the Nansha Islands to guard the frontier up...

I asked Lao Hu Lingxiao's address, and Lao Hu said that the address on his ID card was still the university he graduated from.Lao Qi advised me: "Don't look it up, if you can't find it, even if you know it, it must be the place where the cadres of the military region live. You think it's Zishan base, you just go in if you want to climb over the wall?"

There is really no way, I can only believe that the team's grass-handsman is invincible and lives with his fingers.

Unknowingly, half a year has passed, and there is still no news from Ling Xiao. I get up every day to check my mailbox, which is full of advertising leaflets, and there is no copybook waiting for Ling Xiao.

Fast forward to the end of the year, and Aunt Tian came back from the United States. For such a long time, except for a congratulatory phone call to me during the Olympics, the rest of the time seemed to have evaporated.Seeing the handsome foreign devil next to her at the airport, I thought to myself, I really forgot my nephew!Auntie Tian lied to me that her boyfriend’s name was Anke? Depu, and let me just call him Anke. I just kept calling him “Uncle” for days like this… Depu is as black-bellied as Auntie Tian, ​​and Aunt Chong Tian is so spoiled, she actually let me call him the older generation!

On Christmas Eve, Auntie Tian asked me to go out alone to catch up on the old days. I found a small bar with a lot of atmosphere. I asked why I didn’t call Uncle Depu. Auntie Tian said that she came for the singer in the bar. Uncle Depu I won't be happy to see it.The resident singer was a little handsome, and he was singing an English song. No one spoke too loudly, and I was the only one drinking orange juice in the whole bar.

Aunt Tian and I chatted for a while about Uncle Depp chasing her, and suddenly remembered something: "By the way, I met Ling Xiao at the fencing club in New York last year."

I was surprised: "Why didn't you tell me such an important thing?!"

"It's so early, you were still in training at that time." Aunt Tian said, rubbing her chest, "He even took the initiative to invite me to drink tea, I was so scared that I thought he was going to chase me! It seemed that he wanted to talk to me, he asked It told me a lot about your childhood, it seems that I really want to know what you look like~"

I had an ominous premonition in my heart: "What did you say?"

"Of course I said everything. I said that you were learning fencing for the first time in the Children's Palace. I was so bruised and swollen. I lied to you that I was in the entry class like you. It depressed you for several days. Then you decided A man can bend and stretch, so he came to worship me as a teacher, I was the one who asked you to call me Aunt Tian hahaha..." Aunt Tian propped her chin, her face full of nostalgia, "I didn't expect you to be an Olympic champion now, but it's okay Well, I'm still your aunt~"

I was depressed: "You don't even know how to say something nice!"

"I said it. I knew you liked him when I came to Zishan to see you that day. I said you used to be a gay guy because you played with straight men and straight women. You never got the hang of it. It's the first time you like him." A person must have made a lot of jokes, I asked him to understand you more, after all, you are the kind of person who can do without face for the purpose!"

Tian Ai, did you do it on purpose?

"I also said that you used to be a very lazy person. You were late for school every day, and you took care of cleaning the classroom. It was the same when you were learning swords. After getting acquainted with Ling Xiao, you actually ran in the morning and practiced for yourself, I thank Ling Xiao for you, and saved a young man who had stumbled."

I can't stand it anymore, what about my advantages!Do you even say one? !

"Advantages? Your elementary school head teacher praised you for never wasting food. Does it count if you eat all the bowls clean?"

"..."

Just in time, the handsome male singer finished singing a song, looked down at the playlist handed over, nodded to the pianist, and picked up the acoustic guitar.

The chords of the guitar were plucked one after another, dispersing the voice of Aunt Tian's broken thoughts, and the familiar prelude melody suddenly stirred my thumping heart.

the brightest star in the night sky

Can you hear

the one who looks up

Loneliness and sigh

the brightest star in the night sky

can you remember

traveled with me

figure lost in the wind

I pray to have a transparent heart

and tearful eyes

give me the courage to believe again

Over the lie to hug you

Whenever I can't find the meaning of existence

whenever i get lost in the dark

the brightest star in the night sky

please guide me close to you

the brightest star in the night sky

do you know

The figure who walked with me

where are you now

the brightest star in the night sky

Do you care

is waiting for the sun to rise

or accident comes first

I'd rather all the pain stay in my heart

I don't want to forget your eyes

give me the courage to believe again

Over the lie to hug you

Whenever I can't find the meaning of existence

whenever i get lost in the dark

the brightest star in the night sky

please light my way

Listening to this song now, it feels like a lifetime away, as if I have returned to the back mountain of Zishan Base. At that time, I was also like now, full of expectations, waiting for the person who will come to see me who does not know when.

"It's a good song," I said, "with taste."

Aunt Tian drank a cocktail and said, "Your aunt, I ordered it. That day when Ling Xiao invited me to drink tea, a Chinese boy came over with a guitar in his arms and asked if he wanted to order a song. Ling Xiao ordered this one. You The male god ordered it, and I will order it for you too... Hey, nephew..."

I put my face into the shadows: "It's okay, I choked on it."

"Yes," Aunt Tian said softly, "Orange juice is choking."

Over the past year, spring has arrived, and it’s time to prepare for the World Championships. I have recovered from the days of eating and waiting to die, and I have started daily exercise, waiting for the call of the national team at any time.

When Lao Hu called, I was bathing Ling Xiaoer and the big yellow cat in the bathroom. As soon as I got out of the bathroom, the big yellow cat was about to slip out of the door with its back legs. I turned around and shouted: "Ling Xiaoer! If it comes out You also have nothing to eat tonight!"

The black cat emerged from the bathtub full of bubbles with a cold face, and a fierce tiger came out of the slaughterhouse. Two seconds later, the big yellow cat was cut down on the ground in admiration.

Lao Hu notified me of the time of the first training camp, and I asked him: "What about the captain? Can he participate?"

Lao Hu sighed and said that it might not be easy.

I don't understand: "Isn't it just an underground game? He hasn't played anymore, and he terminated the contract on his own initiative. What do the people above think? Even if he takes banned drugs, he is only banned for one year. Keep it closed—"

Before I finished speaking, I reacted first, isn't that the case?What fantasies do I still have about his father? !

Lao Hu didn't say much: "In short, I will fight again. The Sword Association and the General Administration are not completely without opportunities. In the past two years, the officers have also changed their blood."

It is really not easy to think about Lao Hu. An athlete who used to be as silly and sweet as me, now has to mix in so many unfamiliar fields, socialize, and "activities".The other day I saw him looking in the mirror, trying hard to hold back that little beer belly, but I even snickered at him... It’s really not a thing, I quietly shaved myself, and before I hung up the phone, I called to Lao Hu and frowned. Said: "Thank you, Director Hu".

"My responsibility is to protect you, there is nothing to thank."

Old Hu hung up the phone coolly.The team leader is like this, and he will stand up to the sky when the sky falls, probably because Lao Hu is an athlete. No matter how big his beer belly becomes in the future, he will always stand by our side.

As for the Sword Association and the General Administration of Sports, I suddenly thought, maybe not all of them are bureaucrats, and some of them are also athletes?

Ling Xiao's father may