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Running, now I don't dare to touch his bad luck anymore.Without me being a little follower back and forth all day long, Ling Xiao was back to being alone again. I looked at him from afar, like looking at a poplar in the field, and remembered that my former self dared to tease him. Thick-skinned, bold enough...

Another thing is that I agreed to Lao Hu's endorsement.Lao Hu is naturally very happy. Apart from training us day and night, he is busy with sponsorship and public relations.Old Hu is such a rough guy, and he still wants to be a public relations man. Occasionally, when I pass by his office, I see him tieing his tie and wiping his hair inside, which is really embarrassing for him.

When Lao Hu wants to go out to socialize, he will teach the team to the captain. Now it's my turn to be hurt. I stand in the middle of the team. When I return to the line, Ling Xiao will stand in front of me. If you don't want to look at him, then Where am I looking?I can't squint left and right.Fortunately, Ling Xiao is not like Lao Hu’s long-winded talk. After the basic assembly, he will talk about the training content in the morning, and it will be gone. He will not look at me. His eyes skillfully make circular movements with me as the center of the circle, which makes me relax. tone.

Two days passed in a flash, and it was a beautiful Saturday again. After dinner, Lao Qi asked me and Big Fatty if we would like to sneak out to play. In theory, we can’t leave the base on Saturday, but it’s a holiday tomorrow anyway. Lao Hu has been busy recently. When it comes to public relations, as long as you don't go out of your way, you usually turn a blind eye to it.

In the past two days, I was in a very depressed mood, so I agreed to go out with them over the wall and have a good time.

Lao Qi and Gao Dapang said that they wanted to go to the bar for a drink. I said to the two national team athletes, what kind of wine should they drink?Gao Dapang asked Lao Qi very innocently, Brother Qi, can we make a compromise and go to the bar to drink Red Bull?

But I didn't expect that the bar that Lao Qi took us to was the one where Ling Xiao worked part-time.When I approached the door, I hurriedly stopped them: "Hey Lao Qi, have you ever been to this bar?"

"No, but I have a netizen who works here, come and take care of his business!"

After that, I was about to go inside. I was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot. He never told anyone about Ling Xiao's working in the bar. They are all violations, and they definitely don't want to be known by the team.I was quick to get wise: "This bar is gay! Old Qi, are you sure that netizen is not interested in you?"

Lao Qi was taken aback by me, stepped halfway in and retracted his foot, Gao Dapang also said in surprise: "Really? But I heard that there are quite a lot of gays in this area..."

I didn't hesitate to vouch for my identity as a gay guy, so I successfully coaxed these two away. Before I left, I glanced at the window of the bar. Ling Xiao was wearing a black and white uniform of abstinence, and was pouring wine for a beautiful customer. The beauty tilted her head When I chatted with him, he lowered his head and straightened the wine glass bar, as if he was listening, but I knew he wasn't listening at all.

Sitting in a bar next door, Lao Qi and Gao Dapang were busy looking for beautiful women to strike up a conversation with, I said I wanted to go out to get some air, Lao Qi patted my shoulder understandingly, and said go ahead, anyone with any sexual orientation has the right to pursue an affair~

What are you thinking about? !

I walked out of the bar and stood on the street, not knowing what to do.At the moment, people are all sensual in the house, the streets are deserted, the weather is clear today, the visibility of the starry sky is quite high, a pretty night sky, but no one appreciates it.I raised my neck, as if caught in some kind of philosophical thinking, when my phone rang suddenly.

A coquettish voice came from the mobile phone, and it was my aunt: "Qiao Mai, what are you doing?"

"Why not," I said, "Look at the stars."

"Are the stars pretty?"

I glanced at the window of the bar. When the heads of the gathered people occasionally shifted, I could see Ling Xiao behind the bar. I shrugged: "It's okay." Ling Xiao's standing posture is different from those in the bar. Everyone is tall and clean.

The aunt laughed "giggle": "Your house stars grow down there?"

I realized something was wrong, and just about to turn around, my aunt slapped me on the back, which scared me a lot.

"I'm scared to death! Why are you here?"

"You are allowed to come out to look at the stars, but I am not allowed to come out to drink a little wine?" The aunt looked into the bar, "Why don't you go in, and let the light of the stars shine on you in one go, warming you and nourishing you!"

He was dragging me to the bar, I quickly grabbed him: "Oh no! Ling Xiao may really not want to see me..."

"What's the matter? You're not used to being stubborn, why did you suddenly become cowardly?"

I sighed: "Find a place and I'll talk to you slowly."

