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Afterwards I asked him why he did it, and he said...he had nothing in return. "

The sentence "Nothing in return" came out of Li Rui's mouth, as if it weighed a thousand catties.He must have thought of He Ming's words in countless midnight dreams, with firm love and boundless tolerance.Ling Xiao's elder brother, who I only saw in the video, who looks so gentle, turned out to have such passionate and firm moments.

Li Rui let out a long breath: "As you said, we have nothing after this, no financial support from our family, and being forced to a dead end by our family. We have nothing but each other. In that situation, you can't help asking Myself, is this really worth it? He Ming is different from me. He has been a top student since he was a child. The future is boundless..."

With a rustle on the grass, Ling Xiao'er came out of the cat house and spun around Li Rui's feet affectionately. He looked down at the black cat covered with clouds and snow. I think they knew each other from a very early age. Yes, but he didn't touch it.

"If that day in the fencing gym, I didn't have an excuse that I forgot to bring my umbrella and took the initiative to talk to him, but just looked at him from such a distance, just kept watching and didn't speak, how good it would be..."

If it were me, I would think the same way, and I would want to give him back all the things that should belong to him.

What would He Ming's life be like if he hadn't met Li Rui?I should see him in the Olympics and World Championships, see the five-star red flag rising above his head, he will climb that mountain, and see a more beautiful scenery than when he met Li Rui.Not only He Ming, Ling Xiao's life will also be rewritten, will he not be as cold and withdrawn as he is now, will he have a chance, he will take me to meet the living He Ming, let's chat together, talk about fencing, talk about the future...

"The idea of ​​breaking up with him is getting stronger every day. After breaking up, he will lose only me, but he will have everything again." Li Rui said, "I can't resist this idea more and more. I can no longer give him the most complete I can only strive to give him a better life than the present... But I know that He Ming will not agree to break up with me, and I have no way to mention these two words in front of him. Every time I see him, After playing the underground game, he was full of scars. He went to the bar to work part-time and came back exhausted. He had to participate in the team's training on time. He was so sleepy that he fell asleep every day, but no matter how sleepy or tired he was, he would talk to me for a while Words... I know he is afraid that I will despair."

I heard a slightly choked sound, and I couldn't bear to look, so I could only lower my head, and there was something dripping on the ground, leaving faint traces like raindrops.

Because of family reasons, Li Rui repeatedly hit the wall when looking for a job or part-time job. Sometimes he was fired within a week after he did a good job. One day when he was suddenly fired, he secretly followed He Ming to watch him train. Taking turns working part-time in a bar, playing underground competitions, reading books in the car and subway to prepare for the exam, so as to win a full scholarship, and then use the money from playing underground competitions and part-time jobs to pay for training fees and Li Rui’s college tuition. It’s not worth it at all. My love, living so seriously and shining brightly, seeing He Ming like this, I can understand Li Rui, but in the end I can't say anything.

I didn't expect Li Rui to have such a past, it sounds so horrible and stupid, I used to look forward to his maturity and strength, but that's because he met such a He Ming, from now on he won't cry easily , facing everything calmly.

"So you just said hello and left without calling?"

"For this kind of thing, is it possible to leave after saying hello?" Li Rui smiled wryly, "He Ming is not a person who will stalk, and if I complete the marriage according to the family's arrangement, he will retreat in spite of the difficulties. It doesn’t matter if I am a cheater or a liar, as long as he gives up on me. It may take some time, but he will never be depressed because of my departure, he is a real strong man.”

Li Rui has an inescapable responsibility for He Ming's death, but it was just an accident.He loves him.

"Did you ever think he'd come to you?" I asked.

"If you think about it, maybe there won't be so many later..."

"I heard that he died in a car accident, or in the middle of the night. Is it really just an accident?" Although it is inhumane to sprinkle salt on his wound at this time, since I want to find out the truth, I can't be vague.

"I didn't know anything about his coming to the United States. I didn't know until he had a car accident and was about to send his body back to China. At that time, He Ming had been in New York for half a month, but he hadn't seen me. It's my wife." Li Rui's tone became much colder, "Last year she told me that the reason why He Ming went out so late that day was because she asked him to meet, but she herself didn't intend to go to the appointment. This secret she I have been guarding for many years, and finally I couldn’t stand the torment of my conscience. I cried and told me, asking for my forgiveness. What can I say? She didn’t have any malicious intentions. It was raining heavily and strong winds were blowing late at night, and she was just out of revenge for the little girl. Psychologically, I just want to make things difficult for He Ming."

How can you do this? ! "But for He Ming, that may be the only chance to see you!" That's why he went to the appointment at midnight and risked being tricked!

"If He Ming was still alive, he is such a gentle person, he would definitely not be willing to blame a girl. But the more I think of his gentleness, the more I hate why she did that! Later we agreed to divorce, she didn't say anything, she should I've also greeted my family, and the divorce went very smoothly this time." Li Rui raised the corners of his mouth sarcastically.

"Does Li Xin know about He Ming?"

Li Rui shook his head: "She doesn't know. Even if she knew, she probably just heard about such a person from my wife. She grew up in the United States, and my wife and I are sisters. I didn't mention He Ming in front of her. I don't want him to be treated differently after he dies, even if that person is my sister. I would rather he be a secret that belongs to me alone. "

Li Xin is really innocent, and I don't know where to start with so many thoughts in my heart: "Did you tell Ling Xiao about these things? He may have been blaming you for his brother's death."

"Shouldn't you blame me? I have nothing to say to Ling Xiao. He doesn't like me because he is kind-hearted. He should hate me." He said, his tone became lonely, "I really didn't expect him to be beating me. In the underground competition, He Ming loves this younger brother very much, and he also taught Ling Xiao fencing, they could have been the most enviable pair of brothers in the world..."

Li Rui, you are totally wrong.It's not that Ling Xiao doesn't like you, he really hates you!When you took He Ming away from him, he never liked you, but for the happiness of his brother, he can bear it and learn to accept it, as long as He Ming can get that precious love and have the one who will protect him for the rest of his life Lover, but after He Ming died, he got nothing, no one guarded him, he couldn't even keep anything, love, lover, dream, family... Of course Ling Xiao hated Li Rui.

But in any case, this hatred should not affect innocent people.

Li Rui never thought of explaining to Ling Xiao, and I don't think he could explain it.

"People are gone, what's the point of explaining? But I don't want the same thing to happen to Ling Xiao. He has no other friends. I am worried that he will go the wrong way. If someone can help him, I can only Thinking of you."

With a glimmer of hope, I went to the bar where Ling Xiao worked part-time. It stands to reason that Li Xin had already paid him such a high guiding fee, so he had no reason to go to the bar to work again.

I was a little surprised to find out that he was actually at the bar.

Ling Xiao looked up and saw me, and it seemed that he didn't intend to talk to me.The other side of the bar was full, and I was standing behind a drunk man. This man drank a lot, and I reckoned he was about to go to the toilet.After standing like this for a while, the uncle gave me an annoyed look, and left with his wine glass.

I sat down on the uncle's stool, and said to Ling Xiao: "Can you talk to me? I will pay you, and I won't let you work for nothing."

He didn't speak, just put down the towel, and was about to leave the bar, I grabbed his sleeve and put 300 yuan on the bar: "Is it enough?"

Ling Xiao pulled his wrist away: "Take it back."

The little waiter who passed by leaned over: "I don't know if Ling Xiao is enough, but I am sure enough, guest officer, let me chat with you~~ From poetry and songs to philosophy of life, you will be satisfied!"

"Thank you, the fat and water don't flow into other people's fields." I took the money back and added a few more to cover my living expenses for a month. "I'll just find him, is it enough?"

"Oh, guest officer, don't be like this, others think you want to sleep with him~"

"I can't sleep." I said, I couldn't even chat, and I couldn't afford to sleep. "How about it," I took out a stack of pink banknotes from the bank card and patted them on the bar counter. I chat, or I buy the whole bar for drinks."

Everyone in the bar cheered and applauded. It was rare that I, Qiao Mai, had such a money. I was a little embarrassed, and I pressed my hand to everyone, indicating that the horoscope has not been written yet, so don't be too happy.

The waiter brother took a look at my huge sum of money: "Our bar drinks are very dark. I took a quick look and you probably don't have enough."

"It's okay, if it's not enough, I'll go out to get it. There is an ATM at the door, which is very convenient."

I don't want to be so despicable, but if Ling Xiao doesn't use any tricks, how can Ling Xiao talk to me? Now I'm sure he won't be ruthless.

Ling Xiao gave the wine bottle in his hand to the person next to him, wiped his hands, took out his phone and looked at it: "5 minutes."

in the bar