We went to a 24-hour coffee shop, and since my aunt asked me, I really wanted to ask him: "Uh, can you tell me what it was like to be excluded by them in high school at that time... ah?"

The aunt was stunned: "Why do you ask this?"

Oh, it's still not right, why ask people this! "Forget it, pretend I didn't ask, I'll treat you this time!"

"Since you have agreed to treat me, I have to repay you." The aunt looked out of the window and thought for a while, "It was really sad at that time, you know, the most fearful thing in group life is that others ignore you , not to mention laughing at you behind your back, every day from morning to afternoon to evening self-study, you are in such a situation of being isolated and ridiculed, no one even walks up and down the stairs with you, and other people around you are talking , talking about where to go after school, and you are the only one looking forward to finishing this section of stairs quickly, it feels really uncomfortable, if you are a top student, maybe it’s okay, but I’m not..."

"Is it better to be an honor student?"

"I also guessed, I should. Why do you ask this? Who is the top student? It must not be you... Ah!" As expected of a senior gay, the aunt's intuition is really sharp, "Is Ling Xiao?! Damn he really Are you gay?!"

"No!" I hurriedly raised my hand to tell him to keep his voice down. This kind of matter is related to Ling Xiao's innocence. You can't yell, "He is not, but he has an older brother. I heard that he was kicked out of the house by his father because of coming out. Ling Xiao was also discriminated against and excluded at school. I just heard about it."

The aunt nodded knowingly, and asked, "Ling Xiao told you?"

"It's just that he told me." As I stirred the coffee, I felt that this cup of coffee smelled miserable, "Someone broke the news on the Internet, saying that Ling Xiao's alumni from the same school said it. False. I hope now that because Ling Xiao is a top student, he won't be too desperate at that time..."

"Ling Xiao must be a top student, and he seems to be a very strong person. Maybe the hurdles that are difficult for mere mortals like us are not so difficult for him..."

I knew that my aunt wanted to comfort me, but it didn't sound convincing, and my entanglement didn't stop there: "You said... Ling Xiao's brother is gay, so is it possible that Ling Xiao is also crooked?"

"...do you want him to be?"

This question hits the nail on the head, what kind of exquisite heart does it take to see me so clearly.I was quite ashamed: "Would it be selfish for me to think so..."

"Who dares to say that he is really selfless..."

"I used to really hope that he was, so I'd be so happy, but now, if he really is, I don't know whether to be sad or sad..."

Ling Xiao has been excluded and isolated for so many years because of his brother's homosexuality. He must hate homosexuality deeply. I hope he finds out that he is gay in the end. Do I still have humanity?

"Sadness and sadness mean the same thing." My aunt corrected me. He seemed to understand what I was saying incoherently, but he didn't say anything else. Sometimes it feels good to have such a gay girlfriend.

"I hope he doesn't hate homosexuals right now." After speaking, he felt ridiculous, "But is that possible..."

"Have you met Ling Xiao's brother?" the aunt suddenly asked.

I shook my head: "I don't know anything about him."

"Don't be so pessimistic. It may be true that he was excluded and isolated, but it doesn't mean that he will blame his brother for being gay. Do you understand what I mean? That is the thinking of weak people like us, Maybe Ling Xiao doesn't think so at all. Don't be too pessimistic, maybe Ling Xiao and his brother have a good relationship, which means that he doesn't discriminate against homosexuals at all! Although it doesn't mean that he is crooked... "

I thought about it carefully, and felt that this made sense, but after thinking about it again, I was desperate: "No, I have been with him for so long, and I have never seen him talk to his family on the phone, let alone see him contact his brother... ..." No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like you have a good relationship with your brother. The more I think about it, the more discouraged I become. "Maybe the difference between the strong and the weak is just our imagination. Maybe he just pretends to be strong and doesn't care."

After being in contact with Ling Xiao for such a long time, I feel more and more that he is like this. I can't figure out what he is thinking. Maybe I am stupid, but more likely, he hides himself too deeply.

I was so annoyed by this shit that I rubbed my hair: "I originally planned to go with him to see what the underground competition was like, but I didn't expect it to turn out like this..."

The aunt sipped her coffee and raised her eyebrows: "Then do you still want to go?"

I still want to go, although I've been a little timid recently, but I'm still worried about him after all, I should feel better when I go to see him, I nodded: "I want to." Then waved my hand: "But it's useless, Ling Xiao can't agree I go."

"Why are you looking for Ling Xiao? You want to find me."

I suddenly raised my head and looked at my aunt: "Can you take me there? Oh no, didn't you say that it's all rich people's membership system?